Need Someone In My Life To Make Me Throw Up On Schedule. Make It Normal. Make Me Get Used To The Routine.

i fucking hate that I can barely make a cut in my arm without passing out t_t

I'm sure I could push myself further but just have zero willpower. I'm so pathetic I think I need someone forceful to make me fall in love with the pain and self harm in particular

transharmed culture is wishing you had bigger pain tolerance :(

Transharm culture is...

“a child weaned on poison considers harm a comfort”

Cutting for someone <3 Cutting for someone <3 Cutting for someone <3 Cutting for someone <3

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Transyandere in the caregiver way. I want an age regressor to obsess over and be a big brother too. I want them to always be regressed, I want to study their regression to make my basement turn into the best room they could have. Colourful, a tv there with dvds of their favourite cartoons, any toys or stuffed animals.

Would you even know I kidnapped you if you're happily in my lap reading a picture book with me? You just think I'm taking care of you, which I am! Why would you wanna go home when big brother takes better care of you than you did yourself?

my mind deserves to be destroyed 🥺🥺 maybe we need a few more...dozen alters all fighting for control over the body,,, that'd be cute

siiiiiighhhh i need a cute lil pet to destroy ... who wants a cute jirai girl to ruin them ?? i'll destroy your mind thoroughly, i promise !!

"identifying that way is invalid" makes zero people not identify that way by the way

can I have sum,, 🥺 I'm out qwq

Gonna get more high. Yippee.

wheelchairs and canes and glasses and hearing aids and every single other mobility aid should be free btw and if you disagree i hate you

yes ok but can I just choose the drugging and basement locking? uwu

I'll give you a choice to love me. But push comes to shove...I'm drugging you and locking you where nobody but me will find you. Choose wisely, bunny♡

it’s such a shame that I’m so easy to manipulate sigh…. It’s so easy to lovebomb me… and gaslight me…. I just believe everything and obsess over someone so easily…. It’s horrible how if someone were to stalk and use and manipulate me I’d probably end up with their name in my skin… this is so random! I sure hope nobody uses this information to their advantage!