#Drafts Dump #WeDieLikeMen:Stupid&WithoutSpellcheck
Mean, sarcastic, genius, handsome, panty dropping Neurosurgeon Dr Bakugou Katsuki Head of the Neuroscience Department at UA hospital known as as Dr. BOOM BOOM to all the the interns and even the residents as a nasty cutthroat attending who has made more than a handful of interns drop out and a few residents cry; as well as that one time he made a fellow attending absolutely furious when she tried to hit on him and he told her to get out of his OR.
He's a complete asshole but he's the best of the best, so he gets to act like hot shit because he IS hot shit. He doesn't take shit from anyone not does he listen to the board of directors or the Executive committee when it comes to the way he treats his patients and he certainly doesn't listen to anyone when it comes to his OR.
So you can only imagine the shock of the entire medical staff, including Dr. Bakugous rival Dr. Midoriya (the number one general surgeon in the nation) when little old you the new, pretty cardiothoracic surgeon who just started last week tells Bakugou Katsuki to "shut the fuck up, I'm trying to do a Thoracic aortic dissection repair Dr. Bakugou and with all due respect no one here gives a shit about how you made a Michelin star chef cry last night for preparing your steak wrong." and he does.
He does shut the fuck up.
And everyones sure he's planning your murder when his eyes crinkle and he takes a step back from his patient on the table. But what they cant see is the predatory smirk under his surgical mask. What they dont know is he's absolutely. completely. smitten.
Deku almost passes out and if it wasn't for his scrub Nurse Ochako placing a hand on his back he might have.
Once the surgery is complete and the patient is stable you're one of the first to leave, Bakugou in his orange scrubs follows soon after having one of his residents close up.
You're taking off your scrub cap when he finds you. You know you're in for it when he makes a bee line straight for you. Not only did you disrespect him in-front of his medical staff and colleagues but you also did so in his OR.
You're about to apologize but before you can; he's towering over you at his full height 6'2 all broad shoulders as his arm shoots out to grab your forearm in gentle hold when he looks down at you. His eyes are searing, hungry and wild as he looks down at your smaller softer form and you feel like your knees might give out if it wasn't for the breath taking smile on his face and the pink dusting over his high cheekbones.
He calls you by name with a doctor attached to the front as he demands you grab coffee with him the least you can do for acting like a brat in his OR.
and you do, every morning, every late night shift and during your days off you can be found with the explosive blond.
A friendship forming between the two of you is frightening even your favorite attending Dr Shinsou comments on how the two of you are attached at the hip.
And its shocking to think that ruthless blood thirsty cutthroat Neurosurgeon Dr Bakugou Katsuki is wrapped around your dainty little fingers.
He opens every door for you.
Bring your coffee in-between consults and reminds you to drink water shoving a liquid IV in your hand and an orange hydro flask with his name engraved on it i.
Dr Kirishima head of Ortho almost screams when he sees you drinking from his officially dubbed work best friend's water bottle.
"y/n you might want to put that bottle back in the fridge before Dr Bakugou sees you with it. He threw a fit last time when one of the lab guys mistook the bottle for his own. Cleaned it with bleach and made the poor guy buy him a new one with his name engraved on it." he warns not wanting to see Katsuki blow his own chances with the new Cardio Surgeon because she drank from his water bottle.
with a confused look on your face you scrunch up your eyebrows and pout your lips, the gloss on them draws Kirishima's eyes to them and he has to tell himself not to blush at how adorable you are
"But Katsu gave it to me this morning after my transplant patient" you say taking another swig. "I don’t think it’ll be a problem but if it makes you feel better I'll return it to hi-"
But before you can finish your sentence you're cut off by warm hand wrapping over your own as you go to screw the top back on "Shut up shitty hair; Dr y/n can use my shit whenever she wants." he grunts stretching his arm over your shoulder to grab the bottle from your hand and bring it to your lips.
"drink more water shitty women or you might fall off your booster seat during your next surgery." he states eyes never leaving Dr Kirishimas a silent back off to his best friend who chuckles pretending to look at his pager.
"oh shoot gotta run" he supplies before making himself scares.
Its adorable and the head of ObyGyn Dr Momo cant help but gush about how she saw Dr.Bakugou braiding your hair in the attending lounge one early morning before some big surgery.
The Nurses begin to talk about how they notice the two of you arrive together and leave together regardless of your shifts.
Dr Ashido swears she saw Bakugou hand you your signature pink scrubs in the locker room from HIS bag.
And the rumors go on and on until the sleep specialist and your childhood friend, Dr Shinsou brings it all to a climax when he tells all the attending in the cafeteria that he saw you exiting the building with Dr Bakugous car keys one late night when the neuro surgeon got held back for an emergency surgery. Throwing in a little “they bicker like a married couple as it is”.
But what really seals the deal is one particular morning you come rushing in on your day off running toward the the OR greeting your collages with a quick "hey!" or "morning" dressed in a pair of grey sweats and an orange sweatshirt two sizes too big for you. You run right up to Bakugou screaming "Katsu! wait I got it!" as you see him reach for a plain disposable scrub cap. With a sigh of relief Bakugou turns away from his surgical Team consisting if: Dr. Todoroki, Dr Denki, Dr. Midoriya, Dr. Shinsou, Scrub Nurse Ochako, and Dr.Tsu.
"Oh thank God, I did not want to wear that shitty fucking Scrub cap" he complains bending down to your height as you reach into your pocket and pull out his signature grenade print scrub cap placing it on his head.
"I know thats why I jumped out of bed when I saw your text. Why didn't you call me!" you complain as you knot the back.
"I didn't want to wake you up on your day off, Princess." he responds with absolutely no sarcasm in his voice. Patiently waiting for you to let him know you're done before returning to his full length.
"wake me up next time. I'm taking your mom grocery shopping anyways so I needed to be up." you finish patting his shoulders twice before kissing his nose as he stand up.
"whatever shitty woman, dont let that old hag start putting silly ideas in your head now. You two together are fucking trouble." grunts Turing away from you only to be met with four pairs of bulging eyes and one pair of smug ones as Denki hands over $100 to the Dr in purple scrubs.
"what the fuck are you extras looking at!" he exclaims pulling you into him as he places a kiss on the top of your head as you laugh telling him "I'll see you at home" before making your exit.
and the next words that leaves Dr Bakugous lips do make Dr Midoriya pass out.
"Can I not fucking kiss my wife!? get back to fucking work!"
character/s: bakugo katsuki, midoriya izuku, todoroki shouto, kaminari denki, kirishima eijirou
genre: fluff, mutual pining
notes: posting this before i disappear for exams :((
୭ 𝐌𝐈𝐃𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐘𝐀 𝐈𝐙𝐔𝐊𝐔 as the shy, unassuming yet friendly boy who sits next to you in class. he's always offering his lecture notes to you, picking up whatever you drop from your desk like the gentleman that he is, and makes a cute habit of tapping your chair lightly as a form of congratulations when you answer a question right. (he wishes he was bold enough to pat your shoulder instead) when he eventually does get bold enough, he'll stand by after school ends until he sees you, offering to carry your bag and walking you home if you'd let him.
