Riya-song - Riya

BONTEN MEN and LOVE headcanons

(sad in Mikey's and Takeomi's, pretty dark in Sanzu's)

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MIKEY: he's afraid of falling in love. afraid he's gonna hurt the most precious person to him so he shuts himself behind many walls and doors, on a thousand locks, hiding himself from everyone. he doesn't believe he's able to fall in love anymore and even if he is, he'll always be afraid of hurting them.

RAN: believes in "love yourself, only then anyone will love you". he probably claims he doesn't believe in love at first sight, but actually that might be exactly the way he'd fall in love. he might tight his significant other close and then let go and then it's gonna be like that over and over again, just because he's never actually fallen in love and he doesn't know how to make it right.

RINDOU: is very self-conscious because of his brother. if he ever falls in love, he'll be always afraid you'd leave him for Ran (pls, tell him you'll never do so (but only tell the truth, because Rindou hates being lied to and can always tell when someone is lying to him)).

KOKO: doesn't think he can fall in love ever again. even if he let go of Akane, he's just not ready to fall in love with anyone else, therefore he practically gets married to his job, working as much as he can. but if he falls in love ever again, it's gonna last long and he'll be very attentive towards his significant other and their interests.

KAKUCHO: doesn't believe anyone can fall in love with him, though at the same time is eager to be loved. once someone says they love him, he'll hold them dearly (but he will let them go, if their significant other ever tells them their feelings towards him have changed).

SANZU: doesn't believe in love. his life led him to believing only his king deserves his dedication and that everything else isn't worth his attention. he's probably gonna look like at a bug at anyone who ever mentions they like him, because they aren't his king, therefore he doesn't need to give his admiration to them. (he'll probably end up being the most toxic boyfriend out of all, sometimes sweet and caring, and sometimes a mental abuser)

MOCHI: if he ever falls in love, he's gonna treat his significant other as an equal to him. he's never gonna raise a fist on them, treating them as the most precious person in the whole world. he's trustworthy in every single aspect.

TAKEOMI: is afraid of falling in love and being a bad dad. he's always haunted by the reminder of how bad of an older brother he was, that's why he's afraid of being a bad dad, that's why he's afraid of falling in love. that's why he promises himself to not fall in love ever (just as Mikey does).

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My grandmother is now almost completely deaf, the constant shelling in Ukraine has taken what’s left of her hearing. She cannot understand me on the phone like she could one month ago.

Her cats hiding are now her only indication that the shelling happening. Unless an explosion makes the building shake.

1,068 days that I’ve prayed for her safety, because she will not abandon her home in Kharkiv.

Bonten members and their favorite kisses.

ft. Sano Manjiro 'Mikey', Akashi 'Sanzu' Haruchiyo, Kakucho.

Requested, By Anon: Can you write headcannons of Bonten Members and their favorite kisses?

A/N: Took me a whole day to write this god— and the limit for headcanons is three so I only did top 3 of Bonten— lmafo you can actually see where motivation went down the drain.

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Sano Manjiro 'Mikey' :

Receiving : Forehead kisses.

kisses from Mikey from this timeline are rare. He is afraid of getting attached. Or if you knew him since childhood, he is afraid of hurting you, like Takemitchi told him, about what he did in another timeline.

But when he is feeling really sad, and melancholic, he just wants to feel your arms wrapping over him, a comfort from the mess he calls life.

And when you gently kiss his forehead, he feels as if, as cliché as it sounds, all his worries disappear.

He wants to live in that moment and die in the same moment.

Giving : Cheek kisses

He is not too interested in intimacy (personal hc, if you disagree its fine ngl) so most of his kisses are on your cheek.

These kisses mostly happens when both of you are busy or if only he is busy and he walks by you. Just a kiss on your cheek and he leaves.

It's a bit sad. Because he is not always going to be there. But it is assuring as he won't ever leave until he tells you.

And as he kisses you, he knows you are there. Breathing. Alive. And with him.

Akashi 'Sanzu' Haruchiyo :

Receiving : Peck kisses

He is quite sensual. But he is fascinated with the idea of small kisses. Innocent kisses. Unlike his demoner. He is quite gentle. To someone he truly loves that is.

And he wants to be treated with the same gentleness as he is treating you.

So little peck kisses, when waking up, or going to sleep, are what calms him down. And also when he is shoving not so pg 13 things down his throat.

He just wants to feel happy. And these kisses form you, really makes him happy. He wants them. And he will have those, atleast until you keep giving him.

Giving : Eskimo kisses

It's soft. Mostly when he is feeling playful. That's almost every time he is with you. You make him happy.

He just comes from behind you and makes you face him. No matter what work you are doing. He is annoying, so you soon give it up and look at him.

And he then just slowly rubs the tip of his nose to your own.

It's enough to calm his and your erratic heart.

Kakucho :

Receiving : Butterfly kisses

It's gentle. Tender, filled with affection. Like you. Every time you are with him.

He mostly loves it when you are both going to sleep, and it is perfect for him.

He truly won't have it any other way.

It's comfortable to him, like being in a pile of blankets, and soft instrumental music is playing in the background.

Giving : Hand kisses

He mostly loves it because he has seen these types of kisses on the television.

He has seen actors being all happy over those kisses, even if he knew it was acting. He just wanted to see your reaction to it. That's all.

And no you did not disappoint. He loves how you smile over this little gesture.

And you feel happy every time he does it. Your lips tug upwards on their own. Your cheeks ache from smiling. But it makes you happy.

🖤Intro post 🖤

Greetings, my name is Kiri, I am a Ukrainian artist

I draw #dabihawks stuff and my commission are open, you can dm me if you want ❤️

Thank you ❤️

HIII COULD YOU DO THE UPPER MOONS WITH A CRYBABY READER? (A thought of mine,of them taking care of me while I sit and cry and babble in there arms about something small 😖😖😖)

Aww, i love this idea! yes i’ll definitely do it!

➤ Uppermoon’s reaction to their S/O being a crybaby

➤ headcanons

Uppermoons x crybaby!GN!reader

including: Muzan, kokushibo, Douma, Akaza and the Hantengu clones (Sekido, Karaku, Aizetsu & Urogi)

warnings: smaller reader, mentions of murder, semi-nsfw?

Muzan Kibutsuji

• We all know how he is.

