Sometimes It Feels Like I Peaked When I Was 10,

Rainy days in fall are the best :3

maybe hot take but transids harm literally no one

is sexual anons or violence ok?

yes!! always :3

it's because they are :> <3

Headmate who (with much love in his heart) calls the others losers

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when you derive deep and almost spiritual pleasure from serving someone, to be their emotional support pet, to see them at their worst but support them then you'll happily have the shut beaten out of you just to once in a while see them smile at you

Maybe I like the thrill of consensually abusing someone whilst also being a pathetic depressed dad in the process.

"No, mon cher, I would never lay a hand on your perfect skin." I say seconds before getting drunk and beating the shit out of them for my own enjoyment.

And I'll cry about my problems while neglecting theirs because I need the pity more.

In the end, though, they'll never get anything out of being with me.

yes ok but can I just choose the drugging and basement locking? uwu

I'll give you a choice to love me. But push comes to shove...I'm drugging you and locking you where nobody but me will find you. Choose wisely, bunny♡

anti-endo logic: endogenic systems don't exist, quick, bully them until they develop enough trauma to become a REAL plural

If I make this blog a manual for how to stalk, manipulate and kidnap me maybe I'll finally meet the love of my life

∆ ««« System Overview

We're the L-System ("Leo" or "Lilly"), pychotic incel faggot-tranny loser (he/him, any).

We have relationships between system members (4-8, on&off for at least 4 years). feel free to ask us about it

We tried dating externally many times but it never worked. We're too much of a freak for normies and we never felt properly bonding with anyone else. i really just want to obsessively fall in love with a cutely controlling/manipulative boyfriend-girlfriend, is that too much to ask?!

»»» ∆ TransIDs and MUDs

Our body is an adult and our system and subsystems consists of 12 main alters, . : we're transitioning to psychotic and delusional with weed and adderall. : it feels nice when ppl online encourage us 🥺

cisids: autism, adhd, cptsd, ptsd, bpd, npd

Our transid list is always changing so some of these might change, altho others definitely won't.

radqueer, gay, genderfuck, aro/ace, transage, permahigh, permastoned, permadrugged, permateen, sex doll, prey, victim,

transharmed, transpsychotic, transdelusional, transamputee (?), transdentures, transabusevictim, transforcedsh, transsuibait, transed, transanorexia, transana, (corpse) )

We also experience "some" MUDs:

• Mirror Infatuation Identity Disorder

« ∆ » Other labels

Some of us identify with the labels retard, faggot, cripple and probably some other ableist slurs that I forgot rn.

DMs and asks open if u really wanna know. pls be nice 🥺

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(fuck nazis transphobes sexists racists etc etc)

more sysmojis

in order- in-sys s/o, in-sys bf, in-sys gf, in-sys fp

id love to cut your stomach open and watch your guts slosh around while i fuck you -🪚

uwu,, that would be so cute!! the blood dripping out of me. i wanna moan so loud and wrap my guts around me while u rail me,,, choke me with them, let me wear them like a fancy dress accessory 🥺