Filled

walking around the house trying to do normal things with my clit clamped 😭 it hurts and hearing the bell jingle anytime I move is so embarrassingffff

Control

- You submit because you want to feel almost forced to do those things that make you feel dirty.. it excites you beyond anything else. Do things you know you have little intrest in when in other contexts but maybe that exhilarating feeling of manipulation makes you feel that warmth deep inside. It’s like you have this voice inside that lets you know on a level you cannot articulate that you feel that excitement now deep in parts of your mind you don’t discuss with just any other person. I have this voice inside as well. We all have this voice that tells you what is going on is right and you feel good.

- It’s almost like you want me to play with your mind I mean perhaps it is not like you get excited because you love that feeling of manipulation at the hands of another. It’s just it’s a little scary and oddly that small fear makes you feel horny. The hornier you get the deeper you sink in to your desires.

- You might think you crave humiliation or that you crave depravity because you don’t deserve to be excited. However the truth is simpler as you get excited from humiliation & your depravity because you fear you are good fuck toy. Just think about what you haven't considered yet.. When you get to be treated like a toy this voice you trust lets you know you are good. Every minute of it is truly special.

truth

People tend not to get moral credit for their self interested contribution to the welfare of others.

I've used and *abused* enough of these to know... The experience WILL change your life...and is quite impossible to resist for long. 1 minute is fairly easy - assuming you do not have one of the newer, not really for wearing in public versions that sound like a hive of bees under your skirt but which can drop you in mere seconds 2 minutes will make you sweat 3 minutes will have you dancing around in your seat exactly like this 5 minutes and you will honestly stop caring what those around you think, all you can focus on is the pleasure 7 minutes and if the first orgasm has not already hit, your mind is becoming mush and you are becoming a simpering hot mess ready to obey anyone and everything 10 minutes - only a firm and proper hand on the controls will ever allow you to reach this point. A point where you will surrender ANYTHING to Me in order to hold onto the edge and ride the waves of pleasure now coursing through your very soul...

Don’t tell anyone.. This post may lead you to  be submissive.

You probably shouldn’t read this if you  give in  easily or don’t wish to  be submissive.

There, you’ve been warned. Reading this  may cause you to end up as my good little sub.

But lets be honest here, that is what you want now don’t you? If that is what  you truly want  you may keep reading..  Good girl. You like it don’t you. Did it feel good? or did it almost feel like a soothing voice whispering it in your ear while an idle finger deftly touches you in just that way you know delights. You don’t   want more  of it do you, but you are already looking for it, here let me give it to you..

Good girl.  You see love, it’s as if I know exactly what makes you tick, as if I know exactly what brings you here. This voice   inside you is unmistakable.

Perhaps you’re here to look for someone who will use you, make   you submit,   maybe you’re here to  read all these posts  and let your fantasies run wild or maybe you just find yourself lurking down this rabbit hole regularly as you   touch yourself   in bed, let me be that fantasy now. Let me guide your hand.  Good girl. That feels so good doesn’t it? Let go, give in to your fantasy as you lose yourself in the power of my words, enjoy it when you  feel helpless.  Feel how good it is inside to just  do as you’re told, chase those wonderful two words which have kept you going. You want it don’t you, you can see it coming up, careful now, don’t you rush. I want you to feel each word that leads up to it and the ecstasy that you know those words will bring you.

Is this a bad time to  drift into fantasy?  Is it bad that you  consent to my desire  because you notice you  daydream about it?  Are you mad that you  have feelings  deep inside that stir crazily when you  enjoy being forced  to do things?   Have you given up on your goal to  accept me?  Ponder what you have not considered for just a few moments before you  tell me what you want. this  is how you imagine for a moment yourself a year from now thinking back on how you enjoy this feeling inside.   You may notice where that feeling is inside you now.   It may feel like a small glowing mass of energy.  Notice where  you feel it  first.  I invite you to  notice  as this feeling moves from one place to another inside you.   Where does it go to inside you?  Focus on it and use that to know how you  feel it grow stronger... Tell me

 Have a great day.

I vow to never cum again. Daddy told me that a girl's orgasm is a vital tool for the pleasure of real Men and never for the pleasure of a stupid inferior girl...

I promise to edge and edge until I'm all stupid and wet, but never cum.

Staying orgasm free means being a good girl. 😇

💞Good girls never cum, good girls rub their brains DUM💞

always closer but never over...

always closer but never over...

always closer but never over...

every time i edge i think it's coming...

instead i fall back down and have to start over...

so hot...

edging, edging, edging...

Edging. It’s been 359 days since I’ve cum and I’m not going to cum this year. I don’t deserve orgasms. I’m best edged out and needy and pathetic.

Hi sir, I’m still a little shy to reach out but I find myself periodically edging myself to your blog. Even at uni I’ll sneak off to the bathroom and what starts as an innocent check to see if you’ve posted turns into an edge which has me clenching my thighs in the lectures after, until I ca get home and edge some more.

It’s even worse now that I’ve bought myself one of those remote toys, which buzz at just the lowest setting to keep me on edge for hours, it’s so frustrating.

I feel even more frustrated than ever, and I hope you don’t mind me using you for permission, there’s something delicious about giving control of my orgasms to a total stranger who fulfils my every fantasy… can I please cum sir? I’ve been so good and followed your instructions from the last message I sent.

-R💕

Such a good toy! It seems like edging yourself feels so right. Bask in the feeling. Let the chemicals produced by your body from rubbing and edging flood your brain… building new synapses & neural pathways. Are you sure you want to cum?