୭ 𝐁𝐀𝐊𝐔𝐆𝐎 𝐊𝐀𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐈 as your childhood friend whose house is right in front of yours. one minute you're bickering nonstop as you're walking to school together, and the next he has a firm hand on your shoulder, moving you to the safer side of the sidewalk without uttering a word about it. relentless teasing is normal to the two of you. he's told tons of embarrassing stories from your childhood, but once you remind him of that time you took a bath together when you were four, and you tease him for his "teeny weenie," he could only glare at you as you let out a cheeky snicker, unaware that he's actually more flustered rather than embarassed of the memory. he's also had to put up with his mother gushing over you two. mitsuki claims that she's already planned out your wedding with your mother years ago. he acts irritated; you act embarassed, but there's no way to forget everything mitsuki said.
୭ 𝐊𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐌𝐀 𝐄𝐈𝐉𝐈𝐑𝐎𝐔 as your best friend's older brother, always radiating a warm, approachable aura. whenever you come over to their house, he tidies everything up, prepares the snacks himself, and will insist on walking you home when it hasn't even gotten dark outside yet. you'd have to keep your composure when your best friend starts gushing over their brother asking them about you on multiple occasions, "was l/n there? is l/n coming too? how's l/n?" when he runs into you at school, eijirou likes to give you and your best friend little headpats and friendly side hugs when you part waysー you're convinced eijirou's just the embodiment of the word comfort itself.
୭ 𝐓𝐎𝐃𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐈 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐎 as that dreamy-looking, gentleman of a guy, who goes to the same train station as you and has once let you fall asleep on his shoulder. although his initial instinct was to tap your shoulder and wake you up, it doesn't take a while before he decides not to, seeing how peaceful and adorable you look. he can't explain the warm, fluttering feeling in his chest as he gently props your head into a more comfortable position on his shoulder, careful not to wake you up. when you eventually wake up and immediately apologize for dozing off on his shoulder, he doesn't feel the slightest ounce of annoyance or discomfort, but he does feel the urge to protect you at all times. the next day, he sits next to you again, and he feels relievedー maybe even a bit overjoyed when you start talking to him. the day after, when there's particularly a lot more people on the train, he doesn't shy away from standing closely next to you. when people start bumping you, he cages you with protective arms, his hands laid flat against the wall next to your shoulders, while still leaving a respectful distance between you two. you're not sure whether your heart can still take it, but for once you wish the train would move slower this day.
୭ 𝐊𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐈 𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐊𝐈 as your best friend who never misses the chance to flirt with you. your friendship is anything but boring. when you unintentionally say things at the same time and with the same tone, when you do your ridiculously complicated, secret handshake yet pull it off flawlessly, and when you exchange flirtatious remarks nonstop and burst into laughter that's loud enough to echo around the room, people can't help but find your friendship wholesome (and want to bang your heads together). no one's surprised when denki stops flirting with other people, but it takes you aback when he starts talking a lot more sincerely about his feelings for you. when he does confess to you eventually, you don't know whether to kick his shin and tell him to quit joking or just say that you've also liked him secretly since day one.
why is shooting ur shot (friendship edition) so much harder than shooting ur shot (romantic edition). babygirl i wanna befriend u so bad
Bakugou: If you asked I would kill every person in this room without a second thought
Y/n: If a villian got you I'd go to the ends of the earth so they could face justice
Class 1-A: awww
Kaminari: [throughly disturbed and little scared] you guys realize normal couples don't say this
Mina asks as she shoves a pretend microphone in your face.
You blink, place your thumb in the book you're reading and shut it to smile up at her. “Mina what is this?”
“Come on! We’re supposed to be practicing for interviews and stuff and I’m sure they’re gonna ask us about our fellow classmates sooooo… play along would ya?” She says putting a hand on her hip. Ochako and Hagakure are standing behind her, practically bouncing on their tiptoes.
You give them all a look, and twist your lips to the side with a suspicious frown. “Alright fine,” you say sighing. “Ask me your question.”
“We’ve noticed you and pro hero Dynamight have been spending a bit of time together on patrols and teaming up for missions. The two of you seem close,” Mina starts in her best interviewer voice.
You roll your eyes. It’s true, you and Bakugo have been working together more, but it’s only because your quirks seem to be extremely compatible. Kirishima’s hardening is good for endurance practice, but your shields are better at condensing his explosions, quieting them and helping with stealth.
“We work well together to get the job done,” you reply simply.
“Right yes, we’ve seen the two of you jump in popularity on the hero charts. Very impressive,” Mina continues and you think you see her hide a snicker behind her arm before she continues.
“Given how much time the two of you have spent together, I’d figure you know him better than most of us,” she says and it feels like she’s baiting you into something. You squint your eyes.
“I mean I know him just as much as anyone he works with. Mina, what is this about?” you ask and she shushes you quickly.
“Come on, don't break character!” she scolds as you roll your eyes. “What’s one word you’d use to describe your colleague Katsuki Bakugo? We’re all dying to get inside his head a bit,” she asks again.
You huff, open your book and slip a piece of paper into it. Clearly you’re not getting back to it anytime soon. You think for only ten seconds before you look seriously up at her, staring directly into her eyes as you answer.
“Quiet,” you say simply.
All three girls sputter and react with wide eyes. “Quiet?!?! Bakugou?!?!?” Mina squeals.
“Are you sure we’re talking about the same Bakugou? Spiky blonde hair, explosions, always has a scowl on his face?” Hagakure replies.
You roll your eyes again, “Yup. The very same one. Now are we done with the interview? My book was just getting good,” you say, tapping the hard cover impatiently.
“No no no you can’t just name a word that’s the complete opposite of him and then not expect to explain. Forget the mock interview. Spill!” Mina demands.
You blink up at them in confusion. “But… it’s not the complete opposite of him. When he’s not battling a villain or training, he barely speaks, don’t you notice? He’s usually alone or walking around with headphones. If anything he’s lost in thought. He’s a complete control freak about his progress so he’s always thinking about how he can be better but he doesn’t vocalize it. During patrols I have to pull conversation from him and even then, it’s quite short. With how much he stays to himself, I can't even imagine how loud his thoughts must be,” you explain.
Mina stops and stares at you in disbelief, but you stare past her head, remembering all of the patrols you had with him.
He’s always been nothing but quiet around you. It’s almost like he goes out of his way to be quieter and calmer around you. Even after blasting a villain to kingdom come and screaming “GO TO HELL”, he always comes back to you with a soft gravelly, “Nice defense today,” or an even quieter, “Thanks for having my back.”
You’d kill to hear him scream and yell all of his thoughts like you assume everyone else thinks he does. He’s always been a mystery to you, never able to crack his hard exterior.
“I think sometimes, he’s even a little sweet,” you whisper and you think it’s to yourself until Mina’s nose is practically hitting yours.
“Oh my god, you’re… you’re blushing…OH MY GOD! YOU LIK–”
You slap a hand over her mouth quickly while the other two girls squeal. “Shut it! It’s not like that!” you say quickly as the others giggle.
To your horror, Bakugou is walking up behind them, weaving through the chairs in the large common room.
“Oi, I just got off patrol. Wanna spar?” he asks, ignoring the others and looking directly at you.
