for years now, shooting a gun has been as simple as breathing. like his weapons were apart of him - taking them away akin to amputation. his reflexive response of ' just shoot ' DIES on his tongue when arthur glances sideways to hope. notes how her eyes, turning almost purple under the setting sun, stay glued on the weapon she's holding. barely daring to breathe for fear of doing it wrong.
arthur's hand releases the barrel of the revolver, a fingertip tapping the sights just above the hammer. ❝ line these up with your target, ❞ he instructs. ❝ both ends. at this distance, you don't gotta worry about the bullet goin' low. just make sure you're shootin' straight. ❞
a few silent heartbeats stretch as he allows hope to make adjustments. he doesn't chime in. doesn't attempt to CORRECT her. knows she won't learn unless she makes a mistake & understands why. but it's damn tempting - especially since his hand still covers her. the hard line of his chest pressing against her shoulder. feeling like he needs an excuse to stay so close to her.
he doesn't have one, so he pulls away.
❝ & always fire on empty lungs, ❞ arthur finishes, his voice deep & only slightly above a whisper. not wanting to speak louder & break her focus. brows pulled together, muscles taut as he waits for the loud clap of hope pulling the trigger.
while arthur did pull away, he keeps a hand hovering over the spot between her shoulder blades. ready to connect & keep her from stumbling if need be. firing a shot during the HEAT of the moment was very different from a calm, quiet moment in the forest. arthur has to make sure to keep his focus on the lesson, however - the heat he feels radiating from her spine is almost enough to break it.
hands drop to her sides in anxious preparation , ready to follow his instruction - they open & close a few times , simply because it feels like something one ought to do before handling such a weapon . she is so focused on being appropriately 𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓 , that she doesn't really consider how arthur intends to go about teaching her until she feels his warm calloused touch .
as much as hope tries to hide it , she stiffens in response , like a prey animal deciding whether it is safer to bolt or remain frozen in place . she holds her breath , listening diligently , delicate fingers closing carefully around the handle & adjusting to his instruction . despite her nerves & the 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒕 rising to her cheeks due to their proximity , she can't help but feel a bit more at ease with his rumbling low voice at her back & the even-keeled steadiness of his movements .
then he mentions killing & her heart picks up its pace once more . while the idea of taking another's life is instinctively abhorrent to her , she also realizes that it is a 𝑷𝑹𝑰𝑽𝑰𝑳𝑬𝑮𝑬 she's never had to cross that threshold of irreversible moral compromise .
she still knows very little about mr. morgan , but has picked up enough about him to know he entered the life of an outlaw at an extremely formative age . from what she understands , it's all he's ever known . she has no room to judge him for doing what is necessary to 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒗𝒊𝒗𝒆 , so she doesn't .
his grasp completely encompassing her own , she is similarly struck by their difference in size . he truly towers over her , her slight frame fitting against his broad one in a way that makes her weak in the knees . grappling with herself to 𝑭𝑶𝑪𝑼𝑺 on the task at hand , the squeeze he gives recaptures her attention & she copies the gesture attentively .
❝ woah , ❞ brows rise into her fringe as he demonstrates how secure her grip has become , a small 𝒔𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒔𝒇𝒊𝒆𝒅 smile tugging at the corner of her lips . it makes her feel . . . strong . ❝ okay , i think i got it . what next ? ❞
surprise flickers over arthur's face immediately, attention shooting back over in time to watch the way hope's eyes expand. her fingertips brushing over plush, pink lips as if it would help REIN in what she just said. but it was in the air now - hanging in much the way cigar smoke does. heavy, thick, intrusive.
arthur blinks once, twice, shifting in his seat on the third. he had an inkling about how hope might've felt about this whole thing - he ain't like dutch, but arthur's come to know miss hope baxter a little by now. knows when she's being truthful & when she's trying to spare his feelings. when she's genuine or teasing.
❝ so you don't wanna marry this guy, ❞ arthur says bluntly. reinforcing what she just admitted by mistake. not allowing it to be shuffled under the rug in a way hope will want to do.
he spins the whiskey in his glass, mouth tight & jaw set. a small temptation rises in arthur's gut to point out that, CONTRARY to her question about doing anything else with his life, he ain't the one being pushed into a marriage. he had the freedom to marry for love, if love ever found him.
