hey just wanted to check on u its been a minute
how have u been?
It’s been interesting— so I’m kinda freaking out ngl. My college decided to experiment on us this year and all classes are now eight week courses.
I want to cry— BUT we gotta be positive man
So I’m here, studying as much as I can.
How have you been?
OBSESSING OVER RECOM!
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#SYNOPSIS— in which all recoms are obsessed with their recom teammate
#WARNING(S)— yandere(?), unhealthy fixation, unhealthy obsession, non consensual touching, groping, implications of forced mating, implications of noncon/dubcon, abuse of power, manipulation/manipulative, forced tsahylu
#CHARACTER(S)— Recom Group/ Deja Blu squad
Seeing your teammates being brought back from the dead was difficult to say the least. It was hard to accept that you had died and that this was the outcome. You had followed the Colonel’s steps in agreeing to project phoenix like a dog. And this is what you were given— not that you didn’t appreciate it. During the first week of waking up there were various test and blood sampling along with motor control and whatnot. It didn’t take long for everyone to be cleared. It was the clearance the squad needed to be sent out to Pandora.
During the expedition you had encountered a strange looking plant. It was beautiful— entrancing to look at. You were drawn closer, fingers brushing against the petals. In defense the plant spurted out a sweetening mist, coating your body in the smell. You reeled back in alarm, trying to dust off the pollen. You were given explicit orders by the Colonel to stay near the team. Stressing out his words, knowing you were the type to wander off. You didn’t listen— and now here you are, coated in a sweet substance. You scurried off to your teammates, stumbling in your own footsteps.
Heading back to base, you rushed to the communal showers scrubbing every inch of your body. The sweet smell didn’t go away, your teammates nagged you about the smell. Questioning where you had gotten such a nice smelling body wash— the teased you about it. Touching you far more often than you were used to. But something was odd— it was a nagging feeling. One that had left you constantly on edge. Your teammates however seemed to know something—Staring you down as if you were nothing but a piece of meat to them. They’re gazes gave you a shiver, tail curling inward as you tried to appear smaller to them.
They began acting oddly— Lyle was someone you often went to the gym with. He would be there spotting you when you would bench press. But his actions were questionable, groping your flesh and even pressing his hips against yours. At one point you even caught him sniffing one of your borrowed shirts, humping a pillow like an animal in heat. Unbeknownst to you the others seethed in jealousy. They wanted nothing more but to be near you, to have your eyes only on them. Their past feelings only amplified their primal instinct. They wanted a taste of you.
Z-Dog was passive aggressive with her courting. Flirting coyly and purring, she would take advantage of your confusion. Asking for a partner to stretch with, pressing her clothed cunt against your hips, exaggerating her groans. She was temptress, fingers skimming over your abdomen, trailing lower as she pressed her chest towards you. She knew exactly what she wanted and knew how to get it.
The other recoms had taken this as an act of war, each whisking you away from the other. At one point you were often stuck in quarreling fights, ears flattening against your skull as your comrades hissed at each other. It took a while for everyone to reach a compromise. It became overwhelming at one point, there wasn’t a moment someone didn’t have their hands on you. Becoming rather aggressive and demanding more from you.
Quaritch was surprisingly needy, often commanding you to be near him. Even going as far as using his rank to get what he wanted from you. He was curious on how the na’vi mated officially and was quite persistent on the topic. When he caught wind of the information he couldn’t help but dream of having such a life with you. One way or another he had used his rank over you. Extending out his braid towards you, gesturing for you to follow his lead. Your refusal at first was understandable but he kept pushing.
At one point Quaritch decided to take things onto his own hands. He cornered you in an isolated corridor, offering an ultimatum. You can either accept his offer and be kind about this experience he wants to share with you or he’ll force the bond. It wasn’t hard to choose the safest option. Sean was one of the many who became increasingly aggressive, hissing at others when his time with you was interrupted. He would tug on your braid enacting painful hisses from you. Deep down he enjoyed causing such a painful reaction. Even going as far as dragging his canines down your throat, nipping and biting the skin.
Authors note: Other recoms will be mentioned during part two
I'm back from the dead!
anyways
fell off of tumblr and Wattpad for a bit, but I'm back now
im so tired men tbh(the real ones atleast) im coming to my delusion
Aaaa— I was wondering what happened to you. I’m glad you’re back!
Men can be exhausting but there are also men who are worth it
You, uhh...got any more Lyle bits waiting in the wings? I love the way you write him. (Other people on tumblr for lack of a better words kinda...neuter him. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ )
Hmm— not really. I haven’t started on any avatar work fics other than Recom quaritch. But maybe I’ll make headcanons on him falling for a na’vi (similar to the headcanons of z-dog)
pretty chill ig
im currently rewatching The Walking Dead
i put one-sided on pause but something is in the works!
cant give any details tho!
