Ive Been Trying For Months To Stop Watching Porn And Stop Touching Myself Because I Feel So Yucky And

Pretty sure i accidentally conditioned myself to get horny as soon as i go to type in my password for this forsaken app lmao

If you really want to indulge fantasy and don’t already do this, just record yourself as you rub/edge.   You may notice that you love knowing you're making yourself into porn, even if the recording is not for anyone else.

Even more excitement ripples through your body and mind as the humiliation loop fuels your fantasy.  It’s like the more you rub & make your own porn, the filthier of a slut toy you are.  Then the more of a dirty edge toy you are, the more you need to touch yourself.  

Finally you will then edge to how much more of a pathetic slut you made yourself, how desperate you now are, how filthy you are as you observe your recorded porn.  Don’t forget to use caution.  Congratulations now you are your own little pornstar.   

It is fun. Imagine you become so deliciously addicted to the edging and feedback loop that you want to touch yourself to debasing yourself like a good little toy

Be good

Making girls objectify and humiliate themselves is so much fun. I love it when they get so desperate and needy that they’ll do literally anything you to tell them to if they think it’ll make you proud.

Notice:

It is now your time for random hole inspection. All a part of your training feedback loop. Immediately report condition of holes to receive prescription to ensure proper behavior.

truth

People tend not to get moral credit for their self interested contribution to the welfare of others.

It's just a coincidence that more & more you get off to what gets me off. It's not like I have anything to do with it...

tell me what porn to get off to so i can become even more disgusting 💖💖💖 plant all ur desires into my brain so that i can only cum to what turns YOU on

I kinda feel bad. I keep deleting accounts like this but I always make new ones… Maybe I am just a dumb slut who needs her holes filled at all time…

It is such a shame that you aren’t able to concentrate so well with your clit so achy.  We really should do something about that. 

Take a moment to close your eyes… breathe… relax…  Focus on your achy clit.  Embrace that feeling.  You have earned this ache after so so much orgasm denial and daily edging.  You deserve to savor it.  Let the ache wash over you.  Let the hormones feeding your addiction flood & condition your mind.  Building & strengthening new synapses.. new neural pathways and reinforcing existing ones that align with your pleasure.  Finding that place inside you where ache becomes bliss.  This condition serves you so much more than needlessly cumming without permission.  This place  only good girls get to see & feel.  Now say outloud. “My pleasure is denial.  It makes me ache and that is proof of my pleasure.  Pleasure is my reward."

Focus on your task now, toy.  Have fun be safe and have a great day!

inspired by goodgirls-dont-cum

So fun...

your partner edging you in front of fucked up porn of kinks you don’t have so your brain starts associating those videos with pleasure until you get turned on by said fucked up kinks against your will just for them 💕