• Being the demon king, he isn’t the very best at comfort. I think we’re all aware of that.

• Isn’t fazed by your crying. i mean, it isn’t anything new to him. He murders and eats people on a daily basis so crying isn’t something that’s unusual for him to witness..

• However, it’s YOU crying.

• You crying makes Muzan feel… not good.

• He can’t really explain it.

• All he knows is that he strongly dislikes seeing/hearing you cry.

• At first he scolded you for showing such emotions. But then he only realized he made you cry more afterwards.

• Muzan feels horrible. But you’ll never hear that coming from him.

• The two of you are the complete opposite.

• He only got angry at you for crying at first because you were crying over something so stupid and second of all he didn’t want to admit he didn’t like seeing you cry and has no idea how to comfort you properly.

• He doesn’t want to come off as weak.

• Eventually, he’ll own up, apologize for his behavior. After all, he didn’t really mean it. (Believe it or not)

• Muzan isn’t just so great with emotions and he isn’t used to have such an emotional S/O.

• Will stroke your hair as you lay your head in his lap.

• He’ll listen to you vent about whatever upset you. Even if it’s stupid in his eyes.

• “You weep over such silly things, my dear.”

• Muzan will hush and wipe your tears. Thats all you’ll get.

• Now if SOMEONE upset you, they’ll be dead immediately. No questions asked.

• Muzan doesn’t care if you don’t want it. He’ll do it anyway or just lie and say he won’t do it. Which he will

• Doesn’t give a shit who it is either. Even if it’s a family member he’ll destroy them.

• Because how dare they make his beloved S/O cry?

• He’ll literally torture whoever made you this upset. So that’s another way of him showing his love for you. Even if it’s in a horrific way.

• Then he’ll proceed to tell you about how he killed the person who made you sad. 😟 (Doesn’t leave out any details)

• Goes into a state of severe confusion as you cry more. He expects you to treat him like a superior being and says you should be thankful he decided to lend you his presence and time in the first place..

Kokushibo

• Like Muzan, he isn’t an expert when it comes to comforting someone.

• He’s used to being solitary so this is all new for him! Please understand.

• But unlike Muzan, Kokushibo won’t be annoyed by your crying.

• Kokushibo has cried himself before so why should he judge you? (Even though he’s only cried like.. once)

• All though Koku has cried before. It was awhile ago and he barely remembers it. However, he isn’t a crybaby.

• He’s honestly surprised by how much you cry.

• Never has encountered a human who cries as much as you do.

• It comes to a point where sometimes he feels helpless.

• Kokushibo isn’t very vocal. So expect him to be more on the physical side when it comes to comfort.

• Words of affirmation isn’t his strong suit either.

• Becomes immensely confused when you cry more whenever he hugs you. (You cry more when people comfort you)

• Like huh?? Why did you start to cry more?? Should he stop??

• Kokushibo will just pick you up bridal style and set you down on a futon. He’ll cuddle you for awhile until you fall asleep in his arms.

• Isn’t the type to give you advice nor is he responsive but he’ll definitely listen to you.

• Just holds you against his chest as you sob into his embrace.

• Will brutally murder anyone who upset you. He isn’t going to let that shit slide.

• If you beg him not to he’ll be hesitant. He wants to kill them for you but at the same time he doesn’t want to make you further upset if he does carry out the murder.

• Let’s all be blunt, in the end, he won’t listen to you. He won’t let anyone get away with hurting his S/O.

• Kokushibo will know this’ll upset you more but he does it anyway. He doesn’t want anyone messing with you.

Douma

• Oh great heavens..

• Out of all the uppermoons he’s definitely the most touchy/affectionate/comforting. (somewhat)

• Knows how to comfort others. (But it’s not genuine)

• With you it’s entirely different though!

• Butttt he’s still the type to tease his S/O. His toxic trait is that this sadistic basted finds great pleasure in seeing you cry.

• The way you’ll cling yourself to HIM, in need of HIS attention and comfort, desiring HIM and no one else:

• Douma FEEDSSS off that shit.

• Gets off by how vulnerable you get. (New turn on)

• Another thing is that he won’t severely pity you when you cry. After all, he’s not the best when it comes to emotion.

• Also not the type to be fazed by your crying state. i mean, he deals with his followers crying to him ALL the time about their stupid problems.

• Does not give a fuck about them.

• He is USED to not giving a fuck. That’s why he’s surprised he cares whenever you’re crying. Even if it’s over something so minor.

• Douma cares but doesn’t understand fully, yk?

• You need to be patent with him. After all, emotion is new for him. (He only experiences it around you)

anyway..

• Babies you whenever you cry.

• “Oh, my, my! What’s wrong, my sweet lotus?”

• As soon as he sees your tear-stained face he’ll just snatch you up without even asking and pull you onto his huge lap.

• Adores how adorable you look on his lap! You’re so tiny in his arms like this!!

• Let’s you babble about whatever upset you.

• Honestly, he ain’t even listening, he’s just admiring how vulnerable you look right now.

• He’ll just pepper your face in kisses and wipe your tears away.

• Cups your face and whispers sweet nothings into your ear. Douma reminds you that everything will be okay and that you’re safe with him.

• Sometimes he licks your tears.

• Teases you relentlessly if you cry over something stupid.

• Will instantly kill anyone who made you upset.

• Douma usually eats people when they’re this upset so they no longer have to bare the pain but he doesn’t want to eat you. Surprisingly.

• Confused by his own feelings.

• There was a time where you were upset and Douma straight up asked you if you want to be eaten by him.

• Yeah, bros a menace.

Akaza

• This man is SOOO sweet about it.

• The first time you cried in front of him he flipped out😭

• Like huh?? what’s wrong?? are you okay??

• On the inside he’s panicking.

• Is surprised by how vulnerable you can get whenever you’re a mess like this.

• If you’re human, low-key enjoys the power imbalance.

• Though, Akaza absolutely despises witnessing you cry.

• Never makes fun of you. Even if you’re crying over something that others view as stupid. He won’t ever pass judgment towards you or even tease you.

• Akaza will 100% listen to you vent about whatever upset you.

• Oh? what’s that? SOMEONE upset you?

• Yeah, he is coming after them. even if it’s a woman.

• Doesn’t care.

• No one hurts his S/O.

