Golden retriever boyfriend that’s happy to be included in things.
Asks you so many questions.
Food! It's his favorite thing that she does!
Loves your cooking and that you serve so much food at a time, even with his super soldier metabolism he gets stuffed and given a second plate.
Loves enchiladas. He always says “it has more flavor than anything I’ve ever had”
I swear all he wants is your food and your kisses.
He almost cried one day coming home from a horrible mission and seeing a table full of food.
Loves the food and watches you cook while asking what things are.
“Honey, what is this?” “What’s this spice?”
Genuinely confused that you make nopal. “You eat… cactus?”
Crying heavily but still eating, “Why is this so spicy?”
Actually believes the tower was under attack when you were cooking chilis
Gets scared when you start yelling in Spanish, literally looks like a kicked puppy.
You call him “lindo”.
He melts when you tell him, “Que lindo”
I’ve always hated myself. For as long as I can remember. My memories go back to 4 years old and at that age, I remember hating myself. I thought other people did too. I always thought that the people who said “I love you” were saying it, just to say it or saying it out of habit, it never felt real to me. I felt as if no one cared or wanted to care about me. No one wants me. No one loves me. I hate myself. I’m ugly. I’m fat. My scars are gross. I’m too tall. I’m not skinny. I’m weird. I’m below average in everything. I’m dumb. These are all things I’ve said or thought about myself and this is just a short list. I never felt as though I belonged anywhere or with anyone.
I want to change that.
I’ve always wanted to change myself but it never worked.
I always wanted to be that person with good friends and family that made me feel safe and loved. I always wanted to feel “beautiful”. I always wanted someone to love me.
I always wanted to love myself.
I guess that’s what I really want, to love myself. I just don’t know how to do it. I’ve tried and I’ve always failed. How do you love yourself? Maybe it is a skill you learn as you grow up. Maybe it’s just something people just want to forget is living in their brain.
I want to love myself now. And everyday from now on I will try. And I guess I will keep starting over and over again for as long as it takes because I am worth it.
I am worthy.
I am worthy of love and affection. I am everything everyone has said about me and more. I am worthy of love. I am worthy of positivity. I am beautiful. I am smart. I am wanted. I am needed.
I will love myself one day at a time.
Booth has a younger sister that is a surgical resident and introduces her to his team, finally, but it takes a turn he wasn't expecting and he hates it. Jack Hodgins x OC/Natalie Booth, surgical intern
Booth wasn't sure why he agreed to this. It was a bad idea. a very bad idea. but here he was, standing in the Jeffersonian lab, introducing his little sister to the team.
Booth’s younger sister, Dr. Natalie Booth, had recently secured an internship at Georgetown Memorial Hospital. Bright, sharp, and he hated to admit it but charmingly confident, Natalie had always had a knack for making an impression and right now she's doing just that.
“I've heard so much about all of you”, Natalie said, her smile lighting up the room. Bones of course is a legend and Angela, your artistry is incredible and you must be Dr. Hodgins. she turns her attention to Jack Hodgins, her smile shifting is something a little bit more mischievous.
“Yeah that's me, Hodgins said, his usual confidence faltering as he shook her hand. “Call me Jack.”
Natalie tilted her head. “Jack, huh? Well it's a pleasure to meet you. She let her gaze linger just a little longer than necessary. and Booth’s stomach dropped. This was not happening.
Hodgins cleared his throat, clearly flustered. “The pleasure is all mine”, he said, his voice a little bit higher than usual.
Booth steps in, firmly placing a hand on Hodgins’ shoulder and steering him aside. “Okay, let's focus, people. Natalie's just here to say hi, not to distract anyone.”
“I'm not distracting anyone”, Natalie said innocently, though the playful glint in her eyes said otherwise. “Jack, do you always let my brother boss you around like this?”
Hodgin’s grinned, “Not usually but, he's kind of scary when he's protective.”
“Oh, trust me”, Natalie said, stepping closer to Hodgins despite Booth’s glare. He's been like this since we were kids. Remember when you scared of my prom date, Seeley?
“The guy deserved it”, Booth snapped, folding his arms. “He had a tattoo on his neck.”
Natalie laughed. “It was a barbed wire tattoo. Very trendy at the time. Anyway, Jack, what’s it like working here? Do you enjoy it?
