Creep Alert!!!

Shout out to POC, plus sized, disabled, and queer jirais!!!! (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡ love you guys, it sucks that you're hated on.

How I look with he/they pronouns

Literally me (totally)

Shout out to POC, plus sized, disabled, and queer jirais!!!! (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡ love you guys, it sucks that you're hated on.

What's been happening when I go on walks:

Amechan: what if we get hit by a car and become an amputee

Me: WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK⁉️

I'm getting worse and better. Like replacing starving by hitting myself, and overall sometimes I feel great for an hour and a half a day then I crash and feel overwhelmed with emotion but numb? Like wtf, I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL. I also want to be worse like relapse on everything.

Cyber/Soda post the most, actually. ^⁠_⁠^

My mindset daily:

I'm a god -> I should kms -> I want to get better -> I want to get worse -> I'm so silly>_< -> fuck everything -> I feel so fucking numb.

Shout-out to jirais in ED recovery.

You deserve to have food, food is fuel, it is energy (⁠/⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠(⁠-⁠ω⁠-⁠)

Lover boy but in the I'd cook your favorite meal for you way.

Lover boy but in the I'd take care of your dogs for you when you're away.

Lover boy but in the I'd treat your (chosen) family with respect and love way.

Lover boy but in the I'd gift you small trinkets way.

Lover boy but in the I'd be a house husband for you way.

(just wish I had someone to be a lover boy too (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠)

- Charlie