Rabiesbites - Rabies Enthusiast

I hate beatboxing so much. I FUCKING HATE IT. If you make dubstep sounds with your mouth then I personally think we should be allowed to hit you with a really, really heavy truck.

this is probably the NICEST THING IVE IEVER READ IM GONNA CRY TYSM!!!!!! I definitely plan on writing more i have chapter 2 planned already....hehehe....I'm so HAPPY THANK YOU SO MUCH WAAUDYDGBDBTBT 🥺🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕💕💕😭😭😭😭😭😭

also I've listen to 2 of jhariah's songs, I plan on trying more :) I'm pretty careful with listening to new music , I tend to take it a little slow haha

if you do end up making comics or animatics just know I will be sobbing for hours /vpos

Chapter 1 is out!

Chapter 1 of the bad ending N au is finally out! This chapter is carrying the most of the graphic violence in this fic, so...

yapping under the cut, but there will be spoilers so read after the chapter :) also @neo91502 idk which blog u wanted to tag so i hope ur main is ok? ;;

This chapter is the first one, so of course things are just getting started here. The reason I moved the end of B2/W2 to the end of B/W is partly because I wanted Hilbert to be there, but mostly because N's loyalty would still lie somewhat with Ghetsis in this situation.

Ghetsis's death is violent for a reason. N is very sheltered-- he's only shown what Ghetsis wants him to see. N sees Pokemon as victims, so it drastically effects his worldview to see one lash out so violently and maim a human being to death. He knows that Kyurem was lashing out at the abuse it faced at Ghetsis's hands, but N also genuinely was traumatized by a Pokemon. As far as he knows, it's been humans traumatizing the Pokemon. The funeral may be cliche but it is symbolic. Pokemon Black and White is about how things aren't...black and white. But at a funeral, everything is black. Everyone wears black. It's very clearly alluding to the undeniable truth that nothing good awaits Team Plasma beyond this point...especially not for N. Speaking of Team Plasma, the fact that the symbol is engraved on the lid of the casket is foreshadowing that Plasma dies alongside Ghetsis. (N is not suited for a position of power). N's speech at the funeral shows that he really has no idea how he feels about Ghetsis, but he knows for certain things can never be the same and that he will forever be changed by a past he cannot unsee. He also....really doesn't know what to do at a funeral. This chapter also leads up to a growing separation between N and his sisters, ouch. On a lighter note...at least he can maybe befriend Colress? There's a lot of clashing views there, though...

bro said 🚶

people with siblings have you ever in your life called ur sibling bro or sis bc i have not and i just imagined myself doing it and gagged. it would feel so weird

one of my personal autism things is getting excited about seeing something related to someone else's interest and showing it to them. i dont care about dr who but whenever i see something about it i used to always point it out to my grandma (who is a huge dr who fan) because seeing the stuff i like makes me happy! and i wanted to make her happy!

autistic people do show love, its just sometimes a bit different than the neurotypical way.

THIS ONE it has a silly title but omg

Tfw you read a life changing fanfic at 3 in the morning and your crying but have no one to talk to about it because it's 3 in the morning so you just lie there

EXACTLY. the people who have yelled at me for writing gory fanfiction like my brother in Christ it is in the tags and it's Demon Slayer what did you expect.

hey this is just some general advice

if something triggers you, and you go and specifically engage with that thing and get triggered, don't blame it on the person / people posting about said content?

If my trigger was chocolate ice cream for example, I wouldnt go up to an ice cream stand, buy Chocolate ice cream, and then scream at the seller because his product triggered me.

everyone needs to take responsibility for their own triggers, you cant expect huge places like Tumblr to not somewhere in there have something that triggers you, it's your responsibility to avoid it, and not to blame the person posting about it

I FORGOT THE WHISKERS 😭😭😭😭😭😭

you guys wanted more so here he is!!! warrior cat au dazai

might change the name i just came up with it on a whim