"at the end of the day, she'd trade lives with me if God let her"
almost that time 🤍
i wish i didnt have to resort to begging but the situation has gotten pretty bad.
im ila, im a disabled lesbian living with my immigrant partner and right now we owe almost 2k€ euros in unpaid bills from this winter (neither of us were working and we weren't able to pay any of them on time) to our gas and electricity providers. we are both working part time and we dont make nearly enough money to be able to cover this amount in time before they shut down our power and gas.
my partner @mongrelmeats and i are trying to survive & escape an abusive household. we are both trans and disabled and had to flee TN to avoid homelessness in a very hostile state. we moved in with abusive family members as a last resort. sadly, they subject us to regular emotional/mental abuse, manipulation, and sabotage. they have been physically abusive in the past, causing me nerve damage. the situation is not safe and our physical and mental health is suffering. our two cats and dog live with us in one room with very little space to move around. we can't eat or shower without being observed and criticized. we are rarely permitted to leave the house. i guess it's not the absolute worst situation anyone has been in, but we are desperate to get out.
our only income now comes from commissions as our car was totalled in a triple rollover accident. i was lucky and survived without major injuries. weir was lucky they were not with me at the time.
our goal is to get a cheap used car without major damages or needing major repairs. funds otherwise go to our regular survival expenses, such as medical needs and pet food. but a car would give us some independence and the ability to find work to support ourselves!
@mongrelmeats art is our income right now. But Weir is very talented with humans, anthros, or feral ocs! They are great at translating likeness into art, and creating diverse and believable faces. they can do multiple styles too and did our fundraiser banner. Weir loves horror, fantasy, weird outsider art, and queer erotica. If that's your vibe, check them out!
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Wdym Finland didn't win the Eurovisions??? Why does no one Cha Cha Cha????