03.03.2025

14.04.2025 (mon)

(2 of my many many handwritings lmfao)

day (5/30) of DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

Ypt hours ≈ 4 hrs

💤 ≈ 5 hrs + 20 min power nap otbrh 💤

The eng test went pretty okay :)

Studied for my chem test

Completed random notes of eng & phy

Math hw

Phy lec 1

Would've liked to do one more but I was sleepy and wanted to get at least 6 hrs of sleep (per night is the goal lmfao). My head kinda hurts too hehe =D

BYEE (⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠³⁠˘⁠)💗

Also, my watch which I'm very emotionally attached to kinda broke today— like the thingy that holds the straps ?? Anyways I'm so heart broken cuz I got it for VERY cheap and it lasted like 3 yrs or smn atp 😭 I'm still wearing gonna wear but 😢

05.03.2025

DRAGGED myself to school even tho I was the literal embodiment of a walking corpse. Ended up crashing after school and woke up 5 mins before coaching.

Have chem hw to do which I'll get to soon (hopefully). Did math hw in class itself yaaay . I'll revise the stuff taken at school in the morning bus ride to school as usual :')

Toodles ~~

WEEKEND TO DO LIST (march 20 to 22)

Bio - record work

Bio - complete diagrams

Bio - study rifp

Bio - complete notes (coaching)

Chem - study chemical kinetics

Chem - ws

Chem - lec 5,6,7 fml

Chem - NOTESSSS

Phy - study electric charges & fields

Math - study matrices

These are the stuff I HAVE to do. And if I have time I have to start doing questions and covering 11th backlogs cuz I haven't started YET 😭

I want to be completely honest.

There are going to be people who are better than you.

There will be times when someone is going to get ahead of you

And there will be times when you worked hard, and you didn't achieve it.

And yes, it is fine. Completely fine. You are allowed to be disappointed. You are allowed to be sad. And you are allowed to get pissed.

It's the brutal truth that you may not get what you want all the time. And you should learn to be okay with that.

13.03.2025 (thu)

Update: Finally got through Chem Lecture 1 (it took me almost three hours—why am I like this?? T-T) and barely started Lecture 2 before I got so damn sleepy. Thought, "Let me just rest my head for a sec" and BOOM—I was out. Ended up napping for an hour before my mom woke me up for dinner.

Still half-asleep, so I’m just gonna crash for the night. I’m trying not to be too hard on myself, but I’m also not about to let myself off the hook completely, yk? Gotta find that middle ground.

I kept replaying the explanation for the numericals, and by the third time, I basically just byhearted it. Not exactly the plan, but oh well. Not giving up though—I'll figure it out eventually.

Thinking of starting daily recap posts—what I actually managed to do and to-do lists for the next few days or even a week. Maybe writing it all down will keep me a little more accountable.

And omg, my sleep schedule is beyond saving at this point. It’s pure chaos. Probably gonna sleep in tomorrow to repay some of this sleep debt because, honestly, I need to sort this out before it gets worse :)

BYENNN~~ (kinda like bye + then— a lil smn I made up lol)

MWAHH

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24.03.2025 (mon)

Hey chattt ;)

The plan for today :

Rev bio lec 1 n 2 + reader

Live lec

Chem lec 4 + notes

Live lec notes + complete Z notes

Complete phy notes cuz I forgot my nb 2 days in a row fml

complete eng notes

Lec 5 ? a lil ambitious but—

Might nap after revising bio till my live lec. If I can, I’ll try not to so I can sleep early—idk. Woke up at 6:30 with ≈4 hours of sleep, but I was weirdly awake and full of energy (which apparently annoyed my friends who got more sleep lol).

Whatever routine I have going rn is working, but idk if I can keep this up when I go back to waking up at 5 AM for school (bus comes at 5:40, ugh). I kinda wanted to make 4 AM wake-ups + 10 PM bedtime a habit, but I legit haven’t followed it for even a day—

Anyways, hope y’all have an amazing day ahead !

MWAHH

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one of the biggest things I can advocate for (in academia, but also just in life) is to build credibility with yourself. It’s easy to fall into the habit of thinking of yourself as someone who does things last minute or who struggles to start tasks. people will tell you that you just need to build different habits, but I know for me at least the idea of ‘habit’ is sort of abstract and dehumanizing. Credibility is more like ‘I’ve done this before, so I know I can do it, and more importantly I trust myself to do it’. you set an assignment goal for the day and you meet it, and then you feel stronger setting one the next day. You establish a relationship with yourself that’s built on confidence and trust. That in turn starts to erode the barrier of insecurity and perfectionism and makes it easier to start and finish tasks. reframing the narrative as a process of building credibility makes it easier to celebrate each step and recognize how strong your relationship with yourself can become

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Created this ypt group , if you want you can join. I mean if you study a lot do join( looking for motivation)

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Hellooo Peoplee !

I'm just a girl in her last year of school time flies so fast wth preparing for NEET (an entrance exam to get into med school in India) trynna survive. I started this blog to document my journey, hold myself accountable, and stay consistent—cuz God knows I need to.

A little about my journey so far:

- Joined an online coaching institute in 11th and, well… fucked around and as a result have the whole 11th syllabus as backlog🤡

Sooo basically, my plan/goals are to:

» Stay consistent with my 12th-grade coaching (attending live lectures, tests, workbooks, the whole deal)

» Slowly cover my 11th-grade backlog (maybe a lecture each day— not sure yet..)

» Crack NEET on my first attempt and secure a govt. medical seat.

So if you’re also on the grind, let’s keep each other motivated! Feel free to drop a message or an ask.

Here’s to staying disciplined and getting that govt seat 🥂✨

Also @midnightatthemalfoys

Staying consistent even when it’s not immediately rewarding is where the shift happens.