Pairing: Park Sunghoon x fem reader
Genre: smau, college au, humor, suggestive, slight angst, strangers to lovers, smut
Warnings: will vary for each chapter
Summary: In which Sunghoon gets tutored on how to please a girl after a nasty rumor about him spreads. Alternatively, in which you're so desperate to get a good grade, you agree to help a friend with his questionable request unaware of exactly how much work you'd have on your plate.
The following content is a work of fiction that in no way is meant to represent the idol's actual behavior, and it is written purely for entertainment purposes.
Please do not keep reading if you are a minor or are uncomfortable with any of these things.
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Started: 09/13/2023
Status: ongoing
0- Profiles
1- We're not prostitutes
2- pimped out by Heeseung?
3- Just act normal ig
4- you learned from"p*rn"
5- Heeseung hyung has spidey-senses
6- "fix the fuckboy" project
7- "myriad" ? đ
8- so YOU'RE the actual day hooker
9- The camera loves me
10- respect to fictional bros đ
11- You love me đ
12- Scout's honor đ€
13- "Need sex advice" MY ASS
14- "They look... pretty"
15- Baby âčïž
16- A poll đ
17- I'm fluent in Hoonish đ
18- oh look a bird! đŠ
19- HE HAS A BROTHER?
20- I thought you had no game
21- Dude, is your girlfriend single?
22- I will actually hunt him down đ
23- that should be me đ
24- Friendship survived đȘ
25- I hate it here
26- do better.
27- ...fuck you? but unfuck you??
28- dead people shit
More to come...
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đ« ïœĄïŸâč youâve built a home in my heart â a ni ki smauïŒá¶»âđâđ° m. list !
â ni ki x reader !!
:: u got up at 2 am to get some snacks at the convenience store down the street. for your inconvenience, you quietly opened the door to meet a peculiar sight, someone trying to sleep on the floor across the hallway because their roommate has their gf over .. ?
â i guess i'll lend you my couch for the night. â â
pairing // non - idol ! ni ki x non - idol ! reader
â i mostly used @ sullendin on ig for yn !!
warnings ? swearing, kys jokes, playful bullying, nothing much atm !!
genre ++ mutual pinning | love epiphany | strangers to friends to lovers | laughs at everything x enjoys making them laugh | sarcastic x sarcastic | crack | fluff !!
status : ongoing !
taglist : open !
profiles :: hoe life or no life || enhypen
01. microwaved strawberriesâŠ?đ
02. mission âfind his socialsâ is a go !!
03. munch munch munncchh?? {pt1}
-> 03. munch munch munncchh?? {pt2}
04. a pretty stranger .. đ
05. the feminine urge to frustrate a man
06. neymar jr #10 đ
07. goodnight lover ( loser ** )
08. not cheating on u yet
09. playing dumb ? đ
10. drunk confessions đ
11. nishimura dumbass rikiđ
12. nishimura tloml riki ^///^
13. swimming beauty đ
14. beating the bitch boy allegations
15. who's the bitch boy now ?! đ
16.
adventures of ynki âčđč â YBAHIMH xtras !!
ni ki against the world ;c
drama queen ni_ki âŠ
expose thread (GONE WRONG!!)
the freakcident!!
â LOWKEY
pairings : childhood bsf!riki x reader ; friends to lovers
synopsis : you and riki have been best friends since you guys were in kindergarten. youre both now in your last year of high school and with all that time together, people would think that you guys were bound to end up falling for each other, right? well, that seems to only be the case for riki. hes fallen in love with you after all this time, especially since you guys tend to flirt constantly, but he knows you dont feel the same. right? either way, he doesnt want to risk losing you so he tries to keep his love for you on the lowkey. will it work?
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* note : this is a teaser to my first smau that i will post soon and i hope you guys will enjoy it !!
* if you would like to be tagged for when it comes out send an ask or comment !!
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RULE NUMBER 1: DON'T FALL IN LOVE
PAIRING: jake Ă fem!reader
GENRE/CW: smut, fake dating, fluff, slight angst, unprotected sex, drunk sex, blowjob, cunnilingus, penetration, usage of nicknames, themes of jealousy, mentions of sunghoon, heeseung, jay and mark, mentions of karina and yunjin, Imk if i missed anything!
WORD COUNT: 16.2k words
SYNOPSIS: your ex getting a girlfriend after just two weeks of breakup was enough to infuriate you to the point where you had to step up and make him regret breaking your heart. solution? fake date his best friend and make him jealous!
WARNING: 18+ content, minors dni
A/N: hihi, my loves <3 anonnie requested for me to make a jake version of my jeno fic and the poll voted in support so here we are! (both fics are mine) i hope you guys enjoy it! all likes, comments, reblogs are highly appreciated! it keeps me motivated! iloveyou all and happy reading <33
Drink and forget.Â
That was your plan for the night, and whatâs a better way to achieve it than attending a party with your friends?
âWoah! Girl, slow down,â Yunjin scolded you, taking the shot glass out of your hand, âitâs been half an hour, Y/n. If you take another shot then youâre going back to the dorm.â
You groaned, âyou know why Iâm doing this Yun. I shouldâve listened to you and Rina.â
Heeseung almost whined, âwhatâs the point anymore? You didnât listen to them and still fell for him instead of me which resulted in him breaking your heart.âÂ
That earned him a smack on his head by Ningning, who now turned to you with a smile to lighten up your mood, âitâs been two weeks already, babe! Letâs forget about him and danceââ she said, her last word trailed off as she stared at the party entrance, the same time the music got loud.Â
âI canât believe he left so easily,â you whispered to yourself, gulping down your sentiments before paying attention to where your friends were staring, turning around to look at the entrance gate.Â
There he was, the reason why you had been cooped up in your room, crying your heart out. The reason why you were drinking to numb your feelings, yet it all went downhill the second your eyes fell on him.Â
Park Sunghoon.Â
His walk was confident, his sculpted face looked more charming than ever as he sported his ever so appealing smirk looking indifferent to what had happened between you both.Â
Topping it all, he had a girl clinging on to his arm, giggling as she pulled his arm to be pressed between her tits. She was clad in a mini dress which barely hid her ass and your friends couldnât help but glance back at you with a nervous expression on their faces.Â
Your face, however, remained stoic as you exhibited no sign of emotions despite feeling the anger burning up inside you, your fist clenching as you saw them walk towards your group.Â
You couldnât believe how Sunghoon was the same guy who used to give you shy smiles whenever your groups used to sit together as he was a close friend of Mark and Heeseung.Â
Your friends had warned you, they did, but you were so blinded by his innocent face and pure smile which held secret promises of sincerity and a hope of something more. You took your time to notice that he cared for you, even waiting outside your classes with a bouquet at times.Â
He had you swooning, ignoring the warnings and signs you should have seen coming. His sweet talk lured you right into his trap, and you found yourself saying yes to him in a heartbeat, marking the onset of your honeymoon phase. It was dreamy, to the point even your friends were convinced he had changed his ways and finally decided to settle down.Â
Yet, deep inside you could feel your gut telling you that it wonât last, and he proved it just right when he forgot your one month anniversary, when he forgot the flavour of your favourite ice cream, when he didnât bother calling you or taking you out on dates.Â
When he admitted that he was bored and wanted out.Â
It lasted for two months before he decided to break up, leaving you standing by yourself in your dorm, tears cascading down your face before your roommates heard a broken cry leave your mouth. Yunjin and Karina never left your side after that.Â
Others tried to talk some sense into Sunghoon but it was as useful as a chocolate teapot.Â
The hope of him regretting his decision went downhill when you saw him with this new girl, barely two weeks after your break up, the corner of his lips turned up into his usual smirk as he stood in front of you all, getting no smile or greetings yet he wasnât one to mind.Â
It was a rare sight to see his best friend frowning, nonetheless a frown of disappointment settled on Jakeâs lips.Â
Despite the loud music and the array of sweaty bodies dancing all over the room, you could feel the deafening silence in the circle of your group until a small whine came out of Sunghoonâs new girl toy, who pouted and whispered something in his ear, giving you the opportunity to look at Yunjin, who looked equally disgusted at the exchange.Â
The girl must have asked him to introduce her because he nodded with his usual smile, turning around to face everyone as he spoke up, âhey guys! Meet my new girlfriend.â He motioned at her to speak up.Â
Her fake giggle made you want to throw up, and you noticed how you werenât the only one who felt this way as Heeseung excused himself from the conversation, rolling his eyes, which made you smile.Â
That didnât stop her, âhi guys!â She exclaimed, dragging out the hi, âIâm Linda.â
A series of snorts and coughed up laughs emerged as she proceeded to introduce herself, which included you who tried your best not to laugh at her oblivious state, completely disregarding the fact that she was not welcomed here.Â
No matter how heartbroken you were, feeling like a fool as Sunghoonâs eyes took your outfit in wasnât something youâd allow to happen. You didnât bother excusing yourself as you left the circle, Yunjin following you in a beat as you just missed the whine Linda let out at your disrespectful actions.Â
âThe fucking audacity?â Yunjin was furious, your inner turmoil matching her expression, âI canât believe heâs got the nerve to bring that bimbo here.â
You wasted no time in gulping down your fourth shot, no one bothered to stop you this time, knowing well you needed it as you tried to keep your tears at bay, it was too late to say you regretted saying yes to the player.Â
Your body felt hot as your mind clouded into a hazier state, the confidence overpowered your painful state, your legs taking you to your friends who knew you were drunk beyond your capacity as you danced with them, rolling your body and letting yourself free.Â
Yet the one thing that never left your mind was revenge.Â
You wanted revenge.Â
The booming voice of your alarm clock was successful in contributing to your raging headache as you opened your eyes with a deep groan, feeling disoriented and your hangover building up.Â
âFuckââ you muttered, shutting up your alarm.Â
You were surprised to notice the medicines and a bottle of water that was kept on your nightstand, and you didnât waste a second before gulping it down to help your headache as well as your parched throat.Â
Being grateful that it was a Sunday, you slumped back down, trying to recall the night but the only memory that stayed in your head was the one of Linda squishing Sunghoonâs arm on her boobs. Your jaw clenched at how easily he moved on.Â
Just then, Karina entered the room with a small smile. She was the only one who looked normal as she wasnât present at the party yesterday.Â
âOh! I was just coming to wake you up. Weâre all going out for brunch since no one is in their right mind to cook,â she informed you with an amused look, noticing how you were still wearing your dress from last night. Â
A shower was exactly what you needed at the given point as you tried your best to get ready in fifteen minutes, your mind filled with ideas to take revenge, no matter how childish it sounded. But how? Well, searching the net didnât help much. You werenât going to post a bad picture of him in the name of revenge. Â
It also wouldnât work because it was impossible for him to have a bad picture, much to your dismay.Â
You sighed, linking your arms with Yunjin and Karina as you got out of the car which the latter drove as you walked inside your usual diner to see everyone sitting together after aligning the tables.Â
Heeseung pulled you to sit with him, he barely had his eyes open as Mark went on telling everyone how Heeseung got pissed drunk last night and made out with his knee while crying.Â
The scene was easy to imagine which made you all burst into laughter at the poor boy who could only whine, âyour knee tastes like mustard!âÂ
The laughter died down when you felt a repeat of yesterday happening yet again. It was a friends only brunch, but apparently, Sunghoonâs Linda didnât get the memo.Â
You could see his best friend trailing behind him yet again and you wondered how Jake handled Sunghoon despite his actions, which now made everyone uncomfortable to some extent.Â
âShould I punch that asshole?â Heeseung asked, whispering in your ear and you sighed for the tenth time today, shaking your head as you completely ignored the two people and focused on eating and chatting with the ones who made you feel better, however, you could feel Sunghoonâs eyes staring at you.Â
You just wanted to go back, already tired of the couple who couldnât keep their public display of affection at bay. Now you were sure it wasnât just the hangover that made you wanna puke.Â
âI think I just lost my appetite,â you commented, causing the guy in front of you to snigger.Â
You looked up for the first time to see Jake sitting opposite to you, sending you a smile once he saw you looking his way, which you returned easily.Â
He usually kept to himself and he wasnât the talkative one in the group. You had only talked to him while greeting him whenever your groups met, and once when Sunghoon got drunk beyond control at a party and so you had to call Jake to pick him up. Your interactions were limited to him because of one person.Â
Your smile dropped the second you heard that annoying giggle again, Jake only looked your way with a small frown after as you averted your gaze back to your lap, gulping down your anger.Â
The sound of a message notification from your phone grabbed your attention, and you opened it to find your group chat being active.Â
Uni haters đ€ŹđđŒ (minus Sunghoon) mOrk: uhh yo guys this is awkward đŹ heedungie: canât believe i lost my title of annoying king to sunghoonâs gf??? đ€Ź ningx2: sheâs not even a guy yunjinnie: but sheâs annoying ningx2: canât argue w that đ€Ș rinaa: letâs just eat and leave as soon as we can, the air is suffocating me đ€ you: too late i canât eat anymore đ€Ą jay: im leaving i canât w this bullshit, she didnât even wear her wig properly mOrk: holy shit? sheâs got a wig on?!?! đš You laughed as you noticed Jay calling the waiter for the bill, which you all split as soon as you could and made your way out of the suffocating place, leaving the two in there as Jake too, decided to leave early.Â
The drive back home was barely five minutes long, which soothed your nerves as you sang along to old songs Yunjin played on the speakers.Â
They could notice how you looked exhausted, but it was more than that, they knew you had something in your mind and it was related to none other than your ex.Â
âOkay, whatâs going on?â Yunjin asked once you entered your shared dorm room.Â
âWhat do you mean? Iâm perfectly fine!â You tried laughing but it came out fake, causing Karina to raise her brows.Â
âSpill. Right now,â she ordered, making you sit in between them as you clicked your tongue in annoyance, which wasnât directed to them.Â
âFine. I want revenge,â you confessed, âhe looks so happy and unbothered as if nothing happened? How can he say hi to me as if itâs the most casual thing in this world after he broke up with me saying he got bored? Ugh I hate his guts!â You ranted.Â
âSo, do you have any plans for that?â Yunjin asked.Â
âNot really,â you muttered, âsafari really recommended me to flirt with other guys in front of him,â you laughed, picking at the pillow cover of your couch.Â
Yunjin refrained herself from snorting, âwould he be jealous of a random guy though?âÂ
Karina laughed along, âyeah itâs not like you can date his best friend to make him jealous?âÂ
Your eyes widened, your head turning slowly as your lips curled into a devilish grin, immediately causing your friends to exchange nervous glances and speak up.Â
âDonât fucking tell me youâre considering this,â Karina blinked, incredulous.Â
âListenââ you started, only to be cut off midway.Â
âNo way,â a breathy laugh left Yunjin as she tried to contain her words and make you understand without any cussing.Â
âItâs not a bad idea, okay?â You tried to convince her.Â
âSo what? Are you gonna seduce Jake?â She asked.Â
You laughed which sounded more like a pfft, âof course not, silly! Weâll fake date each other!â You said, face shining as if you had presented the greatest idea known to mankind.Â
âBe so for real right now,â Karina deadpanned.Â
âLord, Y/n think straight. This is real life, youâre not in a cheesy rom-com movie or a book,â Yunjin provided her input.Â
âI know! But I just have to make him jealous for what? A month before he gets bored of that Linda girlie, and maybe Jake would agree to it too!â You nodded at the possibilities.Â
âI canât believe this is happening.â Yunjin rubbed her eyes, âme either,â Karina said as they both looked at you with an expression you couldnât decipher.Â
Your smile only got wider, âthis is the best way to make it work!â You announced before looking at Karina sheepishly, âplease send me Jakeâs number Rina,â you said in a sweet voice, knowing she was the social butterfly of the university before you waved a goodbye at them, walking into your room, formulating a plan alongside.Â
âThis is gonna be a disaster, right?â Karina asked Yunjin, sighing.Â
âOh definitely, itâll be a show.â
You walked in your room, contemplating if it would be alright to discuss this on text or if you should meet up with him, the latter option was more plausible yet scary because what if Jake laughed at you? What if he didnât agree to work with you for the sake of his friendship.Â
With such a stupefied idea, the possibilities were endless. Besides, you werenât gonna ask for a lot, just a little hand holding, maybe hugging but nothing beyond that. You have to play pretend and smile a lot around each other. That would sell your drama and that would make Sunghoon jealous and realize that he lost a gem.Â
You waited and thought about it for a few days before finally giving in.Â
You took a deep breath, giving yourself a last nod of encouragement before you picked up your phone, saving the number Karina had forwarded you and clicking on his profile before sending a text.Â
To: JakeđŸ You: heyy jake! đ„° itâs Y/n, can we meet up? You wondered if that emoji was too much, but you did not get enough time to ponder upon it as Jake texted you back in a minute. JakeđŸ: Hey, Y/n :) sure, is everything okay? You: yess! i just need to talk to you about something :3 JakeđŸ: How about Starbucks at 5? You: perfect, iâll be there ^^ JakeđŸ: See you <3
Your mouth widened at the heart at the end of the text, before you brushed it off, thinking that he sent it by mistake, or to seem kind. You kept your phone on the nightstand, standing in front of your closet to select an outfit for your meeting.Â
The plan was made, you just had to discuss it with Jake but you had never talked to him before, maybe that is why your heartbeat rose up. He was a good looking guy, thereâs no denying that and youâve heard that he was one of the smart ones too.Â
You bit your lip as you straightened out your top, rethinking your life decisions. There was no backing out now. You looked in the mirror again, satisfied with your outfit and makeup. You knew you looked stunning as you grabbed your phone and bag before driving Karinaâs car to your desired destination.Â
The place was almost empty except for a few people who sat and worked on their laptops. It was easy to spot Jake, his dark hair shone under the dim lights of the cafe, he pushed his specs up for it to rest on his perfectly pointy nose, his lips parted ever so slightly as he focused on reading a book which you had never heard the name of.Â
His aura looked calming, which boosted your confidence as you made your way towards the table he was sitting at. It was near the window, at the end of the cafe, which gave you enough privacy. Somehow the seating choice felt very Jake to you.Â
Clearing your throat, you mustered up your courage, smiling slightly. âHey, Jake!â You spoke, looking him in the eye.Â
That was enough to capture his attention, he looked up at you with a smile that reached his eyes.Â
He looked adorable.Â
âY/n! Hey, come sit please,â he said, gesturing at the seat on the opposite side of him.Â
His eyes were soft as they looked at you sitting down, noticing a strand of hair which you tucked behind your ear, finally looking up at him, trying to find the right words to start the conversation.Â
âIsnât it weird how weâve never talked before?â You chuckled, causing him to nod with a small laugh.Â
âThatâs true. How can I help you today?â He asked, keeping the book aside, carefully placing a bookmark before doing so.Â
You kept your confident smile on, âI needed your help with this hypothesis I have,â you nodded as you explained it to him, and he was sure that the meet up was for academic purposes now, âso I need to take a little survey. Can you answer some questions for me?â You asked.
He nodded as you took out a notepad and pen from the bag you were carrying.Â
âSure, Iâd be glad to help,â he smiled, eyes turning into soft crescents, which you stopped to stare for a second too long before realizing that he was waiting for your questions.Â
You snapped out of your daze as you started scribbling on your notepad, âyour full name?âÂ
âDonât you know it?â He asked, confused.Â
âShh just answer, itâs the official protocol.â You huffed.Â
âSim Jaeyun.â
âGender?âÂ
âSeriouslyââÂ
âJust say it!âÂ
âOkay, fine. Male.â
âWhatâs your age?â
âIâm 20.â
âIntrovert, extrovert or ambivert?â
âIntroverted.â
âMarital status?â
âWhat?â
âSingle? Okay. So on a scale of one to ten, how willing are you to help me get back at your best friend by being my fake boyfriend?â You asked, your smile never faltering.Â
Jake blinked once. Then twice. âYou lost me on that one,â he spoke up.Â
His eyes displayed a mixture of shock and amusement, and maybe it was your figment of imagination that you saw him snigger but you werenât the one to give up.Â
Your lips jutted out in a pout, eyes shiny as you looked up at him, âcâmon! You won't let a girl beg for a little help, right? Especially when she was hurt so very deeply by the said ex, right?âÂ
Jake looked at you, your pout only deepening in the hopes of him accepting your idea. He only leaned on his arm, coming closer with an enthralled smile.Â
âSo what youâre suggesting here is that I fake date you to get back at my best friend for hurting you?â He confirmed and you nodded enthusiastically, âhowâs it going to work?â
âEasy! Sunghoon isnât the one who gets affected by a lot of things but if I date his best friend, thatâs you, then he would get jealous and would regret breaking up with me,â you explained, âthen I wonât take him back,â you announced, a triumphant smile on your face.Â
Jake nodded, as if contemplating whether the offer was worth it, âwhat do I get out of it?â He asks.Â
âA fake and pretty girlfriend of course,â you smiled, âand a chance to teach your best friend some manners,â you shrugged as if it was a win-win situation.Â
Jakeâs expression didnât give out what he was thinking and you were patiently looking at him for some sort of answer, hopefully a positive one.Â
âDo I have time to think?â He asks.Â
âI would give you some but then Iâm an anxious being,â you stated which elicited a laugh out of him as he never expected that coming out of you.Â
But he had seen it all, the way Sunghoon behaved with you. He forgot all important dates, gave priority to his parties and the friend group which was potentially harmful for him, not to mention that his reason for breaking up was worse than the worst excuse, saying he got bored, only to find a girl two weeks later. Jake truly hated Linda as she accidentally broke his favourite vase while she made out with Sunghoon in their shared apartment.Â
âFine. How are we going to go about this?â Jake sighed, giving in finally as he saw your face practically lighting up with excitement.Â
âWait! Does this mean youâre in?â You asked just to be sure.Â
âI donât think I have any other option,â he teases but you donât mind, you were simply enjoying the feeling of victory already, âso, now what?â He asks, finally realizing what he had gotten himself into.Â
Fake dating.Â
âNow, weâre going to set some ground rules, which of course, weâll write down and sign as a contract,â you say, getting a page out of your notepad.Â
âLike that one movie by Jenny Han?â He raised his brows.Â
You stopped to think for a second, âyeah but itâs not like weâll fall in love or something,â you shrugged with a laugh and he nodded.Â
Y/n and Jakeâs rules of fake dating! <3
Donât fall in loveÂ
Hand holding is okay
Drive to the uni togetherÂ
Nicknames are a must!
Kissing is not allowed!!
Donât tell anyone except for Yunjin and KarinaÂ
Break up once the goal is reached.Â
Goal: make Sunghoon regret breaking up!! (Additional: get rid of Linda)
Signatures
You passed the sheet to Jake, âanything youâd like to change?â You asked as he read it all, and you noticed his brows slightly scrunching as he did so, exactly how they were scrunched when he was reading his book earlier.Â
âIâm assuming you told your friends already,â he pointed out rule number six, to which you nodded sheepishly.Â
âNo kissing?â He asked, âyou know no oneâs gonna buy it if we donât kiss, right? But of course, if youâre not comfortable then itâs fine.â
You bit your lower lip, wondering if you should consider it since he was right. Kissing is the easiest way to show affection, âI think youâre right, weâll do it only when itâs required,â you said, and he nodded.Â
You wondered how he was so calm with all of this, and you liked that he was asking questions about it all.Â
âWhatâs with the nicknames?â He read rule number four.Â
âSunghoon is big on nicknames, I bet he calls you some too. He used to call me princess,â you sighed, remembering how it used to be. It hurt but the current hatred overtook that feeling.Â
âAlright, sweetheart,â he whispered.Â
Your eyes widened at his deep, accented tone, but he only smiled, âjust practising,â he said and you nodded, gulping down.Â
âOkay, so is the list done?â You inquired.Â
âYeah, I just have to add one thing,â he said, scribbling down another rule while you asked him random questions.Â
âHave you ever dated before?âÂ
He shook his head, âyouâre my first,â he winked, and you wondered how he was so good at flirting.Â
âSoââ you were going to ask another question but it seems like he knew what it was.Â
âI know Iâm silent but it doesnât mean Iâm inexperienced,â he stated, and you were amused as it was the first time he saw him being this way, âbesides, this deal of ours would benefit me by driving the girls away.â
âRight,â you snickered, looking at what he had written, âwhy PDA?â you asked.Â
âBecause thatâs the key to irritate Hoon, especially with Linda around who sees no other seat but Hoonâs lap,â he explained as your face scrunched at the image.Â
âYou really are smart,â you muttered, signing the contract before handing it to him, who was quick to sign it too before you extended your hand.Â
His big hand encased yours in a handshake and you couldnât help, but notice how his fingers were slender, veins visible on his hands as his grip was firm on your hand.Â
You had sealed the deal.Â
Y/n and Jakeâs rules of fake dating! <3
Donât fall in loveÂ
Hand holding is okay
Drive to the uni togetherÂ
Nicknames are a must!
