How My Life Should Be.

i know,

that you didnt wanna try,

that you were tired,

that you were dying.

tell me sweetheart,

what is it that keeps you alive ?

is it

l o v e

or

r e g r e t ?

It's unfair that she is suffering

and i am taken care of.

It's been days

weeks or months?

I don't know..

I have been drowning in blood, breathing in the ashes,

as I am left. alone.

In the silence, in the nightmare.

Why wouldn't it end ?

Why wouldn't it all end?

Can I just sleep ?

forever?

I........am so tired.

please. help me out.

Either you pull me up or you push me down.. Don't leave me like this..

hanging by a thread.

when life reveals her wounds and broken soul,

help her heal

for she has suffered too much

in the name of love.

vivi: lets escape to the human world !!

taryn: *marries a faerie*

jude:*marries a faerie*

vivi: 🧍‍♂️ 

chat is this real

What you mean bro?

Thanks for Listening

I write songs but no one listens  I write poems no one reads  A secret show with just one ticket  these words are dancing just for me 

Oh, is this self doubt or sweet wisdom?  to play for no one but the sun  Don’t need the oohs and aahs of others  at my eternal party of one 

My imperfect poetry, I write you in invisible ink My pitchy melodies, I sing at the lowest frequency  but if you can hear me... thanks for listening 

The thrill of writing a new sentence  dreaming up syllables that sing  Don’t need a chorus line behind me  I found a friend in all these keys 

Oh, is this self doubt or sweet wisdom?  I tell myself don’t overthink I pour out my soul to these four walls give them all of my secrets to keep

My imperfect poetry, I write you in invisible ink My pitchy melodies, I sing at the lowest frequency  but if you can hear me... thanks for listening 

Am I moving forward or standing still?  Is it fear of failing or am I chill?  I tell myself it’s not that deep  so I play in secret just for me 

But if you can hear me... Oh, if you can hear me... If you can hear me... thanks for listening  

do i wanna add a tag?

NO BITCH

I DON'T

When you put yourself first,

you teach yourself the right kinda love.

~ K