Denial Of Me Being Trans (that Made Me Super Transphobic)

yes... but it depends, if it's my partner's i'd ask first, if it's just a friend or family i would do it if it's a non clear bottle so i can get away with it

when using the shower at someone else’s house, do you use their body wash, shampoo, or conditioner?

Yes / no

I hate when anyone says me wanting to just be a housewife promotes gender roles and I should stop… I’m sorry I want to live my life the way I want to, and I’m sorry that it’s such a big deal to you, like yeah I’m following A gender role… doesn’t mean I’m intentionally doing it to spite you (although at this point I might as well). Also it’s not just an “I want this” anymore, when I was younger and more oblivious to my transness it was just a want, but now I’m a 20+ year old highschool dropout with no coping skills for my mental issues or any meaningful skills that would help me find a job, like yeah I could try, but it would cost more to work than I would earn, not just because of the therapy I would probably have to go to weekly just to be somewhat stable during the time I have a job, but also due to the mental health issues it would cause after I eventually have a breakdown and quit. And you could say “just get coping skills”, but for me it’s not that easy, I need to be in a good mental state to practice coping skills otherwise it’s just going to lead me into a breakdown… or if it’s breathing techniques a trauma induced panic attack, it’s never going to be worth it for me to work… especially if I can’t find a job that caters to my special interests, because if it doesn’t cater to them I will end up hating every moment of it and it will stress me out.

To those who have the privilege of not being a complete and utter failure mentally and in many cases physically, you can live your life however you want, but sadly even if this wasn’t something I wanted I couldn’t help it.

And remember live life for Yourself and Nobody else.

i'm dumb

that feeling when you reblog a post 3 times... not once, not twice but THREE TIMES... that's when you can tell the tiredness is sinking in

If only…

Intimidation

Daily screen time for me ranges from 12 to 18 hours depending on how long I’m awake

Is your daily screen time usually over 5 hours?

I don’t like bacon, I don’t like peanut butter, jam causes me pain not only from the sugar touching my teeth but how fucking sweet it is on my tongue, and all bread feels like sandpaper on my teeth… I probably can’t eat this even if I liked those things…

where's that post about the elvis sandwich that's like. a pound. plus peanut butter and grape jelly

if you said yes you're probably an abuser, of trust or otherwise, and you should stay away from me

So I forgor… but anyway here’s my experience thus far: as far as when the time I realized… it was when I met my girlfriend ( @the-adhd-sorcerer ), at that point I was still in a toxic relationship and realized that I didn’t want to be in it anymore, and within a week of talking to her and leaving the toxic relationship I became obsessed with two words… two words that hold so much power over my mood that I couldn’t deny doing anything that would get them used on me as a reward... “good girl”, that led to me becoming obsessed with physical affection like belly rubs and headpats, and later wanting to have a collar and leash to be taken on walks with.

How it’s been for me is it really is the best change in my life since coming out as trans in 2019… the euphoria I get from being called a good girl or given those forms of physical affection is well worth the very few downsides (which to me are I’m legitimately unable to function if my gf doesn’t talk to me for more than 12 hours… sometimes less, and the fact I have to wear my collar in order to have any self confidence).

Also as a side note if any puppygirls are near me (I live near Niagara Falls Ontario… but hopefully moving to Finland with my gf at some point), I’m Always down for some platonic cuddles :3 .

I also have this pair of questions that wasn’t on your number = question post: when did you realize puppygirl life was for you? And how has it been for you?. I’ll give my personal experience in your reply post :3

Ooo good questions!!! My boyfriends close friend is a puppygirl and I met her about a year ago, so that's when the idea was started i think. I didn't really embrace it until I made this account though!! That's why I'm not very good at it woooff but yea!!

Also! It's been really good :3 I love meeting other pups and I hope i can play with some someday!! I can't wait till the account gets a little bigger and I get a lot of people to talk to :33 (I love my current mutuals too ofc @samoyed-pup heart youuu and thank you for being so active Rosie :333)

my dick, my balls, my facial hair, my facial structure, my voice, my weight, my lack of hips... the list goes on

Trans people, does your dysphoria feel like a zip tie? As in things that didn't bother you now do the further you get into your transition?

Yes

No

Cis/no dysphoria/not transitioning button

Cute and pretty… ^w^

Do people care if u get inspired by other polls.... Anyway the red/blue poll I see going around is nice but I found that I associate my friends with all sorts of colors so. here