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Transmed Thoughts #1

You shouldn’t be proud to be trans. It’s a problem that needs to be solved. It ruins lives. It hurts people. I would do literally ANYTHING to not be trans. Just be born a real male. But I can’t.

My family knows what I want

Everyone's understanding and sympathetic about how trauma can radicalize people until it's Jews.

I love religious undertones. Songs with religious undertones, books with religious undertones, movies with religious undertones, even words (my favorite is “covenant”). I really love religious undertones.

Okay so when people say "don't radicalize children to hate Israel" and the response you give is "how can they not be radicalized when Israel is killing their parents?" you are actually contributing worse than nothing, you are contributing the very thing that perpetuates the cyclical nature of the conflict. If you don't radicalize children, then they will be open to education and perspective and see Israelis as people—and yes maybe they will still hate Israel, but they will also hate Hamas, who pushed the war as well. You thinking it is okay to be radicalized under specific circumstances is how suicide bombings and child soldiers and hostages happen: I say this to Israelis who were radicalized as well by the war, and I have criticized Israelis (including those close to me) for also thinking indiscriminate violence is okay.

Trump brought proud, outward Nazism into the Republican Party. Antisemitism has always been somewhere in both. But Trump brought loud Nazism to the Republican Party. People cheered when they saw two Nazi/Roman salutes on stage. Loud and proud Nazism is on display in the Republican Party, one of the two main parties in the United States.

ADHD people and their commas and parentheses :)

You can tell that Percy Jackson is Jewish in the same way you can tell that Will Byers is Jewish: both their mothers are so, so incredibly Jewish.

Probably Already Discovered But Now Discovered By Me (yes, im italian) #1

I was drinking Propel (berry flavored) when my tongue starting hurting and I started tasting blood. Now, obviously, this drink isn’t “good” for you but it of course presents itself as one so I looked up if it’s good for you. (https://www.iamgoingvegan.com/is-propel-water-healthy/). Found out it’s super unhealthy and resists insulin. My diabetic dad is bringing these home from work for us. And now I gotta text my mom to tell her to tell him to stop getting them, because he refuses to take care of himself so his wife and kids have to. Already bad with Propel. Now, I’m thinking okay so why does it hurt my tongue? (http://www.rage3d.com/board/showthread.php?t=33861019). So I look it up. Found some people talking about it causing itching on the face and apparently it has warnings about that on the label (I can’t find that so it must be an old version or something). Another guy there says it causes his tongue to hurt and bleed. Mine did too. I didn’t see blood but was also able to taste it. So what’s up with that? Then, I think, well after a couple minutes I feel fine but immediately after drinking my mouth is really dry. Of course resulting in drinking more. I know some water companies do this, they make it salty so you have to drink more (Dasani). So, I’m guessing Propel (of course) does it too, to make you drink more (while also presenting as a healthy drink). Now, I’m not a fast drinker. I don’t even like to drink, I do force myself to drink 2-3 bottles of water a day so I don’t get dehydrated (which I know by having bad headaches), but it’s not my thing to chug down a gallon a day. With Propel, I seem to start and immediately finish. It’s crazy how fast it goes. I look up why it dries my mouth. (https://www.reddit.com/r/NoStupidQuestions/comments/e6mmid/why_does_water_make_me_thirstier/). It was explained in a way that I can’t explain so you can see it through the link. Someone else said it was snake oil which confused me a bit. (https://www.thefitnessskeptic.com/blog/2018/3/18/fit-water-the-definition-of-mainstream-snake-oil). In the end, Propel isn’t healthy at all for you. This is probably already obvious but here’s just some of the facts I’ve found, so, yeah, it’s probably a good idea to stick to water.

I know you’re mentally ill/neurodivergent if you change your Home Screen every couple of weeks