• Akaza wants to protect you. Out of every uppermoon he is the most overprotective.

• Is almost TOO protective.

• You were growing relatively concerned for how overprotective he was. You mostly just didn’t want him to get hurt.

• “I have to ensure you’re safe at all times.”

• Kinda scary at times.

• He wants you out of harms way at all costs.

• Isn’t used to physical touch but whenever you’re sad he’ll definitely give you lots of cuddles.

• Will let you babble on and on.

• Isn’t the best advice giver but he’ll help you in his own way.

• Demons aren’t used to comforting others after all so he needs to ease up to it.

• Proceeds to ask you what he can do to make you feel better!

• You cry frequently and it honestly concerns him.

• Once you finally tell him you’re just sensitive and that you cry over things easily he’ll understand.

• Lays down with you and holds you firmly against his chest as you cry your little heart out.

• Forehead kisses too.

• Akaza is a gentleman! Would so cook your favorite meals whenever you’re having a bad day.

• He isn’t toxic in any way. Just his only red flag is probably being too overprotective? (If you could even call that a red flag)

Sekido

• Let’s be completely honest.

• Sekido is going to be aggravated over the fact you’re a crybaby.

• He’ll be passive aggressive towards you.

• Not because he hates you, or because he’s mad at you. This is all just a cover up because he legitimately has no clue how to help you or comfort you.

• He’s very uneducated and inexperienced when it comes to this kind of situation.

• Sekido just grows more angered with myself that he doesn’t know how to help you. Instead of communicating with you about it he just takes his frustrations out on you.

• This makes you even more upset and only turns you into a bigger of a crybaby.

• Sekido secretly feels horrible.

• Eventually he mans up and apologizes stubbornly. Admits that he’s not used to comforting others and isn’t a fan of crying.

• Of course you forgive him because you know how he is. You know that he didn’t mean it.

• Sekido is not exactly uncomfortable around those who are sensitive. I mean, he deals with Aizetsu so he’s used to it.

• Sekido isn’t just used to comforting others.

• In fact, he’s HORRIBLE at it.

• The best you’ll get is cuddles (if you’re lucky)

• Then again, he ain’t used to this 😔😔

• Fortunately for you, Sekido will do his best to try and appear less intimidating around you.

• Lowers the volume of his booming voice for you and attempts to act more soothing around your presence.

• See? he does care. Just is not ideal at showing it.

• Like the other demons if anyone made you cry Sekido will definitely take care of them for you!

Karaku

• THIS MAN ADORES YOU! (in a peculiar way..)

• The second he sees you a crying mess he’s scooping you up into his arms and cradling you.

• He’ll lay down with you and allow you to lay your head on his chest as you cry.

• Karaku will understand if you’re upset over something that actually makes sense but if it’s something tiny he’s like; ???

• Teases you about it:(

• Similar to Douma, he gets off by how you rely on him when you’re an emotional wreck.

• Sometimes Karaku will purposely make you cry because he’s lowkey a sadist.

• Karaku has that little secret smirk on his face whenever you start babbling about whatever it is upset you.

• Just shushes you as your babbling continues.

• First, he will comfort you before gladly executing the asshole who hurt your fragile little heart.

• “Awhh! It’s okay darlin’ you don’t have to worry about them anymore!!”

• Once he debated on whether or not he should tell you that he kills whoever upset you.

• Unlike the other uppermoons for some reason he doesn’t tell you that he killed the person who made you cry.

• Karaku doesn’t say anything in hidden fear that he’ll scare you more or make you cry again.

• Don’t get me wrong, loves comforting you, loves how you need him, but he also hates seeing you cry.

• Always wants you to feel satisfied and happy!

• Karaku will do ANYTHING in his power to get your tears to stop.

• Offers you sex to help you feel better 💀 (bros a hypersexual)

• However, if he’s having a bad day then he might not be the best at comfort. But if he’s not having a bad or unusual day then he dedicates all his time to you and you alone!

Aizetsu

• Aizetsu understands you more than anyone else.

• He also has the strong tendency to be a crybaby himself.

• At first, Aizetsu will he too shy to comfort you.

• This is is mostly because he is afraid he might do something wrong.

• But eventually he gets over it.

• Aizetsu feels bad for you and would hate to leave you alone.

• He does what you do to comfort him whenever he’s upset.

• Like you, small things will trigger his emotions.

• So he relates to you in a way.

• Aizetsu adores you and loves you so much!

• Will give you all the attention and comfort you need.

• Aizetsu will even ditch missions just to take care of you. He’d hate to leave you alone.

• You’re always there for him whenever he’s feeling down so of course he’s going to do the same for you!

• He desperately wants to hurt whoever made you cry

• Unlike the others, Aizetsu will listen to you and not murder who hurt you if you protest against it. He respects you and doesn’t want you to feel even more hurt.

• Y’all are both big crybabies together.

• Crying sessions? yes. 100%.

• Aizetsu will hold you and play with your hair while whispering sweet nothings into your ear to soothe your nerves.

• Literally on the verge of tears whenever he sees you cry:(

• He isn’t a big fan of seeing you upset so he’ll do anything to make his precious S/O smile!

• “You don’t know how much your smile means to me..”

Urogi

• HATES seeing you cry.

• Becomes veryyyy overprotective.

• But not to worry! He will never judge you.

• Might tease you a TINY bit though.

• Okay, i’m bluffing, he’ll tease you A LOT. not as much as Douma and Karaku though.

• Urogi will only really tease you when you’re crying over something small.

• Knows when something is up or when you’re holding back tears. It’s pretty damn obvious no there’s no need to lie to him.

• As i said before, Urogi won’t ever judge you!

• The moment you begin to break down you’re scooped up into his arms

• “Hey, hey, hey! what’s the matter, sweetheart?”

• Will pressure you into telling him what’s wrong.

• Isn’t too thrilled when he realizes how downright negative you are.

• Probably forces you to smile, he’ll gently use his talons to force your lips into a smiling while chuckling at you. (Tries not to accidentally cut you in the process)

• Gives you reassurance that he’s here for you and there is no need to feel upset!!

• Is more than happy to kill the unworthy bastard who made you dry.

• I feel like Urogi would just take you flying somewhere to get some fresh hair. That’ll help, right?!

• The type to wrap his wings around you. His wings are quite big so he loves seeing how tiny you look in them.