Kissing is not allowed!!
Donât tell anyone except for Yunjin and KarinaÂ
Break up once the goal is reached.Â
PDA whenever the target is around!
Goal: make Sunghoon regret breaking up!! (Additional: get rid of Linda)
Y/n    JakeÂ
Signatures
âListen, I know plans donât work at times, thereâs no reason to be sad over itâwait why are you smiling? Thereâs no wayââ Yunjin asked as soon as you entered your dorm after your meeting with Jake. Â
âHe agreed,â you squealed.Â
âYouâve got to be kidding me. Jake? The scholar guy whoâs silent for the majority of the time, the guy whoâs never had a girlfriend before, he agreed to fake date you?â Karinaâs mouth was hung open and you only nodded excitedly.Â
They both looked at each other before nodding, ânow, you need a day out. Weâre talking waxing, getting your hair done, and preferably your nails too since youâve had that colour for too long and new clothesââ they made a list as they successfully dragged you out for all of it the next day, saying itâs a little something theyâd want to contribute to your fake dating strategy.Â
You didnât mind a bit of it, being pampered was something you loved and it was long due as you had devoted all your time to crying after your breakup.Â
It was when Monday rolled by when it finally settled in. You were going to pretend to date Jake Sim, in front of everyone. Your friends gave you last minute pep talks and you were more than glad that they had decided to help you dress up too. Just then your phone rang with a notification.Â
JakeđŸ: Morning, sunshine <3 Ready to sell our show? You: good morning!! i'm more than ready! are you tho? đ JakeđŸ: Iâm already waiting for you outside, love ;)
You almost choked on the water you were drinking as you remembered the rules.Â
You had to go to the university with him.Â
âBye guys! Heâs here,â you said to your roommates, getting up and grabbing your bag as you made your way out in a hurry.Â
Jake was standing by his car as he lived in the apartments and not the dorms, which was ten minutes away from your university campus. As for your dorms, they were a solid five minutes walk from your room.Â
He looked up from your phone as he heard you walking closer to him, âhey,â he smiled.Â
âSo punctual, youâre right on time,â you said, âseems like youâre excited.â
He chuckled, opening the passenger seat door for you, âI canât say Iâm not excited to see otherâs reactions,â he admitted as you sat down inside, thanking him softly.Â
Sunghoon had never once opened the door for you.Â
He got in the car, focusing on the road, âwhatâs the goal for today, princess?â He asked in his deep tone.Â
You blamed your overly sensitive skin for the tingling you felt due to his voice, also sitting to notice how his face looked like a sculpture. Â
âSoft launching our relationship,â you answered, clicking his picture.Â
âIn the cafeteria, during lunch then?âÂ
âExactly! You just have to sit next to me and smile, thatâll be enough for Heeseung to suspect something,â you explained the basic plan just in time as you reached the university parking lot.Â
âWhy? Do I never smile?â He asked, getting his seatbelt off.Â
âYou do, but only to our group. Others are limited to a neutral expression only,â you pointed out as if you had analysed him fully.Â
âWait,â he stopped you from opening the car door, getting out and opening it for you with a tiny smile.Â
Well that worked since people were nosy enough to notice a girl coming out of Jakeâs car, which is a scene that never occurs.Â
He politely offered you his hand as he helped you stand up. His hand was warm juxtaposing your cold ones, as he pulled you towards him, your shoulder pressed against his chest, which you could feel was chiselled, he definitely had pecks.Â
âSmile, princess,â he whispered, and you overcame your state of hyper focus on him before putting on your best smile.Â
âWhat are we doing?â You asked, your smile never faltering.Â
Jake was somehow really good at looking at you with fondness in his eyes, heâd be a nice theatre guy if he takes up acting someday.Â
âDropping my girlfriend to her class, of course,â he said smoothly, and you started walking, hand in hand.Â
âYouâre pretty good at this. Are you sure itâs your first time?â You teased, noticing others staring at your hands.Â
âWhy? Do you think Iâm a good boyfriend?â He asked back and you were truly amazed to see him retorting to your questions, given that you had barely seen him talk before.Â
He felt your hand slipping and quickly intertwined your fingers. The gesture made sure to send a shiver down your spine.Â
Sunghoon never held your hand while walking.Â
âWeâre just getting started, weâll see how it goes,â you suggested, causing him to nod and continue the conversation you had left off.Â
âSo what you were saying back in the car is that people perceive me as someone whoâs mean?â He tilted his head in question.Â
âOf course not! They perceive you as someone whoâs unapproachable.â You say seriously, you both stopped walking as you had reached the class.Â
He blinked at you once. You blinked back.Â
And you both burst out into soft laughter before he ruffled your hair slightly, bending down to your level, âstudy well, princess.â He winked, walking away to attend his own lecture.Â
You tried your best to focus on the lecture as you jotted down the notes alongside, however the feeling of thrill kept your leg bouncing the entire time, your mind working out possible scenarios with everyoneâs reactions.Â
Soon, the classes were over and it was the time for your lunch break, which also meant that it was the time for you and Jake to act in front of everyone else.Â
âWeâll cheer for you,â Karina said and you could only laugh at her expression. She still couldnât believe that you were going through with this.Â
From the entrance of the big cafeteria, you could easily spot the table where everyone had already assembled.Â
âReady?â A deep voice whispered in your ear, successfully causing you to jump back.Â
But Jake was quick to grab your waist and pull you closer before you could trip, his eyes equally widened as yours, âgod! You scared me,â you said, breathing in deeply to calm your heart.Â
You could feel his scent infiltrating your senses, it was a perfect blend of woody and citrus, which was also paired with slight musk and mandarin. He smelled really good.Â
âSorry, I didnât mean to,â he said, letting go so you could stand straight.Â
His eyes were full of worry, mouth slightly agape and you smiled to let him know you were okay. âNow, smile and talk,â you said as you both walked into the cafeteria.Â
âDo I really never smile?â He asked you, âbecause people are staring.â
âI told you already! You smile only when youâre around our friends and we have never really talked before, at least in front of others,â you laughed.Â
The whole group went silent as the two of you approached. Heeseung was the first one to raise his eyebrows as you sat down with him, but Jake didnât sit next to Sunghoon. Instead, he sat down next to you.Â
Linda, as usual, was sitting on Sunghoonâs lap, but that didnât stop Hoon from staring at you and Jake.Â
âSomething is fishy,â Heeseung pointed out.Â
âWhat is?â You asked, feigning innocence.Â
Jake was silent when he wrapped his strong arm around your waist, pulling you slightly closer to him. You could feel your stomach tingling, and he simply smiled your way.Â
âFirstly, I saw you getting out of Jakeâs car in the morning,â Hee noted, âsecondly, he was holding your hand and he walked you to the class. Thirdly, heâs been smiling nonstop.â
âDude, no way!â Mark simply laughed, thinking itâs another one of Heeseungâs jokes.Â
Ningning looked lost while Jay seemed to be focusing on your expression, âI donât think itâs one of his jokes this time,â he said.Â
âItâs really not!â Hee argued, glad that Jay was agreeing.Â
âDoes this meanââ Markâs eyes widened.Â
ââthat theyâre dating,â Yunjin said, acting her best as she widened her eyes, almost standing up at the confession.Â
A series of gasps left their mouths, âwhat?â They collectively exclaimed.Â
You tried your best to hold in your laugh as Jake turned to look at you, and from the side of your eyes, you could notice Sunghoon staring at you deeply with his jaw clenched.Â
âThey are! Look! Heâs got his arm around her waist,â Heeseung exclaimed in an overdramatic way.Â
âGuysââ you tried to say but Jake stopped you.Â
âItâs fine, princess. They know now,â he smiled, pulling you even closer in a side hug.Â
That caused Ningning, Mark and Heeseung to scream while Linda squealed, jumping on Hoonâs lap.Â
Jake caressed the corner of your lip adoringly, âno need to hide it from our friends, baby,â he said before looking up, âHeeseung is right, we are dating.â
âWhat the fuck?â
âSince when?â
âExcuse me?â
âDid you fuck?â
All eyes turned to Ningning in disbelief as she asked the question, âwhat? Iâm curious,â she shrugged, everyone looking at Sunghoon subtly to observe his reaction.Â
You leaned into Jakeâs chest, making yourself comfortable as you saw everyone chatting excitedly, your eyes settling on your ex for just a moment to see his furrowed brows and hardened eyes, a vein popping out from his neck.Â
Day one, successful.Â
âSo youâre dating now, huh?â Sunghoonâs voice asked Jake as he entered their shared apartment.Â
Sunghoon was sitting on the couch, face devoid of expressions as he asked the question.Â
Jake chuckled softly, gripping his bag tighter as he walked into the room, standing in front of Sunghoon, âyeah. Who wouldâve seen that coming?â
That caused the other boy to chuckle along, but it sounded strained, almost ending with a scoff, âI certainly didnât see it coming.â
âYou donât sound happy for me,â Jake said, his tone teasing.Â
Sunghoon was trying hard to keep his fake smile up, âWhat makes you think so?â
âYour smile. Itâs strained,â Jake pointed out, grabbing the bottle of beer in front of Sunghoon and taking a sip out of it.Â
Sunghoon clicked his tongue, looking Jake dead in the eye, âhow can you date her? What happened to the bro code?âÂ
Jake remained calm, âwhy? Werenât you the one who was done with her?â
âSheâs my fucking ex, Jake,â he snapped.Â
âThatâs right, sheâs your ex. Sheâs not yours anymore, sheâs my girl.â Jake smiled, keeping the beer back on the table before walking away.Â
âOh! And, try to be happy for us now, Hoon. I donât want my princess to be sad because of us, yeah?â Jake gave him his infamous eye smile before returning to his room.
The plan was working.Â
You didnât have morning classes the next day, which is why you had to walk to the main campus instead of getting a ride with your fake boyfriend. Yet you left your dorm an hour before your lecture to meet up with Jake as he had something to tell you.Â
The one thing you liked about your University was its beauty, the gardens and fresh flowers only heightened up your spirits as you tried to find Jake in the garden of the STEM faculty, which was mostly empty.Â
You spotted Jake waiting for you by a tree. He was reading the same book he had in the cafe the other day, you had also noticed how frequently he used to go to libraries during your relationship with Sunghoon. He loved to read.Â
âHey,â you said, standing in front of him with a smile.Â
âHey there, princess,â he replied, making you tilt your head.Â
âWhy are you calling me that? Weâre alone right now,â you laughed.Â
âFor practice, of course,â he said in a beat before he handed you a cup of coffee, the exact one which you get from your favourite cafe nearby.Â
âHowâd you know?â You blink, surprised at his sweet gesture, also thanking him for it.Â
He shrugged, âIâm known to be attentive,â he said.Â
Sunghoon never knew your favourite drink.Â
âSunghoon talked to me yesterday,â he told you as you took a sip of your coffee.Â
âYeah?â You asked, stepping closer to hear what he had to say.Â
âYeah, he truly hates this setting. He asked me how I could date you.â
âOh my god, he didnât even hesitate? What did you say back then?â You asked.Â
âHold onââ he said, grabbing your waist and turning you around, his hand resting on the back of your head as he pushed you against the tree.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â You asked, eyes widening as he leaned closer, making your heart beat out of your chest as you looked into his honey brown eyes which were surrounded by little specks of gold.Â
âSunghoon,â he breathed out, âheâs here and heâs looking our way.â Â
To Sunghoon, it might look as if Jake and you are kissing but his lips are still inches away from yours, his scent pleasing your olfactory receptors as your ex only scoffed and walked away.Â
âOh,â you said in understanding.Â
Jake only chuckled, âso, he went on saying how you are his ex and I shouldnât be dating you,â he continued to tell you the story.Â
Only Jake Sim could talk so calmly in such a compromising position. You wondered if Sunghoon had left already.Â
âWhat did you reply?â You asked, voice coming out in a whisper as your body became aware of his hand which rested on your waist.Â
âThat youâre not his anymore,â he claimed, âthat youâre mine now.â He said, breathily.Â
You gulped down your nervousness. You knew it was a part of the act yet you couldnât help but feel your skin tingling ever so slightly as you nodded.Â
âIs he gone?â You asked, referring to Sunghoon.Â
Jake blinked twice, finally looking up to see no sign of your ex anymore as he stepped back and you breathed in deeply.Â
âThe plan is working perfectly then,â you let out softly.Â
He nodded, eyes crinkling.Â
âI almost forgot,â you gasped, âYunjin gave me this idea that we should go on a date!âÂ
âA date?â He asked, knowing that itâll just be the two of you there.Â
âYes. Itâs honestly just to make it believable. We can go out, click pictures and have a good time by eating good food,â you said, looking in his eyes for confirmation.Â
âSure, letâs do that,â he agreed, making you smile as you said youâd text him the details before rushing to your lecture.Â
Jake simply leaned back, staring at your rushing figure with tender eyes.Â
Another week had gone by swiftly and the only thing that bothered you were the girls who came up to you, asking if you were truly in a relationship with Jake, to which you said yes with the sweetest smile you could muster, crushing all their hopes of having a future with your fake boyfriend.Â
Heeseung was hellbent on knowing more about this newfound relationship of yours, Ningning simply wanted to know if the calm and silent guy was good in bed, Yunjin and Karina were amazing at acting as if they didnât know it was fake. Mark approached Jake as he tried to get a few tips out of him since Mark wanted to man up and confess to his crush.Â
As for Sunghoon, you hadnât seen him for the past two days. He didnât sit with your group during lunch, nor was in any of your shared lectures. Even his girlfriend came to ask you guys if you had seen him. Only Jake knew that Sunghoon had spent the past two days drinking at their apartment.Â
That was the least of your concerns as Ningning kept asking you random questions.Â
âFavourite hair colour on guys?â She asked.Â
âBlack looks heavenly,â you admitted.Â
âAnd haircut?â She asked Karina.
âAnything as long as itâs not a bowl cut,â she winced, distaste for that haircut clear on her face.Â
âBut guys, undercut looks so fucking hot, you have to admit that,â you pointed out and everyone seemed to agree with you.Â
The conversation was casual but Jake decided to take it up a notch and surprise you with something you had decided upon, yet never executed.Â
âLetâs go on a date today, baby,â Jake suggested, again making everyone stop and stare at you both.Â
âDude, how are you so cool?â Mark whined, wanting to do the same with his crush.Â
âI thought you were shy, but I guess the silent ones are the freakiest,â Ningning commented.Â
âHeâs literally talking about a date, Ning,â you sighed.Â
âI can't believe he took you away from me,â Heeseung shook his head as you gave him a look.Â
âYou guys were never together in the first place,â Karina reminded him, and he sobbed dramatically.Â
Jake looked at you expectantly, his eyes seemed bigger than usual and you could swear they were shining just the perfect amount. It somehow made you look away, biting your lower lip in the process before you nodded.Â
âIâd love to,â you admitted.Â
âPerfect, Iâll pick you up at five,â he said, grabbing his bag and swinging it on his right shoulder.Â
He noticed how you looked happy this particular day, your face had a certain kind of glow to it and your smile was brighter. It seemed as if you were doing better now, and your friends really loved to see you this way.Â
He bent down, touching your cheek tenderly, pressing his lips on your forehead ever so gently, making your eyes flutter close at the soothing sensation.Â
âSee you then, princess,â he whispered, looking at you one last time before going to attend his next lecture.Â
âDid he just?â Heeseung covered his mouth.Â
You were just as shocked as the others, not expecting any kind of PDA at all, especially when Sunghoon wasnât around. That was the first time he had done it. You bit your lip yet again, looking down at your lap, trying to contain your smile.Â
Yunjin and Karina looked at you before looking at each other with a knowing look.Â
Then they smiled, wishing for the best. Â
âWhat do I even wear?â You huff in distress, looking at your roommates who looked like statues seeing your bed full of random clothes tossed around.Â
âYou can simply ask him where you guys are gonna go, itâs not like youâre actually dating and itâs a surprise,â Karina pointed out.Â
You stopped, saying, âyouâre right actually,â but then you whined, âI donât wanna ask him such simple things, help me out guys.â
Yunjin sighed, mustering her stylist expression as she gave your wardrobe and your bed a once over, quickly getting all articles of clothing she wanted before handing them over to you, solving your problem in two minutes maximum.Â
âDonât you think this dress is a little fancy? I mean, weâre probably going to a local cafe,â You asked, cocking your brow.Â
âJust trust me and wear this babygirl,â Yunjin said, using her usual nicknames.Â
You had just finished applying your lip oil, concluding your makeup as you got a notification from Jake saying he was outside your dorm.Â
You smiled unknowingly at the text, a feeling of excitement, or rather, giddiness creeping up your stomach as you bid your roommates goodbye, grabbing your purse and not forgetting to thank them for tolerating your tantrums.Â
Walking out of the dorm and towards the exit, you stopped as you saw Jake leaning against his car, which wasnât an unusual sight for you, however, you had never expected to see him in a black jacket, thinking that heâd be clad in his usual hoodies.Â
His hair was neatly trimmed as he sported an undercut, which he didnât have in the morning, meaning he got it cut right after your classes.Â
Right after you revealed your liking for the particular haircut.Â
âJake,â you whispered, walking closer to him, noticing how he wasnât wearing his usual specs either, probably opting for the lenses instead.Â
He was lost in his own thoughts, his eyes fixated on the flower he held in his hand, completely immersed in his thoughts before he looked up to see you standing right in front of him.Â
âY/n,â he murmured, his heart pounding slightly as he noticed the light breeze gently swaying the hem of your dress, âyou look beautiful,â he smiled, dissipating your jittering nerves and sending a wave of warmth through your chest.Â
âYou look soââ you tried to find the right word, eyes never leaving his face as you had never seen him look so bold before, âcaptivating.â
He laughed at your statement, âhere,â he said, extending his arm and passing you the flower he had gotten for you, the tips of your fingers brushed against his ever so slightly, âglad I could captivate you, sweetheart,â he whispered, winking at you.Â
You were left stunned, wondering where did he get his sudden boost of confidence from as you sat inside his car, watching him start the car, gripping the steering wheel normally, yet it made the veins of his hands pop out.Â
You cleared your throat, âso, where are you taking me today?â You asked him.Â
âWell, thatâs something youâll have to wait and see,â he teased, building up your anticipation.Â
âOkay, is it far though?â You asked, falling into a conversation with him so easily, and he told you it would be an hour long drive, making you wonder where you were off to.Â
There was something so endearing about others sharing their favourite things and talking about them, you loved to hear all of it and you felt even better seeing Jake comfortable around you as he went on telling you about the books heâd been reading and recommending the ones youâd like.Â
One hour felt like a few minutes with him, time passing by effortlessly. Your lips parted in surprise once you saw where you were.
