I just want to hold a boy in my arms. His soft hair tickling my nose. I kiss the top of his head, him holding my hands as they are wrapped around his waist. I want a boy to hold my face in his hands and kiss me so gently. I need a boy to bring me to surprise dates, holding my hand as we go on a ferris wheel, or share his cotton candy with me. Having a decent apartment with him, walking downtown and just going to random junk stores. Having picnics with the cakes and cookies we baked together. A boy I can have a full conversation with just silence. Him doing my nails, making me pretty with his makeup. Owning a cat with him. Staying up at night and watching movies. Seeing him stim while he gets excited, him being nonverbal and letting me hold him throughout it. Him cuddling me as I have an episode. Him giving me reassurance without me asking. Him being so giggly and happy around me. Me smiling so much around this boy. God.
Wrote this at like 4am,, oops
have you ever loved someone so much
that even after they break your heart
you just want them to be okay
i deserve to have a pretty boy giving me hickeys right now
The Lovers, Tarot Card by Melissa Houpert
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there’s something so incredibly soft about the phrase “this made me think of you.” or, “this reminded me of you.” like!!!! being known is scary but then people see fragments of you in the world around them and can’t help but share that love and i think that’s beautiful.
love is that first bite of a chocolate covered strawberry
love is seeing a fresh bouquet of roses on a day where everything else seems so grey
love is that feeling when you wake up in the morning, and your bed is just too comfortable to get out of
love is chicken noodle soup when you feel sick
love is their hands giving you the warm bowl, and their voice telling you not to burn your tongue
love is the laughter you share when it happens anyway…
love is feeling like nothing else matters when you’re together
Imagine someone creating scenarios in their head about you, thinking of holding your hand, playing with your hair, kissing you and blushing just at the mere thought of it.
It just hit me, one day I will be in love with someone. he'll make me feel like home and everything will be alright. i will be able to cuddle with him every night. my life will full of kisses and hugs. i will be able to marry him, one day. I'll be able to say proudly that he's my husband and I'm his too.
i think there’s a reason
why former love tears us apart
it’s so one day
when we find our other half
we know what it feels like
to truly be whole
Aesthetics and writings of a sad gay. He/him, call me Z. Occasionally NSFW, MDNI. Newest piece is always pinned at the top 💜
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