sweet like and 8:05 have been getting a lot of traction recently and i wanna say thank you all for enjoying my writing đ„čđ„č!!! i sure enjoy writing, especially about my goku haired man samson
part i, part ii, part iii
a/n: the well awaited end to this fic is here! enjoy :)
synopsis: the three times you friendzoned Alhaitham, and the one he made damn sure you didn't.
tags: alhaitham/reader ; school setting ; valentine's day special ; reader likes sewing, miscommunication
Itâs Valentineâs Day, and the most unusual thing to ever happen to youâhappens.
A pristine white note falls out of your locker, and you never thought you would see the day. Youâd assume, being a workaholic and being relegated to tasks (due to people pleasing tendencies you canât seem to shake off), that youâd finish off the school year without falling victim to Valentineâs day sickeningly sweet confessions.
Please meet me in the homeroom lab after classes. â H
If it was any other day, youâd assume one of the teachers wrote you this note, and that you were going to be subjected to a ruthless talking-to. Yet, coincidentally, itâs that time of the year, and everyone else is getting notes like these too.
For the fun of it, you still decide to go where the note directs you. Mostly because youâre deathly curious to who this H person is. No expectations, of course.
When the dismissal bell rings, you quickly scramble out of your classroom, pointedly ignoring your friendâs confused call of your name. Leaving your bag and belongings behind. Youâll get back to her laterâbut now, the curiosity is killing you.
You navigate the sloppily decorated hallways; passing by lovestruck couples and through streamer paper decor of pinks, whites and reds. Cupid balloons and the overwhelmingly sweet scent of roses suffocate your senses.
The homeroom lab is at the end of the hallway, where all the decorations dwindle or are practically deflating with the lack of attention to detailâit irks you slightly, if this is a confession like you suspect, the surroundings could afford to be somewhat romantic. Not this cheap, unenthusiastic mess, it certainly wouldnât be helping your case.
Your eyes lock onto one heart helium balloon, it drifts aimlessly across the floorânot enough to float up but not completely deflated. You glare at it, like trying to pop it with only your gaze, then to the door.
Steeling yourself, you take a breath then slide it open.
The last person you ever expect to be there, is there too.
âAlhaitham?â you ask, breathless and puzzled.
Was it him that sent you the note?
You shake that thought away, although you got your hopes up the tiniest bit, itâs probably unrelated to anything hearts themed. Youâre pretty sure heâs been actively avoiding people confessing to him today. Maybe thatâs why he hid in here, you muse.
âItâs me, yes,â he nods. âI assume you read my note?â
You laugh, shutting the homeroom lab door unceremoniously behind you. âThat was you? Dude, you couldâve just told me, whatâs with all the secrecy?â
âThereâs something that I need to discuss with you.â
âDiscuss with me,â you repeat, walking over to lean against the working table. Which, thank heavens, is pristinely clean. âAm I in trouble?â
âNo,â he responds and you hum in faux relief. âThough there is something else.â
Alhaitham produces a sleek black chocolate box from seemingly nowhereâor maybe you hadn't seen him hold itâand holds it out to you.
âSweet!â you grin, snatching the chocolates and examining the box. âThis is some really good chocolate, Haitham. Who gave you this one?â
âNo one,â he says. Alhaitham picks at his black painted nailsâones that you yourself painted a few weeks ago in his apartment. The polish is immaculate, almost looking freshly painted if it werenât for the new nail growth starting underneath. âThose are completely from me, for you.â
You double take, taking a long lingering look at the gift. On the smack middle of the box, is the same type of note from earlier in your locker, but this has your name written in elegant cursive:
Happy Valentines. It writes, and you feel strange tingles travel down your spine. Not entirely unpleasant.
âYou shouldnât have,â your eyes widen. âI didnât get anything for you, I never thought we were getting each other friendship chocolates!â
Thereâs a lengthy pause before you hear any reaction from him. Alhaitham makes a strangled noise from deep in his throat. âFriendship chocolates?â
He stresses your name, while massaging his temples. â...I wrote you that note, I waited in here for you and have the audacity to think what I gave you are friendship chocolates. Does that sound logical to you?â
âOf course,â you snort, putting down the chocolates to rest on the low table. âThe only other reason I can think of would be because you like me, which I doubtââ
His lips flatten in unamusement. âSo what if I do?â
âWait, what?â
He inhales deeply, and you swear you see the slightest hints of pink on his ears that peek from underneath silver hair. The silence now is absolutely deafening, and the anticipation even more so. To you, the knowledge of his bashfulness makes the situation feel all the more real.
Alhaitham utters your name softly, like heâs pleading you to understand so that he neednât repeat himself. Which he never does, the damn prideful man.
Youâd make a teasing remark if you werenât so frozen with nerves, the sound of your name from his lips is causing ticklish shivers up your spine. It sounds so intimate when he says it.
Like a secret, even. Although Alhaitham might be the most self-preserving and unambitious person you know, when it comes to the things that matter to himâhe takes initiative right away.
