My Besties Guilt & Grief

I HAVE BEEN CRYING OUT TO YOU FROM THE START

Is it weird that his furious expression makes it even hotter for me? Do I have issues? (Don't answer that)

Truly. Bless this show.

inej: wait, why would heleen get the crow club?

kaz:

i have this silent awe and appreciation for experience and wisdom that comes with time. when monotony and redundancy turn into a craft, when the amateur turns into an expert, when it becomes effortless to others. but there is practice hidden underneath it all. years of it. it is how my father can measure distances without any instruments because he has been an engineer for so long and his kids watch him do it in awe. it is how i know just the correct amount of milk and sugar when i make coffee for the people i love and they think it to be alchemy. it is the combination of efficiency and knowledge that only time can bring. gifted talents are great, but a time-honed talent is labor and repetition. you claim it as your own because time has made it yours, time has etched it like a schoolkid etches their initials on the desk over a period of time

I really hope this reblog doesn't come back to bite me in the ass, but I get so sensitive with those quotes and I really want it to be endgame. She misses him and wanted to look nice for the ritual.

alex's internal monologue is like *darlington* *come back* *forgive me* *i forgive you* *darlington come back* *i miss my boyfriend*

In light of the title and release date of Hell Bent (unhinged squeal) I was rereading Ninth House and, man, I refuse to even acknowledge the possiblity that Darlingstern might not happen. Like, Alex remembers the feeling of Darlington's body lying pressed against her way too many damn times for it to be platonic. Seriously, it's around four times.

Eric found one (1) person who was willing to listen to him rant abt his hyperfixation and decided that's his soulmate. same