Im Nervous

school

what is the point (jk i know the point). ts pmo. bro i actually hate bio please spare me it isnt cool :((( i regret my decision to be in bio honors 💔💔

i physically cannot go outside without music, without my phone, without something. i cant go outside until ive had enough because i'll be bored by then. this should be my excuse for being so brain rotted, is that i cant have 0 stimulation. if i dont have stimulation i explode.

Not to go "if you have ADHD just go for a run" or anything, but I am so serious if you have ADHD you should regularly go outside, no headphones no phone no nothing and just stand and observe for a while until you've had enough. Not until you get bored, until you've had enough. Drink your coffee without watching tiktok. Have a bath without music. Turn down the volume in your headphones. I cannot overstate how much learning to be bored is cruicial with ADHD. Life is not just about pleasure, no matter what your dysregulated dopamine system thinks, and when you teach your brain to be okay with being bored, then boring tasks stop feeling like torture. By letting yourself be bored you are yoinking your system out of the high/low binary and allow for the highs to feel like actual highs and not just anything that isn't low. I am so serious go literally touch grass. Listen to the sounds in your flat. Stimulate your body the way it was designed. It lowers anxiety and makes you feel like you're real and best of all it's completely free

What does saa stand for? Is it in reference to the Side-Angle-Angle method of triangle congruency?

i have to find out how your mind works

Where’d my title go… anyways, Blocking Freely

yo… how do people block freely. sorry guys i feel too much guilt… i had to get my friend on call with me in order to block an actual creep…. someone give me the confidence and courage to block freely. okay i mean i also don’t have to block often in general??? i just think like idk maybe they deserve an explanation guys…. right…. right guys…. i feel like im being pointed and laughed at 💔 sorry guys i’ll do better

life update

hello tumblr again. my mom is finishing off her cig just like how i’m finishing listening to the song The Memory Remains by Metallica. we’re parked in a lot and about to go walk around after she finishes smoking. i can smell it. OOOHHH I WRITE SINS NOT TRAGEDIES CAME ON!!!!‼️‼️‼️‼️ I CHIMED IN WITH A, “HAVENT YOU PEOPLE EVER HEARD OF CLOSING THE GODDAMN DOOR?”

okay had to pause the song and now we’re walking! will update later

life update

top of the afternoon to you. i got some dr pepper, it’s so good. probably my favorite drink next to water (i don’t drink anything else really). i’m spending the day with my mom and we just got The Habit. i got a burger with lettuce and avocado on it. my mom and i talked for a bit, apparently my step brother is moving to texas after he graduates????? also, he never responded to my happy birthday text (W or L brother?).

mom is currently smoking a cig ok wait she just got into the car. okay. listening to working man by rush, about to go visit my sister and watch her do a tennis thing. pretty lit if i do say myself. i got some jorts on, a black long sleeve tee, black vans and black leg warmers. nobody knows im wearing blue hello kitty socks except for myself. and i guess people who read this… okay anyways!!

my ocs + deans and what i think they’d be in mlp regarding species without explaining

Koa - Pegasus OR hippogriff

Holden - Unicorn

Diesel - Earth pony

Angel - Dragon

Axl - Pegasus

Nolan - Changeling (reformed)

Feris - Griffin

West - Kirin

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am i forgetting anyone..

my head hurts 💔

my head hurts 💔

poetry

ok yeah i ate that poem UPPP (its two weeks late i think and we had a month to do it)

Wow!

yay! my friend helped me set up my tumblr today, this is so awesome! hello!!!

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