Using Tmblr Is So Hard Without My Glasses Bc I Have Enough Vision To Feel Like I Can See 20/20, But Then

memory of a kiss

Hey i’m a fashion design student so i have tons and tons of pdfs and docs with basic sewing techniques, pattern how-tos, and resources for fabric and trims. I’ve compiled it all into a shareable folder for anyone who wants to look into sewing and making their own clothing. I’ll be adding to this folder whenever i come across new resources

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/16uhmMb8kE4P_vOSycr6XSa9zpmDijZSd?usp=sharing

WOOOO

babeee ill let u spin me around

DAMNNNNN

@dailytogachako @marronje @queen-ochako @lily-claw

anyways while y'all were discussing tgck as caitvi I drew them as timebomb.

also toga as the iconic jinx scene (doodle bc I'm working on more for this au bc it has me in a chokehold.)

Nothing:

Do you sometimes want to stop fidgeting, moving, tastings, seeing, hearing, breathing... You just want everything to stop.

But you've never wanted to die. 

As they say 'suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem... But what if it's not temporary? what if it never ends? What if this craving for this sinful feeling never stops?

You know it's just your anxiety talking. It always talks. It hurts and talks. It takes and talks. It is just there and talks... But sometimes that's enough to push you off the edge. To make you want to feel Nothing. 

After years of torment and abuse from no one but yourself, you learn to live with it. Embrace the feelings of guilt that you've caused from thinking you could've made it through life unharmed. 

You would reminisce about the childhood you wish wasn't stolen through fake judgement and antagonising words. You would remember the days when you would lie underneath the stars and bask in their embrace. You would miss the dreams that you painstakingly woke up from to go to school where you were scared of being judged for nothing. 

Maybe some of the most difficult things were the 'it's all in your head' and the 'try not to think about it that roamed my head in search of any excuse, trying to sneak past the protective barriers I made to devour it.

The point is it will never change. The feeling of nothingness never changes it. You can change your sleeping, exercise and eating habits all you like, the heartache of craving something you can't reach will never stop.

THANK U FOR MY NEW PFP!!! 🩷💛😋

I’m so new and lost on here but first post !!

Me: *proped up by 1000 pillows.*

Me: shit I need another pillow.

IN ❤️💛 LOVE

happy valentine's day to everyone and all you ships

2nd place ain't that bad considering the competition 😙

Bully:

seek to harm, intimidate, or coerce (someone perceived as vulnerable). What really Is the definition of a bully? 

I've been taught different things throughout the years about 'bullying'. 

I've been told to stay away from them. I've been told it's only bullying if it happens more than one or twice. I've been told that they only hurt others because they are hurting. 

I understand the sentiment, but I feel like it's wrong.

The term 'bully' is used so often that I don't care anymore about who is a so-called bully and who is the victim.

I had a form to fill out about bullying today, provided by the school. 

They asked about my experience with bullying and how safe I felt in school and so on. 

Somewhere deep inside I know the school staff can't do much to help the kids that need it because of multiple reasons. Either way somewhere inside me I wish they would do something. 

Even if I dont know, because as far as I'm concerned I've never been bullied. Or have I? Do people look at me in pity? Or talk behind my back? And I purposely ignored but I've become so used to it that it's second nature to accept it.