It was the fancy restaurant youâd been wishing to visit from the past year, but never got a chance to do so, âoh my god, I really wanted to come here to eat,â you told him, smile brightening and you were glad you had dressed up for it.Â
âI know,â he said, extending his arm for you to hold.Â
You looked at him, incredulous, âhow?âÂ
âI asked Karina,â he admitted as you held on to his arm softly.Â
You were thoroughly surprised at his revelation, knowing that he couldâve taken you to any normal place nearby but he chose this. You were in awe at how beautiful the interior was as you focused on the little details here and there.Â
âYou didnât have to do so much, Jake,â you whispered, loving how his skin shone under the light of the chandelier.Â
He shook his head softly, eyes never leaving your face, âI know itâs a fake date but it doesnât mean that Iâll take you to our usual cafĂ©s, you deserve more than that.â
You breathed in softly, breaking eye contact and looking at your fiddling fingers. You felt as if your heart was beating out of your chest. Everything he did felt so genuine and well thought of. He cared about your likes and dislikes, he always took a note of your preferences.Â
Sunghoon never did that.Â
âYouâre too fucking sweet,â you muttered under your breath so he canât hear it.Â
âHm?â He asked, menu in his hands as he scanned it thoroughly for all possible options.Â
âNothing,â you smiled, getting your phone out and clicking a few candid pictures of him, which did capture his attention.Â
âWhatâs that for?â He looked at you with big eyes, his face giving out the cutest expressions despite him looking tough in his undercut and newfound style.Â
âWhy not? Canât post my boyfriend on my story now?â You asked cheekily.Â
It was something you both had decided youâd do, the likes and replies flooded in soon as your friends were flabbergasted at the fact that Jake had cut his hair and dressed up so well.Â
You both decided upon the dishes you wished to have and the waiter noted it down kindly, leaving you two alone to talk after.Â
âWonât you post me too?â You asked.Â
âI will, you just have to wait for a while. I promise itâll be the prettiest picture ever,â he said, full of confidence.Â
âWell, thatâs a challenge then because I donât usually like my photos,â you smirked and he leaned in.Â
âWeâll see how that goes,â he challenged.Â
It was great that you could share any kind of emotions with him, whether it was you being goofy, him being silent, or you being nervous as he turns to be confident. It was a mix of everything.Â
Soon, your food was served to you and even the scent of the scrumptious meal was enough to make your mouth water as you hummed with delight with just one bite, saying it melted just perfectly in your mouth.Â
You didnât notice him watching your eager face, loving your reaction as he felt like he did the right thing bringing you here. Until you catch him watching you.Â
âIs there something on my face?â You asked cluelessly, pouting as you ate another bite.Â
âActually, yeah there is,â he said, leaning closer to caress the corner of your lip with his thumb, brushing away the crumbs gently as you simply sat with your heart pounding at his gesture. Even more so when he smiled, licking his thumb, âall done.âÂ
âYouâre really so good at it,â you muttered, and this time he heard it.Â
âAt what?â
âIf you do this,â you said, gesturing at your lip, âto any girl then sheâll definitely swoon over you.â
He raised his brow, âwhy? Did you like it that much?âÂ
An awkward chuckle left your mouth as you tried to dismiss his question, âIâm just saying,â you state, trying to be as nonchalant as possible.Â
He only laughed, âalright, sweetheart.â
You whined, and the other families around looked at you both with soft eyes, thinking you both were cute together as his eyes turned into crescents at your behaviour.Â
You couldnât remember the last time you felt so at ease being out with someone. That wasnât just all, Jake insisted on taking you to another place for a little walk. Night had fallen as you walked together on a rather empty bridge, yet it was a pretty sightâwater reflecting the glistening stars along with the crescent moon.Â
âHowâs Sunghoon?â You asked all of a sudden, not noticing Jakeâs smile faltering for a fraction of a second.Â
âHeâs coping in his own way. I bet heâll be back to uni tomorrow. But he definitely regrets it,â Jake lets out slowly, âisnât that your goal?âÂ
You stop walking, trying to find the right words, âyeah,â you whispered, âbut itâs not over until he confronts me himself. I need some closure,â you said, looking at him with a teasing smile now, âwhy? Donât wanna be with me anymore?âÂ
He licked his lips, biting his tongue as he smiled, which you noticed was another habit of his, âof course not. Itâs good to have someone to talk to.â
âYeah? Then tell me more about you,â you said, looking at the water as you folded your arms over the railing.Â
He was silent for a few seconds, joining you to lean on the railing, âIâve always been the shy kid I guess. I was the one who always used to read sitting in the corner of a class and so, I never really had friends.â
You didnât glance at him, letting him speak freely. Jake was one of the kindest souls you had ever met and it was obvious even in the little time you had known him. You wanted him to be happy.Â
âHoon was my friend ever since we were kids, our families are really close so he was forced to befriend me. He didnât mind it, he was the kindest child and helped me talk to others, he was also the reason why I met you guys,â he sighed, âHoon was always first when it came to everything, he led the way for me and I let him do that each time.â He turned his head, looking your way as he whispered, âuntil I realized I shouldâve been the first this one time.â
You couldnât understand what he was referring to, yet you understood that Sunghoon was dear to him, however his recent actions caused him to drift apart from Jake.Â
A flash of light took you out of your trance. Jake had clicked your picture, âshow!â You said, almost jumping closer to him and his shoulders rose up as he laughed when you tried to get his phone from his hands.Â
âYouâll see when I post it,â he said.Â
You whined again, âbut what if I look bad in the picture?â
âYou canât ever look bad, sweetheart,â he said earnestly and you could feel your cheeks heating up as you closed your mouth shut, biting your lip as you looked away shyly.Â
He chuckled, âletâs get you home now.â
You checked the time on your wristwatch, âoh, yeah. Itâs late.â
You both started walking towards his car, getting off the bridge as Jake saw you shiver with the sudden gust of chilly air hitting you.Â
He wasted no time in getting his jacket off and passing it to you, âhere, itâs cold.â
Your eyes widened to see him wearing nothing but a white tank underneath which displayed his muscles as the moonlight accentuated it further. You never knew he worked out, your eyes travelling to his arms which were veiny.Â
Jake looked unreal, almost like the bad boys youâd see in a movie but his well sculpted face made him look like a Greek god. He really had it all.Â
You didnât even notice you had stopped walking as Jake wrapped his jacket around your figure, smiling slightly as you reached the car, his scent enveloped you aa you hugged the jacket closer to you. Â
âTâthank you,â you spoke, mentally slapping yourself for stuttering.Â
âCanât let my girlfriend freeze now, can I?â He stated more than asked.Â
He helped you get in the car by opening the door, which he always did. It was another habit of his which you found endearing. He got in the car soon, looking your way before he leaned in all of a sudden, his face inches away from yours, causing you to stop breathing for a few seconds.Â
The shape of his lips was beautiful.Â
He leaned back soon, dragging the seatbelt with him as he secured you in your seat. The proximity reminded you of how he kissed your forehead in the morning, and your mouth worked before your mind could as you asked him about it.Â
âUh, soâwhy did you kiss my forehead in the morning?â You inquired.Â
He most certainly was not expecting that question, and his expression gave it away, âyour friends were watching,â he stated, licking his lips, âand Mark was suspicious as we never kissed before or did anything other than hand holding,â he explained.Â
âDid he ask you about it?â You questioned, hugging the jacket closer to your body.Â
Jake hummed as a reply, seeing you get comfortable on the seat with droopy eyelids, he knew you were going to fall asleep soon and he let you.Â
His heart could only take so much for one day.Â
He made sure to drive safe, glancing at your sleeping figure from time to time and he swore you looked like a baby when you slept.Â
You reached back safely and he stopped the car, he didnât wish to wake you up when you looked so at peace. He called out your name softly, coming closer to pat your shoulder.Â
You stirred in your sleep, opening your eyes slowly to find Jake close to you.Â
âWeâre here,â he spoke, voice low.Â
âOh,â you blinked a few times, trying to adjust to the street lights as you got out of the car, not expecting Jake to get out along with you.Â
You looked at him in question and he just shrugged, his muscles flexing in the process, âlet me walk you to your door,â he said.Â
Sunghoon never walked you to your door.Â
âDonât you ever get tired of being a gentleman?â You asked with an amused smile.Â
âNot when it comes to you,â he uttered quietly.Â
Heat rushed up the tip of your ears now that you stood in front of him, âJakeââ you whispered, âthank you so much for today. I canât remember the last time I had this much fun on a date.â
A fake date, you reminded yourself.Â
âItâs good to see you happy,â he took a step closer, âgood night, princess.â
He was gentle as he slowly brushed his fingers on your forehead to tuck your hair behind your ear, he leaned in closer, his lips grazing your forehead in a featherlight kiss. You closed your eyes, the warmth of his kiss lingering on your skin as he bid goodbye to you.Â
He was walking away by the time you could open your eyes and breathe again, not even bothering to ask for his jacket back from you.Â
You looked around your place once to see if your friends were watching this time.Â
They werenât.Â
Your room had a tranquil atmosphere as the moonlight coming from the window lit it up. Your roommates were already asleep in their respective rooms as you got changed into your sleepwear and took your makeup off, carefully keeping Jakeâs jacket on the bed, not once thinking that your pillow would exude a scent like him too.Â
It was hard to sleep, as if you had a feeling of giddiness bubbling up inside of you. Even after tossing and turning, you couldnât find a perfect position to sleep, not to mention how your mind had created a montage of todayâs date, replaying it over and over.Â
You sighed, staring at the ceiling before closing your eyes shut, hoping youâd get some sleep before waking up for Uni in the morning. And slowly, you drifted to dreamland with Jakeâs scent lingering in the air.Â
Your alarm clock was your enemy. You really needed a few more minutes to catch up on your sleep, grabbing your phone to see if thereâs something that could drive your sleepiness away.Â
There was.Â
Your picture was the first thing you saw when you opened Instagram, it was posted by Jake instead of being put up as a story, which was unusual since he only had two pictures on his accountâone of him and the other one of his pet dog.Â
A soft gasp left your mouth, heart thumping out of your chest as you saw the picture. The flash made you glow and you had the tiniest hint of a smile on your face as you looked at the night sky.Â
It was indeed your prettiest picture anyone had ever captured, it was exactly what Jake had promised.Â
The caption, however, made you turn around and grab your pillow as you screamed into it, kicking your feet.Â
My girl, thatâs what he wrote in his caption, paired with a red heart.Â
You knew it was for show but that didnât stop the butterflies in your stomach from going feral. It felt too real, the gestures, the little things. It felt more real than your previous real relationship and you werenât sure how you felt about it.Â
It was another day where you had afternoon classes, and so you did not go to the uni with Jake. You had not liked or commented on the picture yet, pondering about how to go on about this.Â
Jake had texted you twice, wishing you a good morning first and then asking if you had your lunch yet. You were tempted to reply but first, you gained a slight amount of courage and liked his post.Â
You typed a comment with the first thing that came to your mind.Â
Youâre mine forever â€ïž
Your cheeks burned up as you kept your phone down on one of the picnic benches kept around the campus, as that was the exact place you were sitting at after your classes had ended.Â
A very whiny and feminine voice called out your name, and you looked up to see Linda along with your ex and your fake boyfriend. The smile on her face was sickening and you wondered what they were doing together.Â
Yet again, you did not think twice before getting up and burying your face in Jakeâs chest, wrapping your arms around him in an embrace. This shocked Jake, you could feel him go still for a negligible second before a deep laugh boomed up his chest, you could feel him vibrate as he wrapped his arms around your frame.Â
âMissed me that much, baby?â He asked, patting your head.Â
Sunghoon watched the scene unfold with dark eyes.Â
âI missed you so much, baby,â you whispered.Â
It was the first time you had used a nickname on anyone, heck you never even called Sunghoon that.Â
A cough separated you both and now you couldnât muster up enough courage to look at Jake while he couldnât stop looking your way.Â
âLinda wants to have lunch together, like a double date,â Jake told you and you saw Linda nod excitedly.Â
âItâs so romantic! We even got the lunch packed, see!â She raised her hand to show you two bags which probably had the lunch she was talking about.Â
This day couldnât have gotten more weird.Â
âThat sounds great!â You tried to sound cheerful but it only came out awkward.Â
Good for you, Linda didnât pick up your tone and clapped excitedly, âwe only have thirty minutes because I have my salon appointment after so letâs be fast,â she spoke in a go.Â
You noticed Jake sporting the same look of confusion as you, it was an awkward situation indeed. Sunghoon didnât say a word, only observing you and Jake. Â
Jake took the paper bag and got the packed lunches out. He had gotten you your favourite salad with grilled chicken as he opted to get the same dish for himself, not forgetting to get you coke, which you preferred to drink while eating.Â
He really paid a lot of attention to your likes and dislikes.Â
Linda really couldnât read the room as she never once stopped talking about this new lingerie set she got for herself, âHoonie liked it too,â she giggled and you tried to focus on eating, not having it in you to picture it in your mind. Â
âIâve told you not to call me that,â he spoke, his words harsh.Â
That was the first time he opened his mouth ever since you started eating. Linda didnât care, pouting slightly as she started talking again, âletâs play couples quiz!â She squealed.Â
You could feel your headache growing with her high pitched voice.Â
âJake, whenâs Y/nâs birthday?â She asked.Â
He fixed his gaze on you, answering the question correctly. You tried not to be shocked, displaying your sweet smile for them. He actually knew a lot about you, the eye contact made you bite your lower lip before you asked.Â
âSunghoon, whenâs Lindaâs birthday?â You asked now, questioning him directly, which he did not expect.Â
âThird of February,â he said and Linda gasped, offended.Â
âThatâs not my birthday!â She almost screamed, bickering with him for a solid minute as Jake passed you a few tissues, seeing the salad get on your fingers.Â
âOkay, next question,â she said and she kept on asking him questions as if it was a rapid fire round and Jake answered each of them correctly. Your heart was thumping out of your chest, he knew your favourite colour, your favourite tv show and singer, your favourite cake and song.Â
Sunghoon knew nothing.Â
Linda didnât know a thing about Sunghoon either, just like he never knew a thing about Linda.Â
Sunghoon slammed his fist on the table, getting up and walking away without any second glance, you almost jumped with how loud the sound was, your hand resting on top of your chest to soothe your nerves.Â
Linda ran after him, or rather she tried to run after him in her heels.Â
âAre you okay?â Jake asked you softly, his fingers caressing your cheek as he searched your face for any kind of discomfort.Â
You nodded, gulping and looking away.Â
This wasnât supposed to happen. Your skin wouldnât stop tingling where he had touched you, it was almost impossible for you to breathe when he was so close to you.Â
âYâyeah, Iâm okay. I think I should go and get my assignments done now, yeah,â you said, fumbling over your words as Jake frowned, wondering if he did something wrong.Â
âY/nââ
âIâll see you tomorrow!â You waved at him, almost running away, leaving him with a dejected sigh.Â
Of course, you didnât have to answer his questions, he reminded himself. It was a fake relationship after all.Â
So, while you laid in your bed with your pillow clutched close to your chest, Jake stood in front of Sunghoon at their apartment.Â
âSince when do you eat salad?â Sunghoon asked, tone somewhat disappointing. laced with a hint of jealousy.Â
âY/n likes it,â Jake smiled softly, âIt was hard not to like it after.â
âYou hated coffee,â Sunghoon almost accused.Â
âI like it now, itâs normal to develop your taste,â Jake replied calmly.Â
âYouâve never gone on a date before, youâve never had this kind of hairstyle before. Youâre changing yourself and for what?â Sunghoon sighed, shoulders dropping when he accused him again.Â
Jake only bit his lip, âlove does things to you and I think I'm changing for the better.â
Love.Â
Thatâs all Sunghoon had to hear before leaving the room.Â
âWhy are you sulking, babygirl?â Yunjin asked you the next day, seeing you sitting with your blanket wrapped around you, a piece of chip in your mouth as you lazily snacked on it.Â
âNothing,â you mumbled, hiding your face.Â
Yunjin rolled her eyes, âyou were squealing in the morning yesterday, what changed?âÂ
You sighed deeply, âI guess Iâm just feeling a bit down today,â you shrugged.Â
She sat down on the bed, right in front of you before pulling you in the most warm and comfortable hug. It was something you appreciated even more this particular day. You felt conflicted with your feelings.Â
Itâs the little things, itâs always the little things when it comes to Jake, it creates a bigger picture for him. But for Sunghoon, it was only the larger picture with no elements supporting it.Â
âThatâs the problem, babygirl. Iâm not gonna let you drown in your own blanket all evening. Youâre coming with me to the party,â Yunjin stated, opening your closet to select an outfit for you already.Â
Turns out that Yunjin can be a great manipulator because there was no way youâd be standing in the middle of a party with a vodka shot in your hand otherwise.Â
Maybe drinking would help you, it always does. Itâs almost pathetic how youâre ready to get shitfaced for a whole night just to get rid of intrusive thoughts, the thoughts which consisted of Jake and Jake only.Â
You drank that shot in a go, getting another one as Heeseung tried to stop you but to no avail. Once you had taken three shots, all in a row, you turned around to find Karina, who looked as if she spent a while trying to find you.Â
âY/n! Where have you been?â She asked, grabbing your hand, âcome, weâre gonna play upstairs.â Without much fighting, she dragged you upstairs and Heeseung followed behind.Â
You wondered what Jake would be doing right now.Â
The multicoloured lights were shining bright as they covered the expanse of the whole staircase, which you had trouble walking up, courtesy of your heels and a very short dress.Â
Karina opened the door to a room and your eyes immediately scanned the surroundings to understand who you were going to deal with tonight.Â
It was your whole friend group and some of their mutual friends too, however that wasnât why you stood frozen in your spot at the given moment.Â
Jake Sim, the guy you had been avoiding since yesterday, was sitting in the same circle, the bean bags, sofas and chairs were arranged to be that way, as he sipped on a can of beer which he held in his slender fingers.Â
Seeing him at the party was shocking enough as he rarely attended any, but to add on to it, he was all dressed up as well.Â
He sipped on the drink, his Adamâs apple bobbing up and down as he gulped. The side angle gave you the best view of his undercut and defined jawline, your eyes travelling down to his chest, which was exposed as the top few buttons of his white shirt were unbuttoned, a black leather jacket covering him up as he also sported a few rings on his long, veiny fingers, a necklace gracing his slender neck.Â
You almost forgot how to breathe until Karina pushed you forward, which gained the attention of Jake, who smiled your way as he expected you to come over to him.Â
Karina and Yunjin high fived in the background, meaning; it was their plan for you both to meet at the party.Â
Your heels clicked as you walked towards him, it was as if you both were the only ones in the room at the given moment. He wasnât being subtle as he stared at you, especially how he looked up when you stood next to him.Â
âBaby,â he whispered, pulling you to himâwhich was something you never expected.Â
You landed straight on his lap, his arm wrapped around you securely as the other one rested on your thigh, covering up your skin which was showing, courtesy of your short dress.Â
Your mind blanked, you couldnât think anymore as goosebumps rose up your arms when he spoke in his deep voice, the others also stopped to stare at you both as he was not the one to show affection in public.Â
Heeseung and Yunjin teased you both, yet that wasnât something you paid much attention to. You didnât even see Sunghoon sitting in the same room, as if he wasnât anyone to you anymore.Â
âI missed you so fucking much,â he whispered, making you sit close to him, your hand working on its own as it held on to his broad shoulder for support.Â
You should have been used to this whole fake dating plan of yours, yet you couldnât ever get used to Jakeâs constant surprises. It didnât feel like it was fake when it came to him and it most certainly wasnât a help how you could feel the alcohol kicking in, his hand felt warm on your cold skin.Â
âJake,â you whispered, looking at him with hooded eyes.Â
However, you never got to say anything further as others had decided on playing a classic game of twenty one dares.Â
The first dare went to Mark, who was given the dare to kiss his crush who sat right next to him.Â
âWhy were you avoiding me all day?â Jake asked in a whisper when everyone else was busy cheering for Mark.Â
You had no answer for it, nor did you have any way to control your heart which was thumping out of your rib cage with the proximity.Â
You breathed out with a chuckle which sounded forced, grabbing a beer can which was on the table in front of you, âavoiding you? Why would I?â You asked, looking away.Â
That wasnât much help as he was quick to grab your chin, making you look his way again, âdid I do something wrong?âÂ
His actions were bold, yet his voice was sweet and full of concern. You shook your head, resting it on his shoulder, âof course not,â you whispered, not having it in you to look at him, âyouâre really perfect, Jake.â
He wasnât given any time to react as others cheered.Â
Apparently, it was your turn to get a dare and the evil smile on Jayâs face gave it all away, as if he knew exactly what was going on between you two.Â
âI dare you to kiss Jake,â he smirked as everyone minus Sunghoon clapped, Mark nodding, still red from the kiss.Â
âTrue, weâve never seen you kiss,â Hee muttered in realization.Â
You stopped breathing, seeing everyone cheering for you. You had fake kissed him when Sunghoon was watching that one day in the lawns, yet this was a whole different story when they were demanding an actual kiss from you both.Â
Jakeâs hand tightened around your waist, your dazed eyes taking in his expression as he raised his hand to cup your cheek, caressing the corner of your lips gently, as if he was asking for your permission.Â
You knew you were drunk, yet all your senses made you feel as though you were the sanest person alive. The anticipation felt so painful and you could feel Sunghoonâs stare on you both.Â
With a tender sigh, your eyes closed shut as you grabbed the collar of his jacket, pulling him into you.Â
Your lips collided in a fervent kiss, your fingers tangled in his hair, tugging it ever so slightly, causing him to groan into your mouth as his hand supported the back of your head, tilting it slightly as your desire and passion fused together, transcending your surroundings.Â
You couldnât hear the whistling or screaming around your surroundings, your mind completely gave in to the pretty boy, who was kissing you like his life depended upon it.Â
His lips were soft, perfectly moulding against yours as you moved them in harmony, letting the sheer pleasure take over your senses to the point you couldnât differentiate between whether you were drunk which made you feel as if you were in the state of unadulterated ecstasy or it was simply Jakeâs effect on your body.Â
You didnât pay attention to Sunghoon, who threw the beer can on the floor, walking away from the room, nor did you care about Linda who ran after him.Â
All you knew was that Jake Sim was kissing you and he was exceptionally amazing at it.Â
He squeezes your waist as you gasped, letting him bite your lower lip, lacking his usual self control as he mentally claimed you to be too intoxicating for him.Â
âHey! Get a fucking room!â Jay shouted.Â
That was enough for you to break the kiss, your eyes still closed as your chest heaved up and down, blood rushing to your cheeks as you felt tingly all over, the shiver going down your spine all the way to your abdomen.Â
Jake was already staring at you by the time your eyes fluttered open. His lips looked plump, slightly swollen from how you had kissed him, the veins on his neck seemed even more prominent but his eyesâthey were dark, laced with lust.Â
He didnât wish to stop.Â
You didnât want him to stop.Â
He got up from the chair, making you stand up along with him, his fingers quick to intertwine with yours as he pulled you with him, your wide eyes drifting to look at Karina who only winked at you, giving a thumbs up alongside it.Â
âJake,â you breathed, following him out and into an empty room, which he locked before pushing you against the wooden door.Â
You could barely stand given how weak your knees felt at that exact moment. It most certainly didnât help that Jake bent down to your level, the dim lights of the room making his skin shine as he asked you again.Â
âWhy were you avoiding me, Y/n?â His tone gave you goosebumps when you heard your name roll out of his tongue.Â
Forming sentences felt like a tough job when his lips were borderline touching yours, âbecause,â you whispered mindlessly, wrapping your arms around his neck, âI couldnât stop thinking about you.â Your voice was quiet, just like the room, which made it sound louder than intended as you looked him up through your lashes.Â
His jaw was clenched, you could notice him breathing deep, his hold on you tight and you chuckled deeply, alcohol taking over your senses, âI canât stop thinking of you, Jaeyun.â
You didnât let him reply before you pressed your lips onto his, your bodies pressed against each other, mouths moving as your lips melded and parted, his hands all over your body, every touch igniting a spark in you.Â
He tapped your thigh twice and you got the memo, jumping into his arms as he picked you up with ease, muscles flexing in the process but his lips never left yours while he walked towards the bed, helping you lie down as he got on top of you, your legs wrapping around his waist as your dress started riding up your thigh.Â
He leaned back, eyes fixated on yours but you only continued to pepper kisses along his jawline, and down his neck, making him growl as he stopped you from unbuttoning his shirt.Â
âYouâre drunk, baby. I donât want you to regret anything in the morning,â he says softly, breathing in your scent as he inhales deeply.Â
âIâm not,â you whined, switching your positions to be sitting in front of him, trying to remove his jacket, before he stops you with his fingers wrapping around your wrist.Â
He cupped your cheek as you looked at him sadly, âtell me, do you not want me?â Youâd ask, playing with his necklace.Â
âFuck,â he muttered. He couldnât hold himself back, not when your eyes sparkled with innocence and undeniable glimmer of need, âyou have no idea, darling,â he chuckles, running his thumb on your lower lip, which was still wet from your kiss, âI want you so fucking much.â
That was enough for you to smile at him, eyes hazy as you slid off the bed and got on your knees, unbuckling his belt as you fumbled with the button of his jeans while Jake couldnât believe this was happening.Â
The strap of your dress slid down, revealing more of your cleavage, thatâs exactly when you helped him get out of his jeans, revealing his boxers. Your fingers grazed his clothed cock, your lips tugging up as you saw him groan, even more so when you kissed his semi-hardened cock.Â
His eyes never left yours during the entire time you teased him, getting his leather jacket off, leaving him in his white button up and boxers, which you pulled down in a go.Â
A shiver went down your abdomen, making you close your thighs with how big he was. His cock was hard, leaking with precum that made your mouth water. He had the biggest cock you had ever witnessed in your life, girth and veiny too.Â
He sucks in a sharp breath when you take him in your small hand, squeezing it a smidge before planting featherlight kisses all over his length, swirling your tongue around his head, he bit his lip as he took the scene in front of him. You licked big stripes of his length before taking his head into your mouth.Â
That snapped him out of his daze, he couldnât take your teasing any longer. Pushing himself up slightly, he spread his legs to accommodate your body between it as he grabbed your nape, gathering your hair in a makeshift ponytail as you took him in, your hands stroking the base where your lips couldnât reach.Â
âJust like that, sweetheart,â he groaned, pushing your head to hold his cock in you even deeper.Â
You canât help but think how he looks nothing like his sweet self in the given moment, he looks like a devil whoâs thirsting for lust, his eyes dark and so immersed in your activities.Â
His length throbs in your mouth as you continue your ministrations, quickening your pace as you sucked him off with all you had, hearing him growl made you realize how your panties were soaking wet when you release him with a satisfying pop sound, looking up at him again.