You give Mina a threatening look that says “I’ll skin you alive if you say a word” before you drop your hand from her mouth and say to him “Uhh yeah, gimme like five minutes to change.”
“Fine, meet me back here in five then. We can get dinner after,” he says, turning to walk away.
The girls continue to snicker under their breath as he walks away, but you don’t hear them. All you can focus on is the tips of Bakugou’s ears as he walks away, inflamed a brilliant shade of red and you could swear that he turned ever so slightly to peer at you over his shoulder from the corner of his eye. And on the corner of his mouth, a hint of a little smirk.
So I left shifttok a while ago bc of how depressing it started to feel, but now that TikTok was banned in the US (mind you I’m Australian) and majority of shifttok is moving here, I’m getting back into the community :)
My TikTok is sophjun3 if you’re interested in fangirl/aesthetic content, but here is where I’ll focus on shifting! I’ll make an introduction post sooon 🩶
You can cry.
You're allowed to cry, you're allowed to rest, you're allowed to roll in bed and wish to stay there for a minute, you're allowed to stop being productive in some time, you're allowed to take a break from shifting and from everything.
You're allowed to allow your body to calm itself, to understand that the reality is near, nothing of those I mentioned above will tent your life, nothing at all.
Because you know it yourself, you found shifting for a reason, home is always where your heart will be, head on their shoulder, sharing earphones, walking in the rain, finally having that burden off your shoulder.
I'm proud of you ml, you've gone long enough, and let me see you truly get whatever you want, whether it's the void, manifesting or revising something, shifting or anything of sort.
You're valid, and think of how your younger self would feel to know they achieved something their little heart wanted for so long.
Xoxo. Coco
A/N: Thank you anon for the request, I hope it turned out the way you wanted! enjoy <3
Warnings: Angst to fluff, low self esteem, shy!reader, Mineta exists,fight during training (please let me know if I missed anything)
Word count: ~ 2500
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He could feel it, the way his heart flutters, watching you heaving as you had your foot on Denki’s back with a tight hold on his arm. You’d completely immobilized him, rendering you the winner. It was your first combat training together, everyone was excited and energetic. You, however, were more nervous than anything. So when you had won in such a short amount of time, it surprised everyone. You felt your cheeks almost sizzle as heat rises in them, with everyone’s eyes on you, you thought you’d shrink to the size of an ant. You scurry off of Denki who looks at you with a wide smile, a little bit of dirt on his cheek.
“Wow Y/N! You took me by surprise there, you were amazing!” He sits up, the rest of the class coming to shower you with praise as well.
“Oh- well…I-“ You wave your hands in dismissal at the constant glory given to you, you felt like you’d pass out if you heard any more. As you’re backing away from your persisten classmates, not paying attention to what’s behind you, you felt yourself collide with something. Slowly turning to see, you’re met with Bakugou’s chest. Your whole body tenses and your head lifts to meet with his prideful gaze.
“Fight me.” He says with a self-assured smirk and dark, looming eyes. You jump and squeak, running behind Mr. Aizawa for protection. You felt like your heart was stuck in your throat as you hold onto your teacher for dear life. You knew how strong Bakugou was but the reason for your running wasn’t his menacing stare, but the way your brain kept repeating the same phase as you stood against his sturdy chest.
‘So cute!!’
The feeling of being so close to him, it was simply overwhelming! Your body had to get away before you melted before him.
“Bakugou! You’re scaring her!” Mina shouts angrily at the blonde boy, swinging her fist up and down in frustration at his aggressiveness.
“SHUT UP EXTRA!” He retaliates, stepping closer to his teacher which you’re hiding behind.
“Your training buddies have already been decided, Bakugou. Now let’s move on with the training!”
“Yes, sir!” The class shouts in unison at Aizawa’s demand. Dispersing to their places with their sparing buddies, Katsuki turns around with a “tch”. He couldn’t stop thinking about that stupid feeling in his chest, the one he felt watching you fight with your all. It was almost like when he watched All Might fight when he was younger, he’d feel such a pump of adrenaline from how awesome All Might was, but this was somehow different. He didn’t like it.
After your first interaction, the two of you generally kept a distance but you’d often find your eyes meeting, like both of you were always watching each other. You’d completely deny any time Mina or Jirou pointed out your constant stare, saying you just admired his power. They’d always give you a teasing look and giggle at your tinted face.
You had always been shy, ever since you were a kid. People have tried to help you overcome it but every time you were in front of unblinking eyes, words seemed to escape you. You would always strive to be better, but any progress was scarce and only noticed by yourself. Because of your shy personality, people felt the need to protect you, do things for you and make sure you’re okay. They always treated you like you inferior or weak, you even started to be believe that you were.
When you told people of your dream of being a hero they’d often discourage you, saying that heroes need to be brave and fearless, even your own parents tried convincing you to find another career path. It became another reason for you to fight for your dream even more, you want to prove to people, to yourself, that you don’t need protection. That you too, can save others.
So you trained, and trained and polished your quirks abilities, compensating your weaknesses. You did everything to be strong, but you still felt your brain go blank whenever someone spoke to you. All your training, meant nothing to those around you, they still thought you were weak. But when you got into UA, you felt hope fill your heart once more, they had recognized your strength, and you’d continue to show them that you were worth more than anyone bargained for.
When you first saw Bakugou, it was at the entrance exam. He had this fire in his eyes, his body never staggered, his voice never shook and his gaze never wavered. Your eyes met for a split second as he jumped over your head and exploded the robot villain you were going for. You felt your heart beat echoing through you, simply watching his unshakable movements made bravery surge through your body and for that split second his eyes met yours, you felt fearless.
To say you were relieved to see him in the classroom on the first day of school, is an understatement. While everyone coward in fear of him, you looked up to his careless attitude, he didn’t care about what others thought and you wish you were the same. The only reason for keeping your distance was to keep your heart from beating a hole in your chest and jumping out. You quickly understood you had feelings from him, but who are you to love him? You’re nowhere near as strong or brave, not to mention the other gorgeous people in class, they were all incredible but you…you were just you. To please yourself while not disturbing him, you watched him from afar and admired him from the sidelines, that was enough. You convinced yourself of that.
All the wonderful people in your class were so kind and understanding, so you made friends pretty quickly. You hung out with everyone, expect for Todoroki and Bakugou, though you would often speak with Midoriya. He’s also a bit shy, so the two of you had that in common and understood one another in that aspect. Bakugou noticed that. He noticed how the two of you grew close but he couldn’t care less.
It was at the sports festival, where you gave your all and showed the world that you were capable of being a hero, it was then he truly noticed you. After your first training session, he knew you were pretty powerful but the strength and diligence you presented during your 1-on-1 battle, it blew him away. His eyes widened as he watched you, grabbing his shirt and clutching the fabric tightly he tsked at the familiar feeling arising in his chest, it was there again. The dumb flutter of his heart, how annoying.
“Bakugou, is there anyone you like?” Denki asked teasingly. The boys of class 1a had gotten together for the sake of studying but it ended up becoming more of a chatter fest than anything.
“Tch, don’t be so stupid, dunce face.” He turned his head to look out the window of the common room of the dorms, your face creeping into the back of his mind.
