It makes your heart race. It turns the world upside-down. But if youβre not careful, if you donβt keep your eyes on something still, you can lose your balance, you know?
PRACTICAL MAGIC (1998) dir. Griffin Dunne
Β Β Β Β Β βββ Β Β Β Β βΒ Β Β Quinn had spent the day now gone at her apartment in town. She needed to decompress. The amount of studying she was forcing herself to do wasn't healthy. She knew that, she did, and yet she carried on. Part of it was the same anxiety she had carried her whole life: that at some point, she would get complacent and fail horribly for everyone to see. She had come so close a few times. Mostly it was a distraction. If Quinn worked herself to the bone, there wouldn't be time to think about her missing cousin, the heightened public interest in her family, her tangled feelings. It had taken accidentally crashing in the library last night for her to finally take a day off. Was it a waste of a day? Absolutely. But that was what she needed. Challenging herself to a chocolate macaron recipe by Pierre HermΓ©, the sun had long set by the time she had 24 little iced meringues she was content enough with.Β
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Walking back to campus, sealed tupperware hugged tightly in her arms, Quinn was wrapped in a thick woollen coat that grazed her ankles. She imagined she might cut an intimidating figure in the shadows if she wasn't the height of nothing. The sophomore hadn't noticed it was Ollie walking ahead of her until he turned around. She grinned.Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β β Would you like to bleed out fast and get it over with Β Β Β Β Β or nice and slow so you can ponder over all your terrible life choices ? β
Near the dorms, Late Wednesday Night. ( open ! )
It was colder outside than Ollie had thought as he walked from the dorms to the nearby 7-11 to get a Big Gulp late at night, and back again. Heβd spent more than enough time in his room, really only leaving for one of two reasons. Going to class, or visiting Monty(/replenishing his supply). But he couldnβt last all week in a dark room sitting in front of a computer screen working out this phone tracking issue, and sorting out any pre mid-term issues he was having before that time of the year came up out of no where, like it seemed to every year. It was one of the busiest times of the year for his business, but also one of the most lucrative, so he wouldnβt complain. It was nice to get some fresh air, despite the nearly freezing temperatures as he walked along the campus sidewalk back towards Waverly, chewing on the bright red straw from the large plastic cup in his hand, slowing when he started to notice foot steps behind him. βPlease tell me youβre following me because youβre planning on stabbing me, that will solve so many of my problems,β he said, turning to see who it was behind him. βPlease?β
isabellafmβ:
Bella stopped in her tracks, sighing, rolling her eyes, the worksΒ because, oh my godΒ βΒ βProud of you for your good deed, Sandra Dee, but thatβs totally not mine.β She poked her head towards the pencil case in Quinnβs hand; it was a tacky orange color, completely outside of her color scheme, and god forbid she ever used mechanical pencils. Good lord.Β βThough, Iβm not against opening it up and digging through. Might be some goodiesΒ inside, yβknow?βΒ
Β Β Β Β Β βββ Β Β Β Β βΒ Β Β Quinn blinked at being called Sandra Dee. She'd heard it before. Her jaw clenched, wanting to react but knowing it wasn't worth it with Bella. β Oh, β she held back. The pencil case had been sitting by Bella in the library but must've been left before she arrived. Quinn pulled her arm in and held the item close to her chest, pulling a frown at the fellow legacy.Β β I think not. β
ironlvngsΒ·:
Β Β Β they really began to rack their mind through every trick that he learned throughout the years trying to figure out where she was going to go with this as she led them towards the showers. and then when she turned the tap on, explaining to him exactly how it would work. as she explained, he found himself grinning at her.Β β and if you ever wonder why iβve been so deeply attracted to you, morrison, do remember this moment. β he says as he puts the cigarette up to his lips, offering to light hers first before going for his.Β β so, why are you hiding in here ? βΒ Β
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β βshe Β held Β the Β cigarette Β between Β her Β forefinger Β and Β middle Β and Β leaned Β forward Β to Β the Β flame, Β wrapping Β her Β lips Β around Β the Β filter Β and Β inhaling. Β the Β paper Β and Β tobacco Β crackled Β and Β the Β ember Β took. Β quinn's Β eyes Β flicked Β up Β to Β them, Β the Β green Β in Β her Β hazel Β eyes Β brighter Β in Β her Β purple Β ensemble. Β "you're Β attracted Β to Β anything Β you Β can't Β have, Β link..." Β the Β blonde Β answered Β after Β exhaling Β a Β stream Β of Β smoke. Β at Β least, Β that Β was Β her Β running Β theory, Β if Β it Β were Β true Β to Β begin Β with. Β "who's Β hiding?"
Catherynne M. Valente, The Bread We Eat in Dreams; βMouse Koanβ
quinn morrison, twenty two, pre-med
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