Me Recently Realising That Some Of My Quirks And Safe Spaces Are Due To Leftover Trauma From Specific

So I fucking adore time loops in any piece of media I consume (within reason [mostly fanfic])

Characters starting of pretty normal and trying to escape

That point in some plots where they realise they aren't the only ones trapped

~Trauma bonding and shenanigans (angsty or crack) ensue~ The effect of how many cycles or loops spent on them (specifically if there's only one trapped in a timeloop ooo that some good existential angst there) And then either they come out or they don't

But either way they changed

and sometimes aren't even recognisable as who they once were (Ship of Theseus anyone?)

as they slowly go through stages of a time loop, often falling into a state of insanity, then depression (sometimes those are switched), and many different phases before falling somewhere unknown

sometimes good

sometimes depressing

sometimes bad

And if they do escape the fluff and comfort (or heart-breaking angst :)) makes for (at least in my opinion) a beautiful and fulfilling story

It can lead to some very interesting situations and analysation

anywho I just love time loops

I love seeing list memes where someone makes a "le cool people vs le cringe" and they obviously skew it so they barely scrape by into the cool kids club

FIRST 19 COMPLETED AND IT WAS A FLASH LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

Flippin hell this is epic

When you are a classical musician and the public asks you to play Queen …

Make the most of the next two months

Get all your vaccines

Travel while we have a functioning DOT

Read and buy books on feminism, anti-racism, pro-lgbt

Attend drag shows

Don't skip any of your classes

Read and buy history books

Find your out-of-state networks

Learn to carry cash

Get birth control solutions

Support the Biden/Harris administration

Postpone large purchases and save money

Be careful of what you say online, like un-ambiguous attacks against the incoming administration, especially in spaces that contain your full name or personal information

Feel free to add on.

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Me: alright this is getting ridiculous, stop it! You've already got a whole bookshelf and a box of unread books and multiple folders worth of unread fanfic! You need to read all this before getting any more! Also me: *goes searching for new fanfics and buys more books*

OYA!!! Insert *visible happiness* meme

Airing my Grievances about the Star Wars fandom right now

So a lot people are upset and being rather transphobic about Sister, the transgender clone trooper from 2022 now recently getting official art. I'm just going to make a short post to air my own grievances about the complaints.

"Kaminoans would turn her into protein paste for being defective"

Clone Trooper 99 was defective and was still utilized. He died with honor while fighting alongside his brothers.

"Kaminoans would never use defective clone troopers"

Chances are you never watched the Bad Batch or paid attention to anything outside the pew pews.

"All clones are male"

Omega from Bad Batch

"Clone troopers are all made to be the same and not be distinct"

Literally in the first episode of the Clone Wars series, Yoda points out how despite being clones, each one is unique. This is pre-Disney buyout of Lucasfilm, no excuses here. (0:38 seconds in)

I'm not trans or in the LGBTQ community so take what I say next with a grain of salt (I'm your basic cishet male).

If anything, my only complaint is that I feel the color on her armor is a bit too on the nose. I had a similar problem with The Acolyte with Osha being all "Is he, or they, with us?". Just keep it to the point and natural and ask "Are they with us?"

I just feel the colors are a bit too on the nose are these are earth trans-flag colors (or close to it). While purples and blues are one of my favorite color schemes, why are we using earth-trans colors? Or perhaps a short backstory for the significance of these colors to Sister?

Just keep it in plain sight without having to draw it out. The trans Twi'lek from Book of Boba Fett is a good example.

But yeah if you're misgendering her and referring to her as "it", then you're a pos and can go jump in a Sarlacc pit.

That is my take on the current Star Wars discourse going on. Transphobia sucks and those complaining about this haven't really paid attention to the messages in Star Wars whatsoever.

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i’m obsessed with this

and then, two months later....

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Mama void with all of her voidlings 🖤🐈