“I’ve noticed you tend to watch Y/N quite a lot.” Kirishima adds, making some of the boys let out a long “ooooh”.
“She’s super pretty~!” Denki says in a dreamy way, thinking back on when you’d overpowered him during training.
“Yeah and she-“ before Mineta could utter another word, his face was engulfed by Bakugou’s hand, a small explosion going off and knocking the manlet to the ground.
“YOU DO LIKE HER!” Sero and Denki shout in unison making Bakugou’s face heat up with an unfamiliar stir in his stomach.
“I’LL KILL YOU!” He jumps at the two boys who only laugh harder. The only thing that spared their lives was Iida pulling Bakugou off of them.
After they’d all gone to bed, Katsuki couldn’t help but think about it. Had he gone and fallen for you? He covers his eyes with his forearm, sighing heavily at the fluttering in his chest. Whenever he’d lock eyes with you, you’d jump and turn away. Whenever he was close to you, you would practically run the opposite direction. Was he that scary? Did you hate him? His mind kept him up for hours, mercilessly berating him.
The next day he had dark circles under his eyes, not having gotten enough sleep because of you. He felt so sluggish and could barely focus, but when he heard he’d been paired up with you to spar, he suddenly felt a pulse of energy wash over him. Though he couldn’t tell if it was out of confidence or nervousness. Turning to get a glimpse of you, he found you already staring at him and like always, you quickly look away with a panicked look. Why?
You could look at Deku just fine, you always spoke to him, always laughing with that nerd so why not him? He felt his heart squeeze in a way that was rare for him, a painful ache that spread throughout his body.
You gulp, standing a few feet away from Katsuki whose palm already flare up with tiny explosions. Your brain focusing on how cool you think he is, but your eyes only manage to stare at his feet, not having the nerve to look him in his breathtaking eyes.
“Start!” Aizawa shouts. Bakugou wastes no time and runs right at you, jumping in the air as he winds his arm back and launching it forward with a powerful explosion erupting from his hand. You quickly dodge and counterattack with an elbow to his back, his eyes widen as he watches your movements. You had yet to look at him. Before you could activate your own quirk, he’s already charging at you again and your barely able to react but you manage to dodge him by jumping in the air and launching yourself off his back to get some distance.
“Damn it!” He shouts, hunched forwards as he stares at his hands, you watch him in shock as he trembles.
“Why won’t you look at me?!” Your shock having distracted you he’s able to land a blow, sending you flying back. Aizawa declares his victory but your mind only replays what he’d said. You struggle a bit as you stumble to your feet, Midoriya running to your side to make sure you’re okay. You give him a weak smile as he helps you get to recovery girl. The sight makes Katuki clench his fists and furrow his already tense eyebrows.
“Whatever…” He mumbles as he sits on the ground, thoughtlessly watching the rest of the class battle.
“They’re both oblivious!” Mina shouts in frustration, sitting on Kirishima’s bed as he’d gathered her, Denki, Jirou and Sero to talk about you and Bakugou. Sero gives a long sigh and closes his eyes while leaning on a wall.
“It’s true, they’re impossible to convince.” He agreed with Mina.
“Then we’ll just have to make them talk it out!” Everyone turns to look at Denki who seemed to have a plan in mind. Bakugou sighs as he makes his way to the front of Heights Alliance, looking at the text Eijiro had sent him.
‘Hey, meet me outside, I need to tell you something.’
He lets out an annoyed “tsk” as he puts his phone back in his pocket, mumbling to himself about how ‘this better be important’
But when he makes it outside, he doesn’t see Kirishima anywhere. Instead he sees the silhouette of your back under the dimly lit night sky. You’re looking up at the stars, like an idiot. Looking to the stars like they’re the most wondrous things to ever exists. You were always like that, seeing such rich beauty in small every day things, you always had something to smile about. But you never smiled at him. Bakugou’s pulled from his thoughts as he hears the entrance door lock, he shouts out an angry “OI!” As he runs to the door, banging on it, yelling at them to open it. The commotion startled you, making you turn around to see Katsuki recklessly banging and pulling on the door. You’d been tricked, hadn’t you? You knew it was odd for Mina to text you instead of barging into your room like she usually would. A panicked expression twits your features as a blush creeps onto your face, you’re alone with him now.
“B-Bakugou…” You say in a small voice, almost a whisper as you walk closer to him.
“WHAT?!” He screams at you, but your blush only grows as he looks at you.
“If you..shout like that, Mr. A-Aizawa will wake up…” Your gaze once more glued to the ground as you shyly stutter your statement.
“I-I think they’ll open up if we talk…”
“About what?!” You shrug your shoulders slightly. You knew what, but your words were stuck in your throat and you couldn’t cough them up. Not with the way he intently watches you, his eyes practically burning holes into you. The words he’d yelled during training returned to you, he’d completely misunderstood your attitude and you knew you had to do something about it.
“I’m sorry!” You say suddenly, nails digging into your palms as your hands formed tights fists. Your eyes stay lowered and your lips quivered, the beating of your heart ringing in your ears. Katsuki’s expression softens slightly, looking at you as you struggle to speak your mind, he lets go of the doors handle.
“I…I think you’re really cool…” You gulp, looking to the side as you lift your head a bit.
“And my heart…it gets excited when you’re close.” Your hand creeps to your chest, feeling your heart beating the way it does when you’re around him. Though it aches in the moment, knowing what is to come.
“I run…because I know, I’m not worthy of your attention-“ A lump in your throat begins to form, making it harder to breathe. “B-but…I like you!” You quiver as you fight the tears threatening to fall, your head hanging low again, not having the courage to look at him. Knowing how your heart will beg for his. As you sniffle, you feel a hand grabbing the sides of your face, making you look up. Within a second, your lips are met with his, in a rough and inexperienced kiss. You feel the tears forcing through and falling freely down your burning cheeks.
“You should look at me if you’re gonna confess like that, idiot.” He lets go of your face and shoves his hands in his pockets, looking away as the blush on your cheeks had spread to his. He looks at you from the corner of his eyes and his heart does that stupid thing again, because you were finally smiling at him.
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A/N: I think this turned out really cute and I hope you think so too, thank you for reading! Requests are still open <3
Fandom: Boku no Hero Academia
Pairing: Bakugou x Reader
Headcannon: How would they react if they were hit by an illusionist’s quirk and they saw you die?
Bro would be the least moved... On the outside. The inside is utter turmoil. At the moment, as real as it felt, the facts didn't align so it must have been an illusion. He did beat the shit outta the man for making him see something like that tho. Rabid pomeranian! The villain was easily apprehended (couldn't do much after that beating) and Bakugou's shift was over for the night. Then there was a nauseating nagging in the back of his mind. What if you weren't in his bed when he got back. His chest tightened at the thought of going to an empty house. Bakugou knew what he saw was fake but the uneasy wouldn't leave. He tidied up faster than usual, eager to go home.
Bakugou reached home in record time but hesitated to put the key in. He was becoming more and more uncertain and he cussed like a sailor in his heart. He's never been one to back down so why now!? Oh right, it's because it's Y/N that he's so... scared. After a deep calming breath he opened the door. As expected all he heard was white noise from the fridge and ac unit. Bakugou made his way into the bedroom where you were curled up peacefully with your Dynamight plushie.
