Update: Took a nap right after my last post because I was dead tired and thought it’d help me stay up later. Well... that nap turned into 3 hours, and then I went straight into my favorite hobby: procrastination. Actually started studying around 10:45 PM and only managed to touch chem.
Tried revising today’s numericals, which should’ve taken me 30 minutes tops, but it ended up taking almost an hour because I was struggling with basic multiplication (and also why are so many decimal shits). Like, why am I like this? F you, CBSE, for not letting us use calculators—but it’s not like I can use them in entrance exams either, so guess I’m stuck suffering in silence.
Honestly, I’m so mad at myself, but I’m too tired to even spiral into a self-hate session or breakdown. I’m just here, floating through my regrets. Thinking I’ll try to squeeze in physics during the bus ride tomorrow because time? what dat ?
The OG plan was to finish Lec 2 & 3 today, do Lec 4 after school tomorrow, and attend Lec 5 live.
Reality check? I’ll just do Chem Lectures 1-3 tomorrow and 4-6 on Friday because right now I’m tired down to my soul. Like, this is exhaustion on another level. fml I’m crashing for the night.
Let’s hope tomorrow-me has her life together *sigh*
GNNNNN
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Study time ~ 0:55 hr
12.03.2025 (wed)
Just got back from school and honestly, today’s been lowkey trash. Couldn’t focus at all and zoned out for the entirety of physics—like, my brain just went NOPE. So now I have to relearn everything from scratch 😭. I’ve been trying so hard to be consistent, but it’s days like these that really test me. So yeah, gonna lock in and grind to make up for it.
Today’s To-Do List (aka the battle plan):
Chem - Revise numericals.
Chem - Study Lec 1 (it’s been haunting my to-do list for a week now) + Lec 2 & 3 (I’m not going to bed until these are DONE.)
Phy - Relearn today’s class (because clearly my brain took a day off.)
It’s me vs. my procrastination today, and I’m NOT losing.
Toodles ~~
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08.04.2025 (tue)
Bio test went pretty okay. Pretty sure I made a very dumb mistake but hey, wouldn’t be me if I didn’t, right?
Was way too tired to read the chapter last night, so I did a quick read-through on the bus this morning.
Watched Lecture 1 & 2 of Haloalkanes and Arenes today—trying to catch up on my backlog since I missed classes for like a week and a half (we’re not gonna talk about it).
Note to self: Try starting studying by 4:00 pm (cuz hopefully that'll give me more time to study.)
Also wanted to start working out again but was too tired (ironic, I know that’s exactly why I should be moving). Classic me.
No tests tomorrow though, so that’s a relief :)
Bah-byee
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06.05.2025 (tue)
Day (27/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE
Ypt hrs ≈ 3:35 hrs
💤 5:30 hrs + 20-30 min nap 💤
Bio - co-dominance, incomplete dominance, multiple allelism & down syndrome from principles of variation & inheritance
Finished off the 2nd half of lec 5 org. and ppn
Live class on current electricity
Math hw
Questions from ex: 2.2 and miscellaneous ex. of inverse trigonometry
omo we are almost done with the productivity collab challenge. Planning on starting 100 dop soon after that :)
Kind reminder that a degree will not get up one day and leave you, cheat on you, cut your funds, disrespect you or assault you. A degree will be worth a thousand sleepless nights and rivers of tears, because in the end it does matter more than anything else. A degree will make you an independent and undefeated woman, so stop belittling the importance of education nowadays. Every woman who studies is a woman who is ensuring a greater future for all women.
19.03.2025 (wed)
Hey chat ;)
Was Lowkey dying from cramps today as well. It was such an unproductive day, and honestly, the cramps aren’t even an excuse at this point.
Anyways, attended my live lecture, did my math HW, and kinda revised for tomorrow’s chem test. Gonna wake a lil earlier so I can go through it again cuz I'm pretty sleepy rn. The plan for tomorrow is to finish off Lec 5 & 6 b4 attending Lec 7 live.
I haven’t made proper notes since Lecture 3 😭. The given lecture notes are there, but I know I’ll miss stuff if I don’t write them myself… except it takes SO long and I don’t have the time. Ig I'll have to finish it all off on the weekend ༼;´༎ຶ ༎ຶ༽
Got LOADS to do this weekend, so stay tuned for that 😀👍🏻
Anyways
BYEEE BABES
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Study time ≈ 3:00 hrs
(including the duration of my live lectures— always include em in my study time)
FINALLY started a personal blog @midnightatthemalfoys
from now on this will be strictly a study blog <33
lets work hard !!!
24.04.25 (thu)
Day (15/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE
Ypt hrs ≈ 1:00 hr
Had Bio practicals today and forgot to bring my lab coat—thankfully, I was able to borrow one from a friend in another class. The experiment was on onion cells; we had to identify the stage of mitosis, but I couldn’t find anything on my slide. This is my second practical in a row where that’s happened, and it’s honestly starting to feel a bit discouraging. I was in a pretty bad mood after that.
Messed around till 4:30, then joined my live class—but about an hour in, I ended up falling asleep. I was so tired that I decided to nap properly. Woke up at 7, went out, and only got back home at 1AM.
Had a lot I wanted to get done today, but that clearly didn’t happen :( Also, we’ve got a bunch of people coming over for lunch tomorrow... right when I have tons to do. Classic timing.
Gn loves ~~
BYEEEE
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15.03.2025
Didn't do much today— just attended my live class on which I have yet to make notes on. Will probably do stuff for school if I have any left b4 I head to bed . Just so tired lol :(
Anyways,
MWAAA
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Seriously need to get my shit together bc wtf is this— the frkn URGE to yeet myself out of existence
14.03.2025 (fri)
Woke up at 12 PM today and got hit with a killer headache that just kept getting worse 😭. The only reason I survived was because there were just a couple of hours till iftar. Took a painkiller, but it didn’t do much. Still managed to squeeze in some studying—not a lot, but hey, it’s something. Started strong but ended procrastinating towards the end 😭
Things I did today ~
Revised Lec 1 stuff from yesterday
Watched Lec 2 and made notes
Started Lec 3
The good part? I actually understood things pretty easily today, so I’m breathing a little easier. Still a long way to go, but small wins are still wins !!
Anyways,
BYEEEE
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04.05.2025 (sun)
Day (25/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE
There was no offline school today because of NEET (I have only a year left AHHHHH), but we did have online classes.
They started at 9, and I woke up at 9:05—but thankfully class actually began at 9:10. The teachers were struggling with the online setup and it totally took me back to COVID times lol.
Anyway, class ended around 12:40-ish, after which I procrastinated, cleaned my room (which was an absolute pig’s pen for the past week or so), ironed my uniform, and did other random stuff. I still haven’t even broomed my room yet—planning to do that tomorrow.
It’s almost 7 pm rn and these are the things I've still yet to do will have to end up pulling an all nighter just when I was planning to get my sleep schedule fixed wtf.
They gave us so much work just because we had Sunday, which wasn’t even technically off. Watch me as I die?
Also I’m most stressed about the speaking test in English which they count towards our internal marks so AHHHH.
Bio - test on reproductive health
Bio - record
Bio - notes +diagrams
Chem - haloalkanes and arenes test
Chem - notes
Phy - test on current and electricity
Math - relations and functions test
Math - hw
Eng - Speech