• Tickle fights? yes! definitely! Wants to see a real smile so this menace will begin ticking you out of no where until you’re a giggling mess.

• Urogi is the talkative type so he will keep talking to you in hopes that’ll calm you down/distract you at least.

That’s about all! I apologize if some of them are shorter than the others. Thank you for sending in this request! i’m working on more at the moment so my apologies if it takes me awhile to post.

ooHHH!!! i also write fic(s) about yenna and samuel which includes jangseo (even tho I'll admit i don't really.. care abt them) and as you can see from my name my otp is gungoo akdgadjhdk i love their relationship sm if i don't write fics about them i can't breathe

ooooohh, can you give me the links to your fic(s) pls 🥺🥺 i wanna read them if i haven't yet 🤧🤧

//only if you're comfortable sharing them ofc

haha, I've read some fic(s) that had some gungoo in them, but it's definitely not my favorite ship out there, sorry 😭😭😂😅

i love their relationship, but i personally don't see them as romantical/sexual ship, they're fun tho

Bonus Scene: Say My Name Prequel - Why You Don't Call Them By Their Nicknames

Characters: Bonten!Rindou x fem!Reader, Bonten!Kokonoi x fem!Reader, and Bonten!Sanzu x fem!Reader

Warnings: Mild violence (Rindou's and Sanzu's), cleavage (Kokonoi's), stitches (Sanzu's), little sexual innuendo (Sanzu's), and a bit of angst/fluff (Sanzu's)

A/N: I decided to do a bonus scene of why the reader didn't call Rindou, Kokonoi, and Sanzu by their preferred nicknames. You can find the original story in the title name.

Like, reblogging, and kind comments are appreciated!

Rindou

“Here.” Rindou handed you a tea gift package one morning when you were about to go out to buy a new set of tea leaves. You were surprised he bought you your favorite brand, you didn’t realize he paid attention to things you like. 

“You got this for me?” You accepted his generous gift, “You didn’t have to do that.” You soften your smile.

“I know I don’t have to,” Rindou’s voice is a bit rough but you saw he is trying to be sweet, “but I want to.” He turned his face away to hide his reddened cheeks. How adorable. You thought it was best not to mention it since he always wants to appear tough in front of you. Maybe I should thank him by using a cute nickname for him

“Thank you, Rin-” 

“Rinnie!” Ran rushed into the shared kitchen with a paper bag in his hand. “Look at what your big brother got you.” His lilac eyes flickered to yours and gave a kiss on your head as a greeting before extending his hand with the paper bag.

“Don’t ever call me that!” Rindou angrily snatched the paper bag while scrunching his face, oh … I guess I should not call him that. You made a mental note.

“Rin Rin-!” Before Sanzu could continue his sentence, Rindou uppercut him and you have a nervous blank stare of what just happened.

“The next time you call me that, I will break your fingers.” He threatened Sanzu, however you tuned out the rest of their conversation and worried about ever calling him a different name aside from Rindou. Maybe it’s best I should stick with ‘Rindou’, you don’t want to accidentally make him mad by calling him ‘Rin’, ‘Rinnie’, or ‘Rin Rin’. 

Kokonoi

 You have noticed Kokonoi has been overworking lately, whether it’s him going through financial statements, creating contracts, or negotiating terms over video call. You were worried about his mental health and thought of a nice way to give himself a break from all this. “Kokonoi,” you knocked on his door to grab his attention, “are you able to take a break right now?”

“Hi princess,” He finished typing something up on his laptop, “I’m not sure how long of a break I can take but do you need something?” 

“Just want your opinion about this dress I got,” You showed him the dress you recently purchased, “can I model it for you to see what you think?” His eyes widened and his cheeks were tinted pink, but quickly recompose himself.

“Of course, I want to see it on you.” You quickly changed into the dress, then modeled it for him. His eyes lingered over your gorgeous figure he always admired. “Come here, pretty girl.” He patted on his lap for you to come sit, you complied. Kokonoi fixed v neck lining by using a safety pin. “The dress looks amazing on you.” His black irises wandered to your perfect cleavage. “It’ll be ashamed if you don’t show this off in public. How about I take you out to dinner after I’m done, hm?”

“Okay-”

“Koko,” Kakucho came into Kokonoi’s office with reports, “can you review this for me?”

“Koko,” Mochi also came into Kokonoi’s office looking stressed out, “can you tapped into the footage at the Tokyo Bay around 3 AM?”

“Hey Koko,” Ran causally entered into his office, “something happened to my laptop and it completely shut down, can you take a look at it?”

“Koko, Sanzu is stuck in the back of your trunk and I don’t feel like getting him out.” Rindou came in with a tiresome expression, you could feel Kokonoi was boiling with irritation.

“Koko, Mikey wants to see you.” Takeomi passed on the message to him as he strolled into a packed office. Kokonoi lets out a big sigh.

“Sometimes, I wish I had a different name.” You thought he hated the name ‘Koko’, which was too bad because you thought it was a cute name for him and thought about calling him that as well. Oh well, guess you will have to keep calling him ‘Kokonoi’. 

Sanzu

“Can you please do me a favor?” Sanzu’s cerulean blue eyes twinkled with joy that you wanted him to do something for you. 

“Anything! What would you like for me to do to you?” You brushed off his sexual innuendo and you finished cutting up the thread for stitches. 

“Before you do something … exhilarating.” You sugarcoated the word ‘stupid’ to not make him feel bad. “Could you take a minute to think through your actions?” 

“I did!” Sanzu started to explain himself, “I didn’t have a nail cutter in my office, of course it would be dangerous if I used my knives or my katana to cut it. The next best alternative was to use an automatic pencil sharpener. I didn’t think it would be sharp enough to cut through my skin!” You sighed.

“Okay, how about take two minutes to think through your actions?” He had an adorable look of confusion and you lightly patted his other hand that didn’t have the injured finger. Takeomi walked into the clinic and you felt the bad tension between the both of them.

“What are you staring at, old man?” Sanzu narrowed his droopy eyes.

“Heard you got injured.” Takeomi looked at Sanzu’s finger and saw it wasn’t anything serious. “Guess I had nothing to be worried about.” That was nice of Take to check on him. However Sanzu didn’t find it nice and rolled his eyes.

