Real-Life Experience

I love the mindfuck

“Beg me not to let you cum, slut”

“Tell me you don’t want to cum”

“Tell me what you are?” “A good girl” “And what don’t good girls do?” “Good girls don’t cum, Sir”

“Beg me to not let you have any relief. Convince me that an orgasm is the last thing you want” 

“Tell me all the reasons why you don’t want to cum, whore”

Nothing gets me horny and desperate to cum than having to edge relentlessly and say that I don’t want to

what doesn’t kill u makes it ridiculously fucking stupid hard to find a compatible partner

what's your edgeslut level?

✨ Level 1: drippy baby - you edge for awhile each time you want to cum~ you watch your usual porn. it feels so good! maybe it's getting a little longer each time? there's just no way you could go overnight! unless...

✨ Level 2: perverted prince/ss - you like how needy you're starting to get 💕 your taste in porn is getting a little more degrading...anytime you think about it during the day, your clit/dick starts throbbing. just one more day, and then you'll cum. probably...

✨ Level 3: depraved darling - you're starting to crave...permission 💗 you're edging to edging porn now, scrolling through denial tumblr. you've found yourself trying to look dumb and sexy when you edge, spreading your legs more, maybe sticking your tongue out. you've even submitted a few anon asks or texted your partner begging permission to cum. sometimes you cum anyway, other times you wait. it feels good to get permission, but it's scary: sometimes it feels better to be told no...

✨ Level 4: gooning goner - you don't know if you want permission anymore 💋 it's been weeks now. are you even still keeping count? you're edging to porn of other people cumming. your holes/dick are constantly leaking, and it's getting too easy to start with "just one edge" and wake up to find hours have gone by. when you cum or ruin without permission, you start begging to be punished. mantras are constantly running through your head, even when you're not edging: good toys don't cum. wetter is better.

✨ Level 5: needy numbskull - you've lost the ability to cum without permission~ you're edging to recordings of people being degraded and punished. you feel so vulnerable and impressionable all the time; it makes you scared even as it makes you feel aroused. it's hard to think even when you're not edging. the mantras in your head are starting to change: my orgasms don't belong to me. i'm more useful when i'm denied.

✨ Level 6: addicted doll - you stop thinking about cumming at all; you stop thinking about whether you should worry about how dumb you're starting to get. you strip naked and kneel every time you edge, tongue out and drooling, feeling only vague embarrassment. you edge to porn of yourself being punished for ruining without permission, or being forced to ruin. there are still certain things you won't do, even for the chance to cum, but you debase yourself almost voluntarily for your betters now🧡

✨ Level 7: useful idiot - you sneak away to edge at work/school 💖 you don't even need porn to edge now. you don't even need to think about it, or to be told to do it - you just do. you only beg to cum in order to humiliate yourself further for your betters, to give them pleasure in saying "no." you don't want it anymore, hell, you don't want to do anything but please them. you'll hump the air for their amusement, you'll lick their cum off the floor, you'll let them punish your cunt/dick for even thinking it deserves to cum. the mantra's changed again, your final form: pathetic sluts don't deserve to cum. pets like me are made to be needy. if the thought of cumming even crosses your mind, you run to your betters and beg to be punished until it goes away. who needs a chastity belt? you've broken yourself all on your own 💋💕💗💖💓💘

[captioning or tagging this post with my DNI/hard limits will get you blocked. i need to keep my notes safe for me 💕]

Such an amazing loop

More.

More edging.

More porn.

More audios.

You need more.

It's never enough.

It will never be enough.

The more you do it the more you break.

The more you break, the better it feels.

The better it feels, the more you do it.

You lost.

And you love it.

I’m a good girl… my cunt controls me… my pussy controls me… my clit controls me… I like to make cocks hard from reading my posts… I like to make pussies wet and throb from reading my posts… I like to rub mind away… I like to drip and edge and obey… good girls drop… I’m a good girllll…….

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How to edge like a dumb slxt 🖤

. Get naked. Sluts need to be exposed and easily accessible while edging, so if someone finds you, they can fill your holes right away.

. Keep your legs spread, expose your holes. Reason is the same as above.

. Learn to edge in different positions. On your back, on your stomach humping your hand or a pillow, on your knees with your ass in the air, standing up. It doesn't matter if you're comfortable, you just need to edge.

. In different places too!! Don't just edge in your bed. Edge in the living room, the kitchen, even on the balcony! Also it's very good for sluts to edge on the floor.

. You can use toys, but you should also be able to edge with just your fingers. The goal is to be able to reach an eldge no matter where you are, no matter what time it is, only by rubbing your wet cunt for a brief while.

. Hump things!! And not only pillows, but also tables, chairs or the toilet seat. Humping things is good for you because it makes you look really desperate and pathetic.

. Because looking desperate and pathetic is VERY important. Remember that you edge to become a good toy and entertain others, so always put on a show. Open your mouth, stick your tongue out and drool. Go cross-eyed or roll your eyes back. Make pretty, needy noises to show everyone that you're eager to be used. Practice in front of a mirror or record yourself to make sure that you look and sound properly braindead.

. You should babble like a dumb whore while you edge, too. Tell the world what you are and what you need, don't be shy. It doesn't matter if it sounds ridiculous and embarrassing, that's the point.

. Look at and listen to fun things, like spirals and mantras and porn. That's the only education you need.

. Edge often. Edging for hours on end is fun, but it's even more important to edge regularly. Even if you're busy, every few hours your hand should wander between your legs and rub a few quick edges out, that way you'll be wet and needy all the time. Of course, when you have the day off, the best thing is to edge in the morning and stop only to rest, eat and drink and do other fun stuff! (Like offering your holes to people, for example.)

. Never ever cum

Pretty sure i accidentally conditioned myself to get horny as soon as i go to type in my password for this forsaken app lmao

Baby, I won’t be happy until you’re crawling on the floor with your leash in my hand like that pretty, pathetic pet you are. Show me how much you’d degrade yourself just to have me use your body for pleasure

edging every day makes u easier to brainwash and control and thats why u should edge every day 💖

Force me to drink a bunch of water and then not let me pee. Tell me if I wet myself, I’ll be punished terribly. Then proceed to rape and beat me over and over again. With toys, with your cock… It’ll hurt so much more when I’m raped with my bladder full. Don’t stop until I piss myself and then punish me for being such a disgusting little slut who can’t follow simple orders.