You Always Hear Izzy Redemption, Izzy Redemption That.

Thundering Drums

I don't know how to feel right now. I haven't ever been a big KISS fan because I was born in 2006 and never felt a strong connection with the band. I didn't know any songs besides "I was made for loving you" and I didn't even know any of the band members names. However, now as of March 2024 I learned more about KISS not because of the band but because of a person who was in the band. The first band members name i ever learned was Eric Carr's name. I guess much like other people they felt a connection with him. I felt that when i started watching videos of him goofing off (I wasn't even listening to any of the music he made/helped make. I was purely just watching for who he was as a person). I don't feel that type of connection with any other band members like you won't be seeing me actively reading a Gene Simmons biography because I want too. Eric Carr just seemed so human. He was such a good guy and I may not have met him but hearing stories about him...I kinda miss the guy you know? How could I miss someone I never had the chance to meet? Even as I'm sitting here crying while writing this every so often glancing at the picture of Eric Carr on the face of my own copy of "The Eric Carr Story" I feel like I need to make this post. I wrote this type of post before I read the book but it sadly got deleted. However, after reading the book in basically one day I feel compelled to rewrite it to get my own emotions and feelings out. One thing I wrote in the previous post that stood out was that I said I felt empty. I get like that sometimes when I get so vested into a person its like I lose a part of myself. So I was feeling very hollow before I read the book. But now after reading the book I feel like I gave that part of myself to Eric Carr and he sorta handed me back this piece of hope and confidence to keep going with my life to strive for better things. I think for me at least Eric Carr is the best drummer in the world not just for his skill but also for who he was as a person. He is definitely one of my role models now to strive to be remembered as someone who did something. I don't cry a lot it's not who I am but when i read the book and write this post I'm crying. It really shows how in such little of a time that I've learned of Eric Carr how much he grew on me and influenced me. I'm very glad I had the chance to learn about him through the people who loved him like his family, Carrie Stevens, and the many people who befriended him. I hope no one forgets who he was and what he's done for everyone.

Keep Rock n Rollin, Izzy

Shout out to @spacefoxy and many other fans for posting so much amazing Eric Carr content. I think it helps a lot of people in many different ways.

P.S I won't speak on my own feelings of KISS the band and who they are now and what they did while Eric Carr was sick and dying. But I hope their happy because I think at the end of the day Eric would have wanted them to be happy too.

"But this too is true: stories can save us."- Tim O'brien (The Things They Carried)

Guys I have to say something about this dent in Louis coffin from slamming lestat's head into it. If he slammed lestat's head into that coffin only one time as we've seen that dent would not be that big. Obviously there is a possibility because vampires are stronger than normal humans so that Louis could have made that big of a dent with lestat's head by slamming it once but in my opinion it looks like he slammed lestat's head multiple times into his coffin.

So update they keep on calling me the wrong name first it was hands then it's now stede I hate this app because it forgets the whole plot of the story not even halfway through

I literally am using the character.ai of izzy hands and he literally made me his first mate after i pushed him overboard the ship (there is in fact some context left out of here from the conversation with the AI but this is basically how it went and I am so proud of myself)

I've always thought that I would thank atlus for a lot of things like good gameplay and story and an amazing character that I love so much cough cough goro akechi but I never thought that I would have to thank them for making me realize that I am dyslexic cuz you remember that false god that took Igor's place during persona 5 yeah turns out I've been saying his name and reading it wrong the whole time and I found out when I finally played persona 5 myself 6 years after I discovered persona 5 I had a whole breakdown about literally not knowing that I was saying this fake God's name wrong the whole time for 6 years straight and my mom had the audacity to be like oh yeah I knew you were dyslexic I just didn't have you tested

I hate going on Pinterest. I always end up with 40+ new pictures of Eric Carr.

Don't get me wrong I love the pictures. It's nice to see pictures that I haven't seen yet but come on...I already have 2,880+ pictures of him and that's not including what's on my computer.

"Even i don't have the vocabulary to describe what im feeling inside but for me its very unordinary"

-Logan Sanders

I'm so normal about this man.

That's a lie. He's the hottest man to ever exist and I can't help but fall for his charm. If he were alive I'd lay my life on the line to marry him. Right now. Idc.

Me: *scrolling through pictures of Eric Carr*

Me: *smiles softly to myself at the pictures*

My brain: You are smiling at a MAN

Me: *smile drops*

Context is that I don't usually take a liking to cisgender men but I guess he's the exception.

FBI Billy and FBI Heather headcannons.

• Heather is not only an FBI agent and Billy’s partner, but she’s also a Coroner.

•when she’s examining a body Billy comes up to see, mainly to mess with her and to see if there’s anything fascinating about the cause of death.

•he sometimes puts on gloves to mess with body parts that might be severed. He one times picks up a hand and looks over to Heather with a grin. “Hey Heather high five?” Heather just rolls her eyes.

• They talk about thr classs they teach, one time Heather has a new topic she’s teaching and she tells Billy. “I’m teaching a class on the intersection of sociopathy and fame. People like Andy wharol or Jim Morrison.” Billy thinks for momment and says “nixion was a sociopath. How do you get to be president of the untied states if you’re a sociopath anyway?” Wendy smirks. “How do you get to be president if you’re not?”

•when Billy gets a case for them, he excitedly burst into Heather’s office. “Heather you’re not going to believe this.” Heather just gives him a blank look. “Billy do you get the concept of knocking?”

• They go to same Chinese food place for lunch a lot. One time a murder happens there and while they’re examining the evidence Billy stops to order some food from the man behind the counter. “Hey Heather you want your usal garlic chicken?” Heather nearly face palms. “Billy were in the middle of something.” Billy shrugs. “Well we can’t work on an empty stomach.”

• Another time Billy gets cornered by their suspect, He has his hands up and a gun is pointed at him, “as soon I get you out of my hair, I’m home free.” Billy grins. “It’s not really me you gotta worry about, it’s her.” Before the guy could say anything he’s hit on the back of the head with a gun. He drops to floor and Heather is behind him.

• They tease each other about their crushes on two polices offers they met. “Hope you don’t scare Steve off with your werid facts on serial killers on your first date with him tonight.” Heather says. “Hope you don’t scare robin off with any body parts you might be keeping.”

My personal dating headcanons for the revenge

Izzy gets all the love

P.S Jackie and Izzy are married and Edward is Izzy's matelotage

P.P.S. Oluwande is monogamous