He sat straighter, his thumb wiping the saliva that was all over your chin and lips before pulling you up on the bed, spreading your legs to see a wet patch on your panties as you struggled to take your dress off.Â
He chuckled deeply, âOh, bunny. Let me help you with that,â he says, cursing once he sees you without any bra, his fingers tracing your neck, your clavicle and going all the way down to pay attention to your tits.Â
However, thatâs not all he does. Your toes curl when he yanks your panties to the side, immersing his tongue to tease your clit before he licks and sucks you thoroughly, humming against your folds as he gets drunk on the taste of your juices.Â
His tongue prods on your entrance, pushing it in as your fingers grabbed his roots, tugging on his hair which also elicited a deep groan from him, your eyes rolling back with how ecstatic you felt.Â
He fucked your cunt, pushing his tongue in while his thumb worked wonders on your sensitive bundle of nerves, making you squirm around, finally moaning out, âJake, oh god!â You cried out.Â
âThatâs it baby, scream my name,â he whispers against you, the moist squelching noises filling up the room as you arched your back, your body shaking with how you could feel your high approaching, as he yearned for your pussy, not stopping once, as if he had completely plunged his body to focus on your pleasure and your pleasure only.Â
You chanted his name as if it was a mantra you had to recite, and thatâs exactly when you felt your stomach tightening, a teardrop leaving the corner of your eye, cascading down your neck as you allowed yourself to feel the unadulterated bliss Jake provided you with.Â
It wasnât the alcohol, you admitted.Â
You were drunk on Jake.Â
You breathed in deeply as he licked you up, finally getting up as he rolled your nipples between the rough pads of his fingers before he also removed his last article of clothing, leaving you to see the shadow of his abs and pecs clearly.Â
âTell me you wonât regret this in the morning, baby,â he breathes out, searching your eyes as his length brushes against your sensitive cunt.Â
âI wonât,â you promised, âI want you, I need you, Jake,â you cried out as his eyes turned hooded.Â
He silenced your loud moan with his lips on yours, your nails digging into his back as he gave a sharp thrust, filling you up till he bottomed out easily with how wet you were, kissing your tears away and giving you a minimum of two seconds before he grabbed your wrists, holding them above your head.Â
âDo you know how pretty you look right now, bunny?â He asks, giving you another sharp thrust, this particular one hitting your g-spot, which had you whimpering out his name, âall mine, yeah?â He asks, thrusting harder, his hips slapping your ass.Â
âYâyours!â You managed to speak, eyes closing shut with pleasure.Â
âOpen your eyes, baby. Look at me when I fuck your pretty little cunt,â he whispers as your wail out when his cock hits your cervix.Â
He takes his time to kiss and mark your neck, his teeth digging in as he sucks on your sensitive skin harsh enough to leave marks.Â
It was effortless how he moved in and out of you so easily despite groaning about how tight your little hole was and you felt dumb, you couldnât think, you couldnât speak. You simply knew and felt one thing and that was Jake.Â
He manhandled you easily, turning you around and lifting your ass up, your face buried into the pillow as your mascara smudged, just how your lipstick was smudged all over your cheeks.Â
He thrusted into you yet again, smacking your ass as he saw it jiggle with the impact, another moan reverberated the room, which made him spank you twice more before he started fucking you again, your walls clenching around him with need as he gave you almost brutal backshots.Â
âIâmâFuck!â You cried out, almost passing out as you breathed in deeply.Â
You both were so close, his cock twitched in you as his thrusts got sharper, âgo on, bunny. Cream my cock like a good fucking girl,â he groaned.Â
You withered beneath him as you screamed out his name with sheer pleasure as you reached your high, coating his cock with your juices before he also moaned deeply, fucking his cum into your glistening pussy.Â
He breathed in deeply as he pulled out, staring at your cunt which was dripping with your juices mixed together.Â
He sighed softly, holding you in his arms, âbaby,â he whispered softly as you initiated a soft kiss, getting on his lap again as your heart beat rose up to the point you could hear it in your ears while Jake felt the same way.Â
He could see how exhausted you were by how you started dozing off in his arms. He didnât know what would happen tomorrow, he didnât want to know. All he wanted was to have you in his arms now and freeze the time.Â
It took him time to get up as he helped you get dressed up again, before he picked you up in his arms, getting down to see the party winding up. You were asleep and cuddling into him, his heart still racing as he saw Yunjin smiling at you two, âtake her home with you,â she said, âand you better take care of her,â she added as a genuine warning, which made Jake nod earnestly.Â
He would never hurt you. Â
He really was perfect with how he took you to his room safely, with how he tried to remove your makeup even though he had no idea what he was doing, yet he was gentle as you slept with how drunk and exhausted you were. He made sure to change your clothes to his loose ones, just so you would sleep comfortably.Â
He had fucked you, however he still was respectful and tried to not look your way while he changed your clothes.Â
You looked so peaceful as you snuggled close to his pillow in his bed, he couldnât help but stare at you with a soft smile as he kissed your forehead, âsleep well, baby.â He whispered as he slid under the covers next to you, holding you as if he was scared heâd lose you, his body shivering ever so slightly at the thought as he cradled you in his arms.Â
Jake really was perfect.Â
Your body was sore, the sunlight almost blinding you, adding on to the throbbing pain in your head as you shifted around the covers, opening your eyes with a groan to find yourself in unfamiliar surroundings.Â
A low cry left your lips as the memories of the past night flooded into your mind, the graphic details of Jake and you, the way he had asked you if youâd regret it.Â
You didnât regret a thing.Â
And neither did you know how youâd face him after this. Yes, everything that started off as a fake relationship but even you couldnât deny that none of it felt fake to you.Â
Butterflies erupted in your stomach as you saw a little note on the nightstand sayingâ
Good morning, sweetheart <3 Please take this medicine when you wake up and also drink the hangover soup! Iâll be at Uni and will be back by the time you wake up, love.Â
âWhy do you have to be so perfect?â You whined to yourself, kicking your feet, âwhy do you have to make me feel this way?â You whispered to yourself, gulping and looking at the medicines and a bowl of soup on the nightstand.Â
You didnât realize that you were wearing Jakeâs clothes till you spilled a little drop of soup on it, eyes widening for the nth time today as you gasped.Â
You couldnât stay anymore, you got up and rushed to grab your clothes, which were folded neatly before you changed into them with a rush, getting out of his room while you checked your phone, bumping into a hard chest.Â
You winced, looking up as your expression dropped. Park Sunghoon stood there, his eyes sad as he searched your face for some kind of emotion, any kind of emotion, however you didnât give him anything, choosing to walk away but he was quick to grab your wrist.Â
âY/n,â he spoke your name in desperation and you tried your best not to turn around, yet you did, looking at his regret stricken face as he spoke further, âI broke up with Linda,â he started and you almost snorted.Â
âWell, good for you,â you said, turning around yet again, only to be stopped.Â
âDonât fucking do this, Y/n,â he breathes, eyes watery, âI know you and Jake arenât dating. Come back to me, baby, I regret everything I did to you, please?â He almost begs.Â
âDonât call me that,â you seethed out, âyou know nothing about us and itâs too late, Sunghoon. I donât want you.â
He didnât let you leave, pulling you into a hug as you struggled to get away, âI know youâre angry and you donât mean it. Letâs be together again, we used to be so happy,â he whispered.Â
âAnd you fucking ruined it,â you cried out, pushing him away, âyou ruined everything and you never cared about us! But yâknow what? Jake isnât like you. Heâs kind, caring and heâs genuine about everything,â you let out, stepping away, âI love him.âÂ
Saying that out loud felt like you had lifted a boulder off your chest. Your face was equally surprised as Sunghoon, but you didnât stay any longer, shaking your head as you rushed out of the apartment and got into the safety of your own dorm.Â
You loved Jake.Â
And you were sure he didnât feel the same, it was all fake for him. You sat in your bathtub for hours, pondering and mentally slapping yourself for letting this happen but it was beyond you. Jake was so easy to love.Â
What scared you the most that he hadnât called you once, nor did he reply to any of your texts throughout the day. Your heart broke into pieces when he didnât show up in front of your dorm to pick you up.Â
You were sure he hated you for drunkenly acting up that night, maybe thatâs why he kept avoiding you. You had ruined everything.Â
The plan for the day wasnât to attend the classes, but to find Jake. Every second that passed by without him talking to you felt like a punishment, as if your anxiety would eat you up through and through.Â
He wasnât by the lawns, he wasnât in the cafeteria and you could feel your eyes welling up with tears of frustration when you couldnât find Jake. Yet you didnât lose hope as you thought that heâd be in his lectures.Â
A big smile etched your face when you found him standing in front of his locker and you sprinted his way, which startled him. It was as if he didnât expect to see you in front of him, his eyes leaving yours for a second before he smiled at you.Â
It was forced.Â
âJake,â you breathed out as you felt fidgety, âcan we talk?âÂ
He bit his lower lip, not answering for a few seconds before he nodded, guiding you towards the rooftop for privacy, not uttering a word throughout the way.Â
You stood side by side, watching the cloudy sky as he finally looked your way, âcongratulations,â he let out, trying to smile.Â
You looked at him, confused which only made him speak further.Â
âI saw you and Sunghoon hugging,â his voice broke but he gained his composure, âI know youâre probably back together now and you donât need meââ
âJake,â you whispered, shaking your head as you stepped closer to stop him, yet he continued.Â
âWe donât have to fake date anymore,â he nodded, looking at his feet, âIâm glad I could help you forget about him for some time and also with your revengeââ
You were on the verge of crying by now as you whispered his name again.Â
âIâm so stupid to have thought that maybe it wonât be fake, but I know you want Sunghoonââ
âDonât you fucking see that I want you? Sunghoon and I talked, yes we did and I told him I donât want him. I donât fucking want him, Jake. Youâre not a rebound to me, This isnât fake to me anymore, I donât think it ever felt fake to me,â you let out your frustrations, shutting him up fully.Â
âMy heart feels like it would beat out of my chest every fucking time Iâm near you, this longing intensifies each day and it scares me so much,â a crystalline tear escaped your eyes and Jake was quick to cup your face, as if on instinct and wipe it away, âyou do this sweet things no one ever did for me, you remember the smallest details about me that no one else seems to care about and I feel restless when we donât talk. Iâve grown so used to being around you, itâs not fucking fake. I thinkâIâm falling in love with you Jake,â you finally let out.Â
âYouâyou love me?â He asks, voice barely a whisper as he finds it hard to breathe and you nod, his slender fingers still cupping your cheek, âyou hugged Sunghoonââ
âI pushed him away,â you said in a beat, âhe hugged me, I didnât,â you assured him, grabbing his hand which rested on your cheek, âI told him I love you.â
Jake pulled you in his embrace, his body shook slightly which broke your heart thinking how he had it all wrong, you never wanted to see him hurt, just like how he always wished for you to be happy.Â
He held you tighter, making you feel safe as warmth bloomed up your chest, âI liked you ever since I saw you trying to play guitar with Jay on the day we met, but Sunghoon was faster to reach out to you,â he confesses and you part your mouth with surprise as he leaned back to look at you, chuckling ever so lightly, âI hated how he treated you but when you came to me for help, I got selfish and used this to get closer to you, even if it meant that Iâd have to fake date you,â he muttered, pressing his forehead against yours, âbut I fell harder each day, even more so when I had to hold your hand and it felt so small against mine yet it fit perfectly, when you dressed up so beautifully for a fake date with me, when you looked so adorable in my jacket, when you remembered my birthday and my likes which even I hadnât noticed before. I fell in love with you, baby,â he smiled through the tears as you pulled him in for a kiss, both of you smiling uncontrollably as it full of tenderness and affection, your hearts beating together as you shared unspoken promises through it.Â
You werenât fake dating anymore as you looked at him with a silly smile, taking the document of your agreement out before scratching out a line.Â
Rule number one: Donât fall in love.Â
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âł PAIRING: park sunghoon x fembodied!reader
âł SUMMARY: to prove to his best friend that he could get any girl he wants, park sunghoon makes a bet. within the next 30 days, he has to make the next girl that walks into the room fall in love with him. sunghoon, however, hadnât anticipated the feelings he would gain during those 30 days.
âł GENRE: fake relationship (kind of)
âł WORDCOUNT: around 40k
ⳠWARNINGS: alcohol consumption, cigarettes, cursing, angst, sunghoon has major mommy issues lmfao, smut; oral sex, handjobs, unprotected sex, fingering, making out, handjobs etc, minors dni!
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â PART ONE release date : 8TH OF AUGUST, 4 PM CET
summary : making a bet with jay was easy. getting your attention, however, wasnât as easy; especially since you seem to have your eyes set on his bestfriend.
word count : 10,3k
â PART TWO release date : 15TH OF AUGUST, 4 PM CET
summary : you getting closer to jake was most definitely not on sunghoons list of things he expected to happen, but you making his heart flutter wasnât on that list either; yet you did. word count : 8,8k
â PART THREE release date : 6TH OF SEPTEMBER, 10 PM CET
summary : the time spent with you causes sunghoon to come the realization that he fucked up, and he fucked up bad. and thanks to jake, you also realize how badly sunghoon fucked up.
word count : 10k
â PART FOUR release date : 26TH OF OCTOBER, 1:25 AM CET
summary : sunghoon comes to terms with the fact that he has fallen in love with you and is willing to do everything in his power to show you that he has truly fallen for you, but are you willing to forgive him?
word count : 9.6k © svnoohe4rts 2022
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PAIRING: brothers bsf!sunghoon x f!reader
GENRE: childhood friends to loves, forbidden love, fake dating
SUMMARY: In the midst of her chaotic college life, Y/N is blindsided by an invitation to her ex's wedding. With no date in sight and the event looming, her brother throws a lifeline by suggesting she bring his best friend. the mix of nostalgia and free-flowing champagne leads to an unexpected night of passion. Now, Y/N must navigate through a storm of emotions and the potential drama within her tight-knit circle, all while juggling her academic responsibilities. Will this one night stand alter their friendship forever, or could it be the beginning of something new?
WARNINGS: smut, angst, fluff, language
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STARTED: april 26 2024
STATUS: completed
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1:56 am | niki x female reader , best friends to ?, college au
ââ warnings: kissing, cursing, drinking, vomiting, skinship | wc: 1.31k
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âAnother shot!â it was the fifth time niki had heard you call those words out and he figured it was time to intervene before he would be lugging you home slung across his shouldersÂ
Before you could even grab the drink niki quickly downed the whole thing stopping you in your tracks â quite evidently leaving you annoyed. In all honesty niki was doing you a favour, he just inhaled two shots worth of tequila for you and he was never known to be big on hard liquor. Though his efforts remained in vain, from the corner of his eye he noticed the all too familiar glint of red plastic in your hand a bit too late â there goes your liver.
âYN come on I think thatâs enough drinks for tonight-â niki insisted whilst attempting to push you away from the living room coffee table that had turned into a pseudo beer pong station â sticky with alcohol and swarmed by intoxicated laughing.
âStop youâre so lame,â despite his firm grasp on your wrist you managed to put up a pretty hefty fight before wriggling yourself loose âI had like what- 5 drinks?â
âPlus 6 more at pregramingâ karina managed to chime in â and of course thatâs when she decides to join in the convo â much to your annoyance her comment completely juxtaposed her pouring tequila down your throat 15 minutes prior.Â
Snapping a dirty glare you were about to defend yourself until nikiâs voice boomed through your ears.
â11 drinks? Do you want to die of alcohol poisoning or something?â caring as always â god you hated that.Â
Of course you knew niki cared about you, it was just â certain times his kindness felt misplaced. Like when you would offhandedly mention liking that cherry glazed lip gloss you saw displayed at a price far too high to be considered, yet the product was already in nikiâs hand and checked out before you could even get a say. Or when you would find 10000 won slipped under your wallet after club meetings where you had been incessantly complaining about your growling stomach, a small note attached to it with his toddler like handwriting â laughable but endearing. Or the times you would find yourself flooded in club meetings and activity preparations, somehow niki always managed to lighten the load. You appreciated it really â but you could never get rid of the annoyance that brewed in your gut.Â
âDoes he do this for all his other friends? I mean weâre close but â thereâs a line.â
He had to know the implications of his actions right? Or were you just imagining things you wanted.Â
Your friendship always seemed to balance on a tightrope of something you knew wasn't platonic â but if you never acted on it hey, whatâs the harm done? Who were you to decline his offers? Heâs just kind, heâs nice. Heâs just niki.Â
This was just another instance of him caring far too much for your liking. It bothered you but you masked it with banter as always. âDude Iâm fine- like really itâs noth-â and suddenly the sickening sensation of warmth trickling up your throat plagued your senses. You made a B-line for the bathroom.Â
Quickly following behind niki kneeled down behind you, his hands immediately rushing to hold your hair back as you puked your guts out (again.) and even though vomit was pouring out your throat somehow nikiâs fingertips brushing against your cheek overpowered the burning sensation of bile gushing out.Â
The warmth of his breath tickled the nape of your neck whilst his other hand reached over to trace circles on your back in attempts to soothe you. You were vomiting your guts out, the least romantic situation one could be in, and you could only focus on nikiâs gaze burning into the back of your head.Â
Shooting your head up niki reached to wipe your mouth with discarded tissue paper, quietly mumbling under his breath âyeah thatâs enough for todayâŠâ and for once you could only nod.Â
The trip back to his apartment was a blur. You could only really remember the frustration that lingered in his words as he muttered âyouâre two years older, why am I the one having to take care of youâŠâ suddenly you were transported back to when you were 6 sitting through your mothers scoldings.
His frustrated pout and furrowed eyebrows however didnât bring out the same fear your mother did though, you could only giggle thinking about how funny this whole situation was. Looping your arm with his you feigned innocence, putting on your best pout and repeated apologies (you never meant them) until you reached his shabby studio apartment.Â
âStop YNâŠâ his tone unusually firm, you took notice to how he attempted to remove his arms from your grasp. Huh, why did that bother you?
âWait â are you seriously mad?â you were shocked but in all honesty it wouldnât be too surprising considering he had cleaned up your messes far too many times to count. Trailing behind him like a puppy you awaited a response whilst he picked through his clothes to find something suitable for you to wear. Your eyes drilled in on his expression, he seemed- uneasy.
âNo YN itâs-â sighing out he handed you his worn grey shirt that was five sizes too big and a pair of grey sweatpants that you knew you would have to fold over just for them to barely hang on your hips âyouâre just always like this when youâre drunkâ
âLike what?â
âJust, insincere.â Now what the hell was that supposed to mean? âJust change we can talk in the morningâ
You were in awe. Niki was being uncharacteristically moody and you really couldnât pinpoint why. A part of you felt annoyed that he even had the audacity to talk about insincerity when none of his actions were ever genuine either. At least you never thought they were.Â
Slipping into his oversized clothing that hung over you like a drape you made your way to his bed and laid down beside him as he leaned against the headboard picking aggressively at the loose seams in his shirt.Â
âYouâre just-â he finally started, still avoiding your gaze though âyou get too clingyâŠâ the position you guys were in really didnât help your case too much eitherÂ
âIs that such a bad thing?â
âItâs just, none of this feels right when itâs ingenuineâ he said before adjusting himself to lay flat next to her.
âDo you want it to be or something?â
Silence.Â
âYou know I could honestly say the same thing about you though,â even whilst bickering your hand seemed to find its way to the dip of his collarbones, tracing circles across its smooth exterior âdonât you know what your actions mean?â
âYeah, I doâÂ
You could only laugh in disbelief, yeah and he wants to talk about not being genuine.
âYou donât stop me thoughâ his hands found themselves nested in your knotted hair, looping it back and forth between his fingers. He wasnât wrong, you never did stop him, perhaps it was because you never felt like it was too much of a big deal â or maybe a small part of you hoped he would finally get enough of your oblivion and cross the line.Â
Engulfed in silence you could only gaze down at his fingers that were now entangled with yours, his hands previously playing with your locks of hair now adjusted to nest you close to his chest for you to hear his heartbeat. You figured your silence was enough of an answer â it always was.Â
Drifting off to sleep you felt the gentle pressure of his lips on the top of your forehead before muttering out that you were probably tired in lieu of a goodnight.Â
Somehow it always ended this way, and somehow youâd rather settle for that than an answer.
*pairing: popular bad boy Niki x popular good Girl
*trope: Childhood Frenemies
*synopsis: You and Niki were raised together always in harmony with the love of your mothers as well as best friends but they did not know that you hated each other to death. Niki was the opposite of you and always made you angry and teased you instead in the eyes of Niki you were too perfect because you emanated that aura as a good girl but you know, from hatred can arise other feelings...
*tags: Lots of tension, fluffy, love to tease each other, fake hate because they like each other, jealousy, possession, manipulation, loss of virginity by the female protagonist, unprotected sex (donât horny ppl) kisses, pacifiers, masturbation, fingering (f. receives) pet names (princess, good girl) statement?
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You and Niki have never been able to stand each other. You were the typical good girl: studious, a lover of books, and a fan of quiet Netflix nights, or youâd go out with your close friends to some fancy spot for a drink. He was the classic bad boy: popular, always surrounded by friends, dyeing his hair to be âalternative,â and getting that eyebrow piercing to boost his bad boy vibes even more, with an intense passion for basketball and parties. Two opposites destined never to meet⊠or at least, thatâs what you both thought.
Too bad your mothers have been best friends forever. This meant birthdays, holidays, and ceremonies spent together, forcing you to tolerate each other since you were little. But as you both grew up, something changed.
You watched Niki become increasingly handsome, taller, and incredibly popular. And even though you kept denying it, you couldnât help but notice. On the other hand, Niki couldnât ignore the fact that, beneath that innocent exterior, you intrigued him in a way no other girl ever had. You didnât give him the time of day, treated him with indifference, yet... he couldnât stop thinking about what lay beneath that perfect facade.
You and Niki lived next door to each other, with a large tree standing between your rooms as the only boundary. From Nikiâs room, the sounds of underground music constantly echoed, with deep bass and scratchy guitars, while from your room, pop songs and love ballads, like those of Taylor Swift, reverberated. Two completely different worlds, yet always so close.
That evening, you were busy trying on dozens of outfits, speaking loudly on the phone with your best friend, and squealing with excitement. Niki, lying on his bed with his headphones on, let out an exasperated sigh. Usually, he was the noisy one, disturbing the neighborhoodâs peace with his music, but this time, you were the source of the chaos. Intrigued, he got up and leaned out of the window to peek into your room.
He saw you wearing a skirt and a tight sweater from some expensive brand that clung perfectly to your body. The skirt was too short for his taste, definitely not something suited for the "good girl" he knew. Your wavy hair cascaded softly over your shoulders, reflecting the warm light of the room. Even from a distance, he could imagine their sweet scent, probably of honey and vanilla, which tormented him every time you walked by. For some reason, that detail bothered him. Where the hell did you think you were going dressed like that?
With a mischievous grin, he picked up a small stone from one of the many piles scattered around his room. Throwing it at your window, he managed to grab your attention. You spun around in surprise, and when your eyes met, Niki lost his confidence for a moment. You were beautiful. You had never been so attractive in his eyes, and it annoyed him.
Not wanting to appear flustered, he quickly regained his composure and gave you a teasing whistle, instantly returning to his usual bold and playful self.
âWhere do you think youâre going dressed like that, princess?â
You huffed, crossing your arms over your chest. âWhat do you care, Nishimura? Werenât you the one who said you couldnât care less about my business?â
He smiled, leaning casually against the window sill. âTrue, but when I see you dressed like that, I start to wonder if you want me to care.â
You blushed slightly, but you didnât want to give him the satisfaction of seeing you embarrassed. "I repeat, itâs none of your business."
Nikiâs smirk widened. "It is. Our parents are away, and you're younger than me. They left me 'in charge,' or at least that's what your mom said."
You pressed your lips together, irritated. "By one month, Niki."
"Still younger." His voice was light, almost amused, but his dark eyes were still fixed on you.
You turned your gaze away, suddenly feeling a bit strange. It was rare for you to be the one who felt embarrassed; you were usually far too confident, maybe even too much for Nikiâs taste.
"I have to go out." Your voice was softer than usual.
Niki narrowed his eyes, studying you. "Oh. With your friends?"
You shook your head. And something in him clicked. A stab of annoyance. He straightened up, studying you more closely. "With who then?"
You ran a hand through your hair, lowering your gaze. "With someone."
Niki felt his patience slipping through his fingers. "And who exactly is this someone?"
You hesitated for a second, then murmured a name. A name that meant absolutely nothing to him.
"Heâs in the physics department... heâs in class with Jake."
Niki let out a quiet sigh, crossing his arms over his chest. A damn loser.
The only one who wasnât a complete nerd in that department was Jake, one of his best friends. But the rest? Losers. Period.
He tilted his head slightly, letting his gaze slide over you, over that skirt thatâhe repeated to himselfâwas too short and revealed your beautiful thighs. "And did he ask you out?"
You nodded while spraying your usual sweet honey and vanilla perfume, which drifted into Nikiâs room.
Niki pressed his tongue against the roof of his mouth, trying to ignore the growing irritation. Why the hell was this bothering him so much?
"And you said yes?"
Another hesitation, then a small nod of your head. Niki ran a hand through his hair and smirked, though he wasnât amused at all. "I hope for his sake he knows what heâs doing," he muttered under his breath.
You looked at him, slightly confused. "What does that mean?"
He shrugged. "Nothing, princess. Have fun."
But as you turned to leave, he had already made up his mind about what to do. He didnât like that guy. And he still hadnât figured out if it was because he was a loser... or because he wasnât Niki.
Niki was already lying on his bed, earbuds in his ears and his phone in hand, when he decided to text Jake. Who the hell was that guy who asked you out?
â Hey, do you know the guy Y/n is supposed to go out with?
Jake replied within seconds.
â Yeah, heâs a good guy. We have a few classes together, and heâs solid and does swimming with the university team. Why?
Niki rubbed his face, irritated for no reason. A good guy? A nerd? And a swimmer? That wasnât okay with him at all.
You had always been his. Always.
Not in the sense that you were his girlfriendânot yet, at leastâbut he had always kept an eye on you, teased you, made you mad. He was the one who had watched you grow, the one who took care of you when your parents fought, the one who helped you climb over the tree to get to his room. He was the one who had helped you as a child, countless times, to disinfect your knees full of dirt and rocks. He was the one who knew every one of your insecurities and the one who loved watching you become stronger and more determined. He was the one who always waited for you to come home safe and sound after school, the one who knew exactly what you liked and what you hated.
And now? Now, it seemed like a bunch of guys were constantly around you.
Niki stood up, pushing the curtain aside with two fingers. And thatâs when he saw you.
You were walking down the garden steps.
Your too-short skirt swayed slightly as you walked. Your shiny hair fell softly over your shoulders, and the streetlight made your delicate profile stand out.
But you werenât alone; a guy he had never seen before was waiting near his car. Niki clenched his jaw. No, he didnât like this. Not one bit.
He leaned against the glass, watching every one of your movements with his gaze. He would wait. Because you could go out with every guy in the world⊠but the only one who truly knew what you liked, what you didnât like, and what drove you crazy was him.
And sooner or later, youâd figure it out too.
The night air was cool, but Niki was still warm, sweat slowly trickling down his skin as he dribbled on the basketball court behind the house. The rhythmic sound of the ball against the asphalt helped him release the tension. Tension he didnât want to admit having.
But when he heard the sound of an engine approaching, his dribbling slowed down. His eyes immediately snapped to the road, watching the car stop in front of your house.
Then he saw you get out of the car with grace, your skirt swaying slightly with the wind, and that loser had gotten out too, leaning lightly on the hood of the car. But Niki didnât focus on that. No, he noticed immediately the way your eyes landed on him.
Not on the guy next to you. On him. You slightly lowered your gaze, and even in the shadows, Niki noticed the faint blush warming your cheeks, and a smirk touched his lips.
He had waited for you, of course. You turned to the guy with whom youâd spent a wonderful evening wandering the streets of Seoul, eating street food, and then taking a walk along the banks of the Han River. You gave him a light kiss on the cheek, and with a faint smile, you said, âI have to go.â
The guy looked disappointed, wanting to spend more time with you, but he nodded, knowing youâd have class early the next morning. âIâd love to see you again.â
You nodded softly, watching him wave goodbye from the car as he drove off, but your mind was already elsewhere. Already on him.
You turned and began walking along the edge of the basketball court to reach your house. Niki watched you, his muscles relaxed but his gaze focused, and then, without thinking twice, he bounced the ball hard towards you, stopping it at your feet.
You looked at it for a moment, then bent down to pick it up to throw it back to him. But before you could do that, he moved quickly, standing right in front of you in an instant, too close, with an amused grin, watching you try not to look away from his muscular chest, covered only by a basketball tank top that highlighted all his well-defined muscles. "So, princess... how was the date?"
You lifted your gaze to him, trying to keep a neutral expression. "It went well."
