🎵 no matter what I do, all I think about is you 🎶
indchu really was rusame before rusame was rusame
so beautiful, my indian girl you’re one of a kind, you’ll always be mine you’re so fine [aaaamelia] red rock woman, you make my rockin’ world go ‘round
sorry for not posting and just lurking like a fckin weirdo. I am once again in a dry spell and I've been all over the place now that I don't have school. building my professional portfolio is.... rough bcuz I've been drawing nothing but fanart for the past 10 years lmaoo.
to keep it cute, I have a bad habit of using fanart as a form of artistic validation. as you can see, it's not a reliable form of artistic exposure. nor do I think anything will be unless I get my act together and do something original for once- but that's where my head has been. there's one piece of alfred f. jones I intend to put my focus into, so there is something to look forward to, but I do want to develop original ideas more now
work in progress peek!! 🪶🧡
miku huichol miku huichol!! 🪶💙
I truly wonder if white fans are even capable of understanding how hard it is just being in a fandom space when you're not white. How alienated you feel every other day. How often you're told "it's not that big a deal" or "it's just a fantasy game get over it" or "it doesn't matter" or "go save the rainforest instead of crying over a game" or etc. etc. etc. to the point where you yourself start to question if there's something wrong with you... that it's your fault for being hurt all the time. Because it's never just about one racist mod, or one piece of whitewashed art, or one offensive post... it's all of it. Together. All the time. It's so fucking exhausting and it's why POC quit fandom spaces a lot.
1980s nyo america ft. e.r.a buttons
here’s my rusame secret santa gift for amerus king @ironicorange!
I hope I did the funny christmas sweater concept justice (ivan totally knitted them both) and it was a huge honor to draw something for you! thank you for representing the amerus/rusame community as amazingly as you do, much love! xo