I Changed Jobs, Shed People, Got A Whole New Set Of Daily Habits, Started Journaling Again And I Am Doing

I changed jobs, shed people, got a whole new set of daily habits, started journaling again and I am doing some of the things I really want to do, but have never made time for. But, I can still feel my mind being pulled in a thousand different directions, like whatever was wrong is still wrong. My heart is still shrinking, I get quieter by the day, the level of disinterest in me is unbelievable. The nightmares persist, I'm dreaming of drowning again. Same spiral.

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7 years ago

I met people like storms and people like hurricanes, men like tornadoes and women like warplanes but you were a summer breeze curling the surface of the sea and maybe that’s why I wasn’t prepared for the destruction you left in me.

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9 years ago

Breathe in through your nose and out through your mouth. Live this moment, not the next one.

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1 year ago

It takes a minute. Everything takes a minute. It doesn't register for a while, but God I hope you have time. I hope you have time.

5 years ago

First, parts of you die, and then the things you think define you fade into the background. But you're still in control, you didn't need them anyway. Then you wake up one October morning, and you're seeping through your own fingers like water. You have no idea whom you are, you only have a vague idea of whom you want to be, but that's hard and you need to grieve for the girl who's dying inside you, because God knows she's carried you. Alas, you live in a world full of people with questions and they feel entitled to you remaining the same. You can't explain that your paradigms are not just shifting, they're blowing up and turning into ash in your hands, so you just fold into yourself. But Yourself is falling apart, and it's just...living God what is happening?

4 years ago

Hearts are the affected organs, but livers and lungs carry the burdens.

9 years ago

Don't look around, look ahead and don't stop until you get there.

5 years ago

sometimes a bitch jus want a love letter u know

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