Wrote Angst Needed To Silly

a siren sounds like the goddess who promises endless apologies of paradise...

CWMCC DAY 3

WISH / RULE

i'm not following the themes very strictly haha, it isn't obvious except for to me XD

you're getting more lore! in religions around the world, ascension to a higher consciousness is a common theme. and some people think, those who are smarter, who are able, have the right to rule and say what can and can't be. are we out of line? are people inherently sinful?

but when you wish to chase the very top, you'll never be happy - when you're already doing your best...the only way you go higher is by bringing the people around you down

i miss when "brainrot" was for something that occupied the Headspace a lot and not gen alpha skibidi toilet sigma. i can't say "OC brainrot" anymore with it hitting the same! same with "freaky" since i still use it in the trad sense asw. i can't say these words anymore without people being like WHAT THE GYATT OHIO

drew @onehundredgar 's (old?) sona, got bored and rendered it asw LOL i loooove color

here's an older version unrendered version that i think is also a vibe, just diff vibes

i really missed drawing just for the sake of drawing smth fun, so this was really nice

i may be a trans dude but ill be a pining lesbian in a situationship or an angsty teenage boy who just went through a breakup or a distraught middle aged man going through a midlife crisis for a few minutes depending on the song just say the word I'LL DO IT

true love is gazing lovingly at your disaster partner who can't fold a blanket

please give me your ocs to draw,,,

i think it's very cool that we just have little guys we spin in our brain and torture sometimes 💙

exams got me in a chokehold and not in the sexy kind of way

tried out apothecary diaries the other day, got inspired to do a study, redrew jinmao as Gustav Klimt's "The Kiss", died

ive been sick for a while so excuse the messiness

do you want a relationship or do you just want to be happy(ier)?

hear me out.

sometimes when i hear ppl around me complain about how much they want a bf/gf/partner in general i often want to ask, "why exactly?"

because a lot of the time, at the core, people want a s/o to address some other thing in their life they want fulfilled. like it's more of just wanting companionship, someone to connect to, wishing to feel less lonely etc

i feel like this is worth thinking about bc often people will get into a relationship thinking it will solve this core issue they have, and when it doesn't it catches them off guard. like ur s/o is there to improve your overall quality of life, not solve your life problems for u--that's smth u need to work on urself. yes it will suck. but it will be worth it bc ull be a more well-rounded person!

i used to kinda wish i had a relationship myself, but as i met more ppl and made more friends that feeling went away and i realised i was really content with just my platonic relationships. bc at the root i really just wanted people i could truly connect to, people i could chat up whenever. and i got that when i built a good network of friends.

you don't need a romantic relationship to be happy. it's better to try to address these needs first instead of throwing it all upon the hypothetical partner to solve.

i think about this whenever i have that "i want a relationship" feeling again.

basic information :

name : nykenima (nyk).

goals : share oc art and stories.

hello! for the purpose of this blog, I'm just some guy haha. I'll try to stay impersonal here to keep the focus on the work I post. this won't be the case with messages and comments :]

this blog is best suited for teen and up audiences. the main story I'm writing explores more complex themes that should be handled with nuance and respect. 💙

quick search :

#my art for my silly drawings.

#my answers for my responses to asks.

post is tagged with the above two for easy access.

my ask box :

really, tell me anything! ask me questions, show me your art, your dog, share a shower thought - who cares! just have fun. Although, of course, I would prefer no NSFW, in thought or media, as there's a time and place for that which isn't here.

boundaries :

no DNI list, but I'm sure you guys understand to not be hateful. it's good for your peace of mind not to be too!

will not interact with minors the way I might with adults. that means some distance.

rude words will be ignored, please feel free to speak your mind otherwise.

otherwise, I hope you'll like scrolling through my blog! I make what I do mainly because I like it, but it would be an honor to know you did too. 💙

bonus! cool people :

@rainncoater - very kind, has been patient with me, haha. great artist too! lots of bright colours; good rainbow soup.