I never watched the walking dead— I like zombie movies and shows but idk man there’s something about that show that just isn’t for me? Maybe that’s it’s really gory?
Man— I was hoping to get a little something
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#SYNOPSIS— general headcanon of yandere adult Kakashi
#WARNING(s)—manipulative, unhealthy obsession/thoughts, possessive/possessiveness; mentions of noncon/dubcon, toxic friendship
As the years passed by and relationships start to nourish, Kakashi would be swooning over you. Introducing you to his team and close aids making sure to add in just what exactly you meant to him. He would order his little group of genin to stalk you around and give him weekly reports. Of course if there was anything suspicious such as a man visiting you in the middle of the night Kakashi wouldn’t hesitate to question you. Persistently asking about that man claiming he was on his midnight walk and coincidentally saw the man walking out of your abode.
He doesn’t need others challenging your relationship with him. He’s worked so hard for what he has know he won’t let anyone budge in. He’s a clingy man often inviting himself to your home without asking, preparing dinner/baths when you return from work/missions. He’ll feel anxious without knowing where you are, often uses his status as a ‘ elite jounin/ ex anbu captain ‘ as an excuse to check on your medical examines and missions. He feels anxious whenever his eyes aren’t set on you, often flaring his Sharingan in every crowded space of Konaha in order to find you. And when he does he immediately drag you back home with him.
He doesn’t get angry often he’s usually more relaxed and carefree but those characteristics of his don’t qualify to you. He’ll persistently ask you on what you were doing. Trying to drag out the simplest of information and somehow conjuring up thesis. There was no need to go out, the fridge was stockpiled with goods and so we’re the cabinets that much he knew. The house was in good condition nothing need repairing. His thoughts would darken, nothing was missing from your home so what exactly did you leave for? Was it somebody? A man? Just who exactly is he? He’s the only man in your life that much he made sure of.
His own awareness would be gone by then, hand tightening against your throat, the threat clear in the air as he stared down at you. He wants to exactly just what you were doing. The aftermath would all depend on your answer, if you choose to refrain from answering Kakashi has other methods to make you more complaint towards him. After the fiasco would happen he’ll lock you up in his own home setting up traps in case others or you try coming in/coming out. He didn’t want it to happen but you forced him to and he has no other option but to lock you up.
Can’t you see your the only thing he has left? He won’t feel any source of remorse for what’s he’s doing. As time passes and you nothing but a bird locked in a cage he would declare his feelings for you completely expecting for you to return them back in return. After all don’t childhood friends turn into childhood sweathearts? It won’t take long for him to take you to his bed and render you useless to his ministrations.
I'm so fucking done. My bf blocked me on everything. And here I have a fucking melt down over him bc he was first boy I actually ever loved, like I actually cared about him and our relationship and now it's fucking gone.
Relationships are never easy. No matter how much we love our partner if they don’t replicate those feelings back it’s time to let go. You should never beg someone to love you back. But I understand attachment isn’t easy to let go. I sincerely hope you start your healing process soon. You don’t have to forget your partner, you can always think back on the good memories they gave you but it’s not healthy to keep clinging.
Wish you the best 🫶
This Masterlist solely focuses on (male characters) Manhwa related fics. You can find all of my writings for Manhwa here
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The Villainous is a Marionette
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Being a Concubine Headcanons
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I was listening to Mel right
and teddy bear, milk and cookies had come on back to back
and like it reminds me of Infatuation so much
i sent another one just like, but it was messy so delete if u want
I haven’t listened to those songs yet— I’ll make sure to check the songs!
bc im in a good mood rn. Here
Thats Miyo compared to Miles, let that sink in for a while.
Jejejejeje— this is doing something to me and I can’t explain it in words
reread the whole series and oml i exited tumblr like so many times, your writing is immaculate. the plot, the tension, the drama just so amazing. . . my goodness— oml so inlove with "infatuation" such a good series. the concept of dark quaritch is amazing, love it a lot !
i feel bad for spider though, poor bb doesn’t deserve this, y/n HAS to love him, WHO WOULDN'T?? but i understand her though, poor girl been through so much, both of them deserve better. JUSTICE.
but besides that, everything about the series is amazing and is so accurate as well. idc what anyone says, to me, your writing makes me shed a tear, words can't describe how beautiful it is, hope you post soon! take your time, do not rush or stress yourself out! 💓.
Aaaaa— im glad you like it! Hopefully I’ll be able to update soon!