“Yeah”, Hodgins said, smiling back at her. “I get to play with bugs and dirt all day. It's a dream job.”
“Bugs, huh?" Natalie asked, raising a brow. “Sounds ... intriguing.”
Booth stepped between them, arms wide like he was breaking up a fight. “Okay, enough. Natalie, don’t you have surgery to prepare for? Hodgins don't you have some slime or whatever to analyze?”
Angela snorted in the background, leaning towards Brennan. “This is going to be fun.”
Natalie peeked around Booth's broad frame to catch Hodgins' eye. “Guess I'll see you around, Jack.”
“Looking forward to it”, Hodgins said, his grin widening.
Booth groaned, running hand through his hair. He knew Natalie loved teasing him, but this? Flirting with Hodgins? This was a new level of torture.
As Natalie turned to leave, Booth followed her out of the lab. “Seriously, Nat, what was that?”
“What? “she said, feigning innocence. “He's cute.”
“He's Hodgins”, Booth hissed. “Stay away from him.”
“Oh, relax”, she said with a wink. “You should be happy I’m making friends.”
“Friends, my ass”, Booth muttered under his breath. He could already tell this wasn't the last he heard about Natalie and Hodgins.
Back in the lab, Hodgin’s was still staring at the door, goofy grin on his face.
“Jack,” Angela said, smirking. “You’ve got it bad.”
“Yeah,” Hodgins admitted, barely registering her comment. “I think so.”
If The Vampire Diaries characters were tarot cards, which would they be?
The Lovers: Elena is the emotional core of the series and is often caught between love choices.
The High Priestess: She also grows into her own power and intuition, embodying mystery and duality like The High Priestess.
Stefan is constantly sacrificing himself for others and his journey is marked by introspection, suffering, and redemption.
The Devil: Damon represents temptation, desire, and chaos.
The Fool: But he also has a surprising journey of growth, making him an unconventional Fool - constantly starting over.
Bonnie is the conduit between worlds and channels immense energy. She turns will into reality.
Caroline embodies growth, beauty, motherhood, and leadership. She transforms from an insecure teen into a regal, nurturing force.
Katherine is destruction and rebirth personified. She burns everything down to survive.
Alaric is the moral compass, a teacher, and a guide for the younger characters. He represents tradition and wisdom.
The Emperor: He demands control and order.
Judgment: But his arc is one of reckoning, forgiveness, and facing consequences.
Elijah is the moral one, devoted to balance, honor, and fairness - even when it cost him personally.
Rebekah is a symbol of hope, longing, and desire for a better life. The Star captures her vulnerability and dreams.
Hayley is courageous, resilient, and protective love. She stands strong for her daughter and her beliefs.
He is a self made king, Marcel drives his will with ambition and direction. He battles adversity with focused control.
Words of Affirmation - Tony Stark
He never really heard people in his personal life praise him, so when you started to do it, it he fell in love
It started when he was talking to you about what he’s done as Iron Man and you said, “You know, I’m proud of everything you have done. Not just the suit or Iron Man but all the things you have done, saving people, the amazing things you've created, the people you help, it's incredible.” He looked at you with his big brown eyes, looking like a puppy.
You just thought he was being cute and didn’t think much about it but you started to notice he was acting a little different whenever you would compliment or praise him.
You decided to test it out with little things.
“I love that new cologne that you got.”
“I’m impressed with what you were working on in the lab.”
When it gets deep, Tony doesn’t know if he wants to cry or kiss you then and there.
“You are so special to me, I hope you know that, honey.”
“I appreciate it when you understand me.”
“Have I told you how grateful I am to have you in my life and as my partner?”
Tony has never felt more loved in his life than when you say these things about him and when his life is on the line, thinking he is about to die, he hears a message you prepared for him, just in case.
“Tony, my love, my life, I’m so proud of you and of all you’ve done as a person, as Iron Man, as a friend, and as the love of my life. If this is it, if I’m never going to see you again, I just want to say, I’m here for you and I support whatever you have to do. I wish you don’t have to go, but I understand and I love you so much. But Tony, if you still can fight, if you can still do something, I need you to fight, honey. You are the most amazing person I have ever known. You, Anthony Edward Stark, are the light of my life, so I’m begging if you can, please fight. I’m so grateful to have known you, to have been in your life, and the last thing I want you to hear is, that I love you, Tony Stark.”