“Don’t need you to be here.” You frowned at how bad their relationship is, but you know it was not your place to step into family drama. 

“Haru-” Out of nowhere, Sanzu grabbed a dagger and pointed at Takeomi.

“Don’t. Ever. Call. Me. That.” He warned him, his cerulean eyes looked abnormally cruel. You were definitely surprised by his reaction. Takeomi doesn’t seem to be threatened by his warning and took a cigarette to place it in his mouth as a coping mechanism.

“Fine, Sanzu. I just want to make sure you are okay.”

“I’m clearly fine. Now get outta here.” You gave Takeomi a look of sympathy, he nodded to indicate he’s fine and walked out of the clinic. Once he left, Sanzu flopped his head into your chest. “Can you hold me and rub my head?” He asked you with a sad voice. You held him for as long as he needed and rubbed his head. Perhaps the name ‘Haru’ brought bad memories between the two brothers. You made sure not to cause any emotional trauma for Sanzu by not calling him ‘Haru’.

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Say My Name

Characters: Bonten x fem!Reader

Summary Background: You came to Japan looking for a new job opportunity and in your first week there, you saved Mikey’s life. He is indebted to you and offered you a job as Bonten’s Private Doctor. 

Warnings: Cursing, sexual flirting, ear play (is that a real kink name? idk), making out, blood (not from reader), Sanzu in his boxers, minor manga spoiler, mentioned boner, talks of grabbing ass, and fluff.

A/N: This short series will consist of Bonten’s shenanigans, poly relationship, and sexual contents. So MDNI!

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Take me down in your paradise

Don’t be scared, cause I’m your body type

Just something that we wanna try

Cause you and I, we’re cool for the summer

You hum the tune for ‘Cool for the Summer’ by Demi Lovato playing through your AirPods. The beautiful morning breeze puts you in a summer mood. You thought this song was the perfect song to play before heading into work. You greet Daimon and Hiroto, the security guards at Bonten’s Headquarters as usual with a smile. The clacking of your heels echoes in the lobby. You spot Mochi hurriedly moving across the room like a man on a mission. “Good morning, Mochi.” You quickly greet him before he takes off. His dark brown eyes glances to see who called out to him, then his expression softens once he realizes it’s you.

“Good morning, [Y/n].” Mochi’s tiresome smile makes you worried if he has been getting enough sleep, “Sorry, I can’t stop and chat right now. I have some urgent things I need to take care of.” You and Mochi had become very good friends in the past two weeks since you two discovered you have common interests for animals, food, and music. His ears pick up the melody playing through your AirPods, “Demi?”

“Good ear.” You are impress how good his hearing is, “I’m listening to ‘Cool for the Summer.’” Mochi nods in approval, that’s one of his favorite songs by Demi. “But please don’t let me keep you. Stay safe.” 

“I will!” You both wave goodbye as he runs out of the building and his figure disappears in the crowd. You find the elevator doors to take you up to the executive floor. Humming the tune as you take off your AirPods and put it back in its case then toss it in your purse. The elevator dings and the doors open to reveal Mikey and Kakucho, who are waiting for the elevators to take them down.

“Peach.” Mikey immediately clings onto you, then lays his head on your shoulder to inhale your scent. It’s been awhile since he had spent time with you. Moments like these he cherishes them. He misses your presence and needs a dose of your touch before taking off with Kakucho on their mission.

“Good morning, Mikey.” Your saccharine smile warms Mikey’s chest, then you turn your gaze towards Kakucho, who stops the elevator doors from closing, “You too, Kaku.”

“Good morning, Angel.” Kakucho’s bashful smile makes him even more adorable. “You look beautiful today.” Lately, he has been complimenting you almost every day. It is now part of his morning routine, which you always appreciate. It’s pleasant to hear flattering remarks.

“Thank you, Kaku. You look handsome as well.” His heart is palpitating when you compliment his appearance. He never considers himself to be attractive due to his scar and it’s one of his insecurities, but you’ve always found him handsome and wish he sees himself the way you see him. That’s why you always want to remind him. 

“I’ll catch up with you later.” Mikey kisses your cheek before reluctantly releases his hug then steps into the elevator with Kakucho. You bid them to stay safe wherever they’re going. You saunter into the shared kitchen to make your morning tea with your favorite cup and start the coffee maker for the executives. Especially for Takeomi. You notice how grumpy he gets when he doesn’t have his morning coffee. You always make sure to have it ready for him.

“Morning Dollface.” Ran sneakily wraps his arms around your waist and nuzzles his face into your neck. His cologne smells heavenly and suits him quite well. It’s intoxicating enough for you to get addicted to his scent.

“Morning Ran, feeling friendly as usual?” Usually Ran will find ways to have you in his arms. Whether it’s in the shared kitchen, the hallway, his office (by abducting you), your private bathroom (secretly hiding in there) or ambushes you at the penthouse. This is nothing new to you.

“Only for you.” Ran playfully nibbles your earlobe, catching you completely off guard by letting out a sweet gasp. He pauses his movements before a wicked smile breaks out, “Oohh, do you like that pretty girl? You like having your ear played with?” He licks sensually on your ear then takes another bite and sucks. Your legs feel a little weak, luckily Ran is strong enough to hold you up or you would have toppled over. Someone grip your jaw to pull your attention towards them. You are met with lustful lilac eyes. 

“Don’t forget about me.” Rindou joins in the fun, he doesn’t Ran to be the only one to get to play with you. He leans in to capture your kissable lips, tasting your minty clean breath. His teeth lightly tugs your bottom lip and sucking on it, earning an alluring moan from you.

“Mmm, Rindou.” You moan his name on his lips, he loves the way you call out his name. It’s so honeyed, he wants to taste your sweetness. He swipe his tongue across your lips to allow him to play with your tongue which you grant him access. Dominating your tongue feels so good and turning him on. He wants to ravish you. 

“Can you guys do this somewhere else?” Takeomi interrupts your rendezvous, “Trying to make some damn coffee.” As you predicted, he is grumpy. Takeomi actually doesn’t mind seeing your body being pleasured, just not when he hasn’t had his coffee yet. He’s not fully in the mood for anything. 

“Sorry, Take.” You forcibly move the Haitani brothers along with you (they didn’t let go) to give him some room to grab his coffee. “I started the coffee for you.” You display a warm smile in hopes to light up his mood. 