Niki didnât move, continuing to dribble the ball slowly between his hands. "Oh yeah? What did you do?"
You sighed. Why did he always have to stick his nose into everything you did?
"We walked through the streets of downtown Seoul, tried a couple of street foods, then we went for a walk by the river and talked the whole time."
He nodded as if he were analyzing every word you said. "And then?"
"And then he walked me home safely, as you can see."
Niki stopped dribbling the ball. "Did he kiss you? Did he touch you?"
The question caught you off guard, but instead of getting indignant, you couldnât help but laugh. "What kind of questions are those, Nishimura?"
He raised an eyebrow, waiting for your answer.
You crossed your arms and lifted your chin, trying to look more confident than you were. "Of course, he kissed me. It was a date between two people!"
But Niki knew you too well, maybe even too well for your liking.
When you lied, you couldnât hold someoneâs gaze for more than a few seconds. And thatâs exactly what you were doing now, and a smirk touched his lips as he took a step forward. Just one step, and his height completely towered over you. To his eyes, you were so small, so fragile, yet⊠so stubborn.
"Liars."
You swallowed, crossing your arms to create some distance between you and him. "We gave each other a peck. It still counts as a kiss."
Niki tilted his head slightly and started laughing, his gaze dark and intense. But what struck you was the way his fingers brushed against your side, almost absentmindedly, as if you had always belonged to him. He slowly leaned toward you, until his warm breath brushed your skin.
"A peck is not a real kiss." His voice was low, almost a whisper, and you felt your breath catch for a second, your heart racing in your chest.
"The only real kiss you've ever given to anyone was with me."
Then he asked you a question. The one that froze your blood in your veins and made your face burn at the same time.
"Do you remember it?"
You shook your head, and he got even closer, telling you that you werenât good at lying. You could lie to others, but not to him. You told him it had been a long time ago and that you hadnât thought about it (a lie because every day you thought about how he had kissed you last summer in that exact spot on the basketball court), and Niki stroked your cheek with a cheeky smile.
"Are you afraid of kissing someone and finding out that only I can make you shiver and drive you crazy?" he whispered provocatively, his warm breath against your skin.
Your breath caught for a moment. Because it was true, but youâd never admit or show him.
You clenched your fists, trying to control yourself. "You think too highly of yourself, Nishimura." You lifted your chin defiantly. "Next time Iâll kiss that guy, and heâll do it better than you."
Niki's eyes darkened, but you kept going, challenging him. "And just so you know, that time, I didnât feel anything."
You forced yourself to look him straight in the eyes, not looking away. Not letting him know you were lying, but the problem was, he already knew.
Niki moved even closer to you, his warm breath grazing your face. His eyes were locked onto yours, intense, dark, almost hypnotic. He cupped your face in his hands, his thumb gently caressing your cheek, and without giving you time to think, his lips pressed against yours.
The kiss was a mixture of sweetness and possession. His lips moved slowly at first as if savoring each second, but then it deepened, becoming more intense. His hands slid down your neck, brushing you with a gentleness that contrasted with the firmness of his kiss. You rose onto your toes, your hands gripping his shoulders, eager to feel more, to pull him as close as possible.
His hands slid from your waist down your back before pulling you slightly closer. Then, one of his hands moved to your ass, pressing you against him, and your breasts rested against his chest. You let out a small moan at the contact of his body so close to yours. His teeth grazed your lower lip, teasingly, and you parted your lips slightly in protestâjust enough for him to slide his tongue against yours. You felt him smile.
Your heart was pounding wildly, your knees slightly buckling, but Niki held you up, his fingers gripping your waist firmly. When he finally pulled away, that familiar arrogant smirk appeared on his still-wet lips.
âWell, letâs see if you donât remember it now⊠and, more importantly, what you felt,â he said in a bold, provocative tone.
You couldnât respondâyou were still dazed from the kiss. Your heartbeat was so loud you were sure he could hear it. Before you could even think of a comeback, Niki turned around and walked into the house, leaving you thereâbreathless and with trembling legs.
You ran to your room, your face burning, and slammed your windows shut. You didnât want to see him again, not after what had just happened. Throwing yourself onto your bed, your heart still racing, your mind was a complete mess. You lifted a hand, brushing your fingers over your lips, replaying that kiss in your head. So intense. So overwhelming. Damn it, he was driving you insane. How was it possible? Out of all the guys in the world⊠why him?
At university, you did everything you could to keep your distance from Niki, avoiding being alone with him. Every time you saw him in the hallways or class, you did your best to avoid his gaze. But somehow, he always seemed to find you with his eyes, as if he knew exactly where you were at all times. It didnât make sense, yet that shiver down your spine, whenever you caught him staring, was undeniable.
That evening, your mothers were overjoyed because Niki had won the basketball championship. To celebrate, they had given him the house to throw a party. Initially, you had no intention of going, but your mom insisted, and your friends eventually convinced you to come along.
So, in the end, you agreedâbut with a little revenge of your own: you would bring the guy you had been casually dating. It wasnât anything serious, but it was the perfect opportunity to show Niki that his presence did not affect you.
You arrived at the party with your "date," laughing with your friends, trying to seem as carefree as possible. But the moment you stepped into Nikiâs house, his eyes landed on you instantly. He studied you closely, his gaze sharp, before shifting his attention to the guy beside you.
And just like that, his expression changed.
For a brief second, his usual smug smile disappearedâonly to be replaced by a playful smirk. But his eyes? His eyes told a different story.
He wasnât taking this well. Not at all.
The house was packed, music blasting through the walls, yet the only thing you felt was the weight of his stare on you. You told yourself it didnât matter. It shouldnât matter. And yet, a shiver ran down your spine when you saw him exchange a few words with his friends before turning his gaze back to youâlike he was already planning something.
Later, you found yourself with your friends and Nikiâs group, watching him play beer pong. He was good. Obviously.
You enjoyed watching them, laughing along with the others. But after a while, you felt the need to step away.
"I'm going to the bathroom," you told your friends and the guy you had come with.
There were two bathrooms in Nikiâs houseâone downstairs, but it was packed with people. Instinctively, you went upstairs to the one in his room.
You had been in his room countless times as kids, but it had been a while since the last time. Looking around, your eyes landed on something on his deskâa jar full of small pebbles. The same ones he used to throw at your window to distract you while you were studying, to annoy you while you were reading, or when you were getting ready. A small smile tugged at your lips, and you let out a chuckle.
"What a control freak."
You went into the bathroom but when you stepped out⊠Niki was there, lying on his bed, watching you walk out of his bathroom.
Your heart jumped into your throat, and instinctively, you brought a hand to your chest. "Are you insane?! You scared the hell out of me, you idiot!"
He didnât move. He didnât stop looking at you. A lazy smirk framed his lips as he ran a hand through his hair.
"Did you enjoy yourself in there? Need anything? Or did you just come to snoop around my room, princess?"
"I have no interest in snooping through your room." You shoved your hands into the pockets of your denim skirt, trying to appear indifferent. "Iâve been here plenty of times, remember?" You tried to leave, but the door wouldnât open, you froze. It was locked.
You rolled your eyesâwhy, why hadnât you just waited in line for the main bathroom?
Slowly, you turned back to face him, crossing your arms. "Why is it locked?" you asked, your voice a mix of annoyance and curiosity.
Niki watched you for a moment before sitting up on the edge of his bed.
"Why did you bring that loser with you?"
You burst out laughing. "Wait⊠are you jealous?"
He tilted his head slightly, his dark gaze locked onto you.
"And if I was?" Your smile faltered for just a second. Your heart pounded.
Niki stood up from the bed, moving at an exasperatingly slow pace, and damnâhe was even taller now. Even more muscular. In the blink of an eye, you found yourself trapped between him and the door.
It was a game. Just like always. He pushed, and you pushed back. Neither of you wanted to back down. But this time, the air felt different.
Heavy. Electric. Niki looked down at you, amusement flickering in his gaze. A smirk tugged at the corner of his lips.
"Do you expect me to believe you like him?"
You lifted your chin, refusing to give him the satisfaction. "Better him than someone who thinks heâs a god just because he can play basketball."
He let out a low chuckle, leaning down just enough for his breath to brush against your skin.
"You like provoking me, huh?"
"And you like being provoked." You crossed your arms over your chest, trying to compose yourself, but Niki just laughed softly, shaking his head.
"Youâre so small." His eyes roamed over you, shining with amusement. "And damn beautiful when youâre angry."
You rolled your eyes, determined not to fall for his words.
"Iâm not falling for it, Nishimura."
He braced a hand against the door, leaning even closer.
"You already did. Twice." His smirk was confident. Cocky. "Tell meâwho's the only one thatâs ever kissed you? Only me. Your whole life."
Your jaw clenched, hating that it was true. Hating even more that he knew it.
"The guy I came with kissed me too," you said, lifting your chin in defiance. His eyebrows raised for a second. Then, he laughed.
"That loser?" He shook his head, clearly amused. "You gave him a peck on the lips, Y/n. That wasnât a real kiss."
He moved in closer, so close his lips were just a breath away from yours.
"And I bet you didnât feel anything. I bet he doesnât drive you crazy the way I do. I bet he knows nothing about you. And I bet the only reason you brought him here was to mess with meâto get under my skin."
You opened your mouth to argue, but you didnât get the chance.
Without a second thoughtâwithout giving you a chance to escapeâhe cupped your face in his hands and crashed his lips onto yours.
His kiss was possessive. Confident. A kiss that told you, without words, that you were his. That no one else could have you.
And you⊠you didnât stop him. Your breath came in ragged gasps as your arms instinctively wrapped around his body, your fingers gripping his shirt like it was the only thing keeping you grounded.
He was too much. Too close. Too intense. And yet⊠you didnât want to pull away.
A low groan escaped from his lips as he felt you hold him tighter, and his grip on your face became stronger. "Youâre driving me crazy." His voice was husky, loaded with something that made your back shiver. " Since you kissed me this summer for a fucking bet."
You were breathless when his lips left yours and fell down your neck. Her mouth was hot, and pushy and a shiver ran through your body when you felt your tongue touch your skin before he sucked it slightly, leaving you breathless. He wanted to hear you say what he already knew.
"Tell me itâs the same for you." His voice was a whisper against your skin. "Tell me you donât think of anything else, or Iâll stop."
But he didnât stop. You clenched your teeth, trying to fight that overwhelming feeling but then you felt him sucking your neck.
A groan escaped from your lips before you could stop it, and without even thinking about it, you admitted it.
"The same goes for me."
A low growl vibrated in his chest. "I knew it." And without losing a moment, he lifted you from the ground and a small cry escaped you as you were in the air, your legs squeezing around his waist by instinct, and within seconds you were in his bed, on his lap.
His hands were everywhere and his mouth on your neck became more voracious, more hungry. As if he never had enough.
"Damn you, princess."
Niki kept kissing you, his warm and hungry lips moving along your neck, slowly descending to the collarbones. His touch sent shivers down your back, his light bite made your breath tremble.
"Niki..." you groaned, feeling too sensitive to his attentions.
He laughed softly, his warm breath against your skin. "Youâre so responsive, baby."
His big hands slipped under your top, the soft fabric that lifted as his fingertips caressed your skin. He paused for a moment, looking into your eyes, and the heart beating like a madman-yearbook.
A satisfied grin painted on his lips. "Raise your arms."
You did it without thinking about it, and he slowly pulled off your top, leaving you in a bra before him.
"Good girl, good girl."
The phrase struck you more than you wanted to admit, and before you could say anything, Niki lowered his head and left a kiss on your forehead.
A sweet gesture. So different from how he had always been with you yet when he looked down and saw your pink and blue bra, delicate, perfectly good girl mischievous smirk curled his lips.
"Typical of you." He laughed softly, shaking his head. "So innocent even in the details, huh?"
His fingers touched the light lace, teasing you without haste, playing with you, provoking you as always.
"You already have buds so hard." His voice went down, husky. "I wonder what they would be like under my tongue..."
A shiver ran through your back, but you werenât the only one playing.
With a daring smile, you grabbed the edge of his sweatshirt and pulled it off, even taking off his shirt in one gesture.
And, damn it. His abs were sculpted. His V-line was so defined that it looked like drawn.
Hours and hours spent in the gym and on the basketball field had done their job and you bit your lip, fingers touching his chest without shame. "You spend more time training than studying, huh?" you teased, your provocative tone.
Niki raised an eyebrow, a funny flash in her dark eyes. "Itâs obviously worth it since you canât stop looking at me."
You laughed and lowered yourself slightly, your lips touching the warm skin of his neck. You felt Niki hold his breath for a second, before letting slip a little sound of pleasure.
You smiled at each other. You had found its weak point and there was no longer any hesitation on your part. You sucked it gently, letting your tongue caress that precise spot before just nibbling.
"Damnation, Y/N." His voice was husky, charged with something that made your back shiver.
He took you by the chin, forcing you to look at it. "I never would have expected that from you."
You raised an eyebrow, enjoy it. "If you know me from birth doesnât mean you know everything about me."
He tilted his head slightly and laughed, slid his fingers down your back, the light but possessive touch. "Then I want to find out your every secret."
Your hands trembled slightly as you caressed his abs. Damn, it was perfect and you bit your lip, then, without thinking too much, you pushed it slightly.
Niki dropped backward, leaning on her elbows, looking down at you with a mix of curiosity and fun. " Interesting."
You stooped down again, your lips leaving a kiss trail along his chest, then even lower, touching the sculpted abs that moved slightly under your touch.
As your gaze lowered again, you noticed a thin line of hair running from the navel down to the pants.
Your breath stopped for a moment, and Niki noticed it immediately.
"Did you get stuck, princess?" His voice was a mixture of teasing and sweetness.
The blush went up to your cheeks, but before he could say anything else, you looked into his eyes and decided to give him back the game.
"Perhaps." You smiled, bowing your head. "But maybe not."
Niki ran his tongue over his lips, his eyes darkening more and more. "Mmh, then letâs see how far youâll go."
You continued that torture of kisses from the navel to the edge of his pants. You felt his abs twitch slightly under your touch, while his breathing became slower and more controlled.
"You can take them off if you want."
His voice was low, loaded with something that made you warm up to your cheeks and for a moment you performed, then you reached out your hands and with an uncertain movement pulled the pants off.
He was the classic boy who wore Supreme boxers, black and essential. You didnât know why, but that thing hit you and Niki noticed it immediately.
"Did you get stuck again, princess?" You looked at him, biting the inside of your cheek. He knew very well that you had never done anything like this.
For a moment, his smirk softened, and leaned towards you, lifting your chin slightly with two fingers. "Lie down."
You didnât perform. He was the only person in the world you couldnât say no to.
You lay down on his bed, your heart beating like crazy. Niki stood over you, leaning on an elbow to look at you better.
With a slow gesture, he swiped his fingers down your thigh until he unbuttoned the button on your denim skirt, slid it off, and stopped. He whistled quietly and only then you realized that you were wearing a matching blue lace outfit.
Your instinct was to close your legs, but Niki wouldnât let you.
He laid a hand on your thigh, stopping you. His touch was light, but at the same time authoritative.
"For whom did you wear it?" he asked, his eyes glistening with amusement. You felt yourself warm up to your ears. You tried to find a quick answer.
"I... only have matching outfits." He raised an eyebrow. "Do you collect them?"
You looked away, embarrassed, and whistled softly to deflect the question and Niki laughed, a low, deep sound. A sound that made your back shiver.
He ran his tongue over his lips, then slowly slid a finger along the lace edge of your panties and leaned down near your ear, his breath touching your skin.
"Youâre so innocent." His voice was a whisper, a promise. "And thatâs why I have an insane desire to ruin you."
Niki bowed slightly to you, his gaze full of curiosity and desire. His fingers touched the thin fabric of your panties and a shiver ran down your back. The feeling was strangely new, different from the lonely intimacy you were used to.
"Tell me, have you ever touched yourself?" His voice was low, intriguing.
You looked down in embarrassment but replied with a slight nod.
"And how do you do it?" he insisted, with a smirk on his lips. Swallows, cheeks burning. "Usually when I read... or sometimes I look at myself..."
Niki laughed softly, amused by your hesitation. "Watching you? Do you mean watching porn?"
You covered your face with your hands, trying to hide the embarrassment. "S-yes..." you admitted, almost in a whisper.
He tilted his head to one side, looking at you with bright eyes. "And did you touch yourself as you looked at them?"
You annule weakly, feeling the heart pounding in your chest.
"Have you ever come?" His voice became lower, more persuasive.
You shook your head, unable to lie and a smug smile bowed his lips. "Then you are not as innocent as everyone thinks."
With a firm tug, he took off your panties, leaving you exposed to his watchful eye. He whistled softly as if to underline his admiration.
"Look here... Youâre already wet. Just for me, right?"
His statement made you shiver, and before you could answer, you felt the light touch of his fingers on your clitoris. A choked moan escaped from your lips as he drew small circles slow and provocative.
"Fingers or tongue?" he asked with a funny smirk.
"D-fingers..." you replied, unable to formulate a complete sentence.
Without hesitation, he slid a finger into you, exploring you with slow and precise movements. You felt overwhelmed by the sensation, the warmth of his touch sending waves of pleasure through your body.
"So tight and so excited... Only for me. And no other boy."
His words hit you deep down, a mixture of desire and possessiveness that you had never experienced before.
You breathe in between the sighs, your body tense as he increases his pace, making you feel sensations that you had never felt before. But he was not content to see you lose control so easily. His more possessive, more dominant part took over.
"By tonight you will have erased that guyâs number," he whispered decisively as he added a second finger without warning, making you sigh louder. " I donât want to hear about it anymore. Understand?"
Your hands clung to his long hair, pulling it slightly as pleasure clouded your mind. "S-yes..." groaning.
He slowed down the movement, pressing with his fingers, keeping you suspended on that thin line between desire and the desperate need to reach orgasm. "Yes, what?"
His tone demanded a clear answer, and the need for liberation made you give in completely. "I will delete the number!" you cried out. " Thereâs only you... only you, Niki!"
A smug grin formed on his face before she slightly pinched your clitoris. The pleasure exploded in you with an unexpected force and you came between his fingers with small puffs and groans, your body trembling as he kept tickling you, prolonging your pleasure.
"Good girl," he whispered, kissing you languidly, her tone still loaded with possession. "Now you know who you belong to, donât you?"
And you, still gasping in his arms, knew that there was no one else but him. Niki lay down in front of you, holding his elbows, and you, between your sighs, caressed his cheek whispering with a trembling voice:
"Do not make me suffer." He took your delicate hands between his own, sensing the slight trembling, and with a sweet but at the same time mischievous smile guided her into his boxer shorts.
We donât have to do it if you donât feel like it," he whispered, but his eyes were betraying an almost uncontrollable desire.
You looked him straight in the eyes, feeling the heartbeat in his chest.
"I know that I will only lose my virginity with you. With no one else." Your words were a truth you had never spoken out loud before.
Niki was shocked for a moment, taken aback by your sincerity. He couldnât stand you - or at least thatâs what heâd always told himself - but the truth was that he had been obsessed with you for years, ever since you were little. The thought that you were only his made him crazy.
"Take them off," he ordered with a hoarse whisper, referring to his boxers.
You performed, with a mixture of excitement and nervousness.
Its length was long, full, and slightly edged by a few transparent drops. You performed for a second, then reached out and touched him shyly.
With an uncertain movement, but instinctive, you strolled along your center and an involuntary groaning escaped from your lips. The heat of his skin against you was a new, intense, almost overwhelming experience. You had never let anything in before, and the idea that he was the first one made you burn from within, a mixture of fear, excitement, and uncontrollable desire.
Niki kissed you lovingly, his lips moving slowly and hot on yours, while his hands explored your body with a sweetness that made you tremble. You took your hands off his cock and wrapped them around his neck, pressing against him with desire. He pushed himself slightly inside you, and a little moan slipped from your lips as you felt your body adapt to him. Your eyes were pinching slightly, and Niki noticed it immediately.
"I want to hear you..." he whispered in a husky voice, stroking your hair and looking at you with those dark eyes full of desire. You looked at him biting your lower lip and moaned: "Move, please..."
He pulled out almost completely and then pushed back in, this time deeper, with a slow but intense rhythm. You tortured his biceps with your fingers, sinking your nails slightly into his warm skin, while at each thump your voice became quivering and wheezing.
At first, he was kind to you, attentive to your every reaction, but when he felt your body give in completely to pleasure, his cheeky and dominant side took over.
"Fuck... who knew my good girl could take my dick so well?" whispered near your ear, nibbling at your lobe and leaving you shivering down your back. "You like it, donât you? Youâre all open to me, tight and wet only for me. Say it."
You felt yourself blazing at its dirty and possessive tone, but at the same time sweet, as if every word was designed to make you feel desired and loved.
"S-yeah... just for you..." moaning softly, squeezing him with your legs around his hips, wanting him even closer.
He let his tongue run down your neck, going down the collarbone as he increased the rhythm of the thrusts. His hands held you firmly by your hips, guiding you as they moved within you with an almost brutal passion.
"Good... thatâs what you do. Youâre so fucking tight to me..." he panted, slightly increasing the pace, making your head bend backward for pleasure. " You should see yourself... youâre a sight to behold as you take my cock."
Every word made you melt more and more, you felt your body react to every provocation, and each touch made you want more. Niki noticed it and with a mischievous smile kissed you with even more passion, biting slightly your lower lip before whispering: "From today you are only mine, understood? No one else will make you feel that way."
Niki increased the pace, sinking inside you with an intensity that made you completely lose control.
The pleasure climbed up your back like an unstoppable fire, and your groans melted with the sound of his husky voice. " Youâre almost there, arenât you?" you whispered in your ear, with a satisfied grin. "I can hear it from the way you squeeze around me... Christ, you are made to take me like this."
His words made you shiver, and when his thumb landed on your swollen clitoris, a wave of pure pleasure swept over you. Your body tense, your mouth opened in a choked scream as the orgasm hit you hard. Niki did not stop, anxious to reach you, and with some deep push and a muffled growl, sank completely inside of you.
"Where do you want me to come?" he whispered, the irregular breath against your skin wet with sweat.
Without hesitation, among the spasms of pleasure that still ran through your body, whispered with a thread of voice: "Inside... I take the pill."
A flash of dark desire went through his eyes, and with a last, powerful dash, he let go inside you. You felt his warm seed fill you, as he held you as if he never wanted to let go. He slowed down the pace, savoring every moment, the heavy breath against your skin as he tried to recover.
Then, without warning, you whispered words that made you jump more than the rest of the night. "Fuck... I think Iâve fallen in love with you."
You looked at him with wide eyes, the heart that seemed to explode in your chest. The cheeky, self-confident Niki now looked vulnerable, as if that confession had slipped through his fingers. He, embarrassed by your silence, hid his face in the groove of your neck and squeezed you even harder.
You couldnât help but smile, even if the blush set your cheeks on fire. With a trembling but sincere voice, you replied: "Deep down... I think Iâve always been in love with you."
Niki rose slightly, his eyes chained to yours. With an unexpected delicacy, he ran his fingers through your wet hair and touched your face as if he were afraid to break you. Then, with a smile that was a mixture of arrogance and affection, he kissed you on the forehead and added with a mischievous smirk: "So the good girl had a thing for the bad boy? Who would have thought..."
He gave you another little pinch on your side, making you laugh as he sat down next to you, wrapping you in the warmth of his body. And at that moment, between the still tangled sheets and the busy breaths, you realized there was nowhere else I wanted to be but in Nikiâs arms.
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ê© .á in a hopeful attempt to show your ex of three years that you're moving on, you turn to sim jaeyun, aka hybeâs most popular jock, with expectations that heâll boost your status in your school's social hierarchy. only problem is, jake's gone 18 years without dating, so how do you get him to up his game for his first real girlfriend? this certainly was not on your bucket list!
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nicest guy: 33. the premiere
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Youâre still adjusting your dress in the mirror when thereâs a knock at your door. Three short taps, casual but expectant. You already know who it is. You smooth your hands down the fabric one last time, inhaling deeply before opening the door.
Jake stands there, leaning against the doorframe with his hands in his pockets, dressed in an all-black suit that fits him almost unfairly well. His hair is styled just enough to look effortless, and the way heâs looking at you, all wide eyes and slow grin, makes your stomach flip.
âFuck. Wow.â His voice is almost reverent, his gaze dragging over you from head to toe. âYou look insane. Like, actually. This should be illegal.â
You cross your arms, leaning against the doorframe just to make things difficult for him. âAnd what are you gonna do about it?â
Jakeâs grin sharpens, his dimples showing as he leans in slightly, his voice dropping. âI can think of a few things.â
Your heart stutters for a second, but you keep your expression unimpressed. âYeah? Too bad we have somewhere to be.â
âFive minutes wonât kill anyone,â he argues, slipping past you with ease, closing the door behind him. He barely gives you time to react before his hands find your waist, pulling you in like itâs the most natural thing in the world. His cologne is distracting, all warmth and spice, and his lips are just close enough to be dangerous.
