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I wish I felt things more deeply. I wish I could obsess over a celebrity, obsess over a hobby, obsess over my career or relationships but I can't. I can't obsess over anything, even family and friends. I don't know why. I don't even have a favourite artist or movie but I know what I like and what I don't. Is this what shallow means?

I want to be pretty enough for you to love me

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Me in my 20s living adult life

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ. May will bring blessings.

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Sleeping beauty: She really gets awoken by true loves kiss from a boy. She is in a coma but can hear everything happening around her - it's agony. A boy who is at the hospital to accompany his mom with who is on dialysis because kidney failure or something. For about an hour a week he explores the hospital and finds "sleeping beauty". He reads her charts - coma , probably brain dead (if medical charts actually say that). He uses her as a diary, talks about his hopes and dreams believing that his secrets are safe. One day, after a few months of talking to her he gets the urge to kiss her - and he does. He is filled with so much shame, guilt and regret. He apologizes immediately for not asking her consent and runs away never to return. She wakes up literally 3 seconds later and now she has to find him.

I hate to say it but I must: I want a boyfriend who is everything I ever imagined and more. I'm 27 and never been kissed.