Bakugou had a serious love-hate relationship with that thing. He felt proud to have won it for you at a carnival but he never expected the amount of attention you would give it. Especially when he's right there!
In this moment however he didn't mind the mini him keeping you company. He crouched by the bed a small relieved smile on his face. You were safe and cutely snoring. That's all he could ask for. He pressed a kiss to your forehead when your hand came to rest on his shoulder.
"Kat?" you blinked the sleep out of your eyes.
He smiled at you, "who else Teddy bear?" it wasn't teasing as you expected but you were too tired to get to the bottom of it. "Go back to sleep", he urged you gently.
You nodded rubbing your eyes, "hurry and get in bed then", you whined.
"Brat", he shook his head.
"Your brat", you yawned snuggling up to mini Dynamight under the covers.
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Ojiro, Shoji, Momo, Koda, Shinsou, Monoma, Tamaki, Aizawa, Hawks, Dabi, Shigaraki, Toga
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Ojiro
Ojiro was another one to not have many bad days, but when he did have them, he didn't get mad or moody. Just all sad. Of course, you are there to cheer him up whenever it's needed.
One day, after a long stressful day, he needed some cuddle time with you as you rubbed his back. So when he got home and saw you at the table, on your phone, he immediately went and hugged you from behind.
You smiled back at him. "I didn't hear you come in, hey." You kissed his cheek.
"I missed you," He whined and you chuckled softly, grabbing your phone and standing up.
"Lets get you changed and lay down, okay," You ask, already knowing the answer.
"Okay," He says quietly, kissing your cheek, which made your smile brighter.
You got him up to your guy's bedroom and threw him clothes. He got changed, along with you and you laid down so he could lay on you chest.
When you started rubbing his back, his taild wrapped around your leg, making you smile.
You put him to sleep pretty easily and you woke up with him absolutely glued to you.
Shoji
After a long day of listening to Bakugou's yelling and Denki accidentally electrocuting him, he was over it. You were in the shower when he got home and took no time to join you.
He startled you at first, since you didn't hear him, but quickly recovered and kissed him.
"Hey babe! How was work," You ask, wrapping your arms around his hips.
He sighed and used every arm to pull you close to him. "Fucking terrible."
You frowned and started kissing his cheek. "You wanna talk about it?"
He goes on about his long and annoying day as you rub his back and use your nails to scratch it gently. He sighed at the feeling and laid his head on your shoulder.
"Come on. Lets clean up and have some dinner. I haven't eaten yet and I know you haven't," You say, moving up to kiss him.
He kisses back, happy to finally have you in his arms. "Okay. Turn around, let me clean you," He says, using three hands to turn you around, the other three grabbing stuff to clean you.
You giggle gently and let him clean you and you do the same for him before you get out the shower and make dinner for him.
Momo
Momo was known as the "rich girl" in school. Well at least outside of class 1-A and 1-B anyway. They knew her well enough. But the rest of the school was convinced she got where she was with money.
She hated this, but never brought it up. Especially when her classmates, and even some kids from class 1-B defended her when they heard this. No because Kirishima almost punched a third year, Bakugou as back up.
So some people thought she bought her place in class? So what? And so what that they never suspected Iida even though they were equal in about everything? It doesn't matter. It just doesn't.
She tried to convince herself of this, but no matter how many times this was repeated, it never stuck. She still broke down over it, and then kept it to herself. You just happened to accidentally walk in on one of her breakdowns, while trying to give her the bag she left behind.
Now you sat on her bed, as she was silent and cried on the floor.
"Momo-," She cut you off, throwing an empty water bottle at your head and shook her head.
"No talking," You sighed with a nod. Instead, you sat by her and she instantly moved to lean into your side.
After a few minutes, she mumbled into your shoulder, "Okay, I wanna talk about it."
This led to her yelling at you. Okay, not AT you, but yelling as if to get her frustration out, pacing the room.
"I worked just as hard as ANYONE ELSE to get here! I can't go one day to walk down the hall without hearing "Daddy's Money" and its unfair!"
"Momo-"
"You NEVER hear Iida and Todoroki being called out for being rich! No, because they are men so they MUST'VE earned their place while I'm just a measly little lady who can't be smart or be strong!"
"Babe, I know-"
"I constantly stress myself out to earn my good grades just to be constantly bullied every single day by people that don't know me! It's embarrassing and its fucking degrading and I HATE it! They make me so angry-"
You covered her mouth and pinned her against the wall, catching her attention. "I understand, I get it, and we can continue to talk about this but it's 8 PM and you're yelling honey. I don't think you want the whole dorm building to hear, huh?"
Momo nodded, face turning red like she was embarrassed. You uncovered her mouth and kissed her. "Don't be embarrassed, it's okay. We can even go on a ride so you can yell all you want."
"...I would like that," She nodded.
"Okay, lets go."
By the way the class was ten times more defensive after that, they definitely heard all of it.
Koda
You stared at the snake in Koda's enclosure. You were at his house, helping with his daily check in. His room was huge, cage after cage with animal after animal.
"So why are you getting rid of the snake," You asked, looking over to where he sulked on his bed.
"Well... Snakes eat mice... And I have a hard time feeding him," Koda looked almost disappointed. "I feel bad because I know hes hungry but I get sad hearing the mice struggle."
You couldn't help but smile at him, at how kind hearted he was. "Listen babe, I'll feed the snake while you... Go feed brownie," You remember the three legged cat that hadn't been fed yet.
"Are you sure," He looked up to you and you kissed him.
"Mhm, and I'll let you know when he's done eating and everything so you don't have to walk in on it," He nodded and stood up, leaving.
You stared at the snake, nodding slightly. "I got this. Two mice, and it won't need to be fed for another week. Yep, I got this. For Koji."
You took hold of one of the mice and made the mistake of looking it in the eyes. "...oh no, you're cute... Like a little snowball... There are two other mice anyway."
You fed him the other mice with your eyes closed, then sighed as you closed the cage. You looked to the last mouse and your heart dropped.
"You're not snowball... SNOWBALL!"
Shinsou
Shinsou loved and cherished his sleep, when he could get it. Having insomnia did NOT help in the slightest.
So insomnia mixed with a mission that was constant for a week, no room for sleeping, made him very grumpy and frustrated.
All the heroes that worked that week were so tired, they were hallucinating and were taken to the hospital. He refused it though, just wanting to see you.
He sat in the car that drove him home, feeling like he was flying, and about to pass out. He kept hearing things. Bangs, scratches, whispering, quiet yelling. It felt like spiders were crawling over him.
Next thing he knew, he was at the door, Denki holding him up.
'Was Denki the one driving me,' He thought as he stared at Denki like he had two heads.
(Denki and Jirou weren't at the mission, just there to take Shinsou home to you. So they were completely fine.)
You heard the knock at the door while watching TV in your bedroom and got up, jogging downstairs. Your eyes widened when you saw Denki and Jirou at the door, holding Shinsou up between them.