âYouâre trouble,â you murmur, your hands finding his shoulders.
âI could say the same about you.â
And then he kisses you, slow and teasing at first, before he deepens it, his fingers pressing into your back like heâs trying to memorize the feeling of you. He tastes like mint and something sweeter, something distinctly Jake, and itâs so easyâtoo easyâto melt into him.
But you donât, not fully. You pull back, breathless, pressing a finger to his chest. âJake.â
âMm?â His lips chase yours like heâs not done yet.
âWe have to go.â
He exhales dramatically, resting his forehead against yours for a second before finally pulling away. âFine. But only because I donât want Niki to yell at me for being late.â
The hotel ballroom where the premiere is being held is overwhelming the second you step inside. Warm lighting, sleek decor, champagne flutes in every direction. The kind of event where everyone is too cool to be fazed by the sheer number of celebrities in one place.
Jake keeps a hand on the small of your back as you walk in, like heâs worried you might disappear in the crowd. He greets a few people, nods at some others, but the second he spots Niki, his entire demeanor shifts.
Niki is standing near the center of the room, flanked by Yeonjun and a handful of other people you donât immediately recognize. Heâs holding a drink and talking animatedly, gesturing wildly like heâs in the middle of the most important story of his life. The second he sees you and Jake, his face lights up.
âThere you are!â He waves you over, practically bouncing on his heels. âFinally. Thought you guys were gonna ditch me.â
âYou think Iâd miss this?â Jake grins, clapping a hand on Nikiâs shoulder. âBig night, man.â
Niki gestures to the chaos around him. âYeah, itâs pretty fucking insane. I saw Taylor Swift like ten minutes ago and almost passed out.â
You blink. âWait, sheâs actually here?â
âOf course she is, dude. It's her movie.â Niki shrugs. âShe's probably somewhere being cooler than all of us combined.â
Jake stands beside you, his hand resting lightly on your back as the party swirls around you. The room is a blur of sequins, designer suits, and industry elites, but his attention is locked on you.
Sunoo arrives first, all bright energy and perfectly styled hair, Gigi right beside him in a dress that probably costs more than your rent. Woonhak follows, looking vaguely overwhelmed but excited. âOh my God, there he is,â Sunoo gasps dramatically. âThe man of the hour.â
Jake laughs. âYou mean Niki? Pretty sure heâs the man of the hour.â
âNo,â Gigi corrects. âHe means you.â
âYeah,â Sunoo adds, pointing between you and Jake. âWeâve been hearing a lot about you.â
Jake gives you a playful glance. âAll good things, I hope?â
Jake, ever the charmer, is unfazed. He chats with them easily, slipping into the conversation like heâs always been part of your world. You watch as he makes them laugh, throwing in casual compliments and effortlessly winning them over.
After a few minutes, you catch sight of Jungwon and Jay arriving. âIâm gonna go say hi to them,â you tell Jake, placing a hand on his arm. âIâll be right back.â
He nods, squeezing your fingers briefly. âDonât take too long.â
You weave through the crowd toward Jungwon and Jay, both looking effortlessly put together. Jungwon spots you first, his face lighting up. When you reach them, your brother pulls you into a quick hug. âWe had a tie problem.â His gaze turns to Jay, who is silently laughing.
You glance toward the bar. âI was actually about to grab a drink. You guys want anything?â
Jay shakes his head. âSunghoon already went to get ours.â
Of course he did.
You nod, excusing yourself before heading toward the bar. As you approach, you spot Sunghoon leaning against the counter, one hand resting casually on the surface while the other holds a drink. His suit fits perfectly, sharp lines and effortless confidence, the deep navy fabric complementing his complexion in a way that makes your thoughts stray into dangerous territory. The open collar of his dress shirt reveals just enough skin to make you swallow harder than youâd like, and the sleek styling of his hair only sharpens the cocky smirk he wears when he notices you approaching.
âWhat a coincidence,â he muses, tilting his glass slightly in your direction. âYou following me, sweetheart?â
You roll your eyes, masking the way your pulse quickens. âYou wish.â
He tilts his head, letting his gaze drag over you in that slow, deliberate way that makes your skin heat. âMaybe I do.â
Your throat goes dry, but you refuse to let it show. âShouldnât you be taking those drinks back to your friends?â
He smirks, swirling the liquid in his glass lazily. âThey can wait. Besides, looks like you could use a distraction.â
You scoff, leaning against the bar beside him, trying not to focus on how close he is. âYou think youâre that distracting?â
Sunghoon leans in slightly, his voice dropping to that infuriatingly smooth register that always makes the air between you shift. âI know I am.â
You hate that heâs right. But you hate even more how much you donât want to walk away.
He studies you for a moment before raising a brow. âSo, howâs Jake?â
The question catches you off guard, but you recover quickly. âHeâs talking to Sunoo, Giselle, and Woonhak.â You pause, then glance at him knowingly. âYou know, since he invited you here and all.â
His smirk deepens, eyes flickering with something unreadable. âYeah. Generous of him, donât you think?â
You nod, watching him carefully. âI like that you two are getting close again.â
Sunghoon hums, taking a slow sip of his drink before setting the glass down. Then, he looks at you with that familiar glint of mischief in his eyes. âOf course you like it. Youâre the reason for it.â He pauses, tilting his head slightly. âOr did you already forget what happened on Super Bowl night?â
Your breath catches for half a second, but you school your expression, refusing to give him the reaction he wants. Instead, you shift your gaze across the room, scanning the crowdâand thatâs when you see Jake.
Heâs leaning against a tall table, still engaged in conversation, but his eyes are locked onto you and Sunghoon. Thereâs something in the way heâs watching, the curve of his lips somewhere between amused and possessive. It sends a shiver down your spineânot quite jealousy, but not entirely something else, either.
The bartender slides your drink in front of you, breaking the tension. You take the glass, turning back to Sunghoon with a tight-lipped smile. âI should get back.â
His smirk lingers, as if he knows exactly why youâre leaving so quickly. âSure. Wouldnât want to keep your boyfriend waiting.â You ignore the way your stomach tightens at his words, turning on your heel and walking away before you do something reckless.
You return to Jake, finding him standing with Heeseung, Beomgyu, and Soobin near the edge of the party. The three of them are deep in an animated discussion, and you barely get a word in before Beomgyu clutches Soobinâs shoulder like heâs delivering the most important information of the night.
âDude, I swear to God, we just went to the bathroom and Tom Holland was in there,â Beomgyu says, eyes wide.
Soobin nods in solemn agreement. âHe was washing his hands like a normal person. It was surreal.â
âWas he British?â Heeseung asks, raising an eyebrow.
Beomgyu stares at him. âBro, of course he was British, what kind of questionââ
âI mean, did he sound British in real life?â Heeseung clarifies, crossing his arms.
âI didnât hear him talk. But he had the British stance,â Soobin supplies, as if that explains everything.
âWhat the hell is a British stance?â Jake finally asks, chuckling.
Beomgyu waves his hand dismissively. âYou wouldnât get it.â
At this point, the conversation takes a sharp turn as Heeseung squints at Soobin. âOkay, but real questionâwhoâs the best Spider-Man? Because I already know your dumbass answer.â
Soobin gasps. âTobey Maguire is objectively the bestââ
âOh my God, here we go,â Beomgyu groans, pinching the bridge of his nose.
âYouâre actually delusional if you think Andrew Garfield wasnât the best,â Heeseung counters.
Jake laughs, slipping an arm around your waist and pulling you slightly closer as they keep arguing. He leans in, his voice a warm murmur in your ear, âYou wanna get out of here?â
Your breath hitches for half a second, but you play it cool, tilting your head slightly. âYouâre feeling bold tonight.â
He smirks. âYou have that effect on me.â
Before you can respond, Beomgyu suddenly turns back to you both, looking horrified. âWaitâJake, donât tell me you think Tom Holland is the best Spider-Man.â
Jake doesnât even glance at him. âI think Y/N and I are leaving.â
Soobin gasps. âCOWARD.â
You laugh, letting Jake steer you toward the exit, ignoring the continued chaos behind you. His hand is firm on your lower back, fingers pressing lightly as he guides you through the crowd, a silent reminder of his presence. The party hums around youâmusic pulsing, glasses clinking, voices overlapping in an endless sea of conversationâbut it all fades into the background as you step into the crisp night air. The smoking area is nearly empty, just a few scattered guests lingering near the edge, their quiet conversations drowned out by the distant bass from inside. The air is laced with the faint scent of cigarettes and expensive cologne, but all you can focus on is Jake, who wastes no time in pulling you closer by the waist.
âYou okay?â he murmurs, his voice smooth and low against your ear. His lips graze the sharp line of your jaw, not quite kissing, just enough to send a shiver down your spine.
âIâm fine,â you reply, though your breath hitches slightly when he finally presses a kiss there, just below your ear.
âYeah?â He pulls back just enough to look at you, a smirk playing at the corners of his lips. âYou donât seem fine.â
You roll your eyes, though itâs half-hearted. âYou just like messing with me.â
âMaybe.â His hands tighten around your waist, his thumbs pressing into your sides. âOr maybe I just like you.â
Your heart skips a beat, but you play it cool. âOh yeah? How much?â
Jake tilts his head, pretending to think. âMm, a lot.â His lips find your jawline again, kissing along it slowly, savoring every inch. âLike, wanna-be-around-you-all-the-time a lot. Like, think-youâre-the-coolest-person-here a lot.â
You hum softly, enjoying the warmth of Jakeâs touch, the way his fingers trace absentminded circles against your waist. But thereâs something deeper lingering between you, something you canât ignore.
âJake,â you say quietly, tilting your head up to look at him properly. âCan I ask you something? Like, for real?â
He pulls back slightly, his gaze warm and steady. âOf course.â
You hesitate for a moment, chewing on your bottom lip before finally speaking. âWhat⊠what exactly is this? You and me.â
Jake blinks, as if the question catches him off guard, but then a small, knowing smile tugs at the corner of his lips. âI donât know if I have the perfect answer for that,â he admits. âBut I know that I really like getting to know you. I like how things feel when Iâm with you. And I donât wanna push you into anythingâyouâve got a lot going on, I get that. But I like where we are right now.â His fingers tighten slightly on your waist, grounding, reassuring. âI like this... whatever this is.â
Your heart stumbles slightly at his words, the sincerity behind them. You nod, letting the moment settle, before shifting slightly. âCan I ask you one more thing?â
Jake grins. âDamn, two in a row? Should I be nervous?â
You roll your eyes but donât take the bait. Instead, you inhale deeply, forcing yourself to meet his gaze. âWhy donât you get mad about Sunghoon? About him being around?â
Jake exhales a quiet laugh, running a hand through his hair. âYou wanna know the truth?â
âThatâd be nice.â
He leans against the railing, still holding onto you like heâs unwilling to let you go. âItâs not the first time this has happened with me and Sunghoon.â
Your brows lift. âSeriously?â
Jake nods. âYeah. Weâve had this⊠I donât know what to call it. This rivalry? Competition? Whatever it is, itâs not new. But itâs never been like this before.â
âLike this how?â
His thumb brushes against your hip, gentle, thoughtful. âItâs never been with someone like you.â
Your breath catches slightly. âWhat does that mean?â
Jake chuckles, shaking his head. âIt means you make it different. You make it feel less like a fight and more likeâ I donât know. Like a game we donât mind playing.â He pauses, tilting his head. âAnd I think itâs because I respect you. I know youâre gonna do whatever you want in the end, and I trust that. AndâŠâ He grins, eyes glinting with something playful. âI like it. I like the chase. I like having to work for you.â
Your heart squeezes at his words, warmth creeping up your neck. âYouâre really not jealous?â
âOh, Iâm jealous,â he admits, laughing. âBut Iâm not bitter. Not when itâs you.â
For a second, you canât think of anything to say. So you donât. Instead, you reach up, tangling your fingers in the fabric of his jacket and pulling him down into a kiss. Jake reacts instantly, hands sliding up your back, pulling you closer, until thereâs barely any space left between you. His lips move against yours with an easy certainty, like heâs trying to tell you everything he just said all over againâwithout words, just the heat of his touch, the press of his body against yours. You feel the way he deepens the kiss, his fingers tightening slightly at your waist, like he wants to make sure you donât slip away. And you donât want to.
You let yourself sink into him, your hands gripping the lapels of his jacket, holding him there like heâs the only thing anchoring you to the moment. The world outside the two of you feels distant, a blur of cigarette smoke and the muffled voices. Itâs just Jake, his lips warm and insistent against yours, his breath fanning across your cheek as he tilts his head to kiss you deeper, as if he wants to taste every inch of you.
Then reality nudges at the back of your mind, and you remember where you are.
You break the kiss, just barely, your breath mingling with his. âJake,â you murmur, voice slightly unsteady. âWeâre still in public.â
His lips barely leave your skin as he hums in response, pressing a quick kiss to the corner of your mouth. âSo?â
You huff a quiet laugh, raising an eyebrow. âSo, people are watching.â
Jake exhales a soft chuckle, completely unfazed. âGood,â he murmurs, dipping his head lower, his lips brushing against your jaw, then lower, trailing down the column of your neck. His voice is a low, amused whisper against your skin. âI like when people watch.â
His words send a shiver down your spine, your fingers tightening in the fabric of his jacket. Thereâs something reckless about the way he says it, something bold, unbotheredâlike heâs perfectly happy letting the whole world see that youâre his.
Youâre about to retort, maybe call him insane, maybe tell him to shut up and keep kissing you, but thenâyour gaze drifts past his shoulder.
And your stomach twists.
Across the smoking area, near the edge where the neon glow fades into shadows, Sunghoon is standing with some girl. Heâs not kissing her, but heâs leaning in way too close, his posture relaxed, effortlessâlike this isnât even something he has to think about. Like itâs second nature to him.
Sheâs smiling, twirling a strand of her hair between her fingers as she looks up at him, hanging onto whatever heâs saying. And heâs looking at her the way he looks at anyone heâs about to pull into his orbitâsharp, teasing, eyes glinting with something just shy of a smirk. Heâs angled slightly toward her, their bodies just close enough that if she took half a step forward, theyâd be chest-to-chest. Itâs casual, but you know him well enough to recognize the way his body language shifts when heâs interested in someone.
And then he looks up.
His eyes meet yours, and in an instant, everything sharpens. The noise around you fades, the air between you crackling with something unspoken, something tense. His expression doesnât changeâhe doesnât pull away from the girl, doesnât step back. He just holds your gaze, steady and unreadable, like he knows exactly what heâs doing.
Like heâs daring you to react.
Your pulse kicks up, an unfamiliar mix of emotions rising in your chestâsomething heated, something possessive, something almost irrational. You donât know if itâs anger, annoyance, or something else entirely, but you feel it curling tight in your stomach.
Jake, still oblivious, is kissing along your neck, lips pressing slow, lingering against your skin. His grip on your waist tightens, his voice low. âYouâre thinking too much,â he murmurs, trailing another kiss just below your jaw.
But you barely register his words, barely feel the way heâs touching you. Because your attention is locked on Sunghoon, on the way heâs still looking at you, as if waiting to see what youâll do.
And it makes your blood boil.
The spark of defiance ignites in your chest before the thought even fully forms. You donât hesitate. If Sunghoon wants to play, you can play too.
Without breaking eye contact with him, you tighten your grip on Jakeâs collar and pull him back into a kissâthis time, not soft or teasing, but intense, deliberate. Jake barely has a second to react before heâs melting into you, his hands sliding down your waist, fingers gripping your hips as he presses closer. He exhales a quiet groan against your lips, caught off guard but more than willing to follow your lead.
You tilt your head, deepening it, letting your nails drag lightly against the nape of his neck. The heat between you simmers into something heavier, something heady, and when Jake's fingers dig into your sides in response, you know he's completely lost in it. Good. Thatâs exactly what you need.
Still, even as you lose yourself in the kiss, you keep your awareness sharp, your senses wired. You know Sunghoon is still watching. And when you finally break the kiss, breathless, you make a point of glancing back toward him.
Your stomach twists the moment you do.
The girl beside him is even closer now, pressing into his side, lips trailing along his jawline like sheâs mapping it out with precision. Sunghoon, on the other hand, looks completely unaffected. His expression is unreadableâbored, maybe. Or amused. His arm is lazily slung over the balcony railing, one hand wrapped around his drink, posture relaxed, unbothered. But his eyes?
His eyes are locked onto you.
Thereâs something deliberate in the way he holds your gaze, something slow and heavy, like he knows exactly what youâre trying to doâand heâs daring you to try harder. It makes your pulse spike, anger bubbling beneath your skin, because heâs playing right back, and worseâheâs good at it.
You refuse to let him win.
Turning back to Jake, you grab his wrist and pull him with you, leading him toward a more secluded corner of the smoking area, tucked behind a concrete wall where the lights donât quite reach. Jake follows without question, his grip tightening around your hand, his breath uneven from the kiss.
âWhere are we going?â he murmurs, voice low, eager.
You donât answer. Not yet. Not until you steal one last glance over your shoulder, making sure Sunghoon sees exactly what youâre doing.
You donât wait to see his full reaction, but you catch it anywayâthe smirk pulling at Sunghoonâs lips, lazy and knowing, like heâs completely unfazed by your little game. Like heâs enjoying this just as much as you are. It makes your jaw clench.
But you donât give him the satisfaction of hesitating. You disappear behind the wall with Jake, letting the dim lighting and the thrum of the distant bass swallow you whole.
The second youâre out of sight, Jake tugs you back against him, hands firm on your waist. Heâs still catching his breath, his eyes dark with something unreadableâhalf amusement, half hunger. But thereâs something else there too, something smug, something playful.
âYou know heâs an asshole, right?â His voice is low, teasing, his fingers dipping just beneath the hem of your dress. âAnd you know Iâm so much better than him.â You open your mouth, but before you can say anything, he leans in, lips brushing against the shell of your ear. âBut you just canât help yourself, can you?â
Your stomach flips at the way he says itânot accusing, not jealous, just⊠taunting. Testing you. And you hate how much you like it.
Your lips curl, fingers sliding up his chest, feeling the steady rise and fall of his breathing. âMaybe I just like watching you get all competitive,â you murmur, tilting your head slightly, letting your lips ghost over his jaw. âMaybe I like making you work for it.â
Jake exhales sharply, his grip on you tightening. âYeah?â His voice drops even lower, and before you can respond, he presses his lips to yours again, harder this time.
The kiss is intense, chargedâhis hands tugging you closer, his fingers digging into your hips as he backs you against the cool concrete wall. His lips part against yours, and you let him in, let him deepen it, let him take.
His mouth leaves yours only to trail lower, tracing a slow, deliberate path along your jaw, down to your neck. He finds that spot just beneath your ear and lingers there, lips pressing, tongue flicking, teeth grazing just enough to make you inhale sharply.
âStill thinking about him?â he murmurs against your skin.
You exhale something between a laugh and a breathy sigh, threading your fingers through his hair. âNot even a little.â
Jake chuckles, satisfied, before dipping lower. His lips trace down your collarbone, hot and open-mouthed, like he wants to leave something behindâsome kind of mark, something to remind you who had you here first. His hands explore, one gripping your waist, the other slipping up your back, pressing you flush against him.
Jakeâs grip tightens, his fingers digging into your waist as he presses you further against the cold wall. His kisses turn rougher, more demandingâteeth grazing your lower lip before he tugs at it, swallowing the quiet gasp that escapes you.
"You like this, donât you?" he murmurs, his voice dripping with something dark, something teasing. His hand slides up your side, fingers curling around your ribs as his lips travel back to your neck, biting down just enough to make your breath hitch. "Letting me push you around a little?"
His words send a shiver down your spine, and when he pulls back just enough to look at you, his eyes heavy-lidded, pupils blown, you know youâve both lost track of whoâs playing who. You donât answerânot with words, at least. Instead, you tilt your head, giving him more access, your fingers tightening in his hair as he licks over the spot he just bit. He chuckles against your skin, satisfied, before sucking a bruise into your collarbone.
A soft moan escapes your lips, barely audible, but Jake catches it. His breath stutters for a split second before he exhales sharply, pressing his hips against yours in response. "Shit," he mutters, dragging his teeth over your pulse. "You canât be doing that in my ear, princess. Thatâs not fair."
Before he can say anything else, the buzz of his phone vibrating in his pocket interrupts the moment. He ignores it. You feel it again. A steady vibration, insistent. Jake just groans, mouth still on your skin.
"Jake," you whisper, a little breathless. "Itâs your phone."
"Donât care," he mutters, kissing you again.
You laugh softly, pushing at his chest. "It could be important."
He pulls back just enough to look at you, jaw clenched, clearly annoyed. With a heavy sigh, he digs into his pocket, pulling out his phone. When he sees the caller ID, he groans even louder.
"For fuckâs sake," he mutters before answering. "What?"
You canât hear whatâs being said on the other end, but Jake rolls his eyes. "Bro, are you serious right now? I'mâ" He pauses, glancing at you, then sighs again. "Fine. Iâll be there in a sec."
He hangs up and shoves his phone back into his pocket, looking at you with the most put-out expression. "Itâs Niki. Heâs making a toast or whatever and wants all the guys there."
You snort. "You should goâŠ"
"Yeah." Jake sighs, rubbing a hand down his face before looking at you again. His eyes roam over your slightly disheveled appearance, the faint marks blooming on your collarbone. A smirk tugs at his lips.
You roll your eyes. "I was literally about to fix myself up."
His smirk widens. "Yeah, you better."
You smack his arm, making him laugh. "Shut up," you mutter, turning toward the restroom. "Iâll meet you there."
Jake steps away first, sighing dramatically as he runs a hand through his hair. âBetter hurry up, angel,â he teases over his shoulder. âDonât wanna keep me waiting too long.â
You roll your eyes, watching as he disappears into the crowd before exhaling and smoothing down your outfit. Your body still feels warm, buzzing from everything that just happened, but you shake it off, heading toward a bathroom nearby.
The hallway is quieter here, dimly lit, the noise of the party muffled behind thick walls. You push open the door and step inside, immediately making a beeline for the mirror.
The second you see yourself, you groan, leaning against the counter with both hands. Your lips are swollen, your hair is slightly tousled, and thereâs the faintest hint of red blooming on your collarbone where Jake had been particularly eager.
âMy god,â you mutter, tilting your head to inspect the damage. You press your fingers over the spot, sighing. âGirl, what the fuck are you doing?â
You shake your head, standing up straighter as you start fixing yourself. Running your fingers through your hair, smoothing out your clothes, fixing your lipstick in an attempt to erase the evidence.
Alright. Youâre fine. You take one last breath, steadying yourself.
Then, pushing open the stall door, you step outâ
Sunghoon is leaning against the wall right outside the bathroom, arms crossed, waiting.
His eyes meet yours immediatelyâdark, unreadable. Thereâs a flicker of something behind them, something almost amused, and then his lips quirk up at the corner.
âTook you long enough,â he murmurs.
Your breath catches for a second, your heart still settling from the mess Jake left you in, but you mask it quickly. âWere you waiting for me?â you ask, tilting your head, trying to sound unimpressed.
Sunghoon just shrugs. âMaybe.â You roll your eyes, shifting your weight from one foot to the other, trying to ignore the way heâs looking at youâso casual, so at ease, like he knows exactly what heâs doing. âHaving fun tonight?â he asks, voice smooth as ever.
You lift an eyebrow. âYou tell me,â you counter. âLooked like you were having a great time with that girl.â
His smirk deepens, just a fraction. âYou were watching?â
You scoff, arms crossing over your chest. âYou were standing right there. Kinda hard to miss.â
He hums, tilting his head. âSo, what? You jealous?â
The accusation makes your stomach twist, but you donât let it show. You just let out a short, humorless laugh. âNot even a little.â
Sunghoon chuckles, low and deep. âRight,â he drawls.
You hate the way he says itâlike he doesnât believe you, like he knows better. And maybe he does. Maybe he caught the way your gaze lingered too long, how you clenched your jaw when you saw his arm resting lazily on the balcony railing, completely unfazed by your attempts to get a rise out of him.
You straighten your spine. âYou must be enjoying yourself, though,â you say, voice laced with something just shy of sarcasm. âDidnât look like you were complaining when she was all over you.â
Sunghoon just hums again, taking a slow step toward you. âWouldnât say that,â he muses.
Another step.
Your back hits the wall before you even realize youâre moving, and Sunghoon is right there, hovering just close enough to make your pulse stutter. He doesnât touch you, doesnât do anything more than lean in, but itâs enough. Enough to make the space feel smaller, the air heavier.