“I love our chaotic, beautiful, amazing life we have together.”
His favorite food that you make is huevos con chorizo, never misses breakfast now.
“Do you have to put Tajin on everything?”
“What are these?” “Hot sauce.” “Do you need this many?” “Yes.”
He loves to watch you sing and dance to music in Spanish.
All he hears is Becky G, Bad Bunny, and Karol G.
When you are dancing he will come up behind you and loves for you to dance up against him.
He loves Mexican food, but hates the candy. (secretly likes the coconut Mexican flag one)
Asada tacos are his favorite with a side of rice.
He is in love with your dark, long, curly hair. It goes to your lower back and he will play with it all the time.
Learns Spanish quickly, but he doesn’t speak it unless he needs to.
She thinks he learned enough to understand her and to say simple sentences but that’s it.
It isn’t until he’s trying to buy her food at the taqueria that he speaks Spanish fluently with the guy taking the order that she realizes that he’s fluent, if not almost fluent.
"How did you learn Spanish so fast?" "Babe, I'm a genius, give me some credit."
He lowkey thinks you are hot when you start yelling in Spanish.
He gets comforted when you call him “mi amor” or “amor” like its name.
PDA - Jack Hodgins
This man has no shame whatsoever.
He will give as many hugs and kisses you will allow him to.
Cam always jokes that she needs a spray bottle to spray you two.
Every once in a while, you will be caught making out in a dark corner somewhere.
At restaurants, he will not let you sit across from him, he has to sit right next to you.
When sitting next to you, he is always touching you. Hand holding, hand on the thigh, arm over the shoulders, etc.
Whenever you walk, your holding hands.
Will stand so close to you while you work that if he wanted to kiss your neck, all he would have to do is lean down a couple inches. (He does it more often than not)
He whispers in your ear a lot just to be close to you.
When you're at home, he will always cuddle with you.
Sleeping in bed, he's either spooning you or he's plopped on top of you.
Bucky Barnes leaves for war from her perspective.
I still remember the way the air felt that night.
Heavy, like it knew. Like the sky itself was holding its breath.
You didn’t say it, not really. You didn’t need to. I knew you were leaving. I knew this was the last night. And I knew the second I saw you in that uniform, stiff, and crisp, and not you, that everything was about to change.
You tried to act like it was fine. Like we had time. You smiled that crooked smile, the one that always made me forget how to breathe. And I laughed. I laughed at your dumb jokes, because if I didn’t, I’d cry. And I wanted- God, I wanted to be strong for you.
We sat in our booth, like always. The waitress called you “soldier,” and you smiled at her, but I saw the flicker in your eyes, you were scared. I was too.
When we left, you walked me home even though it was out of your way. You always did that. I think you liked pretending we lived in the same world, like you could stay in it just a little longer.
We stood outside my building for a long time, neither of us saying anything. The city faded around us - cars, people, lights - they'll just.. disappeared. It's just you and me.
And then you kissed me.
Slow. Careful. Like you were memorizing me.
Like if you kissed me soft enough, maybe the war would forget your name.
That was the last kiss.
I didn't know what to say when you pulled away. I didn't want to cry, so I just nodded. I wanted to say "I love you,” but I didn't. I was afraid that if I did, you wouldn't leave - and part of me was selfish enough to want that. But the rest of me knew... you’d never forgive yourself if you didn’t go.
So I let you walk away.
You didn’t look back.
But I did.
I watched you turn the corner, and I whispered it then, “I love you.” Quiet. Just for me. Maybe the wind carried it to you. Maybe not.
You came back eventually after so many decades, but I’m no longer here.
After so many years, I would lay awake sometimes thinking about that night. About that night. About that kiss. About the boy who held my hand like it was a lifeline and kissed me like he was already gone.
I never kissed anyone the same after that.
But with me now gone, I wish you could with someone new.
Is Tony jealous? How would he react to others if they flirt with you?
Absolutely jealous. He’s not clingy or insecure, just territorial.
If someone flirts with you, he plays it cool at first but not subtle at all.
“Hi. Tony Stark. Just wondering what position you’re applying for. The boyfriend slot has already been filled.