( it did. long ago. & it was these same damn expectations that kept her from him. )
arthur lets out a long, IMPATIENT sigh. ❝ if you don't wanna get married, then don't ! what - daddy won't be happy ? seems to me you should put 'urself first. ❞
❝ -- no ! ❞ hope lets out a small half-hearted laugh compulsively , to match his energy more than anything else . she continues , ❝ i mean , not unless you wanted to be somethin' 𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒚 . ❞ she tilts her head to the side in evaluation of his reaction , brows furrowing together . it surprises her how quickly he dismisses the idea that he might ever have been anything else in life . he's smart , much smarter than he gives himself any credit for anyway . he's got plenty of skills applicable to careers outside of gunslinging & playing muscle for the van der linde gang . she's seen it . . . but he really doesn't , does he ? that thought weighs down her sweet smile - noticeably drooping into a pout .
as he surveys the room , hope takes the opportunity to briefly study his features - she notes his scars , the lines around his eyes , their color . she wonders what those eyes have seen ; she wonders how they see 𝑯𝑬𝑹 .
as arthur refocuses , leaning in that little bit closer , she draws in a quick sharp breath - gaze flickering toward his lips for a single beat . while she tries to keep her expression neutral , kicking herself internally for being so easily 𝒇𝒍𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒅 - she can't hide the flush that blooms across her freckles like wildflowers .
her attention successfully captured , she listens to what he says intently - heart dropping to & shattering on the filthy floor . it takes her a moment to process it all , first the briefly flippant description of his parents , then . . . 'even worse man than me . . .' that admission alone floors her into momentary silence , a rarity for her & an 𝑰𝑴𝑷𝑹𝑬𝑺𝑺𝑰𝑽𝑬 feat on arthur's part.
before she can come up with something 𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 apologetic to say , he has already moved onto his question - further throwing her off .
❝ i . . . me ? ❞ she blinks up at him , still recalibrating from the sheer mental whiplash . her sufficiently inebriated mind struggling to keep up . ❝ uh . . . hm ,❞ she scrambles blindly for something , 𝑨𝑵𝒀𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮 to say - & so the truth spills out with an incredulous giggle . ❝ well i wouldn't be getting married , that's for sure . . . ❞ the moment she hears herself azure eyes blow wide , lips flatting into a thin line , fingers pressing loosely to her lips in shock .
❝ - i don't know why i said that , ❞ maybe the drinks were a 𝒃𝒂𝒅 𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒂 after all . . .
jon dips his head in a single nod to acknowledge her words, though he's heard them from her before. his reply was normally to ASSURE her it wasn't a problem & they enjoyed having her here.
instead, he tosses the alien-fruit back into the container. ❝ making a good meal out of these is all the repayment we need. ❞
jon continues winding through container after container - only stopping to occasionally SKIM through a manifest report here & there. his focus was mainly on ellie. ❝ though, i hope you don't feel like you need to be helping out. i'm not going to maroon you somewhere because you aren't preparing dinner for us. ❞
。・:*:・゚🐬 BODY RAISES SLIGHTLY ... onto the balls of her feet , so that she can look into the containers as well. a bright smile crosses her lips as she pulls out a cucumber looking veggie - blue eyes look up at jon and her head nods , before she focuses back on the cucumber like food. ❝ these are great. ❞ chef had indeed ended up trusting her enough with the shopping list - just a little test. ❝ it's okay , captain. ❞ ellie replied , placing the cucumber back into the container and standing flat on her feet again. ❝ chef and i had a talk the other day. i'm not trying to push him out of his own kitchen. ❞ there was a laugh. ❝ but i don't want to just sit around in my room doing nothing , if i can do something to repay you guys for helping me. ❞
obediently - but not without an exaggerated groan - stan makes way toward the egg aisle. with mabel perched on the very front of the cart like a captain on the stern of her own ship , they caught a few glances from other shoppers. stan knew they were looking at mabel - aweing over an ADORABLE little girl much too excited about grocery shopping. round eyes turn to amused smiles when their gazes moved to stan himself , pushing the cart with hunched shoulders and knit brows.
ah, let one of 'em take mabel home if they want. saves stan from having to eat her mabelcakes . . .
especially when he caught a look at the egg prices. this kid was gonna bankrupt him.