âShe was cute,â he admits, voice dropping slightly. âBut I donât even remember her name.â You bite the inside of your cheek, refusing to react. He watches you for a second longer, studying, waiting, and then his lips curve again. âWhat?â he murmurs. âDisappointed?â
Your eyes narrow. âI shouldâve listened when people told me you were trouble.â
Sunghoon tilts his head, feigning curiosity. âOh? And who told you that?â
You shrug, looking away. âPeople.â
He hums, like heâs considering it, then dips his head a little lower, just enough to make you look at him again. âWell,â he says, âtheyâre not wrong.â The words shouldnât make your stomach flip. But they do. âAnd you know that,â he continues, voice quieter now. âYouâve always known that.â
You swallow, lips pressing together. Sunghoonâs smirk grows. âAnd you like it,â he says simply.
Something about the certainty in his voice makes your breath hitch. Like itâs not a question, not even up for debate. Like he knows you too well, has seen the way you react when he talks to you like this, corners you like this. You open your mouth, maybe to argue, maybe to deflect, but he beats you to it.
âYou donât play fair, either,â he murmurs. âThatâs why you pulled Jake like that.â
Your fingers twitch at your sides. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
Sunghoon chuckles, shaking his head. âYeah, you do.â The worst part is that heâs right. And he knows it. The tension stretches between you, thick and charged, but before you can get lost in it completely, something clicks in the back of your mindâJake.
You blink, straightening slightly. âI have to go.â
Sunghoon doesnât move, still caging you in. âBack to him?â You nod. He exhales sharply through his nose, a smirk still lingering on his lips. âOf course you do.â
You lift your chin. âDonât start.â
Sunghoon just lets out a quiet chuckle, finally stepping back, giving you space. âGo ahead,â he says, waving a hand. You roll your eyes, stepping past him, ignoring the way your skin still feels too hot. And as you walk away, you swear you can still hear him laughing.
You make your way back to the party, heart still racing from your conversation with Sunghoon. The music pulses through the air, a mix of laughter and chatter filling the space as you navigate through the crowd.
You spot Jake and Niki at a table surrounded by a group of familiar facesâHeeseung, Beomgyu, Soobin, Woonhak, Jungwon, Jay, Sunoo, Giselle, and Yeonjun. Niki stands up, animatedly gesturing with a drink in hand, clearly in the middle of one of his infamous speeches.
âAnd let me tell you, folks,â Niki booms, âlife is like a pizza! You can have all the toppings in the world, but if the base is soggy, itâs just not gonna work!â The table erupts in laughter, and you canât help but smile. Nikiâs ridiculousness is contagious.
As you reach the table, you lean against it, slipping in beside Jungwon. You rest your head on his shoulder, the comfort of his presence settling your racing thoughts. He glances down at you, an amused glint in his eyes.
Jungwon glances down at you, amusement flickering in his eyes. âYouâve really changed, havenât you, Y/N?â he muses, a smirk tugging at his lips.
You blink up at him, feigning innocence. âWhat do you mean?â
He scoffs, nudging you playfully. âYou just stroll in here, all casual, after⊠whatever that was, and expect me to believe youâre only here for the pizza?â
You roll your eyes, the warmth of your earlier encounter with Sunghoon fading slightly in the comfort of your twinâs teasing. âI came for the pizza and Nikiâs wisdom, obviously,â you reply, trying to sound serious.
Your brother chuckles, shaking his head as he wraps an arm around your shoulders, pulling you in closer. You lean into him, the familiar warmth of his embrace making you feel safe and grounded.
But then your gaze drifts away from your brother and settles on Jake, who is seated next to Heeseung, laughter bubbling up between them. Heâs animated, his eyes sparkling with joy as he jokes around, completely lost in the moment with his friends. Watching him, a wave of warmth washes over you, spreading from your chest to your fingertips.
In that moment, you canât help but think how much you genuinely like him. The realization hits you with a gentle tug at your heart. If only youâd met under different circumstances, perhaps things would have been easier. Maybe you could have shared more moments like this, more laughter, and less confusion. The thought lingers in your mind, and you find yourself smiling softly as you wonder what the future might hold. Who knows? Maybe thereâs a chance for something more between you two.
As if sensing your gaze, Jake looks over at you, a small smile spreading across his face. Itâs the kind of smile that lights up his eyes, a mix of mischief and warmth, as if he knows he wants to be close to you but doesn't want to disrupt the fun he's having with his friends. You feel your cheeks warm at the sight, and for a moment, everything else fades away.
The energy in the room was electric, bodies swaying to the beat, laughter mixing with the music, until Niki broke through the crowd, breathless and wide-eyed. âHeeseung! Jake!â he called out, his excitement palpable. âYouâve got to see this! Whoopi Goldberg is on the dance floor right now!â
The mention of Whoopi had Beomgyu and Soobin leaning in, intrigued. âNo way, are you serious?â Beomgyu asked, his expression shifting to one of genuine curiosity. âWe have to go check that out.â Soobin nodded vigorously, already stepping forward.
Woonhak leaned back in his chair, a lazy grin on his face. âI actually talked to her earlier. She called me âMr. Kim.ââ He delivered the line nonchalantly, but the playful smirk on his face suggested he loved the attention.
Laughter erupted around the group, Jungwon and Jay nearly collapsing with mirth. Even Jake, who typically maintained a cool demeanor, couldnât suppress a chuckle. Just as he opened his mouth to respond, Niki seized his arm, pulling him toward the dance floor. âLetâs go, Jake!â
Watching them go, you felt a warmth spread through you. Jake looked so relaxed, so alive, his laughter ringing out amidst the chaos. It was a joy to see him enjoying himself without a care in the world.
âHey,â Jungwon called, breaking you from your thoughts. âYou wanna dance?â
With that, you followed Jungwon onto the dance floor, Jay, Sunoo, and Giselle close behind. The music pulsed around you, each beat vibrating through your chest. You lost yourself in the rhythm, spinning and laughing, letting the music take over.
Then you felt itâa shift in the atmosphere, something unsettling. You turned slightly, and there he was: Sunghoon, sauntering by with another girl, laughter escaping his lips like it was the soundtrack to your annoyance. The sight hit you hard, a surge of frustration bubbling up as you contemplated âaccidentallyâ tripping him.
But no. You werenât going to let him ruin your night. Not with your friends around, not with the music pumping, and definitely not when Whoopi Goldberg was potentially doing the cha-cha-slide somewhere in this building. You forced a smile, turned back to your friends, and kept dancing, determined to shake off the irritation.
Then, as if the universe was playing a cruel joke, Sunghoonâs eyes locked onto yours. For a fleeting moment, everything around you fell silent, the air thick with tension. He looked as if he wanted to say something, but before he could, the girl beside him pulled him back into their conversation.
You turned away, your jaw clenching. The music and laughter felt distant now, as if you were watching the party unfold through a haze. Jungwon noticed the shift in your mood and leaned closer, concern etching his features. âYou good?â
You nodded, forcing a smile that didnât quite reach your eyes. âYeah, Iâm fine.â
But as you moved to the beat, your gaze kept drifting back to Sunghoon, the weight of his presence hanging in the air like a cloud. The night was still young, yet suddenly, it felt a lot heavier.
After dancing for what felt like forever, the weight of your heels became unbearable. You decided it was time for a break. Spotting Sunoo chatting with Giselle, you made your way over. âHey, Iâm going to grab some slippers from my room,â you announced, already starting to walk away.
Sunoo raised an eyebrow, a playful smirk forming on his lips. He gave you a knowing look. âJust be careful, because thereâs someone watching you all the time.â His tone was teasing, but you knew exactly who he meantâSunghoon. The unspoken tension between the two of you was palpable, and Sunoo was well aware of it.
âYeah, well, Iâm going to my room anyway,â you replied, already moving away, not bothering to hide your smile.
As you strolled down the dimly lit hallway, the party music faded into a distant buzz, leaving just the thumping of your heartbeat echoing in your ears. You could feel Sunghoonâs gaze boring into your back, a familiar presence that sent little shivers down your spine. You could practically picture him brushing off that girl who had been flirting with him just moments before, his signature smirk dismissing her advances like a pro. He had this crazy way of commanding attention, and somehow, you were caught right in the middle of it.
Stopping in front of your door, the cool metal handle felt like a nice break from the heat radiating off your skin. Just as you turned, Sunghoon rounded the corner, the flickering light catching his jawline, making him look almost otherworldly in the shadows. âYou know,â you said, leaning against the doorframe, a playful smirk on your lips, âI totally knew youâd pull this. Youâre pretty obvious.â
His lips curled into that signature smirk that always sent a jolt through you. He stepped closer, the air between you charged with an electric tension. âAnd you canât seem to stay away, can you? Itâs like youâre into this little game weâve got,â he shot back, his tone playful but with a hint of something deeper.
âOh, is that what this is? A game?â You crossed your arms, trying to hide how giddy you felt inside. The banter flowed easily, but you both knew there was a lot more going on under the surface.
âDefinitely,â he leaned in a bit, his eyes locking onto yours with a mix of mischief and challenge. âBut donât worry; Iâm always down for a challenge. Especially with someone like you.â
Your heart raced at his proximity, a rush of adrenaline flooding your veins. You could feel your cheeks heating up, giving away the cool facade you were trying to maintain. âWell, you better keep up then,â you shot back, the words tumbling out with a surprising boldness.
Sunghoon chuckled softly, his amusement clear, but then his expression turned serious for a moment. âOh, really? Should I?â His voice dropped low, each word hanging in the air, creating a charged intimacy that felt almost electric.
In that instant, the world around you faded, leaving just the two of you in your own bubble. The weight of unspoken words hovered between you, and for a heartbeat, it felt like the night was poised on the brink of something monumental. You could see the flicker of emotions dancing in his eyes, a mixture of challenge and desire, and it made your heart skip a beat.
âYou know, Iâm kinda tired of this back-and-forth game weâve been playing,â he said, stepping even closer, a serious look crossing his face.
âOh really? And what do you want, then?â You challenged, the playful banter tinged with curiosity.
âI want you, Y/N,â he admitted, the sincerity in his voice sending a thrill down your spine. âNot just this teasing dance.â
The seriousness in his tone made your breath hitch. It felt like a confession, raw and honest, cutting through the playful tension that had defined your interactions until now. You were caught off guard, your heart pounding louder in your ears. You met his gaze, a mix of surprise and something that felt like hope swirling in your chest.
He moved even closer, hovering just inches from you, and you could feel the heat radiating from his body. His breath brushed against your skin as he leaned in, almost whispering. âYou talk about me being trouble, but letâs be honestâyouâre worse than I am.â
Your breath caught in your throat, a mix of thrill and frustration bubbling inside you. âWhat are you even talking about?â You looked up at him, and the playful glint in his eyes made your heart race.
âCome on,â he teased, tilting his head slightly. He leaned in, brushing his lips just beside your ear, making your breath hitch. âYou get jealous at me flirting with other girls, but you canât expect me to just sit here while you fuck with Jake, either. Itâs a two-way street, you know?â
He pulled back slightly, looking deep into your eyes, searching for a reaction. You felt a surge of irritation mix with a strange thrill at his words, his expression teasing yet sincere. âFine,â you huffed, frustration bubbling to the surface. But the truth was, you wanted to fight against it, to challenge him. âMaybe I donât want to keep playing games too.â
âThen what do you want, Y/N?â He stepped back, that playful glint returning to his eyes. âTell me.â
You hesitated, the weight of his gaze pressing on you, and for a moment, all the teasing, all the games, melted away. âI want you to stop messing with my head and just be honest with me.â
Sunghoonâs expression softened slightly, and for a brief moment, the playful banter gave way to something deeper. âAlright, I can do that. I want you. No games.â
You felt your heart race at his admission, a rush of heat flooding your cheeks. âOkay,â you replied, your voice steady but laced with a hint of vulnerability. âNo games.â
His lips curled into a knowing smirk, a challenge flickering in his eyes. âBut even now, youâre still not making the first move, are you?â
You held his gaze, unflinching. The air was thick with tension, and the silence stretched between you, charged with anticipation. You didnât want to be the first to break; instead, you leaned into the moment, your heart pounding as you locked your eyes onto his.
Instead of waiting for him to lean in, you took a step back, slowly opening your door and entering your room, all while keeping your eyes fixed on him. You moved in reverse, your gaze never leaving his, a playful yet inviting challenge dancing in your expression. The door creaked slightly as you stepped inside, the space now feeling intimate and charged.
Sunghoon followed you inside, his gaze intense as he stepped through the threshold. He closed the door behind him with a firm thud, the sound echoing in the small room, sealing you both in a world of your own. You could feel the heat radiating off him as he advanced, the atmosphere thick with unspoken desires.
You walked backward until the back of your knees met the edge of your bed, the soft mattress providing a stark contrast to the tension in the air. You felt the gentle push as you sat down, your eyes never leaving his. Sunghoon remained standing, towering over you, a smirk still playing on his lips.
Sunghoon stepped closer, his expression shifting to one of determination. âSo, you think you can just tease me like this?â His voice dropped an octave, filled with a rough edge that sent shivers down your spine.
You held his gaze, feeling a mixture of excitement and nervousness. âIâm not scared of you,â you replied, trying to sound bold, but the way he looked at you made it hard to maintain your composure.
He smirked, a confident glint in his eyes. âGood, because Iâm not playing games anymore.â With that, he took a step back, deliberately creating a bit of distance. You watched, curious, as he slowly removed his blazer, revealing a fitted shirt that clung to his frame. He left a few buttons undone, exposing just enough of his chest to make your heart race.
The sight of him, so effortlessly confident and attractive, made your breath hitch. You leaned back on your hands, your heart pounding as you assessed him, unable to look away. The playful banter had evaporated, leaving only a charged atmosphere between you.
âSee something you like?â he teased, his voice low and taunting. The intensity of his gaze pinned you in place, making it hard to think straight.
âMaybe,â you replied, a hint of challenge in your tone, even as your body betrayed you, leaning slightly back, inviting him to close the distance.
Sunghoon stepped forward again, this time his presence more dominant, almost predatory. âYou have no idea what youâre asking for, do you?â He leaned closer, making your heart race even faster. Standing before you, he towered over you, a commanding figure that filled the space with undeniable energy.
His hand reached out, fingers brushing against your chin, lifting it gently to meet his gaze. The contact sent a shiver down your spine, and you felt both vulnerable and exhilarated under his touch. âLook at me,â he urged softly, his eyes locked onto yours, a mix of intensity and something deeper swirling within them.
You held his gaze, feeling the weight of the moment, your heart pounding as he carefully maintained the connection. There was an undeniable tension in the air, charged with desire and anticipation.
âI want you to understand just how much I want this,â he murmured, his thumb stroking your chin lightly, sending electric sparks through you. It was a simple gesture, yet it felt like an invitation into something thrilling and unknown.
âI think I can say Iâve been waiting for this for a long time,â you confessed, your voice barely above a whisper, heart racing as you laid your feelings bare.
âOh, really?â he replied, a teasing glint in his eyes, his lips curling into a smirk that sent butterflies swirling in your stomach. Without breaking eye contact, he slowly sank to his knees in front of you, a powerful move that made your breath hitch.
As he knelt, the world around you faded, leaving just the two of you in this charged atmosphere. He leaned in closer, his gaze locked onto yours, intense and unwavering. Then, with deliberate slowness, he reached for your sandal, fingers brushing against your ankle as he began to slip it off.
You felt a rush of heat wash over you, the intimate gesture sending your mind into a whirl. You wanted to say something, to break the thick silence, but the way he looked at you left you momentarily speechless. His touch was gentle yet purposeful, a stark contrast to the fiery desire building between you.
With deliberate slowness, he moved to your second sandal, his fingers brushing your skin as he slipped it off. His gaze never faltered, locking onto yours with an intensity that made your heart race. The world outside your room faded, and it felt like just the two of you existed in this electrifying moment.
As he slipped it off your foot, he leaned in closer, lifting your leg gently. You could feel the heat radiating from his body as he pressed a soft kiss to your ankle, his lips warm against your skin. The sensation sent a shiver up your spine, and you could barely contain the gasp that escaped your lips.
Sunghoon pulled back slightly, his smirk widening as he caught sight of the goosebumps that had formed along your leg. âDid that feel good?â he teased, his voice low and filled with mischief.
You could only nod, overwhelmed by the mix of sensations coursing through you. The way he was looking at you, combined with his gentle touch, was driving you wild. He leaned back in, his lips brushing against your skin once more, trailing slow, deliberate kisses up the length of your calf, his touch featherlight yet searing against your skin. Each press of his mouth sent another wave of heat rolling through you, making it harder to focus on anything but the way he was worshipping you with every movement. When he reached your knee, he lingered, his breath hot against the sensitive skin there, before placing a final, lingering kiss just above it.
Then, he stopped. He straightened to his full height, towering over you once more, his eyes locked onto yours in a way that sent a delicious shiver down your spine. He looked at you like he was taking in every detail, every reaction, every silent plea hidden behind your parted lips.
âStand up,â he murmured, his voice smooth but firm.
You hesitated for only a second before obeying, your body moving before your mind could catch up. As you rose to your feet, the space between you crackled with tension, the air thick with anticipation. Sunghoon stepped behind you, his presence overwhelming without even touching you. The warmth of his body was right there, just close enough to make your skin tingle, just far enough to make you ache for more.
âTurn around,â he instructed, and you felt the heat in his voice as you complied, slowly pivoting until your back was to him.
You held your breath, heart hammering in your chest as you felt his fingers brush over your shoulder, grazing the strap of your dress. He didnât rushâno, he was taking his time, savoring every second. You could feel his breath ghosting over the nape of your neck, the sensation sending a delicious shudder through you.
His fingers trailed down the length of your spine, following the fabric of your dress as he reached for the zipper. But before he pulled it down, he leaned in closer, his lips just barely brushing against the shell of your ear.
Sunghoonâs breath was warm against your ear, the tension between you thick enough to drown in. His fingers toyed with the zipper of your dress for a moment before he leaned in, his lips brushing over your skin as he spoke, voice low and dripping with amusement.
âCan I?â he murmured, his tone edged with something dark, something hungry, and you nodded.
And then, with a swift, decisive motion, he dragged the zipper down, the sound slicing through the silence. Your dress loosened instantly, slipping off your shoulders, the fabric pooling at your feet like it had simply given up under his touch.
Sunghoon took a small step back, just enough to take you in. His gaze darkened as it roamed over you, lingering on the deep blue lingerie that now stood between him and everything he wanted. His tongue flicked out to wet his lips, and his smirk deepened.
âFuck,â he exhaled, almost to himself. âDid you wear this for me?â
Before you could answer, he was already moving, his lips pressing against your bare shoulder, slow and deliberate, like he was marking his territory. His hands traced the curves of your waist before gripping your hips, pulling you back against him so you could feel exactly how much he wanted you.
âYou like teasing me, donât you?â he mused between kisses, his mouth trailing up the side of your neck, making you shudder. âWearing something like this, knowing Iâd see it.â His teeth grazed your skin, and you gasped, your body instinctively pressing closer. Sunghoon chuckled, clearly pleased with himself. âI think you like being caught.â
His hands slid over your stomach before he turned you around in one fluid motion. The second your eyes met his, you reached for the buttons of his shirt, fingers working quickly, desperate to even the playing field. But you barely made it to the middle of his torso before Sunghoon caught your wrists, halting your movements.
His gaze was sharp, his smirk downright sinful. âDid I say you could take my shirt off?â he asked, tilting his head. âGood girls ask first.â
Your breath caught in your throat, and for a split second, all you could do was stare at him, heart pounding, lips parting in surprise.
The moment stretched between you for a beatâthen, before you could react, Sunghoon pushed you back onto the bed. You barely had time to process the way your body sank into the mattress before he was over you, one hand braced beside your head, the other gripping your thigh, spreading you open beneath him.
His smirk was gone now. What replaced it was something darker, something dangerously close to pure need.
âNow,â he murmured, eyes locked onto yours. âLetâs see if you can be good for me after all.â
Sunghoon hovered over you, his body pressing into yours, his breath fanning against your lips, but stillâstillâhe hadnât kissed you yet. His eyes burned into yours, his fingers tracing lazy circles against your thigh, teasing, withholding, making you squirm beneath him.
You were done waiting. You reached up, fingers threading through his hair, tugging him downâbut before your lips could meet, he let out a quiet chuckle, his mouth barely ghosting over yours.
âImpatient, arenât you?â he murmured, his voice laced with amusement, with knowing.
You didnât get a chance to respond, because in the next second, his lips finally crashed against yours, swallowing the air from your lungs. The kiss was nothing short of devastating.
His mouth moved against yours with an urgency that left you dizzy, like heâd been starving for this as much as you had. He didnât hold backâhe kissed you deep, kissed you like he wanted to ruin you, his hands tangling in your hair as he tilted your head back, demanding more, taking more.
You melted into him, nails digging into his back as his tongue slid against yours, slow and deliberate at first, then more intense, more desperate. His teeth grazed your lower lip before he sucked it between his own, drawing a soft whimper from you. That sound only seemed to spur him on.
His hands roamed lower, gripping your waist, pulling you impossibly closer, like he was trying to fuse you together. The weight of him, the way he pressed into you with every shift of his body, had your head spinning.
Your fingers found their way to his shirt again, fumbling with the buttons, desperate to get it off, to feel his skin against yours. But just as you started to undo another one, Sunghoon suddenly grabbed your wrists, stopping you in your tracks.
His lips were swollen, his breathing uneven, but his voice was firm as he said, âWhat did I just say?â
You blinked up at him, dazed. âWhat?â
âI told you to ask first.â His voice dropped lower, more authoritative. His grip on your wrists tightened just slightly, not enough to hurt, just enough to make you feel it.
Heat flooded through you, your breath catching at the way he looked at youâso in control, so effortlessly dominant. Still, you couldnât help the whiny edge that crept into your voice. âBut Iââ
âDonât start,â he cut you off, his tone sharp. His fingers traced down your arm, featherlight, sending a shiver through you. âYouâre gonna be good for me, arenât you?â
You swallowed hard, your heartbeat hammering in your ears. His words, his toneâit had you falling silent, something deep inside you tightening in response. Sunghoonâs smirk deepened, like he could see the exact moment you surrendered to him.
âGood girl,â he murmured, then leaned down, his lips crashing into yours again. This time, it was even more intense.
His kiss was all-consuming, leaving no space for hesitation. He devoured you, his tongue sliding against yours, slow but deliberate, like he was savoring every second. His hands roamed over your body, fingers digging into your waist, your hips, pulling you closer, as if he couldnât get enough.
Then, suddenly, he pulled back. Still straddling you, Sunghoon shifted, moving up onto his knees. His hands went to the buttons of his shirt, and your breath caught as you watched him slowly undo them one by one. You lifted yourself slightly, propping up on your elbows, eyes locked onto him, completely transfixed. The way his fingers moved, the slow reveal of his toned chestâit was hypnotizing, addictive.
He caught you staring, smirking. You swallowed, your cheeks burning, but you didnât look away. Then he paused, his fingers still on the last few buttons. His gaze met yours, dark and unreadable. âAsk.â
Your lips parted slightly, your breath shaky as you whispered, âCan I touch you, Hoon?â
For a second, he just stared at you, like he was drinking in the way you lookedâneedy, desperate, completely at his mercy. Then, finally, he gave a small nod. You wasted no time. Your hands reached out, fingers sliding against his skin as you slowly pushed his shirt open. Your touch was soft, reverent, tracing over his chest, his shoulders, feeling the warmth of his skin under your fingertips.
You leaned forward, pressing open-mouthed kisses to his chest as you worked on the last of the buttons, your lips trailing down the hard planes of his body, tasting him, feeling every flex of his muscles under your touch. The shirt slipped off his shoulders, falling to the bed, forgotten.
Your hands moved lower, gliding over his abs, down to the waistband of his pants. Your breath hitched as you hesitated there, glancing up at him, waiting, asking without words. His eyes darkened. Without a word, he reached down, fingers curling under your chin, tilting your face up. His thumb brushed over your lower lip, slow, teasing.
âYou look so pretty like this,â he murmured, voice thick with amusement, with something deeper. His thumb pressed just slightly against your lip, feeling the way it parted under his touch. âSo obedient.â
A shiver ran down your spine. You swallowed hard, your entire body buzzing under his touch. Sunghoon tilted his head slightly, still toying with your bottom lip beneath his thumb. âTell me what you want.â
Your heart pounded in your chest. Your face felt like it was on fire, but you forced the words out, even if your voice came out softer than you intended. âI want you.â
Something dark flashed in his gaze, his smirk widening as if heâd been waiting to hear that. He straightened up, stepping back slightly until he was standing at the edge of the bed, looking down at you.
âThen be a good girl and get on your knees for me.â
A fresh wave of heat surged through you at his words. You shifted, moving carefully until you were kneeling at the edge of the bed, looking up at him, heart racing in anticipation.