âSo you like meââ you breathe, the button up collar of your shirt feels all too tight all of a sudden, you tangle your fingers together and squeeze tightly. âLike, like like me?â
âIâve been trying to tell you,â he sighs, low and long-suffering. âFor three whole years.â
Holy. Fucking. Shit.
Your eyes widen and you feel a low simmering heat spreading all over, even till your fingertips. You recall all the other times, past Valentine's days and recounting his strange behavior. All the dots start to connect together and you wonder how you never noticed. âWhat the hell.â
âSo that one time last year when you were offering me your buttonââ you gasp. You remember, itâs a stupid highschool tradition, a boy would offer the second button of his uniform to a girl if he liked her. Itâs the closest to the heart, but to you, itâs a thoughtless way to ruin perfectly good clothing. âHaitham, did you ask Kaveh for advice or something?â
âMatters like these are irrelevant to argue with him about,â he scoffs. Alhaitham folds his arms across his chest. âHe ran off and came to the conclusion himself. Ever since then, heâs been bothering me with trying all types of confession tradition.â
Laughter starts to bubble out of you, disbelieving and flustered to the maximum level. âDude, I basically friendzoned you and had no idea! You shouldâve told me.â
His shoulders stiffen and he gives you such a disarmingly attractive look. And if your eyes dare deceive you, he looks the teensiest bit hopeful too. Right now, you feel like your heart is beating right out of your goddamn chest. The sound is so loud, the quickening thumping sound of your chest that you swear he might hear it too.
â...I see that now,â he says, his expression is exasperatedâbut so unbelievably soft. You feel yourself melting like butter under his gaze. âThough I am disappointed in your lacking ability to identify context clues.â
âOh whatever,â you bump your shoulder against his, though you donât move back away. The warmth of him is all consuming and comforting as hell, you could burrow yourself in him and never resurface, you think. He accepts your closeness with a strong arm wrapping behind you to hold you by the hand. Your stomach does somersaults in your stomach. âItâs all your fault. Youâre an idiot for not telling it to me straight.â
âDoes that mean you reciprocate?â he murmurs, leaning closer to whisper in your ear.
You pull back enough to take the box of chocolates, opening it and popping one in your mouth. âThis chocolate is pretty good. Guess Iâll have to let you stick around for more.â
I like you too.
He nuzzles into you, leaving a chaste kiss on the crown of your head. âI guess you do, donât you?â
now that stardew valley is trending itâs the perfect time to remind you guys that MERMAIDS are canonically in game
If growing up ever taught Sam anything, it was to take a hint.
To leave the room if his parentâs discussion was starting to get heated, to head home when Sebastian started to quieten and recluse while hanging outâ
âŠand you probably donât like him as much as he liked you.
Itâs such a cynical thought to have while playing on stage in front of countless people. Spotlights highlight him in a bath of brightness, his fingers move almost effortlessly on the strings of his guitar. All his friends and family are in the crowd, cheering the Pelicans on for their first performance.
Theyâre all showing their support, yesâbut Sam can only really notice you.
Right in the smack front-middle is youâthe silly farmer heâs fallen head over heels over; youâre bobbing your head to the beat of the song with a tentative, almost secretive smile. Not like the big proud grins that you usually offer him, when your teeth are bared and lips stretched so far your cheeks hurtâno, you look every bit the pining yearner in the books Penny would tell him about.
Itâs a look heâs terribly familiar with, itâs exactly how he looks at you.
When heâs on the stage, all the attention on him as he sings every high and low note, itâs easy to shut his eyes and picture you staring up at him with that lovesick expression that he reserves for only you.
Itâs wishful thinking. But Sam knows how to take a hint. You arenât looking at him, whoâs right under the spotlight and center stageâbut right over his shoulder.
You donât smile at him like that.
He knows the adoring look in your eyes is only for Sebastian.
kny phase over sam is my true love
pairing: sam x reader
wc: 1.1k
tags: CHEEEEESY cheesy cheesy puppy love, mutual pining, sam is PATHETICALLY down bad, pre-relationship, abigail and sebastian mentioned, friends to lovers
synopsis: if it were up to sam, he'd spend every second of everyday at your side.
a/n: in all of my other sam fics, its reader embarrassingly in love with him...he gets a taste of his own medicine here lol!
With vanilla ice cream melting and dripping down your fingertips, coarse sand underneath you and the salty ocean waves lapping at your feet; you are a child again, sitting with your grandpa at the docks, watching as he reeled in a âbig oneâ. Filling his bucket with loads and loads of fish.
Those days are far gone now, but the memory remains, as clear as the day you remember it. The feeling is nostalgic, sleepy in the way your senses are dulled by syrupy thick contentment. Beaches at sunset have that effect on you, you suppose.Â
âThis is fun,â Sam says, tone lacking its boisterous loudness, you almost donât hear it over the sound of crashing waves. âI had a lot of fun today, farmer.â
Your eyes flicker to him, his green gaze dead-set on the peachy golden sky, the taste of sea salt mingling with sweet ice cream heavy in your tongue. The sea breeze is cold, whipping against your face and running through your hair.
