Sitting Near The Water / Whirlpools Remained Me So Much Of How All I Want To Do Is To Drown Myself

JAYD3N'S SONG OF THE DAY

day 3 - Dial tone by catch your breath

this song has been stuck in my head for the past 2 dayssss

𝚆𝚑𝚘 𝚊𝚖 𝙸 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟻, 𝚙𝚏𝚏𝚝- 𝙸'𝚖 𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚍𝚒𝚘𝚝.

I want to be someone’s favourite PLEASE

Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

i wish i was pretty enough for people to want me

get out of my face with the whole “it will get better” bullshit. genuinely sick of hearing it

i feel so obese..

according to google being 100 lbs is considered morbidly obese. i need to stop eating whenever i feel like it and go back to eating once every 24hrs

its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.

i hate my life i hate having to worry about work and school and my friends 24/7

im so behind on my school work right now and thats making me go insane

cvtting is the best coping mechanism i have right now

"You're an attention seeker!!!" Ofc I am. Now give me your attention or I explode ( ,,⩌'︿'⩌,,)