"Hey Y/N! Before you freak out, he's 100% fine. Just hasn't slept for a week. He just needs sleep," Denki was quick to explain, calming you down.
"He looks like that because he's hallucinating. But he isn't in pain for anything," Jirou explained and you opened the door more, letting them in.
Shinsou looked to Jirou. 'When did she get here?'
"Just set him on the couch. I got him from there," You said, sighing.
They did just that, you thanked them and they left. You went in front of Shinsou, getting on your knees, your hands on his knees, and he didn't react in the slightest.
"'Toshi, baby, can you say something," You ask and he jumps a little.
"Wh- what..." 'Why is Y/N on the mission with me? She isn't a hero,' he thinks, not aware of much. "Wh- why are... Why are you here? I- it's not sa- safe," he stutters out.
"Baby you're home. We're both safe. Look around," You say rubbing his cheek gently.
He does and when he realizes he's home, he kind of freaks out. 'What happened? I was just fighting...' His thoughts are interrupted by that stupid banging, and looks around for it.
"What are you looking for, Hitoshi," You ask, confused.
"Th- the ban- banging."
You listen but here nothing. You chalked it up to the hallucinations. You move his face towards you.
"Can you make it to the bedroom," You say softly.
'Bedroom? I'm on a mission... No, why is Y/N here? It's isn't safe for her.' His thoughts were going crazy, the noises came back, the crawling feeling came back and he just broke down in tears.
"I c- can't fucki- fucking th- think," He practically shouts and you frown.
You pull him close and kiss his forehead as he cried. "It's okay, it's okay 'Toshi. I'm here."
He gripped onto tightly and you pull him on you as you lay down. He cries into your neck, not being able to stop the noises, and the feelings surrounding him... Until you grab his attention.
"Listen to me, baby. You're home and safe. I'm safe. The mission is over. I know whatever is happening right now is driving you crazy but it's okay. Go to sleep. You don't need to stay awake," You whisper gently in his ear, rocking him gently and rubbing his back.
"B- but the mi- missi-" You swiftly cut him off.
"The mission is over. You succeeded. You can sleep now, 'Toshi. You saved everyone. Just go to sleep," You say now moving to his hair.
After like 10 seconds, you feel his body go limp and his eyes close as he goes into a very deep sleep, relaxed by your magical hands and words.
It was over a day when Shinsou ACTUALLY woke up. He woke a few times to use the bathroom but fell right back to sleep.
He was starving, didn't feel like moving, he felt dirt after not showering for so long, his head hurt and was thirsty as hell.
Of course, you were there to help him. You made him lots of food and didn't make him get out of bed to eat it, got him tons of water, got him medicine for his headache, and then got him in a bath.
He didn't feel like standing or moving for long so you went with bath rather than a shower. You got in, straddling him and cleaning him up, while also rubbing his sore muscles.
All while you did, he whispers how much he loved you and missed you while he was on the mission.
You let him relax after cleaning him and he wants nothing more but to hold you, so you let him.
Despite the shitty state he was in, he couldn't be happier with you in his arms.
Monoma
Monoma was a cocky bastard but he had his insecurities as well. ONLY you got to see this. He was insecure about multiple things.
His looks, his height, his weight and even his personality. He wanted to change his personality, truly, but couldn't. Especially when you loved him the way he was. When he was feeling insecure, he went to you, and let me tell you, you HYPED him up.
One night, he had off work, and was waiting for you to come home.
See, he kept himself pretty skinny but stronger and he never really LIKED it, but it was useful for copying different quirks and keeping his body ready for a quick change of quirks.
He didn't like looking in the mirror and seeing that he was as skinny as he was. But he couldn't change it, since it would interfere with his hero work.
He was thinking about this that night, sitting on the couch, waiting for you to come home and cheer him up.
He didn't hear you come in or call his name but did feel you climb onto his lap.
"Hey, what're you thinking about so deeply? You didn't hear me," You say, kissing his forehead.
"...do you love me," He asks quietly, like he was expecting a no.
You looked at him weirdly. "Of course I love you, I love you more than anything. Why," You run a hand through his hair.
He ignores your question. "Do you love my body," He asks, voice kind of shaky now.
You frown. Of course, you've seen him break down before, being married for a year, but together for 5. So you caught onto what was wrong.
"Babe, of course I love your body. It's perfect," You say, pouting and kissing him gently.
He can't help but kiss you back, pulling you close. "You always make me feel better."
You laugh softly. "I barely said anything."
"Still, it made me feel much better Y/N," He says, rubbing your back and kissing your jaw.
"Come on dork, it's bedtime. We're gonna cuddle and go to sleep," You say, pulling him up and to the bedroom.
He just follows and obliges, knowing it made you happy.
Tamaki
He didn't have having bad days, as far as he was concerned. The anxiety attacks and being nervous were just part of his daily life now, so he was used to it.
But ever so often, they got to the point where he actually couldn't breathe and panicked even more, because he couldn't take an actual breath, making it worse. This was happening one day, after a successful mission.
Successful meaning you and the rest of the heroes got all the people that were alive, out, and got the villains. Now you worked with Fat Gum at his agency, and were always there to help with panic or anxiety attacks that Tamaki had.
So you were with him on this mission.
You've been a hero for more than 2 years longer than him and his friends, so you were used to seeing very graphic things, and didn't think much of it.
But Tamaki was a different story.
Like the great hero he was, he kept his cool during the mission, so you really didn't think much of him seeing all the bodies and blood. It wasn't until after the mission, you noticed how every single younger hero looked traumatized.
Nejire, Mirio, Tamaki, and Kirishima. They looked like they were going to pass out.
"Damnit, we forgot about how they're new to the bigger missions," Fat Gum says from beside you.
"Uh huh," you say, agreeing. Now that you remember, the scene was extremely gruesome and couldn't have been great for one of their first missions as actual proheroes.
Tamaki, along with the rest of them, couldn't get the picture of the scene out of their head.
Then he passed out. You were quick to catch him before he hit his head on the hard, marble floor. The rest looked like they were going to do the same.
Fat Gum got some people to calm them down while you took care of Tamaki. All of them were having panic attacks in less than five minutes.
Tamaki was probably having the worse one he's ever had, but you were able to get him to look at you, through his struggled breathing and full on panic.
"I know, I know, it was scary. I'm so sorry you had to see that. But Tama, baby, I need you to focus on breathing. I know it's hard to think about anything else but I need you to really focus," you say, holding his face.
You guys sat in the corner of the room, you hiding him from eyes, knowing he hated to be seen by anyone but you during these.
He listens to you and really, really fucking tries.
"There you go, Tama. You're doing great. So great. Just keeping doing that," you say as you feel his breathing get better in the slightest.
After a minute or two, he speaks. "I- I feel li- like throwing up."
You get a trashcan and put it in front of him, and he threw up. You rubbed his back and looked back to see the rest of them doing the exact same thing.
When he was done, you noticed his head was struggling to stay up.
"Are you just dizzy or do you feel like you're going to fully to pass out," You ask, holding his head straight.
"Dizzy," He crokes out.
You nod and pull him close, his head against your chest, arms wrapped around you. He held you like his life depended on it.
