The Same Thing Goes For BPD People!

Exactly my thoughts 😭

sometimes i think weight loss is a conspiracy theory because i keep losing and gaining the same 6lb

My intention was never to shame anyone or call them stupid or disgusting. I understand that people can’t simply stop this behavior as it is a coping mechanism. The only thing I was hoping for and still hoping for is to stop someone, who is not deeply in this situation. I would want them to know they are not alone and simply say the affects it might have in their future by sharing my personal experience. If someone who did go through the same experience has told me this before maybe I would have stopped sooner. Even after posting I have seen many others express the same thing as they have also been treated differently in their lives.

I don’t want to disregard anyones experience and feelings since I will probably never know what others are going through, but even if this makes someone to rethink their behavior it would still be a step in a good direction.

Apology if this came across arrogant or insensitive it was never my intention. :))

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

I’m crying in my room, while my last meal is boiling in my throat threatening to come up.

How tall are you

I‘m 161cm or 5‘2 I guess in inches

I get so frustrated and angry when I binge. Meanwhile when I’m ⭐️ing I’m like the chillest person ever, but this mother fuckers got to push me to eat when I am in control for once.

Is my blog making it worse for people?

Are minor seeing what I post and get triggered?

I have been thinking about it and it’s now my nightmare.

When I made my account I just wanted a safe space to talk about my 3d and my thoughts. Now I feel guilty that I may be a bad influence!

𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐋 𝐈𝐒 𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐇! 𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐊 🎀🍽️

Hello I am Snoop!

This is mainly an 3d Blog, but I may post other stuff too.

My other account recently got banned and I lost all my moots and my safe space. It truly broke my heart and since I opened this account I haven’t been active much, but I hope to finde new moots snd loose all the weight I gained since :))

Here are some facts about me:

• I have 4n4 , Mia and B/P

• I am a vegetarian 🌱

• She/her , Bisexual 💕

• I have BPD (although not medically diagnosed, cause I hate any and every medical care)

• I speak three languages

#s to find me:

#rockroads , #snoop

HW : 53.7 kg

LW : 48.2 kg

CW : ?

GW : 45 kg

UGW : 40 kg

I got a little frustrated today since I wasn’t loosing any weight for the past days and ate a normal calorie and didn’t p/urge afterward, but went to a short walk. Hopefully when I restrict again from tomorrow I’ll see some changes 🤞