IT IS DESPERAUX
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i think the near-extinction of people making fun, deep and/or unique interactive text-based browser games, projects and stories is catastrophic to the internet. i'm talking pre-itch.io era, nothing against it.
there are a lot of fun ones listed here and here but for the most part, they were made years ago and are now a dying breed. i get why. there's no money in it. factoring in the cost of web hosting and servers, it probably costs money. it's just sad that it's a dying art form.
anyway, here's some of my favorite browser-based interactive projects and games, if you're into that kind of thing. 90% of them are on the lists that i linked above.
A Better World - create an alternate history timeline
Alter Ego - abandonware birth-to-death life simulator game
Seedship - text-based game about colonizing a new planet
Sandboxels or ThisIsSand - free-falling sand physics games
Little Alchemy 2 - combine various elements to make new ones
Infinite Craft - kind of the same as Little Alchemy
ZenGM - simulate sports
Tamajoji - browser-based tamagotchi
IFDB - interactive fiction database (text adventure games)
Written Realms - more text adventure games with a user interface
The Cafe & Diner - mystery game
The New Campaign Trail - US presidential campaign game
Money Simulator - simulate financial decisions
Genesis - text-based adventure/fantasy game
Level 13 - text-based science fiction adventure game
Miniconomy - player driven economy game
Checkbox Olympics - games involving clicking checkboxes
BrantSteele.net - game show and Hunger Games simulators
Murder Games - fight to the death simulator by Orteil
Cookie Clicker - different but felt weird not including it. by Orteil.
if you're ever thinking about making a niche project that only a select number of individuals will be nerdy enough to enjoy, keep in mind i've been playing some of these games off and on for 20~ years (Alter Ego, for example). quite literally a lifetime of replayability.
The empath let the pain run through them, embraced how it made them feel and let it sink in. They screamed as it sank through their bones, not allowing the knowledge of their plan act as a comfort.
Then, when the villain came in close to gloat, they did it. They quickly moved to touch their captor and transferred all of the pain to them.
Past writing from other account
Amirah growled, digging through her leather satchel. “Third time this week…” She muttered angrily to herself. “It cannot be gone!” Her skirts were starting to get muddy from her hands being occupied elsewhere, but she could care less.
First her fan, then her favorite cloak, and now, the cherry on top of the cake, her dance slippers. Gone. Vanished. She closed the clasp on her satchel and swung it back over her shoulder, turning on her heel and walking back down the muddy streets towards home.
“Mother won’t be happy…” She groaned at herself. Mother was never happy, at least not with her. With seven younger siblings, all of the maternal joy was gifted lavishly on them. But Amirah, being the oldest, well, she was supposed to pull her own weight.
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Shout out to all the kids who are really good at acting and theater because they’re so used to changing their personality constantly be it parental struggles or just morphing depending on who you’re with
Some days I feel so alone
In a world with so far to roam
With every sense yearning
And every way turning
I’ll eventually find my way home
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“woah there buddy”
“be expressive, not aggressive”
“play staccato like you would play hot potato”
“yikes”
student: “why does posture matter?” me: “look at my hands when I’m playing with flat fingers. doesn’t that look weird? it looks kind of disturbing. don’t have flat fingers.” student: "you’re right”
“no no no don’t do that you’ll break your hand”
me: “what chord is this?” student: “g major. but can we name it carlos?” me: “…I don’t see why not”
“the man on my screensaver is dmitri shostakovich and you will learn to love his music, too”
“yeah this guy wrote angry music”
“we’re going to play this excruciatingly slowly. suffering is how we make progress”
me: “so a harp is basically just a naked piano.” my student: “so, you could say that inside a piano are the piano’s…organs.”
