Wanted To Share These School Doodles Made In My Desk... I Had To Erase Them Sadly...

as cliché and superficial as this phrase may seem at times, "you need to have self-love before loving someone" fits very well with what is happening to q!cellbit and q!roier. and there is something that they need to do as quick as possible: talk. they need to talk. they love each other and that is undeniable and unquestionable, but they do not have self-love. what happens when you hate yourself to the point of thinking that your existence is a curse? what happens when you think it's better to push people away because they deserve better than what you have to offer? both q!cellbit and q!roier never had any problems accepting their differences, disagreeing, being themselves and always welcoming and supporting each other. their relationship is where they know they are safe, a marriage built on trust and purely genuine love, they are home to each other but to themselves they are lost. they don't find peace, forgiveness, comfort anywhere within themselves, the worst thing there is, is for them to live being who they are. to be able to see the actions and thoughts of q!roier and q!cellbit is often to realize that they can never escape what they hate most, themselves, their own existence. that's really painful to watch but very real too unfortunately, after all, both characters are full of unresolved traumas and they continue to go through traumatic situations. so i just really hope that they can have a deep calm conversation, where they both make it clear how they feel, and honestly?! i trust my cubitos, i believe that communication will win once again.

but until that can happen i think we'll have to survive the angst. group hug.

Errorink is so interesing bc, what do you mean that while you were embraced by the multiverse and lead to a new life away from the one that hurted you so much that you killed yourself, what do you mean i lost the life that i loved so much, the life i finally thought i could have my happy ending without any more suffering and lost bc of my own curiosity.

Wdym we both have reborn in a white space, in the nothing, we both passes though the same thing but in the end we ended up in different sides, wdym that while you wanted desesperely to die bc you wanted to be something new, while i wanted to desesperely to live bc i didnt want to lose my old life

Wdym we both cant connect properly with people bc of how fucked up we are and see others, wdym that while im constantly feeling pain bc the multiverse is trying to delete the "Error", you cant feel pain and you got to be part of the multiverse in a way nobody else can, being connected to all universes and creators.

Wdym that we arent so different, but at the same time we are both the ends of one spectrum, that we complete eachother imperfections, that at the same time we are the only ones that can understand the one another.

Wdym we are both suicidal beings that are willing to do their jobs bc they are our only life purpose, the only way we think we can find joy, but at the same time the thing that is dooming us to our suffering

WDYM WE WORK SO PERFECTLY WELL IN SYMBOLISM THAT ONLY POESY COULD DO THAT AND WE ARE ALTERNATIVE VERSIONS OF FUCKING SANS UNDERTALE

Tsukasa Tenma the eternal struggler

WIP of this silly angy cat... I'm trying...

Also, extra wanderer doodle under cut cause why not?

I miss guapoduo

so are we being normal about them or what

I happen to have been talking to a Kazuha bot and accidentally acquired ideas for a Kazuscara fic...

((Some information on what the fic would basically be about under the cut))

So... The story would pratically be:

It would be an AU in a way, a "what if" story of Kazuha meeting a Wanderer ((the one closer to how he acts on Simulanka that is));

The fic would also be about Wanderer finally telling someone else ((and trustworthy)) about his past and coming to forgive himself over what he did to the bladesmiths and shit;

Stuff get heated on accident lol. I blame the bot;

Kazuha and an oc of mine (because traveller wouldn't make sense) have been travelling together for a while before something lends them to finding Wanderer and end up taking him out to drink tea

Wanderer recognizes Kazuha after a while so he decides to have a solo moment with leaf boy to talk to him about... Stuff to do with his family... You get where I am going ya?

The rest is up to if I write the fic lol. Just know there may be a lil hot scene because the bot caused it and being a asexual bish I found it funny to indulge into that. It's not the main focus tho, so it doesn't really matter for me... Just know Kassachi will be the dom one...

Anyhow, that's it!!

Omg Hiiiii!!!! It's been a while heheh...

Just have an extra on how this Wanderer drawing is going lolz. I still haven't finished it :b

It definetly looks more complete though ^-^

WIP of this silly angy cat... I'm trying...

Also, extra wanderer doodle under cut cause why not?

I did silly art with modeling clay...

I think I did well!! :D

Should I do a character one?

one of the top 10 questions society still can’t answer: WHEN IS SPIDERBIT COMING HOME