" can't we just get that egg substitute shi- erm, crap ? " stan asked, steering the cart in its direction. " don't want the BURDEN of eating some little baby chicken on your conscience, do ya ? "
𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚌 𝚞𝚗𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚍 𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜 ( accepting ! )
@quastari said : ❝ the chocolate milk is strikingly overpriced & at the same time very easy to steal ; another of god's little tests .❞ - stanley pines
❝ & i'm pretending i didn't hear that ! ❞ mabel singsongs , depositing a gallon of the aforementioned beverage into their shopping cart with a loud thump . ❝ next on the list is . . . ❞ she squints at the slightly crumbled piece of notebook paper in her hand , where in between various holographic & glittery stickers there are some grocery items listed in glitter gel pen ink . ❝ woof , speaking of overpriced - eggs . ❞ returning to her perch at the front of the cart , she points ahead , waiting expectantly for her grunkle to propel her onward . ❝ now MUSH ! ❞
@espercr asked : "I suppose you have good reason for making me look like a liar?" (4 Arthur :3c)
❝ it was either that or i'm your client. ❞
the words are low & bitten out as soon as the two round the corner into the hallway. it was dark, save for the low-lit lanterns hung on the walls that outlined arthur's STURDY shoulders & furrowed brow. their room was at the very end, near the back door leading to the patio - good. another avenue of escape should they need it.
noises from the doors they passed served to SUPPORT arthur's meaning. he could hear a woman offering a very good performance - no doubt giving her client his money's worth.
as they passed the second, arthur picked up the sound of skin impacting against skin followed by a distinctly male voice crying out. his boots hit the ground a little quicker to move out of earshot.
❝ trust me, girl. you'd PREFER to be a married woman in these parts. ❞
arthur's footfalls cease once he reaches the fourth door, quickly unlocking it & giving it a light kick with the tip of his boot. the old wood swung open. revealing a room that had scarcely been cleaned after its last inhabitants. the STALE smell of cigars hang in the room like a mist. an old blanket barely covers a stain on the mattress.
when bringing a woman to a room for the night, a man should spring for something a little nicer. but the law may not think to search a hole in the wall such at this. ❝ make 'urself comfortable, princess, ❞ he continues in a low, SARCASTIC drawl.
♡ for some memes or perhaps a starter
a short bark of laughter comes from arthur as he stands, thumbs coming to hook into his gunbelt. his smirk is CROOKED, stretching over tanned skin in a way it often doesn't. it half comes from amusement, half because he's always a little put on the spot when teased by a woman.
" can't have that. i've got a reputation. "
arthur is QUIET for a moment, his smirk fading because he feels his work isn't yet done. emotional upkeep falls far beyond his scope of expertise - but arthur knows how it is when the chips always feel like they're down. like he's run out of options. it's not a feeling he wishes on any decent person.
" all's i'm saying is gut feelings ain't there for nothin'. what's the point in learnin' something the HARD way if you don't learn from it ? "
"trust your instincts. when the chips are down, they’re all you have." from @quastari / arthur
her gut is a constant: the way instinct has kept her alive, kept her aware. young woman is a contradiction - the gentleness of her features, of her mannerisms, even of her silence... yet how cleverness fills those doe eyes, always studying the world as if waiting for the next disaster. she's not blind to the universe and how things really seem to go. yet over, and over, brunette does her very best to keep on choosing to see the good even when she knows how likely it all is to end badly.
"the chips always seem to be down." it's a dry little joke, quiet under her voice, attention still on the papers she's carefully sorting through. if anything - she knows it's a flaw she's so often tried to ignore her gut in favour of trying to understand other's opinions. it's how she ended up engaged to bobby after all, isn't it? "careful, I'll think you're concerned about me."