She Is Me, I Am Her

being a babysitter with ana is the most exhausting thing ever like girl ive not eaten in three days stop running from me 😭

🌸💗i lost 8lbs, 47 more until i’m at my ugw and 27 more until i’m at my gw 💗🌸

Before you report someone's blog and take away their safe space...

Ed's are the most lonely and isolating illnesses there is. You are accepted only if you're successfully recovering, otherwise you're automatically problematic and promoting. Your body and habits around eating are triggering. You're demonetized for simply having a sickness.

People with ed's will always find their triggers, no matter how hard you try to block, report and all. But the thing is, you have to find these spaces. Closed spaces. If we don't have those, people will take their ed's on TikTok or other platforms where they will eventually pop up to everyone to see. If someone looks for these spaces, they're already sick. No one will GET sick by looking at someone's blogs.

These spaces let's you be honest, vent, have people and friends that all go through same things. You're less lonely. These spaces can be toxic, but when you find the right people it can be uplifting and actually good for your mental health: you're not alone.

These days people are mostly nice and pro recovery. M34nsp0 is something only kids post these days anymore. We connect, we vent, we help each other. Until WE are ready to recover. Forced recovery will never work the same as choosing recovery yourself. Reporting everything makes everything worse: you get isolated again, you're lonely again. Most people who D13 from Ed's d13 from taking their own life... It's the loneliness and depression that takes them eventually.

So if you see someone's Ed page, let them have it. Block it if you find it disturbing, but that can be the only thing keeping them alive atm. Just because YOU feel like it's not good, doesn't give you the right to take that safe space, friends and support from them.

If you need to find it, the sickness is already there. We will take these things to another platforms if these ones gets taken away. And then they will pop up to everyone.

So, our businesses are here, yours is there. The problem comes when you're also there, in our businesses. Protect your peace and block. Thank you.

daily update

Sunday:

Breakfast-

two slices of wheat toast

calories: 110

1 cup of Juce drink

calories: 30

Dinner-

two boiled egg whites

calories: 34

Total Daily Calories-

calories consumed: 174

REBLOG if you’re an active 4n4 account for APRIL!!

Looking for more moots <3

just found out 4 of those jelly wax candies are only ten calories. i got a new desert

Daily Calories the past two days (pls recommend good workouts)

Tuesday:

Breakfast-

peanut butter toast on wheat bread

calories: 241

Lunch-

apple and peanut butter

calories: 242

Dinner-

bowl of lettuce

calories: 10

Desert-

one animal cracker

calories: 23

Total Daily Calories:

516 calories, caloric limit tomorrow >400

Wednesday:

Breakfast-

cup of grapes

calories: 86

emergen-c

calories: 35

Lunch-

peanut butter toast on wheat bread

calories: 241

Dinner-

bowl of lettuce

calories: 10

Total Daily Calories: 

372 calories, daily limit achieved

fasted yesterday, i feel like i’m doin soooo good

Friday:

Dinner-

teriyaki beef noodles

calories: 270

💗⋆˙⟡ Reblog if you’re an active blog in April.

why won’t the weight js drop faster 😭 i’m losing my mind