Sunghoonâs smirk never faltered. He let you settle into position before speaking again. âTake them off.â Your hands moved almost on their own, reaching for his belt, fingers fumbling slightly from the sheer tension in the air. You undid the buckle, the soft clinking sound loud in the otherwise quiet room. The button came next, then the zipper, your fingertips grazing the warm skin of his lower abdomen as you tugged the fabric down.
You took your time, dragging his pants down inch by inch, your fingers brushing against the firm muscles of his thighs, your breath coming out uneven as more of him was revealed to you. The air between you felt heavy, thick with anticipation, as the fabric slipped lower, pooling around his ankles.
Now, he was standing over you in nothing but his boxers, the outline of him straining against the fabric, leaving nothing to the imagination. Your mouth went dry. Heat coiled low in your stomach, an intoxicating mix of arousal and the sheer intensity of the moment.
Sunghoon let out a low chuckle at your expression, dark amusement dancing in his eyes. He reached down, his fingers tilting your chin up, forcing you to meet his gaze. âWhatâs wrong, baby?â His voice was a slow, teasing drawl, dripping with amusement, with control.
You werenât sure if it was his tone, the way he looked at you, or the fact that you could feel his heat, inches away from your lips, but you felt dizzy. Your breath shuddered as you leaned in, your lips hovering just over the hard outline beneath his boxers, your eyes flicking up to meet his again, filled with nothing but quiet submission.
Sunghoon hummed, his smirk deepening. âUh-uh.â His fingers traced along the side of your face before sliding into your hair, gripping it lightly. âYou have to ask first, baby.â
Your stomach clenched. The grip in your hair wasnât tight, but it was firm enough to remind you who was in charge. Your lips parted, voice coming out softer than you intended. âPlease, HoonâŠâ
His expression remained unchanged, feigning innocence. âPlease what?â
You swallowed, your heart hammering as you tilted your head, pressing a soft, open-mouthed kiss against his lower abdomen. His scent overwhelmed you, making you lightheaded. Your hands lifted to his hips, playing with the hem of his boxers, teasing the waistband between your fingers. âLet me take these off.â
Sunghoon inhaled slowly through his nose, looking down at you with heavy-lidded eyes. The hand in your hair tightened slightly, tilting your head back further. âSay please.â
You exhaled shakily, your voice barely above a whisper. âPlease.â
Something flickered in his gazeâsatisfaction, control. It was a look that sent another wave of heat rushing through you, making your entire body feel hyperaware of the moment. The way he loomed over you, his chest rising and falling steadily, the grip he still had in your hairâit all made you feel small in the best possible way. Then, his smirk returned, slow and knowing, his head tilting just slightly as he ran his thumb along your bottom lip, pressing down lightly, testing you. âGo ahead, baby.â
Your fingers curled around the waistband of his boxers, and you took your time, dragging the fabric down slowly, purposefully, letting your nails graze against his hips as you went. As soon as he was bare, your breath hitched. You felt lightheaded with anticipation, the heat pooling low in your stomach tightening at the sight of him, already so hard for you. Sunghoon was big.
Your lips parted, a quiet, shaky breath escaping as you immediately leaned in, pressing a slow, open-mouthed kiss to the base of his cock. His grip in your hair tightened, his chest rising with a sharp inhale as you trailed your lips up his length, your tongue tracing the prominent vein that ran along the side.
âFuck.â His voice came out low, wrecked, his head tipping back just slightly before his gaze returned to you, dark and heavy-lidded.
You took your time, your tongue teasing him with deliberate, languid licks, savoring the weight of him, the warmth of his skin against your mouth. Sunghoonâs breathing grew heavier, his fingers tightening in your hair as he guided you subtly, his hips barely shifting forward, making you gasp.
âJust like that, baby,â he murmured, his voice thick with approval. âSo fucking good.â
The praise only fueled you, made you more eager, more desperate to please. You wrapped your lips around him, taking him in slowly, inch by inch, your cheeks hollowing as you sucked. His reaction was immediateâa sharp exhale through his nose, his jaw clenching, his grip tightening just enough to make you whimper.
âLook at you,â he muttered, his thumb tracing your lower lip again when you pulled back slightly, your lips slick and swollen. âSo fucking eager, huh?â
You nodded, your breath coming in shallow, uneven pants, your pupils blown wide as you looked up at him, your lips slick and swollen. He shook his head slightly, a smirk playing on his lips as his fingers tightened in your hair, guiding you back down. You leaned in again, parting your lips and taking him in, slow and deliberate at first, before hollowing your cheeks and sucking, letting your tongue drag along the underside of his cock, feeling the way he pulsed under your touch. His breathing hitched, a quiet curse slipping from his lips as his hand flexed in your hair.
âFuck, just like that,â he murmured, his voice thick with pleasure. âYou take me so well, baby. Such a good fucking girl.â
The praise only made you more eager, made you want to pull more sounds from him, made you want to push him further. Your hands gripped at his thighs as you moved, setting a steady pace, swallowing around him, letting out soft little moans that you knew would drive him insane. His hips twitched, just barely holding himself back from thrusting into your mouth.
Then, suddenly, his grip in your hair tightened sharply, pulling you back with a swift, firm motion. Your lips slipped from his cock with a soft, wet pop, and you blinked up at him, dazed, your mind foggy with the haze of arousal. Confusion flickered in your expression, your tongue darting out to wet your lips as you searched his face, but he only smirked at you, his gaze dark and heavy-lidded.
Without a word, he let go of your hair and moved, shifting back onto the bed, sitting against the headboard, his legs spread lazily apart like he had all the time in the world. He propped an arm behind his head, watching you with an almost lazy amusement, like he was enjoying every second of making you wait.
Then, his voice cut through the thick silence. âTake those off for me.â
Your stomach clenched at his toneâlow, commanding, expectant. You swallowed, nodding as you slowly got to your feet, standing at the edge of the bed as you reached for the straps of your bra.
Sunghoonâs gaze never left you, his tongue swiping over his bottom lip as he watched, his dark eyes flickering with anticipation. You dragged the straps down your shoulders, letting the fabric slip down inch by inch, revealing your bare chest. His smirk widened as he caught sight of it, his eyes darkening, his fingers flexing against his thigh. You let your underwear pool at your feet, and you could feel the hunger in his expression, the way his fingers twitched like he was resisting the urge to reach out and grab you.
Then, he tilted his head, patting his thigh once, his voice smooth, teasing. âCome here, pretty.â
Your breath hitched, your skin prickling with anticipation as you moved towards him, crawling onto the bed, your movements slow and deliberate, almost feline, like you were savoring every second of this.
âThatâs it,â he murmured, his voice nothing but smooth approval. âSo fucking pretty for me.â
The moment you were close enough, his hands found your waist, his grip firm, possessiveâgrounding you even as the rest of your body buzzed with anticipation. You hovered over him, your palms pressed against his bare chest, feeling the warmth of his skin, the steady, strong rhythm of his heartbeat beneath your touch. His fingers dragged along your sides, slow and deliberate, like he was committing every inch of you to memory, like he had no intention of rushing this.
And then he saw it. A darkened mark blooming against your collarbone, the unmistakable imprint of lips and teeth that werenât his.
Sunghoon stilled, his smirk curling at the edges as his fingers ghosted over the bruise. Amusement flickered in his eyes as he let out a low chuckle, shaking his head. âI knew he was going to mark youâŠâ His voice was soft, teasing, but there was something else beneath itâsomething darker, something claiming.
Before you could respond, his lips were on you, tracing slow, open-mouthed kisses along your collarbone, his breath warm against your skin. He took his time, dragging his tongue over the sensitive spot before sinking his teeth in just enough to make you shudder.
âAnd I knew you were gonna let him,â he murmured against your skin, voice thick with amusement. His lips moved higher, grazing the shell of your ear as he whispered, âYou canât control yourself, can you?â
A sharp smack landed on your ass before you could process his words. You gasped, the sting spreading deliciously through your skin, and your eyes shot to him in shock, only to find him already watching you, biting down a smirk. He tilted his head slightly, gaze dark, knowing. âYou like that, huh?â His fingers kneaded at the spot, soothing the burn even as his smirk grew.
Your breath hitched, the heat in your stomach curling even tighter. You swallowed, your voice barely above a whisper. âYes.â
Sunghoon let out a soft, breathy laugh, his hand squeezing your waist, grounding you as he pulled you closer. âI knew you were dirty like this.â
And then his lips were on you again, but this time, lower. He kissed down the valley between your breasts, slow and teasing, his tongue darting out to taste your skin before he bit down gently, sucking another mark into your flesh. His hands smoothed over your thighs, squeezing, gripping, before sliding up to cup your chest, his thumbs brushing over your already hardened nipples.
He took his time with you, savoring every reaction, every little gasp, every arch of your body against him. It was intoxicating, the way he could pull sounds from you with just his mouth, just his hands. You whimpered as he dragged his tongue over your sensitive skin, your hips involuntarily rolling against his stomach, seeking friction, seeking anything.
His grip on your hips tightened instantly, stilling your movements. âBehave,â he said, his voice low, commanding, a warning.
A thrill shot through you at his tone, at the weight of his control, but you werenât ready to submit just yet. You met his gaze, tilting your head slightly, feigning innocence. âOr what?â
His smirk widened, slow, almost lazy, like he was waiting for you to say that. Like heâd been hoping you would. âOh, sweetheartâŠâ His fingers dug into your skin, his voice dropping into something deeper, darker, full of promise. âYou donât know what youâre getting yourself into.â
Before you could process, he moved. A sharp gasp left your lips as Sunghoon flipped you onto the mattress in one swift, effortless motion, pinning your body beneath him. His hands were on you immediatelyâstrong, commanding, securing your wrists above your head with ease. His grip was firm, his body caging you in, leaving you completely at his mercy.
Your chest rose and fell in uneven breaths as you stared up at him, wide-eyed, your skin burning everywhere he touched. His gaze was dark, filled with something primal, something almost dangerous. And then he leaned in, his lips brushing against yours in the lightest of touches before he bit down on your lower lip, sharp enough to make you whimper.
A quiet chuckle rumbled from his chest as he pulled back just enough to meet your gaze, his breath fanning over your lips. âWhat do you want?â His voice was deep, teasing, dripping with control.
Your body arched instinctively, your thighs squeezing together in desperate search of relief, but you couldnât moveânot with the way he had you pinned so effortlessly beneath him. A whimper escaped you, but no words followed. Sunghoon smirked.
His grip on your wrists shifted, securing them in one hand, while his free hand trailed down your jaw, his fingers gripping your chin with just enough force to make you shiver. He tilted your face up, forcing you to meet his eyes, his thumb brushing slowly over your parted lips.
âTell me,â he murmured, his tone leaving no room for defiance.
Your breath hitched, your body writhing under him, and when you finally spoke, your voice was barely above a whisper. âFuck me, Sunghoon.â
He hummed, tilting his head, pretending to think. âDidnât quite hear you, baby.â His hips lowered, the tip of his cock brushing against your entrance, teasing, taunting, making you gasp. Your entire body trembled beneath him, the ache inside you growing unbearable.
A frustrated whine left your lips, your voice turning desperate, pleading. âI want you to fuck me, Sunghoon.â
He let out a dark, satisfied chuckle. âThatâs what I wanted to hear.â
Before you could take another breath, his hand was between your legs, fingers gliding through your wetness, spreading you open. The teasing circles he drew over your clit made your thighs shake, your body twitching at every deliberate, calculated movement.
âFuck,â he murmured, his lips ghosting over the shell of your ear. His fingers pressed down harder, rubbing slow, languid strokes that sent shocks of pleasure straight to your core. âYouâre so wet for me, baby.â
You whimpered, your back arching against his touch. âDonât tease me, please⊠I need you.â
Sunghoon smirked against your skin, his lips brushing the spot just beneath your ear before he murmured, âI need to prep you first.â His fingers dipped lower, sliding between your folds, teasing at your entrance. âDonât want to hurt my pretty girl.â His voice was soft, almost affectionate. He lets go of your wrists, and you hold on to his arms.
His fingers slipped inside you with ease, stretching you open, filling you in a way that had your back arching off the mattress. A choked moan escaped your lips, your fingers curling into the sheets beneath you as Sunghoon worked you open, his movements slow at firstâteasing, purposeful.
âThatâs it, baby,â he murmured, watching your face closely, his voice dripping with satisfaction. âSo fucking good for me.â
His fingers moved faster, deeper, the lewd sounds of your wetness filling the room, only fueling the fire in his darkened gaze. Your thighs trembled, your body tightening around him, the pressure in your stomach coiling impossibly tight. He could feel itâhow close you were. And he wanted to push you over that edge.
âTell meâŠâ His voice was low, almost a growl, as his fingers pumped into you with merciless precision. âDid he treat you nice like this?â
Your mind was hazy, the pleasure consuming you whole. You couldnât even form words, couldnât respondâall you could do was moan, your nails digging into his forearm as his pace quickened.
Sunghoon clicked his tongue, shaking his head with mock disapproval. âCanât answer me?â His free hand came up, gripping your jaw, forcing your eyes to meet his. His thumb dragged along your swollen lips, smearing the drool that had gathered there. âYouâre so fucking eager, arenât you? Wanting two cocks at the same time⊠so greedy.â
His words sent a new wave of heat through your body, shame and arousal intertwining in a way that made you squirm beneath him. âBut Iâm gonna ruin you for every other man,â he murmured darkly, leaning down, his lips grazing the shell of your ear. âYou hear me?â
The coil inside you snapped, your orgasm crashing over you so intensely that you couldnât do anything but cry out his name, your thighs trembling, your body convulsing beneath him as you unraveled onto his fingers.
Sunghoon groaned, watching you fall apart with hooded eyes, completely mesmerized. Slowly, he pulled his fingers from your soaked heat, bringing them up to his lips before slipping them into his mouth, his tongue swirling around them, savoring the taste of you.
âYou taste so fucking good,â he muttered, his voice hoarse with desire.
You barely had time to recover, your body still trembling in the aftershocks, before he was positioning himself in front of you, his cock in hand, the tip already leaking against your entrance.
He looked at you thenâreally looked at you. Your eyes were dazed, pupils blown wide, lips parted as you gazed up at him with a look that made his breath hitch.
âAre you okay?â His voice was softer now, a hint of something almost tender behind the rough dominance he exuded. You nodded quickly, biting your lip, anticipation swirling in your stomach as you ached to feel him inside you. âI donât wanna hurt you,â he murmured, stroking your thigh, his restraint evident in the tension in his muscles.
Sunghoon was big, and the mere thought of him stretching you open made you whimper. You looked up at him with wide, needy eyes, an innocent expression that only fueled the hunger in his gaze. His jaw clenched, his fingers tightening around your thigh.
âFuck,â he muttered, dragging the tip of his cock over your clit, rolling it in slow circles, making your body twitch beneath him. âYouâre so fucking desperate for it, arenât you?â You could only nod, your breath hitching, your body strung so tight that you thought you might go insane if he didnât fill you soon.
âTell me if you need me to stop,â he murmured, his voice slightly strained, as if he was holding himself back. You nodded again, appreciating the gentleness beneath his roughness, the way he still cared even while acting completely in control.
And then, finally, he pushed inâthe thick head of his cock stretching you open, sinking into you inch by inch. Your body clenched around him, the feeling overwhelming, pleasure spreading through you like fire.
Your eyes rolled back, a moan slipping past your lips as you let your head fall completely against the bed, your hands gripping onto his strong biceps, needing something to ground you.
Sunghoon groaned lowly, watching the way your body took him, the way you squeezed around him so perfectly. âFuck, baby,â he muttered, his voice strained, his control hanging by a thread. âYou feel so fucking tight.â
His grip on your thigh was possessive, fingers digging into your soft flesh as he slowly pushed inside you, stretching you open inch by inch. The slow, deliberate pace was maddening, the tease unbearable, but he seemed to revel in itâwatching the way your body reacted to him, the way your lips parted in breathless moans, the way your fingers clawed at his biceps, desperate for more.
Your forehead pressed against his, both of you breathing heavily, lost in the intoxicating heat of each otherâs touch. The room felt electric, the air thick with tension, every sound amplifiedâthe slick slide of him moving inside you, the breathy whimpers escaping your lips, the deep, guttural moans he let out every time your walls clenched around him.
His hold tightened, fingers bruising as he gripped the back of your thigh, spreading you wider for him, as if he wanted to claim every inch of you. His lips ghosted over yours, teasing, never quite kissing you, just breathing you in, his warm breath fanning over your flushed skin.
âYouâve been wanting this, havenât you?â His voice was a dark whisper against your lips. You could only nod, completely lost in the overwhelming pleasure coursing through you. âSay it.â His hips rolled forward, a deep thrust that had your eyes rolling back, your nails scratching down his toned back.
âIââ You gasped, barely able to form words. âI wanted this so bad.â
Sunghoon groaned, his self-control slipping as he pulled back slightly before snapping his hips forward again, burying himself deeper inside you. The stretch burned in the best way possible, a delicious ache that made your head spin. He was so big, filling you to the brim, making you feel completely owned, completely his.
His pace was still torturously slow, but each thrust was deep, deliberate, making you feel every inch of him. He watched your face intently, taking in every reaction, every twitch of your brows, every gasp and moan that tumbled from your lips.
âLook at you,â he murmured, his hand trailing up your body, fingers wrapping around your throat, just enough pressure to make your breath hitch. âSo fucking desperate.â You whimpered, your hands flying up to grasp at his wrist, not to pull him away but to hold onto him, to ground yourself in the overwhelming pleasure.
His thumb dragged over your lower lip, pressing against the soft flesh before slipping into your mouth. âSuck.â You obeyed without thinking, lips wrapping around his thumb, tongue swirling over the pad of it as you gazed up at him with glassy eyes. âFuck,â he muttered, his restraint snapping.
He pulled his thumb from your mouth, replacing it with his lips as he kissed you with a hunger that left you breathless. His pace quickened, hips slamming into yours with a force that made the bed creak beneath you.
The shift in tempo had you gasping, whimpering against his mouth, your legs wrapping around his waist, heels digging into his lower back, pulling him in deeper. The room was filled with the sound of skin slapping against skin, the rhythmic, wet sounds of him fucking into you, mixed with your broken moans and his deep, raspy groans.
âYou take me so fucking well,â he praised, his lips dragging down your jaw, to the curve of your neck, where he sucked and nipped, leaving his mark. âMy good girl. So tight. So perfect.â
Your body arched into him, every nerve ending ignited, your head spinning with pleasure. You could feel it building againâthat familiar, fiery coil in your stomach, tightening with every thrust, with every filthy word he whispered into your ear.
âSunghoonââ You gasped, hands gripping his shoulders, nails digging into his skin. âIâmââ He groaned, sensing exactly how close you were.
âNot yet,â he growled, pulling out almost completely before slamming back inside you, his pace relentless now, his fingers finding your clit, rubbing in tight circles that had you trembling. âYouâre gonna cum when I say you can, baby.â
You whined, body betraying you, your walls fluttering around him, your muscles locking up as you teetered on the edge of oblivion. âHold it.â His voice was dark, commanding, but his own resolve was slipping. He was close too, his thrusts growing erratic, deeper, harder.
You couldnât. You physically couldnât. Your body was on fire, your mind blank, pleasure consuming you whole. âSunghoon, please,â you sobbed, shaking beneath him.
His hand wrapped around your throat again, squeezing just enough to send you spiraling, his voice a breathy groan as he finally gave you permission.
âCum for me.â
And you did.
Your orgasm crashed over you like a tidal wave, so intense it stole the breath from your lungs, your vision blurring as your body convulsed beneath him. Your walls clenched around him, pulsing, milking him for everything he had.
âFuckââ Sunghoon groaned, his movements growing sloppy, his grip tightening as he buried himself deep inside you, his own release hitting him like a freight train. His body tensed, his cock throbbing as he spilled inside you, filling you with warmth, his breath ragged against your ear.
The room was silent except for the sound of heavy breathing, both of you completely spent, bodies tangled together in the sheets. Sunghoon pressed lazy kisses to your jaw, your collarbone, your lips, his touch softer now, almost gentle.
Your body felt weightless, as if you were floating in the haze of pleasure that still clung to you, leaving you warm and blissfully dazed. Your limbs were heavy, spent, but his touchâgentle, soothingâkept you tethered to reality.
âYou okay?â Sunghoon murmured, his voice thick with exhaustion, but still laced with concern. His fingers found your face, brushing away the damp strands of hair sticking to your forehead. His eyes, still dark with the remnants of desire, softened when they met yours.
You nodded weakly, your body still buzzing, your mind slow to catch up. He smirked, pressing a lingering kiss to your lips, slow and tender, as if savoring the taste of you, before rolling onto his back and pulling you with him. Your body draped over his chest, his warmth seeping into you, anchoring you in a way that made you want to stay like this forever.
His fingers traced absentminded patterns along the bare skin of your backâslow, lazy circles, up and down your spine, making you shiver despite the heat radiating from his body. His other hand, rough yet careful, brushed over your arm, then your waist, like he couldnât bear to stop touching you, like he needed to remind himself that you were still there, tangled up with him in the sheets.
A deep sigh left his lips, his chest rising and falling steadily beneath you, the rhythm soothing, hypnotic. You pressed your cheek against his heart, listening to the soft thump, feeling the way it still raced slightly, evidence of how much he had wanted you, how much you had affected him.
For a while, neither of you spoke. The silence wasnât uncomfortable; it was full, heavy with unspoken words, but not in a way that begged for answers. It was enough just to be here, wrapped up in each other, breathing the same air, feeling the same warmth.
Then, after a moment, his hand came up to cup the back of your head, his fingers threading into your hair, massaging your scalp in slow, rhythmic motions. A small hum of pleasure escaped you at the comforting sensation, making him chuckle under his breath.
âFeels good?â he murmured, his lips brushing the top of your head. You nodded again, too content to form words.
He shifted slightly, adjusting so that you were more securely nestled against him, his grip tightening as if he were afraid you might slip away. âI like this,â he admitted, voice quieter now, more raw. âHaving you like this. Feels⊠different.â
You lifted your head slightly, just enough to look at him, your fingers trailing over his collarbone, tracing the defined lines of his chest. âDifferent how?â
His eyes flickered down to you, something unreadable swirling in them. His thumb stroked the curve of your hip, his lips parting slightly before he hesitated. Then, with a quiet sigh, he muttered, âI donât know. Just⊠good.â
Your heart clenched at the way he said itâso unguarded, so unlike the teasing, cocky Sunghoon you were used to. This was different. This was intimacy in its purest form, something unspoken lingering between the two of you, too fragile to name, but too strong to ignore. You pushed yourself up slightly, just enough to hover over him, your fingers still lazily tracing along his chest. âYou donât have to say anything,â you whispered. âI get it.â
His gaze searched yours for a moment before he exhaled, a slow smile tugging at his lips. âYeah?â
âYeah.â
He reached up, brushing his knuckles against your cheek before guiding your lips back down to his. This kiss was different from beforeâno urgency, no hunger, just something soft, something deeper. He kissed you like he was trying to memorize you, like he wanted to leave a piece of himself behind in every press of his lips against yours.
You melted into him, sighing into the kiss, your hands coming up to frame his face, fingers tangling in his hair as he pulled you even closer. He kissed you slowly, taking his time, as if you had all the time in the world.
When he finally pulled away, his lips lingered against yours, his breath warm as he murmured, âNext timeâŠâ You swallowed, waiting, your body already shivering at the thought of what he might say next. ââŠIâm not letting you off so easy.â His voice was teasing, but the promise behind it sent a thrill down your spine.
You bit your lip, a lazy smile playing on your lips before leaning in to press a soft kiss against the sharp line of his jaw. âI think Iâd like that,â you whispered, the tease in your voice making Sunghoon let out a low, satisfied chuckle.
Without a word, he pulled you in closer, rolling onto his side until your back was flush against his chest, his arms wrapping around your waist with a possessive kind of ease. His hand smoothed over your stomach, fingertips tracing light patterns against your skin, grounding himself in the warmth of you.
He buried his face in your hair, inhaling deeply, and for a second, he just held you thereâbasking in the way you fit so perfectly against him. The thought crossed his mind, unbidden, that he liked having you like this, wrapped up in him, safe in his arms.
But heâd never admit that.
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author's note: SOOOOO.... LMAOOOOO READER IS THIS YOU RN?????
my best friend read this chapter and absolutely lost her mind so iâm taking that as a good sign LMAO also sorry for the length, i know itâs longer than usual but hopefully itâs worth it đ
this is only the second smut scene iâve ever written and i canât believe it actually turned out good??? like hello since when do i have this talent iâm actually shook. anyway, iâm gonna take a little longer than usual to post the next update, so savor this one while you can đ BYEEEEE
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