y'ever get haunted by the fear you will never write anything as beautiful as the US Steel Pipe Works Slag Dump Youtube Comment cuz hoo boy i sure do:
shoutout to you, youtube user mrc109, wherever you may be today
forwards beckon rebound ✩ toga and ochako
honestly, i couldn’t stop tearing up while editing this, ochako made toga feel like she had lived the life she’d wanted to, and ochako would’ve given toga blood for the rest of her life if it meant that she could save her but in the end, toga ended up being the one to willingly give ochako all of her blood and dying to save her
they make me sick
Sans talks about the internet n stuff
do you have any academic papers or work in mind if I wanted to read further on medieval displays of masculine emotion?
*vibrates* I absolutely do. Since it sounds as though you're interested in this at any time and in any place during the Middle Ages, the below will be an assortment.
Will Cerbone, “Real Men of the Viking Age,” in: Whose Middle Ages? Teachable Moments for an Ill-Used Past, 243-55 (2019) [Designed for a student audience, deliberately contrasts Viking ideals with those of, e.g., MCU Thor]
Jo Ann McNamara, “The Herrenfrage: The Restructuring of the Gender System, 1050 to 1150," in: Medieval Masculinities, ed. Clare A. Lees (1994) [This is a classic for a reason, and I think does a really interesting/useful job of talking about how class and vocation mattered to the expression/understanding of masculinity]
James A. Schultz, Courtly Love, the Love of Courtliness, and the History of Sexuality (2006) [I hope I'm remembering the emotional history content of this one correctly]
Jim Casey, "Feeling It Like a Man: Masculine Grief in Medieval and Early Modern Texts," in: Grief, Gender, and Identity in the Middle Ages (2021) [Starts off with Butler and Bourdieu, to give you a feel for it]
Also, while I haven't personally read it, I'm just so glad that Robin Morris has written an essay called "Sad Men in Beowulf."
Also also, a couple of good books about medieval emotion more generally, not focused on masculinity specifically:
Barbara Rosenwein, Emotional Communities in the Early Middle Ages (2006)
Paul R. Hyams, Rancor and Reconciliation in Medieval England (2003)
happy pride month!! i'll hopefully be making some more of these very soon!
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Thousands of years of pinning latter