“Thank you, sweetheart.” His grumpiness subside a little until-

“SWEET CHEEKS!!!” Sanzu barges into the shared kitchen and heads right for you. The Haitani brothers move out of the way to allow Sanzu tackle you into a hug. “Did you miss me?!” He squeezes you happily. You feel something is wet and lift up your hand to find blood.

“Sanzu!? Are you bleeding?” You push his chest away to find his purple pantsuit is drench with blood and dirt, it has gotten onto your white blouse, tan pants, and possibly your face. For now, you are focusing on inspecting his face and body to find any open wounds you need to attend to. Sanzu finds your worrisome and focused gaze adorable, he chuckles.

“Not to worry, my love! This isn’t my blood! I just got carried away.” Sanzu smiles sadistically, with pride. “But you can keep touching me, I love when you have your hands on me.” He grabs both of your hands then places them on his cheeks. His sadistic smile returns to an almost childlike expression.

“Get your filthy hands off of her, you asshole.” Kokonoi appears with a scowl, he sees blood on your clothes and skin. He grabs the part of your arm where there’s no blood to pull you away from Sanzu then glares at him. “You’re dirtying her.”

“Sanzu, what did I tell you about walking around the building with blood?” Takeomi angrily scolds him while Sanzu sulks, not because of Takeomi’s reprimanding but because he sees the blood on you. It felt as though he had tainted you. 

“I was going to clean up and change but I saw Sweet Cheeks and got excited …”

Kokonoi pulls out sanitary wipes and helps wipe off any blood that’s on your face and hands. Ran and Rindou also help to wipe the blood off your white blouse but most likely they wanted an excuse to touch your breasts. Takeomi continues to chastise Sanzu about cleanliness and making sure not to touch or hug anyone when he’s contaminated. However, the blood stains on your blouse and pants didn’t come off with the wipes. Kokonoi, who becomes agitated, is next to criticize Sanzu for ruining your white designer blouse. He pulls out his cellphone to make a call for someone to deliver a whole new outfit to the clinic.

“Why don’t you go rinse off and I will have someone deliver the clothes to the clinic, okay princess?” Kokonoi pitifully looks at your bloodstained outfit, he thinks you look refined and elegant and it’s ashamed Sanzu had to ruin it.

“Okay, thank you Kokonoi. Please excuse me.” You hurry off to the clinic, you have your own private bathroom which is nice for emergencies like this. You can’t be wearing a bloodstained outfit all day as that is unsanitary and it would be hard for you to get out of the building without being questioned.

“Did you guys notice?” Rindou asks the group once you are out of the shared kitchen. He realizes something about you that no one seems to be aware of.

“Notice what?” Kokonoi asks while putting his sanitary wipes away and washing his hands with soap in the sink. He then orders Sanzu to wash his hands as well before he goes touching other things.

“[Y/n] only calls certain executives by their nicknames.” Everyone has a moment of silence to think if this statement Rindou made is true. 

“Why does she call you ‘Take’?!” Sanzu’s wet hands grab his older brother’s button up shirt and shakes him in jealousy. Sanzu didn’t notice you haven’t called him by his name because he is too focused on touching you or stealing kisses from you. He should’ve realized it sooner when you started calling Takeomi by his nickname. This is such a slap in the face for him.

“Damn it, go dry your hands!” Takeomi shoves Sanzu off of him, then straightens out his now wet and wrinkled shirt.

“She calls me by my name.” Ran points at his chest to indicate what Rindou said is not quite true. Sure, it’s not a nickname but you two are on a first name basis which is good enough for now. Though he would much prefer if you call him baby or boyfriend or someday husband. 

“Yeah because she can’t call you Haitani since there’s two of you idiots.” Kokonoi gruff, why didn't he catch this earlier? Everyone else calls him ‘Koko’, why aren’t you comfortable calling him that too? He did hope one day you would call him ‘Hajime’ or ‘Haji’ once you two get even more intimate.

“At least she calls us by our first names.” Rindou rebuttals, first name basis sounds more intimate than being on last name basis. The four of them start bickering, this is giving Takeomi a headache and he sighs. 

“Just ask her to call you guys by your preferred names.”

“Is that what you did?” Sanzu eyes him suspiciously, the rest of them are also waiting for his response on how you began calling him that.

“Well no-” They start bickering again, then Takeomi lets out another sigh, “Morons.” He utters under his breath and pours some coffee in his cup. It’s too damn early for this drama.

You finish rinsing your body off, making sure there’s no more blood on you. You grab your towel from the shower hanger to dry yourself off. Then you wrap the towel around you before checking to see if someone delivered the clothes Kokonoi had ordered. You found it neatly stacked on a chair by the bathroom door. Perfect timing, quickly grabbing them and change into a white designer dress.

Oh, this looks sophisticated. You check yourself in the mirror and turn to the side. Kokonoi is so stylish,you are not surprised with his fashion choice. You make a reminder to yourself to have someone dispose of your bloodstained blouse as you don’t want to pose any unwanted questions from the cleaners. Then you hear a rumble coming from the hallway. Oh no … you brace yourself for the incoming traffic rushing into the clinic. Rindou, Kokonoi and for some reason a Sanzu who is only wearing boxers, start talking over each other which  you can’t begin to understand what they’re saying.

“Whoa, whoa, whoa!” You gesture for all of them to calm down and to stop talking over each other. “One at a time. What is going on? And Sanzu, what happened to your clothes? Why are you only in your boxers?” You are bemused as to why he’s practically naked. 

“Because I didn’t want to ruin your clothes.” He answers like it is obvious, but then he raises his voice, “And why are you calling me ‘Sanzu’?! Do you hate me or something?!” He expresses his discontent. 

“And you keep calling me ‘Rindou’. Do I not matter to you?” Rindou is next to complain about his name. You two shared an intimate moment together not too long ago, did it mean nothing to you?

“You call Kakucho, ‘Kaku’, how come you don’t do the same for me?” Kokonoi crosses his arms all the while checking out your dress he picked out for you. You can see his feverish gaze on how well it hugs your curves. But all eyes are on you to explain yourself.

“Because those are your names?” You dumbfoundedly answer their question, not sure what this spur them onto the conclusion that you don’t care for them.

