Pouring coffee along thoughts in a mug. That's the proper way to start your day. Lovecraftian fuel.
P.S. Add some milk as well.
It's okay to feel lonely sometimes.
It's normal to wish for somebody to listen to you and share your thoughts with, except for the times when that certain someone makes you feel like loneliness is a perfect and variable constant of time.
That's not a person, that's a black hole.