Notinuse-sponk - —

Check out my main blog, @sponkbonk — I’ll post/reblog more there!

This blog is older, less fleshed out, and I don’t reblogged my current interests there!

My current interests INCLUDE house md and dead poets society, to name two!!

Actually life is beautiful because the sound I make while trying to breathe around hot food sounds like my dog trying to eat an apple. When I yawn my cat tries to put his face in my mouth like a little dentist man and when he yawns I put my finger in his obligate-carnivore trapzone and we both know he will not hurt me. When I do not fold my clothes, they do not hold it against me.

I am demonstrably sad, and lonely, and full of fear. But there are other people who will hold my hand, who will point out the hawk overhead, who will give you That Look in a public place. The other day at a coffee shop a child said "look! It's snowing!" so all of us strangers went to go look out the windows. It wasn't the first snow and it won't be the last but wasn't it lovely, like that?

How wonderful to live in a world where birds and frogs both say beep! How wonderful to have an ocean of beautiful sharks with their dinosaur teeth! How wonderful the moon and her changing face, how wonderful the bees and their dancing to communicate, how wonderful shrimp and their forbidden layers of vision! How wonderful, you, and what you will give the world! The way we love things enough to spend entire blogs devoted to them? How people will let me explain my Pokemon team to them? How we will both jump at the scare in the movie, how we laugh so loudly, how it feels to give someone your baking? How wonderful to be alive. I am sorry for forgetting.

This is the process of getting better. With wonderful people and wonderful strangers and wonderful friends: I am getting better, slowly. Thank you, whoever you are. In some way, you've been wonderful, and left a wonderful place in the world to ripple out to me. In some small way - isn't it beautiful - I promise, you've been helping.

I own a Bad Dragon hoodie just so I can wear it in public and nobody can say anything without admitting that they know what it is.

An activate charcoal AND grapefruit smoothie called "what will your meds do ;)"

I can’t believe it’s taken me this long to follow you! Please accept my apologies. I have rectified this huge error! (Also, I hope I get revenge for you stabbing me with sais in the next hunger games!) 💚💚

A) don't worry! Its fine! It's not a mistake! I didn't expect you to find me here too sjsjsjs

B) I have a terrible memory and I had to keep reloading the page, w h a t. In all honesty, I have never been that badass jdjsjsj

hey there LGBTQ kids who are also Christian/Jewish! If you feel like you’re disobeying God, questioning your faith, or feel wrong and dirty for loving who you love, there’s this fantastic site I found today called hoperemains that accurately and thoroughly combs through scripture and its (many) mistranslations, validates your orientation, and basically let’s you know that you’re not pissing off God. It’s insanely thorough and after reading through every page on the entire site it’s super helpful. Go check it out!

havent been able to draw my boys in a good while so i decided to change that

do you ever just

“no that’s not dramatic and cheesy enough”

“getting warmer”

“t HERE IT IS”

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