The 1989 World Tour Live

who really cares

awkward helicopter ride back home

He’s my silly.

full piece for @skkangstzine ^^ i was thinking perhaps dazai would've gotten chuuya a dog keychain as a joke, and possibly chuuya would've cherished it more than he'd ever admit.

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no wonder people are homophobic this is scary asf

And I guess I'll just miss her

Even though she isn't even really gone

But things are just different

Ever since she cut her blue hair off

It didn’t pass. HELP!!!!

we're all rooting for you / a version of you that doesn't exist

Thinking about the seemingly inconsequential parallels between Dazai and Chuuya from when they were younger to now. Chuuya always used to fight with his hands in his pockets while Dazai had a coat over his shoulders. And now Dazai fights with his hands in his pockets while Chuuya has a coat over his shoulders.

Chuuya fought with his hands in his pockets so he wouldn't lose control of his ability and humanity by proxy, and I wonder if Dazai does the same now as a symbol because he doesn't want to lose control of what he's worked toward. How Chuuya used to revile his hands, now Dazai reviles his own because of the reminder of blood spilled and people killed and to not take two steps back to that dark place.

But it could also be something simpler—their habits just rubbed off on each other that much. And the fact that they copy each other and either don't realize they're subconsciously doing it or maybe they have brought it up, makes me feral.

If you ever think soukokuover, just remember their successful scheme against a genius involved 1 dollar halloween props and a melodramatic breakup.