GOT IT ON MY BLOGGGG

Snake Stimboard for Day 23 of Boardtober!

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it’s like I DO want to be feminine in the way a man is feminine. if I’m performing feminity I don’t want it to be read as an inherent reflection of my gender and who I am. I don’t want someone to call me ma’am or be called a girl. like. it’s drag. only it can’t be drag for me, because it’s not actually subverting anything, is it? so I’m in this spot where I either cannot allow myself any femininity or I do and accept the consequences of perception. my wearing eyeliner isn’t a subversion, a quiet rebellion, it’s perceived as fulfilling an expectation. somehow I can never be masc enough to be percieved as I want to be, so any introduction of femininity feels like a defeat. and yet sometimes I want to wear the pretty things that are still in my closet! or play around with makeup. but it isn’t a young boy getting into his mother’s vanity and heels, it’s growing up into the fulfillment of the wants of the mother and the rest of society as a blank whole.

Being neurodivergent, a lot of times I struggle to understand what other people are feeling or experiencing. I’m typically horrible at giving gifts or knowing what other people want.

On rare occasions, I will be around someone who I work with and notice a minor detail which could be fixed or easily improved by some small item or simple gesture.

Then I can’t stop thinking about it until I can give it to them or figure out how to get myself to forget.

For example, I have met with my new research professor several times and when he draws on his whiteboard to explain something his markers are so dried out. So I tied an extra dry erase marker I had to a string and hung it from his door. Why don’t I just give it to him directly? Can’t do that, I’ve already overanalyzed the situation in my head. Besides I feel better that it’s anonymous because then I don’t have to navigate any awkward conversations that might be a result.

Flamingos are dumb actually.

GET THEIR ASS

discreet is my middle name

want moooreeeee ;u;

can I please get some more panicky gay dad moments? please? I love these two and I wish to find more

GOD I LIKE HIM FUCK @kajiroshi WE GOT TALKING TO DO ABOUT THIS MAN

Karl Heisenberg my beloved 💍

i...just hope im not the only one who find this man hella attractive...

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i am so so sick of white gay ppl trying to make antiracism movements about them like if i see one more motherfucker on tiktok respond to a pocs video with the FUCKING “uwu but i have adhd and im gay / trans how can u say im not oppressed” like shut up this is not about u and just because u are queer does not negate the fact that you benefit from white privilege stay in your fucking lane and check urself