âI did too,â you agree. âYâknow, I donât get a lot of off time with the farm and stuff. This is a nice change of pace.â
He smiles, that sunshine smile youâve come to associate with Sam. âI caught you at just the right time then, huh?âÂ
You shrug, your own smile mirroring his. âAuspicious.â He did.
The sun is setting, the day is coming to a close yet Sam wishes it wouldnât, silently pleading with any higher being to somehow stretch time. He is barely a religious person, but the weight of his want is enough to transcend his own beliefs. Every second with you barely feels like enough; like sand slipping through his fingers.
One thingâs for certain, Sam isnât going to just let it end here.
âWe should hang out like this again,â Sam says, a little hurriedly, captured all in one breath. Shy and tentative, like a bashful child with a school crush. âUh, I mean, do you? Wanna? Hang out with me?â
You can barely suppress a delighted chuckle from slipping past your lips, your chest warming with fond affection. âIâd be more than happy to. Yoba knows I need a break or two or Iâll actually explode,â you huff while Sam hums in agreement. âWe can even invite Abigail and Sebastian⊠so can demo that new song for me, I see you all working very hard when I visit sometimes.â
He should be happy to hear that; that youâd be more than happy to spend your precious off time with him out of all people. You and him, him and you, Sam and the farmer. Your name connected to his with âandâ, it makes him giddy, causes his cheeks pinken and pinken.Â
Just the two of you, though. Sure, he loves his friends, Abby and Seb have been with him since day one. But it feels out of placeâ
(Sam, Sebastian, Abigail and the farmer doesnât have that ring to itâŠ)
âYeah, IâI dunno, itâs justâŠâ
The unfiltered truth is stupid, at least to him. Vincent is far too young for some of the things Sam longs to say. Thereâs a reason Abby and Seb hang out under his nose, he wonât blame them, they have their own secrets he isnât privy toâtoo serious, too dull for him.
(And now with you, he thinks you might just be the one he can share his own secrets with. Because even he has his own serious, dull thoughts. Thoughts that he doesnât want brushed away with a snarky remark or a sarcastic laugh.)
âI kinda like that itâs just the two of us?âÂ
His voice sounds unsteady, squeaky. Trailing off at the end, lost in the sound of water crashing at your feet. Phrasing his statement into a question that you could deny, that you could easily brush offâbecause if you did, he would too.Â
(It would be a bummer if you did though, but Sam is cool with that, chill with any decision you make. Really, he totally is.)
You grin, bumping your shoulder against his, your ice cream is dripping down, down, down your knuckles. Once your skin meets his, you donât pull away, you press closer and closer to his side. Leaning your head against his sunburnt shoulderâbut he barely registers the stingâand your arm against his own. Itâs a pleasant weight, having you against himâgrounding and tethering him to you.
âI do too. Like it, I mean. I think I get to see so many other sides to you, Sam. Without the others and all that.â
Sam feels his breath hitch, his cheeks flush even pinker even with the sunburns. âWoah, phew, I meanâawesome⊠When, when do you think we can meet next?â
You tilt your head, running calculations through your mind. Youâre very busy on that farm, he knows; but Sam canât help but keep his hopes up, youâre fun company. Maybe the best heâs had yet.
âI know I wonât have enough time until my melons are ready for harvestingâand donât you dare try making a joke about that,â you smile, wide and cheeky. Right as Sam readies an innuendo at the tip of his tongue; it makes his blood pump faster and his breathing stutters at the thought of you knowing him so well.Â
âSo how about this?â you propose slowly. âWe spend one day every month doing all the stuff we wanna do, together. just you and meâfun right? Iâll even sleep a little earlier the night before.â
Sam bites into his ice creamâchocolate and your treat, at your insistenceâthough he isnât quite sure if the immediate smile on his lips is due to its sweetness, or yours.
He leans closer into you, resting his head on top of yours, strands of your hair tickling his lips. Lowering his voice into a whisper so only you can hear.
(The secret is that you make Sam want. Want, want, want like heâll never get sick of it. He hoards these stolen moments with you so greedily yet wants more.)
ââŠtwo days, two days each month.â
He feels your body shake with the strength of your laughter, warmth swirls all throughout his body, tingling wherever your body brushes against his own. Sam finds that he likes the feeling, the buzz of itâitâs addicting.
âYeah, alright then,â you reply, mirth dripping from each and every word. âtwo days. We have a deal. Better?â
âYeah,â he turns back to face the water, the ocean spray misting his face. âYeah, a lot better. That does sound fun.â
Anything sounds fun when it involves you.
âIs it okay if I draw fanart of your fanfic?đđŒđđŒâ
My brother in Christ we shall have a spring wedding
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top 3 key life moments
1. laufey concert
2. college acceptance
3. mastering the art of kimchi fried rice
i havent been updating but im actually graduating in 2 weeks
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I imagine this kind of photo is something Jodi would send to Kent before he was able to come home :)