7 April (Calc 4: happy exhaustion)
Today was rough, but I feel like I’m getting the hang of maximum and minimum values (thank you so much Lagrange).
I will say that I’m running into a bit of an existential crisis as far as my career is concerned. I feel like I really enjoy physics and am going to love making a job out of it, but this online learning environment is painful.
I want to actually do physics now that I have a better mathematical understanding, but at the same time I can only put forth so much effort in a class that has no social interaction. I can’t help but feel neglected considering I know how amazing my physics instructor is and knowing I’ll never officially have a “class” with him.
I’ve been struggling with my BPD as of late and it’s making me a bit more emotional than normal, but I’m taking strides to work through my issues.
A bit of positive news, I’m getting more comfortable on my skateboard, and am looking to land my first heelflip soon
You are strong
Now go change the world
Stay up ✌🏿
🎧 The Watchtower - Sigimund
8 March (Calc 3: Test Day)
You know, taking notes by asking questions really has improved my memory retention. I find myself getting the problems correct because I actually understand the process of what is happening not just the system that gets me to where I need to be.
If you haven’t feed yourself or hydrated please do that, every bit helps
Stay up ✌🏿
🎧 Trappin in paradise 80 by Smooth s o u n d s
So, I’ve been tasked with putting my playlist on shuffle and identifying the first 10 songs in hopes that y’all will get to know me better 😅.
Stone love - Pepper
I will never change - Benga
Everlasting Sleep - Chelsea Grin
Who’s the Man - ABN
Grove St. Party - Waka Flocka
Mechano - Datsik
Hoax - Jericho
Jazz (We’ve got) - A Tribe Called Quest
So High - Doja Cat
Plain Jane Remix (DJ HenDu Gotti) - ASAP Ferg and Nicki Minaj
And now to tag mutuals
@messy-does-cosmology @miss-biophys @caytheblkmermaid @karmahoudinii @caffeine-integral-studies @thegeekdomain @schrodingersstudent
I just hit 100 followers, and I am truly grateful for all of you.
I would like to do a challenge.
The earth has done so much for us, and I can’t think of a better way to give back
Bruh the thanos’ed that helmet. Respect to Tony Hawk though.
Tony Hawk lands a 900 at age 48!
🐐🐐🐐
26 Oct (Intro. Number Theory)
This is by far the worst class that I have taken. Consistently I have been with the lowest grade, and my overall understanding of this class is abysmal. Despite being in my professor’s office every day.
In any case I make a point to strive for perfection, and not understanding something haunts me to my core. In any case I am forever hopeful. Im happy to be back, and I have lots to share
🎧 Momma Told Me - Earthgang
Stay Up y’all
Today was rough. Throughtout this time lapse I “finished” 1 assignment ONE it’s day’s like this that really make me dread going into STEM. Diminishing returns are regular, and the burnout is real. However, if my neurodivergent ass can sit in one spot and be miserable, then you can too
7 March (Linear Algebra notes and HW)
It was bright and sunny today, and while I didn’t get much studying done, I was still able to be productive.
I also want to note that being productive is more than taking notes and studying. If you’ve been studying like crazy, but neglecting your personal life, have you really gotten anything done? If you have, then as what expense?
Take time to enjoy yourself
Love y’all
One of my favorites (and there are a few pictures)
Derek, 29, They/Them, Vegan, Astro/Biophysics major. Nonlinear systems = LIFE
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