Pandemics Are The Spice Of Life.

Oh. Oh no. Oh no friends. Friends I think I’m aroace. This is scary.

It's honestly so difficult for me to admit that I even suspect I'm aroace, especially in my country. The Philippines is a highly religious and traditional country that celebrates romantic love nearly every-fucking-day. Hetero relationships are the norm. Everyone keeps fucking asking when I'll get a boyfriend or saying that "Oh you'll find someone you want to settle down with one day. Someone you'll marry. "

Even with my friends, loathe am I to admit, I feel the pressure to like other people that way but I... I really don't. Don't get me wrong. I find a LOT of people aesthetically pleasing and I've developed crushes on people, but it's only recently have I discovered what aesthetic attraction is and goddamn did that astound me. I like looking at people and marvelling at how they present themselves and certain aspects of themselves I find appealing, but I don't want to date them. Heavens no.

I do have a friend that I really love to touch though. I think they're attractive and they're soft and I find myself gravitating towards them whenever I look for comfort, but that's all it is. I really value them as a friend but I can't imagine dating them. I think I'll lose interest really quick.

Relationships sound draining. I'm still not sure if I'm aroace but I admit I'm more than a little scared to be. Not because I think they're fake, but what if I am? What if it's just all in my head? And what will my friends think if I come out to them? What if I'm really just being fussy?

The four horseman of the apocalypse ride to end the world. but there’s one thing they never expected. A small group of sassy children

Fuck off you gremlin

Boyfriends aren’t allowed to follow me get out you’ll see all my slut posts

This is gonna make me cry omg

and i will follow where this takes me and my tomorrows long to be unknown when all is shaken, be my safety in a world uncertain, say you’ll be my stone

on this day one year ago someone sewed a fried egg to a tshirt

Give my gf that money and they’ll probably spend it on me, but they still deserve it.

being non-binary is sooooo exhausting... everyone wants a piece of you, you’re hot, you’re funny, you’re cooler than ice cold, you dress impeccably... smash that reblog button if you too think non-binary people deserve to be given 1000000 dollars in cash.

This is giving me anxiety AGAIN you are certified not allowed to reblog this shit anymore

ITS APRIL 13 YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS

FETCH ME NEIL