“I DON’T WANT YOU TO CALL ME ‘SANZU’!!!” He screams on top of his lungs, you are certain the entire building can hear him. Jesus Christ, my ear.You begin to question whether Sanzu is immune to having a sore throat or his ears don't detect how loud he really is. 

“Okay, okay. Breathe and calm down.” You use a soothing voice, rubbing Sanzu’s muscular bare back for him to hopefully stop his random outbursts. “What do you want to call you?”

“‘Haru’.” His loveable, sad droopy puppy eyes and heartbreaking voice makes you feel like you had kicked a puppy. His combination with the puppy eyes and heartbreaking tone really gets you, but you can’t let him know that. You know he will use it to his advantage. 

“I want to be called ‘Rin’.” Rindou's anguish tone grabs your attention away from Sanzu.

“And I want to be called ‘Koko.’” Kokonoi’s cheeks are blushing, he finds it embarrassing that he had to ask you. Normally girls would call him Koko without having him tell them, it’s natural.

“Alright,” You nod your head in understanding, to show them you are taking this seriously, “from now on I will call you by your preferred names. Do you feel better now?” You look at Sanzu first since he seems to be the most sensitive to this. He wraps his arms around your waist and leans his forehead against yours.

“Please … please say my name.” He asks you desperately, he never felt so vulnerable around anyone before. But with you, he feels comfortable to show you this side of him. Sanzu needs to hear you call his name to make everything okay again.

“Haru.” You call out his name, to Sanzu’s ears it sounds so loving. No one can say his name as beautifully as you. He is visibly shaking with excitement then squeezes you happily.

“Yay!!!! You make me the happiest man on Earth! Thanks, Sweet Cheeks!” He runs off like a hurricane going by. You have made his day a lot better.

“Put some clothes on!” You yell hopefully loud enough for him to hear. Then you look back at the other two who are staring at you, like they were waiting for something. “What-”

“Say my name too!” Rindou and Kokonoi demand you. What did I get myself into?

The next few days, you tried your best to call them by their preferred names. Sometimes you accidentally slipped up since you were used to calling them ‘Sanzu’, ‘Kokonoi’, and ‘Rindou’. Sanzu did not take this lightly and threw a tantrum. The way for him to calm down was for you to hug him and stroke his hair. Rindou and Kokonoi were much calmer compared to Sanzu but they reminded you with a discontent look. One day, the three of them came into the clinic to propose a way on how to prevent you from calling them by their original name. 

“A punishment?” You scrunch your eyebrows together in confusion. “What kind of punishment?” You stir your tea in your favorite cup, this response seems absurd to you. 

“Well,” Sanzu tilts his head to the side with a thinking expression, “normally I would use Bonten’s Hammer of Judgement as punishment for traitors.” 

“Uhh … you use what now?” You have a blank expression. The executives don’t talk to you in detail about their missions. Or what they do if they find out there’s a traitor in the organization. You are certain you have some kind of idea what happens to them, just not in depth and you rather keep it that way. Rindou elbows Sanzu with a scowl, reminding him to not talk about it. 

“Wha-uh but you’re not a traitor so you don’t have to worry!” Sanzu lets out a nervous laugh in hopes you would let it go and Rindou mutters ‘idiot’ under his breath. You are somewhat curious what Bonten's Hammer of Judgement, is he referring to a gavel? 

“Nevermind him.” Kokonoi brushes off the subject before you open up the paradox.

“Okay …?” You heed Kokonoi’s advice to drop it, “What are you going to do to me then?” The moment you ask that question, the three of them have a mischievous smirk on their faces. 

“Trust me, love.” Rindou’s voice got husky, “There are many things I would like to do to you.” He adjusts his pants to hide his boner, the wild imaginations on how he wants to punish you is turning him on.

“We agreed that every time you call us by our original names,” Kokonoi begins to explain your punishment, “we get a kiss from you.” Your eyebrows arched, not understanding how this is a punishment.

“You want to get a kiss from me?” Sanzu leans extremely close to your face that his long lashes brushes against your cheek. 

“We want to receive a kiss from you, Sweet Cheeks.” His hand cups your cheek with lustful pupils. “We realized every time we kiss, it’s always us initiating.”

“Therefore, we want you to be the one to initiate.” Rindou grins smugly. 

“I’ll agree to this punishment on one condition.” You push Sanzu’s face away and lean away from his hand. You look at Kokonoi since he is well known for negotiating. “The person whose name I messed up only get to be kissed on the cheek.”

“On the lips.” Kokonoi crosses his arms for a rebuttal, no way they will settle for less.

“Both cheeks.” You counter the offer, he scoffs.

“On the lips with tongue.” Kokonoi will not give into your counter. Rindou and Sanzu know Kokonoi will make sure they will have it their way and snickers to see what you will offer next. However you have a sly smile, knowing they will give into you.

“Final offer.” They are waiting to hear your final offer. “Kiss on the cheek and touch one butt cheek.” Their jaws drop, not seeing this coming. Heh, that was easy.

“Caressing it, smacking it, or holding one butt cheek?” Kokonoi wants the specifics, you can’t be playing this dangerous game if you are putting your ass on the line.

“Users choice.”

“Deal!” Kokonoi and you shake hands on this "binding" punishment condition while Rindou and Sanzu are celebrating they are going to be the first ones to touch your butt.

A few days later, you managed to use their preferred names as they desired. You tease Kokonoi and Rindou as their nicknames are close to their original names and give them a false sense of hope. You can tell this is agitating them and to them, this is their punishment for messing with you. It gives you the satisfaction that you are a force to be reckoned with.

“DAMN IT!!!” Sanzu yells in frustration in the conference room, everyone in the room is staring at him. “I want her to mess up my name so I can touch her ass!”

“I know.” Kokonoi, who is normally collective, is irritated at how their proposition backfired. He begins to think you have done this on purpose.

“We have to get her to mess up somehow.” Rindou places his hand under his chin to think of scheming ways to get you to slip up.

“You guys are idiots.” Ran stroll into the conversation, then takes his seat next to his dear little brother. “You guys should have done both reward and punishment, therefore it would have been a win-win situation.” Rindou, Kokonoi, and Sanzu have a brief moment of silence.