*miscellaneous sound effects and screeches*
*badly singing along as they play*
“composers were crazy. don’t ever let anyone tell you that mozart was sophisticated because he told some very bad jokes.”
me: “what interval is that?” student: “EL DIABLO”
“it’s going to sound bad, but that means you’re playing it right”
“please don’t play the piano with your elbows. you can try that at home”
“so the music says that it should be an f sharp but you played it as an f natural and I kind of liked that so we’re keeping it”
”if you can play this well I’ll accompany you with my plastic saxophone”
and i as well, my love, hold the same
It was all a mistake. A misunderstanding. Another day, another fight. Except...this time Eclipse had won. The alleyway was dark, abandoned. The girl ripped off her own mask, letting even more tears trace their paths down her face. “Stay with me- no, don’t you dare. Not now- not yet...” She clutched the body of her love, shaking in horrible cries. Small fires burned, not yet having burned themselves out. The villain didn’t care if the coals burned her, what did it matter. It had all been a game, of some sort or another. They had started out as friends, and then she would merely pull pranks on him and he would do them back. Until one day a line was crossed. After all, when two people are special and have powers, eventually it all goes downhill. Her sister died because of him. She still remembered his stunned face, even through the mask. He tried to say he was sorry, looked down horrified at himself. He tried to make it better. She shoved him away, snarling that she didn’t want any part in it. Sorrow and anger were easier to justify than mercy and remorse. That’s when it stopped being a game. She wanted his death, and she had gotten it.
There were times when she didn’t have to be different. Days when she could just be herself. Narah. Days when she could just sit in a coffee shop and people watch, or walk her dog in the park, or attempt to do yoga for fun. But when her sister died, someone new came into her life.
Ronan. Tall. Funny. He had freckles on his nose that scrunched when he laughed, and red-gold hair. They met at the funeral. He had come up to her and said his condolences like everyone else. She gave the same response as she gave anyone else and moved about the room. But when they ran into each other again, in the park, that’s when something started. He asked her how she was doing, and she was honest. That was when their friendship started. He was the only one who knew, truly knew who she was. He found out when he knocked on the door of her apartment after she hadn’t talked to anyone, or left in days. All of the rooms had ice dripping from them, drawing into their source. Her. She had been sobbing for days, her grief unquenchable.
As months went by, the line blurred between friend and lover. They did everything together, and he knew all of her faults and loved her for it. He never tried to stop her from fighting her nemesis. Once, and only once, he asked her why. She stopped by his apartment and found him nursing a deep gash on his face. He just said he got in a fight and left it at that. But then, later on, while they were talking over coffee, he asked her softly why she fought her nemesis like she did. After a long time she answered, "Because if I don't, I feel like I will forget her."
But that was all gone, her future with him dripping through her fingers just like the blood did. She pressed herself to him, clutching his body and curling into it. Her sobs echoed against the stone in the ally, her body shaking.
“Don’t go.... don’t leave me alone.”
He didn’t answer.
“No,” they whimpered. “N-no, not you, anyone but you.” They slumped to their knees, cradled the hero’s face between the hands that had killed them. “I never knew- never even guessed- oh god, oh god. [Hero] was just my nemesis but I love you, loved you.” They choked on their own sobbing, their lover’s skin going cold under their fingers. “Don’t leave me, please, god, just don’t leave me-”
Hang in there guys
I decided to create a masterpost that would help you with what you are struggling with. Hopefully any of the links below will help you! Reminder; You’re going to be okay. What you are going through will pass, just remember to breathe.
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Here are some distractions to help keep your mind occupied so you aren’t too focused on your thoughts.
-Draw something
-This website translates the time into colours.
-Create your own galaxy.
-Play flowing.
-Make a 3D line travel where ever you like.
-Listen to music.
-Calm.
-Ocean mood, do nothing for two minutes.
- 8 hour sleep music.
-Rainy mood.
-Meditation.
-Coping with nightmares.
-How to cope with nightmares, 11 steps.
-Calm
-Foods that can affect your sleeping, both positive and negatively.
-Rainy mood.
-10 hours of rain and thunder.
-3 hours of rain and thunder.
-Human heartbeat.
-Rainforest.
-Sound of rain on a tin roof.
-Autumn wind.
-Rain on a tent
-Traffic in the rain.
-Soft traffic.
-Fan.
-Train.
-Simply noise.
-My noise.
-Rainy cafe.
-How to stop worrying.