It was a long night for the four of them, and you drove Kirishima to Bakugou's place, Mirio to his Dad's, Nejire to her Dad's and Tamaki went home with you.
You walked into your shared apartment and you went straight to the bathroom after take your shoes off. He was very quiet. More than usual.
So you started a shower and got him in it. You washed all the dirt and blood off of him, and he stood there, silent and wanting to get the images out of his head.
"Turn around, baby," You say softly, and he turns to face you. You massage his chest and kiss him gently. "I love you so much, Tama."
"I love you too, Y/N," Ye says, softly.
You move him under the water and start to wash his hair of all the dried mud and blood.
"Are you hungry," You ask, scratching at a spot where mud had fully dried.
He nodded his head as you finally got the mud out. "Well, I'm clean and everything so how about you finish up here and I go make us some food, okay," You ask and he nods.
You kiss him gently before getting out and getting dressed before going downstairs and making what you could with the stuff you had.
Once he's done, he walks downstairs and sits down at the table. You hand him some food, and he starts to eat slowly.
You stand behind him and rub his back and run your hand through his hair.
After half of it of his food gone, he looked sick again. You got him the trash can and he threw up. You weren't surprised. You did this on your first gorey mission too.
"I'm sorry," Tamaki whispered, after he threw up.
"You don't have to apologize for anything. You can continue to eat or not, whatever you feel comfortable with. I'm going to go check on the rest of them, okay," You ask, running your fingers through his soft hair.
"You're leaving," He questions, looking up to you with a worried face.
"Oh no. Just calling them. I'm staying here as long as you need me," You kiss his forehead and move to the other room to call Bakugou.
He answers with a groan. "Who the fuck is it?"
"Drop the attitude. I'm calling to check on Kirishima," You say, rolling your eyes.
"Oh. L/N. He's uhm... Is it normal for him to be throwing up this much," He asks, sounding worried.
"Uh..." You heard Tamaki throw up again. "Yes, Tamaki's doing the same thing. Make sure he gets rest and water and he should be fine... Don't be surprised if there are nightmares," You leaned against the wall behind you.
"You never told me what happened," He says, like you're dumb.
"We went on a mission with Fat Gum, Tamaki, Nejire and Mirio. It was worse than we thought it was when we got there. There were a lot of bodies and blood. Not something they should be seeing so early on in hero work," You explain, banging your head slightly.
"So... He just saw a gruesome scene," He seems like he trying to understand the problem there.
"I know it doesn't SOUND bad, but you weren't there. All the blood on him? That was just from getting survivors out, with no fighting. It's hard for someone his age to see something like that, whether you want to believe it or not, Bakugou. Now I gotta call Mario's and Nejire's dad. Keep me updated," You say, and hang up after he agrees.
The same thing was happening with Mirio and Nejire. After making sure they were OKAY though, you got back to Tamaki and put him to bed.
It took him a good hour to fall asleep in your arms but eventually, did.
You watched him sleep and hated how that day went.
Aizawa
Like Shinsou, he loved his sleep, which was hard to get when being a teacher and a hero. So when he went a few days without a minute of sleep, he was grumpy as fuck.
You also had your job so you didn't see him a lot, but kept calling him to check up. You noticed how snappy he got with you, which was rare to say the least.
You got home one night and saw Shinsou and Eri on the couch.
"Thank god you're home," Eri says, jumping into your arms, and you put her on your hip. She was starting to get too big for that.
"What's wrong," You ask, feeling the tension in the room.
"Dad's in a mood. He didn't yell at us or anything but he snapped at me. Eri has never seen it so it kinda freaked her out," Shinsou says, standing up and hugging you. "Welcome home though."
You smiled softly, hugging him back. "Thank you. And Eri, you know how to get grumpy when you haven't had your nap," You ask, propping her up higher on your hip after she nods. "That's what Dad is going through. He's okay and he's not mad at you or Shinsou. Just tired."
"Ooooh! Okay," she yells, understanding.
"Here, I'll get her ready for bed. I don't know when he'll be back from patrol," Shinsou says, taking Eri and she holds onto him, clearly not tired.
Shinsou was very tall now, so you had to tiptoe to kiss the top of his head. "You know I appreciate it when you take care of her."
Shinsou smiles softly and kisses the side of your head. "I know you do, Mom. Don't worry about it."
"Okay. Go do what you have to do. I'm gonna call your Dad," You said, ruffling his alresdy messy hair.
You went up to the bedroom and called Aizawa and immediately, he sounded ticked off.
"What," He asked, sounding annoyed with you.
"Just wanted to check up on you," You said, knowing snapping back at him would do nothing.
"I'm fine, Y/N. Why the hell would you call me just for that," He said, making you feel stupid.
Scratch the whole snapping back thing.
"I'm sorry I'm worried about my husband, after I come home to both of our kids worried about you as well. I know you're tired and haven't slept, but you better think before you have an attitude with your caring and loving wife, m'kay," You say, not with an attitude persay, but there was a tone there.
He went silent before speaking up. "I'm sorry, I know I've been fucking moody and all of that. I am done with patrol in like 30 minutes and I'll be home to get sleep and calm down."
"Okay, babe. I love you," You say, sitting down.
"I love you too," He says before you hang up.
About 45 minutes later, he gets home and you are there to greet him. You wrap your arms around his neck and he hugs you as you kiss him.
"Bedtime," You say, pulling him.
"I need to showe-," You cut him off.
"Bedtime, Shota."
He followed you to the bedroom, and got changed while you plugged in his phone. You pulled him on the bed and he laid on your chest.
"I love you, Y/N," He says, going to sleep.
"I love you too."
Hawks
Hawks looked like the most happy, cocky and confident person to survive when it came to his fans.
You were a different story.
You were there to hold him as he cried about his bad days, which he had quite a bit of. You were there to hold him when he ranted about not being good enough to be a hero. And you were there to reassure him that you loved him when he struggled with believing so.
One night, he just had a breakdown while you were at work. So when you came home and heard his uneven breathing and struggled sobs, you took your shoes off and found him on the kitchen floor, looking almost in physical pain.
You bent down to him and he only noticed you because you blocked his vision.
"Keigo, baby, look at me," He shook his head, tears falling like a river. You lift his head up yourself and wipe his tears away. "Take a breath, you're hyperventilating."
"I- I can't," he chokes out.
"Yes you can, it's okay," You take his hands out of his hair. He puts them on your waist as if he's afraid of you moving away. "I'm not going anywhere babe, it's okay."
It took him a minute but he started breathing a little more normally. You ran your hands through his messy hair and let him hold onto you, tightly.
"What's wrong," You ask, not stopping the hand in his hair.
"...we need to break up," He says, and you look down at him.
"Excuse me," You say, raising an eyebrow.
"I'm not good enough for you, Y/N," He says and you sigh, thankful that this was something you could talk him out of.
He watches as you stand up, and then pull him up with you. "Come on. You need to change out of your hero costume and then we're talking."
"But-."
"This is not up for discussion, Takami," you say, with a tone that makes Keigo agree instantly. He knew you well enough to know when not to fuck around.
He followed you into the bedroom and you took his jacket off and then pointed to the rest of his clothes. "Strip." Then you went to get him to start a shower.
