❝ everyone’s a M O N S T E R to someone. if you’re so convinced that i’m yours - I’LL BE IT. ❞
It had been awhile since Harry had felt at ease at a social event. Ever since his legitimization, his schedule had been filled with ‘quaint gatherings’ that were anything but, ‘delightful evenings’ that felt like torture, and ‘modest dinners’ which contained more courses than he could count. The load had lightened slightly after leaving the Reach soon after the doomed wedding, determined to keep a low profile (something that proved a smart idea, as while other were off being ransomed by Ironborn, Harry was at home in Stonehedge, continuing on with daily life), but as things returned to normal and people began to settle, Harry’s father had insisted that he rejoin the ranks of other Lords and Ladies in King’s Landing for the events celebrating the hostage’s returns. --- But as he looked around the dimly lit but nicely decorated tavern, rented out by the Vale’s own Young Falcon, he thought this could be an event he could enjoy.
Despite his fondness of surroundings (a tavern? felt very familiar), Harry’s blue eyes could be seen constantly flicking towards the door, with every coming and going. He had expected to see her at the event the day before, held by Queen Cersei, as he expected Laenah would most certainly attend the proper, sanctioned event. But either she had not made an appearance or the two had missed each other. So there Harry sat, rather hopelessly staring at the door, hoping that her nostalgia for their shared time in the Vale would lead her to the door of a Valeman’s party.
He had no idea what he would say to her, if she were to show up. He had left rather quickly after the wedding--after going back for her at the wedding-- so quickly, it was almost rude. He had stayed around just long enough to count her as safe in his mind before he was off on his horse, sprinting down the Roseroad.
His eyes roamed the face of every woman who passed by, somehow wanting to believe that he had just missed her entrance. But none passed the test, although the more ale he drank, the more they all started to look more and more like her.
King Arthur taking care of his Round Table.
Charlie Hunnam and his back in King Arthur: Legend of the Sword (2017).
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the rose gardens // open
during the years she’d spent living in sunspear, mycella liked to think she’d grown up. physically, this was certainly the case; gone was the little princess, decked constantly in silks of soft pink. at the very least, she had grown into a beautiful young woman, golden curls always perfectly in place even as she’d run through the streets, wine flowing through her veins and a carefree laugh on her lips. yes, she had grown physically while in dorne, but she liked to think she’d matured, too.
when she’d first arrived in highgarden, the excitement of seeing her family once more had kept myrcella going, any nervousness at the reunion replaced by the sheer joy of familiarity. though she loved her mother dearly, it had not taken long for the golden princess to realize just how free she’d been in her absence. scarcely a week in, myrcella found herself sneaking away from the constant eyes of cersei lannister, muttering excuses about leaving her to her wedding planning. luckily enough, highgarden at any time was the perfect place to escape for a bit.
wandering the seemingly endless gardens, myrcella felt her mind wandering to her own pending nuptials. she’d reached an age where she truly should have married trystane martell already. it was all a game of politics, she knew; her mother had never loved the match, but keeping her in dorne kept most of the martell forces at bay and kept myrcella out of harm’s way. a part of her wondered whether her mother wished to find a more palatable match for her while the entire realm was gathered in highgarden - this sole cynical part of myrcella had kept an eye on the men she’d been introduced to, measuring their worth as she dripped pretty words and prettier smiles.
shaking her head slightly, myrcella resolved to abandon this line of thought, if only for the moment. the famous rose gardens were too beautiful by far to be sullied by any negative thoughts. rounding a corner, a smile spread across myrcella’s lips at the sight of someone else enjoying the peace and majesty of the scenery. nothing could drive her from her own thoughts like the presence of another. “they’re beautiful, aren’t they? i can see why highgarden is so famous for them.”
Harry felt out of place as he walked about Highgarden. He was sure any moment a guard would call out, or a Lord with an upturned nose would ask ‘exactly what he thought he was doing here’. But it never came. He almost wished it would, to get over with what he deemed to be an inevitable moment. The feeling was only enforced as he observed the people around him, and how everybody seemed to have something to do, but he found himself wearing a path in the already smooth stone of the hallways.
The constant torture of waiting for the other boot to drop left Harry in an increasingly foul mood. His light and sarcastic wit turned into humorless and bitter remarks. With this turn of mood, the aim of introducing Harry to other nobles, other leaders and heirs of houses went afoul before completely falling by the wayside. After one too many polite debates turned heated arguments, Harry felt it better to try and avoid any person with a title, for the sake of his own head.
Over the days, Harry had found just the spot to do so. It took some exploring, but he soon found a fairly quiet nook of the rose garden, where only the most ambitious of strollers would make it to. He’d set out to his spot in the morning, supplies in hand ( a book, a sword for practicing, an apple, some fine arbor wine, and perhaps a few other things he was able to swipe from the kitchens when the ever present figure of the cook wasn’t lording about ), and could often be seen sneaking back onto the grounds as dusk was falling. He thought it best this way, he knew returning to Stone Hedge with nothing to show would not impress his father, but he thought it better than Lord Jonos receiving a raven telling him the news that his bastard son had lost a hand for slapping some spoiled pup of a lord around.
So preoccupied with his sword and whetstone, Harry’s usually keen ears hadn’t picked up on the approaching footsteps, although once looking up at her, he could see why. This was no blundering, drunk Lord ( who --with their companions that their wives most certainly would not approve of, were his most constant guests out this far in the garden ), but rather an obviously high born lady, so it was no wonder he hadn’t heard her advance onto his spot.
With not much idea of who she was, nor much of a care ( he could thank the empty flask of wine for that ) he shrugged in response to her comment. “Perhaps, if you like the cloying, almost stiflin’ smell of ‘em.---Smells like somethin’ died to me.”
the reason i sin is because there’s a stairway to heaven and a highway to hell and i sure as shit ain’t climbin no stairs
☼ & ☾
☼ - appearance headcanon
Some would marvel how a man with as many scars as Harry was still standing. Or some might wonder if he just scars easily. Regardless, one fact is true, it seems as is every part of body has at least one scar to mark it, most are faded and not something one would take note of. Even fully clothed, many are visible. A crescent above his brow, a forked line under his jaw, a long stretch starting behind his ear and running down his jugular, all given to him by a left handed man in a tavern. Slices on hands and forearms, accrued from one too many close calls with daggers and longswords. And that’s only the beginning of the list. Most are from mundane tasks and moments in his life. But shh, don’t tell anybody that.
☾ - sleep headcanon
Harry is a light sleeper, but can sleep in almost any position. Most of his nights were spent at his mother’s brothel, sat in a chair in the tavern below, eyes closed but ears primed for any noise of discord.
Chairs, bales of hay, rocky outcrops and river banks all had been called home for Harry’s sleeping body (if laying down, he tends to curl into a surprisingly small ball)
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Charlie Hunnam in King Arthur: Legend of the Sword.
A CHAMELEON SOUL, NO MORAL COMPASS POINTING DUE NORTH, NO F I X E D PERSONALITY; JUST AN INNER INDECISIVENESS THAT WAS AS W I D E AND AS W A V E R I N G AS THE OCEAN.
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