-Tips to manage anxiety and stress.
-The 10 best ever anxiety management techniques.
-Self-help strategies for anxiety.
-Helping a friend with anxiety.
-All about worrying.
-8 myths about anxiety.
-“I’m always sad”
-Feeling sad.
-Going through trauma.
-“I’m always angry”.
-Anger management.
-All about anger.
-National helplines and websites.
-Self-help strategies for depression.
-Dealing with depression at work.
-Dealing with depression at school.
-Pets and mental health.
-All about loneliness.
-“I feel so alone”
-10 more ideas to help with loneliness.
-How to deal with loneliness.
-Alternatives to self-harm and distraction techniques.
-146 things to do besides self-harm.
-More alternatives to self-harm.
-Self-harm alternatives.
-How to take care of self-harm wounds/injuries.
-Getting rid of scars.
-How to help a friend with a drug addiction.
-What is addiction?
-All about alcohol and addiction.
-The facts about drug addiction.
-Helping a friend with an eating disorder.
-Eating disorder treatments.
-Support services for eating disorders.
-Self-help tips with eating disorders.
-Eating disorder recovery.
-Recovering from an eating disorder.
-100+ reasons to recover.
-Understanding and managing eating disorders.
-3 ways to ease self-loathing.
-How to turn self-hatred into self-compassion.
-Self-hatred resources.
-10 step plan to deal with self-hate.
-International suicide hotlines (1) (2)
-Preventing suicide.
-Reasons to stay alive.
-Dealing with suicidal thoughts and feelings.
-Coping with suicidal ideation.
-All about schizophrenia.
-Helping a person with schizophrenia.
-Understanding and dealing with schizophrenia.
-Delusions and hallucinations.
-Managing your OCD at home.
-Overcoming OCD.
-How to cope with OCD.
-Strategies for dealing with the anxious moments.
-Helping someone with BPD.
-All about personality disorders.
-Treatment for BPD.
-Healthy relationships VS abusive relationships.
-Emotional abuse
-Overcoming sexual abuse.
-Hotlines services.
-5 ways to escape an abusive relationship.
-Domestic violence support.
-Signs of an abusive relationship.
-What do to if you’re in an abusive relationship.
-Surviving abuse.
-What you can do if you’re sexual harassed.
-Sexual assault support.
-What to do if you’ve been sexually assaulted or abused.
-How to stand up against bullying.
-How to protect yourself when it comes to cyber bullying.
-How to help stop people bullying you.
-How to cope with a suicide of a loved one.
-Grieving for a stranger.
-Common reactions to death.
-Working through grief.
(Other loss and grief)
-Moving away from friends and family.
-Coping with a breakup.
-Seeking help early.
-All about psychological treatments.
-Types of help.
-All about age and confidentiality.
- Don’t stress about being fixed because you’re not broken.
-Remember to remind yourself of your accomplishments. Tell yourself that you’re proud of yourself, even if you’re not.
- This is temporary. You won’t always feel like this.
-You are not alone.
-You are enough.
-You are important.
-You are worth it.
-You are strong.
-You are not a failure,
-Good people exist.
-Reaching out shows strength.
-Breathe.
-Don’t listen to the thoughts that are not helping you.
-Give yourself credit.
-Don’t be ashamed of your emotions, for the good or bad ones.
-Treat yourself the same way as you would treat a good friend.
-Focus on the things you can change.
-Let go of toxic people.
-You don’t need to hide, you’re allowed to feel the way you do.
-Try not to beat yourself up.
-Something is always happening, you don’t want to miss out on what’s going to happen next.
-You are not a bother.
-Your existence is more than your appearance.
-You are smart.
-You are loved.
-You are wanted.
-You are needed.
-Better days are coming.
-Just because your past is dark, doesn’t mean your future isn’t bright.
-You have more potential than you think.
- Your value doesn’t decrease based on someone’s inability to see your worth.
Please remember to look after yourself and know that you are more than worth it and you deserve to be happy. Keep smiling butterflies x
Hello! Just your local chaos gremlin. Twenty year old lesbian figuring things out.
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