“You’re the idiot.” All three of them point fingers at each other. Right outside the conference room, they see Mochi and you casually walking together. Mochi presents you with a gift, you take a look inside and beam happily at him. They are wondering what Mochi brought that made you smile like that? Then all their eyes widened as they saw an unforeseen event. You tiptoe to give Mochi a smooch on his cheek.

“What … what just happened?” Rindou grows infuriated, how in the world did Mochi do that? Aren’t you two just friends? Friends don’t do that, at least in his mind they don’t.  

“What did Mochi give her?” Kokonoi tries to see where the box comes from but you quickly walk away with the gift in your hand. Everyone can see Mochi is blushing and rubbing his cheek shyly. 

“MOCHI, YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!” Sanzu ferally climbs over the conference table to get across the room and charge towards him like a predator. Mochi is startled when Sanzu grabs his collar and starts shaking him. “What did you give my Sweet Cheeks that made her kiss you on the cheek?! Tell me, now damn you!!!” The other executives are also curious about what Mochi gave you.

“I remembered she told me she missed eating cheesecake from this bakery in America. So I made sure to include it in our American imports and it came in this morning.” Mochi is getting dizzy from Sanzu’s shaking and wishes for him to stop.

“Why were you being so sneaky about it?” Rindou’s lilac eyes have a dangerous glint, “ You’re hiding information about what she likes so you can take her away from us?” 

“What, no. [Y/n] and I are just friends.” Mochi pries Sanzu’s hands off of him. “Mikey knows about the cheesecake import too.” They continue to bicker, believing Mochi is pursuing you and secretly winning your affections. 

“What is going on here?” Kakucho walks towards the conference room with a stack of papers but what they spot immediately are the crumbs of cheesecake in the corner of his mouth. 

“Why do you have crumbs of cheesecake on the corner of your mouth?” Sanzu glowers at him, did he receive a special treatment from you?

“Oh,” Kakucho lifts up his arm to wipe the corner of his mouth, “Angel fed me a piece of cheesecake-” Kokonoi didn’t let him finish his sentence and took off running first followed by everyone else except for Kakucho and Mochi. 

“Wait, why are you running too?” Rindou questions his brother who was never part of this deal with you in the first place.

“Like I passed up the chance for Dollface to feed me.” Ran smirks, then he easily takes the lead of the pack. 

You, unbeknownst the chaos that will soon ensue, are sitting on Mikey’s lap in the clinic feeding him a piece of cheesecake. “Do you like it?” He was aware of the cheesecake shipment since Mochi notified him. Mikey never had cheesecake before and is curious to try it.

“Yummy. But not as yummy as taiyaki.” You let out a soft laugh.

“Of course.” You wouldn’t dare think anything would beat taiyaki or dorayaki. 

“Ah.” Mikey opens his mouth again for you to feed him another. As you are about to feed him, you hear several loud thundering footsteps in the hallway. God damn it, not again. You immediately got out of Mikey’s embrace which he isn’t too happy about. “Where are you going?” The ominous sound of doom is getting closer and you run towards the door to shut it but someone’s foot prevents it.

“SWEET CHEEKS!!!” Sanzu screams on top of his lungs, “Open the door!”

“No! You guys are always making a ruckus in the clinic and making weird demands!” You don’t want this to become a habit for them to rush in and out whenever they want and give you demands.

“You gave Mochi a kiss on the cheek and you fed Kaku!” Rindou yells over the other guys who are still trying to fight you to open the door. “It’s not fair!” 

“She fed me too.” Mikey adding more fuel to the fire while stealing a few more bites of the unattended cheesecake.

“We want the same special treatment too!” Ran’s poor foot is getting a beating but it will be worth it if you feed him a cheesecake and a kiss. 

“Let go of the door, princess!” Kokonoi’s patience is running thin.

“No! Not until you guys-AHHH!” Sanzu uses his inhuman strength to pry the door open and pounce you to the ground followed by everyone else creating a human pile. 

“I demand to be fed!” He cries with a heartbreaking face.

“Sanzu! Would you shut the fuck up?! I can hear your damn voice from down the hall!” Takeomi is annoyed as he comes by the door to see a human pile. “What the hell are you guys doing?” He is worried about your wellbeing.

“I … I don’t even know anymore.” You stare blankly up at the ceiling thinking about what you have done wrong while being crushed by the four executives. “I … I need to go home early today.” You are exhausted by the preferred name ordeal and now the cheesecake.

Takeomi scolds everyone to get off of you and gently help you off the ground. Everyone except for Mikey and Takeomi demands you to either give them a kiss or feed them a piece of cheesecake. You chose the latter and fed them your cheesecake. Sanzu demands for you to feed him more because of the pain and suffering you had caused him. Rindou gets jealous for not receiving enough attention from you and this cause a chain reaction. Finally, everyone had their dose of satisfaction, they left the clinic to prepare the rest of their work day. 

“What’s wrong, sweetheart?” Takeomi sees how upset you are and doesn’t want to leave you looking like this. Did they hurt you? If so, he will beat them and force them to apologize to you.

“I … I barely had any cheesecake and now it’s gone because they all kept demanding that I feed them.” You show him the box of cheesecake with a measly piece left for you to eat.

“Those shitheads.” Takeomi mutters under his breath, he has you on his lap while you cry about your sad little cheesecake and he rubs your back to soothe you. “I’ll have Mochi order you another box and give it to you in secret next time so you don’t have to share it with those shitheads.” 

“Would you really?” Your teary big doe eyes made his cheeks tinted in pink. Why do you have to look so goddamn cute for? He wants to kiss you to make your tears all go away but he holds back since you probably want some space after what happened today. 

“Of course. I want you to be happy.” Your eyes quiver by how sweet he is.

“Take ..”

“Hm?” You lean into his face to place a smooch on his cheek. His cheeks are burning and even more red, his heart is rapidly beating too.

“Thank you, Take. You’re the best.” You lean against his broad chest, he wraps his arms around you with a triumph smirk. He won’t rub this against the other executives because this sweet moment is meant for the two of you. 

“Anything for you, sweetheart.”

Bonus Scene - Why You Don't Call Them By Their Nicknames

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i accidentally wrote romantic fluff with Sanzu.............. and i don't even love Sanzu............. wtf how did it happen?...............

Just as I think that this can’t get any worse, I am always unpleasantly reminded that, yes. This can get worse. (x)