“Thanks for keeping my girl company but I think I got it from here.
Translation: Get lost, loser.
If he by some miracle bites his tongue but continues to listen, he’s getting petty.
“Hey, can I offer free dating advice? Step one: aim for someone that’s single.”
“If she’s not responding with more than one word, it means she doesn’t want to talk to you.”
“Not that I was jealous, just asserting dominance.” “Okay, sure, babe.”
Casually glares at people that check you out in public.
You mention a neutral name, he’s questioning it.
“Wait, Taylor? Is that a guy or a girl?”
Don’t get me started if you openly say a celebrity is hot.
“Henry Cavill is sooo hot.”
“He’s a guy in tights and a cape. Sure he can fly, but can he build you a custom AI assistant that does whatever you want? Didn’t think so.”
“Babe, he can fly, shoot lasers from his eyes, super senses, has x-ray vision, super speed, and can freeze things from his breath.”
Two hours later, he’s in his lab trying to see what he has to do to add laser eyes to his Iron Man suit.
He’s obsessed with wanting to learn about the culture.
He wants to hear all the legends and tales there is to know.
Dia de Muertos, he helps with the ofrenda and celebrates with you.
He learns of the Aztecs and is fascinated, “You, my queen, come from warriors.”
If you ever take him to a family party, he is built for those parties.
Loud music, kids running around, not even finishing his beer before he’s handed a new one? This is the best thing that could happen to him.
When he tries to speak in Spanish, he can’t roll his r’s and doesn’t like that you laugh.
He's very confident in his Spanish, even if it's not the best.
He always wants to practice his Spanish but you don't mind because he's trying.
He will try any food that is handed to him.
He loves the huge portions of food, “No one serves me this much.” “Well eat up because you’re probably getting a second or third plate too.” Literally so happy.
He thinks he can handle the salsa. He was wrong.
“By Odin’s beard, my tongue is in flames!”
“So, you are telling me, that you fill a cardboard box essentially, with treats, then beat the can out of it? That’s brilliant!”
Gets sad that you won’t let him use his hammer to beat the piñata.
“Must I use a stick when I possess my mighty hammer? It will be quicker to get the sweets.”
Loves the drama of telenovelas.
"Wait! She's pregnant with her husband's brother! I was not expecting that."
He's kinda scared when you're mad and yelling in Spanish.
You call him “Mi Cielo”
How many times a day does someone ask you “how are you” or ”how are you doing” in a day?
And how many times do you say “I’m fine. Thanks. How are you?”
People don’t want a real answer when they ask you. It’s just a greeting, no one wants to know. And how many people would actually care if you gave them a real answer?
I’m not fine. I just say I’m fine because I don’t really want to say “I’m not gonna kill myself but I’m not okay.” So I just put on a fake smile, nod my head, and say what the socially acceptable script says to say.
I can’t think of a time when I was genuinely fine or okay. I just...exist.
Then one day, I just felt like I was drowning.
This all came from me realizing I’m a person I don’t like. That I never liked. I always said I would change. Said I wanted to change. I can’t even count how many times I said “today is the day”, the day has never come. I always never truly me. I was always what people wanted me to be. Always the girl who played it safe, never got out of my comfort zone. I never spoke up.
I fantasized about what it would be like to be anyone but me. Maybe because I never met me. Whenever I have let me shine through just a bit, it seems people don’t like her. Make jokes about her. Even my family. It's just a continuous hell loop in my head.
I think people just want others to be like the “average” person. People say it’s okay to be different, they tell you that everyone is free to do what they want, but the second someone turns their back, that’s a different story. “She clearly gained weight”, “her skirt is too short, the bitch is asking for something to happen”, “what was she thinking about when she got her hair done”, “eww, does she even know how to do her eyebrows?”
Why is it like this?
Why is it when someone finally shows that they do something completely normal, people are shocked just because it was done in public. They act like they don’t do the same things behind closed doors.
I’m just tired of not being the me I always wanted to be. I’m going to try now. I’m going to seriously try to be me and not what people want me to be or expect me to be.
She is now my past. I made the decision that she is dead. It doesn’t mean I’m not going to miss her in one way or another but I now know I don’t feel like I’m being drowned or can’t breathe.
I’m scared but relieved.
I finally feel as free.
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