I Hope I Captured His Good Looks...

do you think that kdj's past (od's future) happened because od imagined kdj's life to be like that? failing school, getting into a third rate college, eventually going to the military... because he never believed he could have a decent, happier life in "reality". that even his best self could live only during the scenarios, never in the mundanity of a normal, non-apocalyptic world.

HSY

YJH

KDJ

ok ok the yoohan clock tower scene is rlly important to the narrative and all BUT

yoohankim clock tower!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AJSJAJSH?? you sent this ask to me a while ago and I wanted to return it to you as well, which is why I sent this ask..... did you forget?

💌 Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome 💌

hii !! Apologises not seeing this abd answering sooner TT I'm returning the same to you too and srry for not doing it directly and sending other ppl; it just feels a bit yikes to me, not very nice etc but it's totally on me

yoohankim making me feel shrimp emotions rn

Happy birthday

Yoo Joonghyuk being broken by everything having gone so well. It's never explicitly stated, but it's very heavily implied that someone always dies from Yoo Joonghyuk's team by the time the Seoul Dome is broken. Either that, or something terrible in general happens (Seoul being wrecked, etc).

In Kim Dokja's round, he had everyone. They were alive. Nobody was seriously hurt. Everything was going so well. This man who appeared in this round only was creating miracles, even if Yoo Joonghyuk doesn't like the self-sacrificing stuff (because he's realized he's come to care about Kim Dokja a lot. Enough so that he doesn't want to have to continue the scenarios without him, and the only reason he's willing to do so is because Kim Dokja told him that he had to. And Yoo Joonghyuk is good about following through on what his companions ask of him, even if he pretends he won't, and that's putting aside how deeply Kim Dokja's words impacted him) but Kim Dokja's actions had created the best story for them yet.

And then, seemingly at random, the Outer God descends and destroys everything and everyone.

It's like an unfair glitch in a game destroying all of your progress. Everything you had worked for, gone in an instant. But it's worse because he loved and cared for all of them. And the final straw was his worst fear coming true: Kim Dokja does not exist in this round. He doesn't exist in the next one either. He can't find him, and he can't do the things that Kim Dokja did. He never knew the man's plan. He lost his guiding star. Kim Dokja was the one person who had understood him, and that was someone he had been looking for for so long. Between the two things, he was broken, and desperate, and made many, many more mistakes than he would have.

It's a bad ending, plain and simple. And though the story doesn't say it, end game readers who understand the context also know that that Yoo Joonghyuk would be doomed to never reaching the end of the story and never getting the answers he wants. Because the man who had the key to reaching the epilogue was taken away by the cruel twist of the Star Stream.

everybody say Thank You Kim Dokja for being the head representative for the "it's ok to be at least a little in love with all of your best friends" agenda

some of my old fanarts that i liked from orvww and stuffs

i've lost ysa finished work and only have this left