Do you have any plans on drawing twice-cursed Lyle in your "things that crawl? au? If he does indeed get twice-cursed?
Nnnot entirely sure if this is the final design I'll stick with but heres something
Wanted to try analyzing Lyle in depth/just my general thoughts and opinions about him. all under cut š
Alright. I want to preface this by saying that I am not justifying anything unethical that Lyle has done by any means- moreso I am trying to figure out a reasoning as to why he is the way that he is. Nor am I trying to āwoobifyā him or whatever, I just think heās genuinely an interesting character Iād like to dissect. Morally greyish. I also apologize if it seems I am grasping at straws at some points, hopefully Iāll be making good enough reasoning for my thoughts.
First off, I believe Lyle has Bipolar Mood Disorder. It seems heās been suffering through a manic episode during the events of the game and even beforehand. He talks of a project he has been working on in his dark room, and while its clear these are just photographs of Sam (for the most part), Lyle could still consider this an actual project; likely something heās obsessing over because of a drawn-out manic episode. Because he has an interest in photography, he likely reverts to similar activities during these episodes.
His chronic obsession with Sam could also explain this. Itās not uncommon for people with Bipolar Mood Disorder to become obsessed with another person, and yāknow, being turned into a giant mechanical camera spider probably isnāt helping much. Itās clear heās ashamed of his new form (based on his reaction when you look at him), and he knows Sam probably wouldnāt relish in his appearance either, which only worsens the obsession.
Obviously Lyle has a crush on Sam. I⦠donāt need to explain that. Lol. Clearly Lyle isnāt treating this crush the same as the average person would, though, and I believe this is because he literally doesnāt know how else to. Bipolar heavily influences on oneās relationships with other people, and assuming heās not exactly an extroverted individual (anxiety meds? being a weird nerd?), he tends to be ācreepyā towards Sam with the photography and all. Iām lenient on calling him creepy because I donāt think he fully understands what heās doing is bad, nor do I think being ācreepyā is necessarily intentional. Itās just a combination of disordered thinking, romantic obsession, and emotional irregularities.
I understand he stole Samās spare key. Again, Im not trying to justify it, itās.. not good at all, but I donāt think thereās actually any proof heās used it before? So I cant really speak on that topic too much. Maybe he took it in a frenzy and was too anxious to return it. I dunno š¤·āāļø. Its a little too far even for him, I mean, he asks Sam for consent to kiss. Whatever you wish to believe, I suppose.
In general I think some therapy and mood stabilizers would help him plenty. My boy just needs some help regulating his emotions is all⦠thanks for listening to my rambling. I love him a lot!
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Oh I have to ask. In your Things That Crawl AU, what does Lyle think. I could see him having similar reactions to Hellen's. We know that even if it wasn't healthy, Lyle was the one who knew Sam the most, longer then anyone else, his constant stalking means he knew what Sam was like and they may have even actually worked together. I personally just can't see Lyle accepting this "New" Sam but I could be totally wrong, I'd love to here about Lyle in your au.
Oh yeah Lyle absolutely does not accept the new Sam
My first thought was that Lyle does what he always does when the going gets tough, and that's try to steal Sam's soul. I don't really like that idea though... cause either it works as both a cop-out and definitive answer to Sam's state of mind, or it doesn't and that's still an answer of some kind, which I don't want.
The alternative is really dependent on the extent of the powers I wanna give Visitor!Sam(? Idk if this is what I wanna call it but we're going with it for now) and how fucked up I want that to go.
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doodled some Look Outside characters... Do wanna draw something more properstyle of 'em some time...
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