"Are you on drugs?" Clawing fingers pulling at my eyelids, just checking. "I'm serious, are you on drugs?"
I wish.
You are not hard to love or difficult because of you mental, physical illness or disability. It is not your fault and others should provide kindness and support in any way they are able.
You deserve love and you will be loved. Your illness does not define you, or make you any less of a person. Never allow anyone to make you feel otherwise đź’–
Just a friendly reminder, the moss loves you and the mushrooms think your kinda cute.
There is not enough Water in the entire world to hydrate my veins
The light leaves my eyes Ears roar, legs quiver, head spins Help me! I’m falling Â
I’m so god damn cold Pass me that woolen blanket Just kidding I’m hot
Thoughts every morning? “Give me gatorade and salt” “Heart can you just not”
Ow ow ow ow ow Fuck the people who said there would be no pain
BP and HR You are pissy little shits Just work togetherÂ
Digestive system? Circulation? Brain function? What even is that? Everything my Body does on its own is Basically fucked.
first step : MUSIC!!!! LOUD AS FUCK BRO!!!!!!!!! NOONES STOPPING U!!! (except for ur parents but who cares theyre the ones who r forcing u to clean in the first place if their fragile hearts get upset what fuck do i give) ok next u set a reward which would be u get to play ur new games!!! yay!!! doesnt that sound cool!!!
second : DUMP EVERYTHING ON THE FLOOR ONTO UR BED!!!!!!!!!! why? because it makes me HAVE to clean it up or i wont be able to sleep. good strategy i'd say
third: sweep sweep and vacuum yaayayyayay floors r clean now hooray!!!!!!!
fourth: dump everything on ur desks or shelf or wtv onto ur bed and then clean those too!!!!!! yay now they're clean too!!!!!!!
BREAK TIME!!!!!!!!!! HAVE A SNACK!!!! MAKE UR FAV DRINK IDC!!!!!!!!!
fifth: now u have to deal with... The Pile...but no worry!!!! we'll handle it like that unpacking game. you take one thing out, choose where to store it.. and put it there!!! then u do that with everythign else and youll be done in no time!!!
sixth: hm.... somethings not right... okay so take a step out and go back in and if something looks wrong u fix it. it doesn thave to be perfect!!! youve just gotta be happy with it.
and that's... it? i'm done??? that's so cool!!! im so proud of myself aaaaaaa thisis so great
Thought I was getting better but oh well
But sometimes one just needs to have a sobbing breakdown to get one of their needs across ig so net positive?
Fuck yeah yall already know what this means for tmr
did i hang up the phone? what if they can still hear me? if they can hear me, why havent they responded? hello, can you hear me? are you still there? hello, dont hang up on me, love. hello, hello, where are you? why did you leave me
it's bc i love u and ur my favourite person ever ever evr