He stripped his clothes and you pulled him in the shower with you. He sighed as you started cleaning his wings. You smiled softly as you watched them shake gently.
You two showered in silence, and washed each other. He looked exhausted.
When you two got out, you got dressed and you laid him down on your stomach, which he gladly took, holding onto you tightly.
"I'm sorry," He says, softly. You run your hands through his hair. "I don't want to break up. I just want you to be happy."
"I am happy. With you. Being without you breaks me, Keigo. I'm sorry I can't get you to understand that. But you don't have anything to be sorry for. I know. Just go to sleep," you say softly, now rubbing his bare back.
"...okay," he whispers and yoy let him cuddle into you.
"I love you Y/N," he says, falling asleep.
"I love you too."
Dabi
Dabi doesn't show emotions, much like his little brother. He tries. God, he tries so hard but it's hard for him. You've only seen it a few times. Those few times, were just barely, where he tells you he loves you.
When you walked into your shared apartment one day, and heard a glass shatter almost immediately, you jumped.
"Fuck," You heard him yell out, then a loud bang.
You went into the kitchen and saw him sinking to the floor, back against the wall. You saw the blood down his face, the red knuckles, the broken glass and the hole in the wall. You didn't freak out, but got some first aid stuff from the bathroom, then knelt down in front of him.
"Get the fuck away from me, Y/N," He said, his voice raspy and tried to push you away.
You smacked his hand away. "No."
"I wasn't as-," You stop him from finishing.
"You weren't asking? I'm not your EnEmY, Touya. Now, look at me," You say, grabbing his chin and lifting his bloody face up. You saw the blood coming from his eyes, and pooling in them. That had to hurt.
He doesn't fight you, but softens. You clean his face and then move to his hands. They were at least sprained. So you wrapped them up.
"How'd you sprain BOTH hands, and wrists," You ask, tightening the bandage.
"...I don't want to talk about it," His voice is strained.
"Okay," You say simply, then moved the first aid stuff out of the way and got him ice for his hands. "Come on, stand up."
He stands and you pull him to the bedroom, sitting him down on the bed and handing him the ice.
"Get comfortable. I'll be right back, Touya," You went to walk away but he stopped you.
"Please stay," He croaks out, and you turn back to see his eyes pooling with blood again. You grab a tissue and start wiping at the blood again.
"Calm down, babe. It's okay, I'm here," You say softly, as he looks you in the eye.
"You won't leave," He asks, grabbing your waist gently.
"No. Never. Now can you tell me what happened," You ask, letting him pull you into his lap.
"...Shoto knows who I am," His voice was very shaky, like he was about to break down. "He pulled me into an alley way and told me everything he knew before I could even react."
"Did he say he was going to say something," You ask, worried yourself.
"No. He just hugged me and said he missed me. I just... Did I do the wrong thing by running away? I didn't know he would miss me like that. He was almost crying, Y/N. I didn't want to hurt him, I didn't think he'd care," He looks broken.
"...running away wasn't a good choice, I won't lie to you. But it's not like you HAD a choice. It was that or get even more hurt," You say, rubbing his neck gently.
"But I hurt Shoto," He says, blood started to spill from his eyes again.
"Baby, you need to calm down for a second," You held him while wiping the blood away, once again.
It takes a few minutes for him to calm down and then you notice the tired look on his face.
"Do you want to go to sleep," You ask, running a hand through his hair.
"Yes. Is that okay," He asks, looking up to you, making you chuckle.
"Of course it is. We'll clean you up later. For now, arms up," You say, pulling them up. You take his bloody shirt off and he lays down, pulling you on him to cuddle.
"I love you so much, Y/N," He says before kissing you.
After you break apart from the kiss, you look him in the eye. "I love you too, Touya."
He knows you would never understand how much that truly means to him.
Shigaraki
It was getting late, and Shigaraki said he would be at your place hours ago. You naturally got worried, texting Toga. And she said he left awhile ago.
So you sat there, hoping he'd at least send a text. But no text, no call, nothing for hours upon hours. You eventually just go to sleep, hoping for the best.
Soon enough, you wake up to banging downstairs. You questioned if it was actually Shigaraki, until you heard "FUCK!"
That was definitely his voice.
You jogged downstairs to see he dusted a vase. "...I'll steal you a new one."
"My Mom's ashes were in that," You gave him a horrified look and he froze.
"...I'll dust you a new Mom?"
"Nah, she was a bitch anyway," Shigaraki huffed as you landed in his arms. "You're pouting, what's wrong?"
"I am not po- I do not pout," He almost looked offended.
You poked his bottom lip. "Then put this buddy away," You smiled softly and kissed him. "How about you rant as we make dinner together? I hear your stomach growling."
Toga
Toga was coming back from her mission within a few hours. You were waiting at your house, with food ready to just heat up and eat. You knew she didn't have much time to eat to take care of herself much at all during these longer missions.
You sat on the couch, on your phone with the lights off. It was dark, moonlight shining in and lighting it up pretty well.
Then your living room was suddenly bright. You looked outside, squinting against the light, and noticed it was the LOV van. You stood up, stretching snd approached the door as there was a knock.
There stood Dabi, holding a very dirty and tired looking Toga. "She's being dramatic, take her," Dabi huffed.
You took hold of her, her latching onto you with her arms around your neck, legs around your waist. "Thanks Dabi."
"Whatever," He mumbled, walking away.
You shut the door and looked down to Toga. "You want some food?"
"Mhm," She nodded, yawning.
After you guys ate, you got her into a bath. She was filthy, and it wasn't just on her clothes. Absolutely covered in blood and dirt.
You cleaned her up from outside of the tub, and she was practically passed out asleep. You didn't mind helping, especially after the long week she had.
Ever so often, her hand would grab yours as if she was unaware you were busy cleaning her. As if she was telling you to stop moving.
"Himiko, you gotta let go," You chuckled, trying to pull your wrist out of her grip.
"Bedtime," She mumbled, grip loosening just a bit.
"You can't go to bed covered in dried blood," You mumbled, cleaning off her arm.
Toga just hummed. You took your time cleaning her, checking for any cuts that had to be cleaned up. There were a few so you finished cleaning her of mud and dirt, and woke her up.
She was a little moody, but you still stood her out of the bath, and dried her off. She whined a little when you cleaned and bandaged up her cuts, but you got through it.
You brought her to the bedroom, got her dressed in just your shirt since she asked to be, put her hair up and finally, you two went to bed.
In the middle of the night, you woke up to her sitting up out of your arms quickly, gasping. You took a few seconds to process you were alive before looking to her.
She was shaking, and crying. "Hey, baby, what's wrong," You sat up next to her. You touched her shoulder and she jumped. "Okay, okay, I won't touch you."
You leaned over, turning a lamp on. "Himiko, it's okay," You sat by her, not touching her.
You continued to talk to her softly, eventually being able to hold her hand. She stopped crying eventually, but still shook. You pulled her into your lap and kissed her, letting her get comfortable.
"I love you, Y/N. I'm sorry," Toga yawned.
"Don't be sorry, it's okay. I love you too," You mumbled, turning the lamp off and leaning back in bed, holding her close.