Spn Finale

Ugh!!! This art is so beautiful as always!! And for THIS FIC!! It's a really good one so if you haven't read it, you're going to want to!

scribbles from THIS FIC

by @lestat-wesker

Demon!Dean Brings Us Closer to Destiel!!!!! :D

So I see a lot of people are upset that Dean's a demon and that Destiel seems far away.     I personally feel like it's actually gotten closer, especially if you believe in the Dean/Cain parallels.   Dean wasn't a demon yet so he wasn't truly paralleling Cain.  Now that he's become a demon, we can actually have that parallel.   Now Cas is supposed to represent Collette in this parallel (I'd like to think we agree) and Collette loved Cain despite what he was.  We know that Cas has seen Dean at his worst in Hell, but I'm willing to bet that most casual watchers don't really remember that.  So having Dean actually as 100% demon is going to put him even further down than he was when Cas found him in Hell.   When Cas finds Dean and still accepts him and loves him even as a demon, then the audience will be reminded that Cas accepts Dean even at his worst, Cas' love for Dean will be even more epic, and when Cas breaks the MoC hold on Dean while he's FULLY demon and not just under the influence of the blade it's going to be SOOOOOOO much more powerful and undeniable.   I mean, we have a hard time dealing with their love as it is... Can you imagine if it just gets deeper?  It's going to make half the fandom just spontaneously combust in a gooey mess of feels.   I look forward to S10 :D

Head-canon: Can't help it. I'm convinced that Saitama became so obsessed with becoming a hero that he turned into a hero-monster and that is the source of his power up and his monster transformation was hair loss. Lol

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People, Cas, Sam

Pardon any inaccuracies as I’m typing this right before bed.  

Spoilers for 10x19!! While I personally don’t think the order in which things were said is important: “... kill some people?  Kill Cas?  Kill Sam?” I do think that the fact that they were addressed as separate things was significant.  Obviously Dean’s subconscious was grabbing onto things he found important.  Saving people has always been a mission of his.  People are important to him.  Cas and Sam are important to him as well.   But why not just say “Kill Cas and Sam?”  

...  Because they’re not the same.  

They are all important to him, but all three things hold different places in his life.  People are his mission.  Sam is his beloved brother.  

Cas is not a brother to Dean as this line suggests.  If he was, he would have been included as “Cas and Sam” or vice versa, implying “my brothers.”  But he wasn’t.  He was separate.   So brother is out.  He can fall in one of two places.  

Best friend (which Bobby had declared him in season 7) or a romantic interest (which is inconclusive, but highly suggested).  

Either way, it’s nice to see that Cas is recognized as someone special in Dean’s life.  He’s different from Sam, different from other “people.”   :)  

Am I just going to be feminine forever or something?

Hey all, I wrote some months ago about my concerns over lack of results while on testosterone. Giving an update here and to check back and see if anyone has any new input because I'm trying to stay patient and positive, but it's mega frustrating to be about 2 yrs on T and still be misgendered as female by the general public. :( Especially when I get referred to as "young lady" and my cis female coworkers get misgendered as "young boy." They don't look like boys at all, like they have long pretty hair and wear make up (they aren't very curvy or big chested but still), I don't get it. It sucks for all of us.

I have about 4 hairs on my chin and the barest of hints of fuzz on my upper lip. Granted, my brpther also has a hard time growing facial hair too so I'm not super surprised. My voice, while less chipmunk, is still very feminine. I still have a "soft" looking face and very feminine body (curvy with hips). My clit is still pretty tiny and I am STILL getting my period.

My endocrinologist has no idea why I'm still getting my period. Saw a gynocologist and she doesn't know. So now I have an IUD in to help with it, and while it helps with the amount of blood, I am STILL menstruating and I've had it in for almost half a year now. I've had tons of ultrasounds and they all come back normal. All of my bloodwork comes back low estrogen and high testosterone, but I'm not seeing hardly any effects.

I'm hopefully getting top surgery done within the next year so maybe that will help me not be misgendered so much... and then maybe I'll get around to finally ripping out my uterus and stuff.

So, consensus? Maybe I'm just always going to be feminine no matter what I do. I'll make peace with it if that's what it's going to be, but I really want to be at least recognizable...

Am I just being impatient? Is something wrong or is this just going to be who I am? Should I consult my endo about it some more? Anyone else have these results?

I'll stop whining/ranting now.

“We’re gonna get you out of here.”

I....may have gone a little bit overboard on this one, but @bamsara ‘s series ‘Cryptids Emotions and the Possible End of the World’ has given me brainworms for MONTHS and the latest update has only made the worms worse by talos this cant be happening-

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