Mundanitymusingss - My Mundane Musings

Valley of Fire

5/7/2025 10:49am

oughhhh i just wanna craft all day!!!!!!!! wtf is work??????? I want to ephemera journals and sew!!!!

5/6/2025 1:26pm

I think I could sleep for a month straight at this point.

I'm so exhausted. I took sick leave yesterday and I thought I was better but goddamn. Every time I think I'm getting used to my level of fatigue it changes. I just want to be able to get through a day without feeling like I'm dying. I suppose on the bright side my joints aren't as sore today, so that's something.

I just fucking wish that I could work from home without an ADA request. I'm the only person in office full-time, which wouldn't be an issue if I didn't have mysterious chronic illness b.s. affecting me on a daily basis. I've genuinely never taken this much time off of work at any job before this one.

5/12/2025 9:18am

I did not sleep too well last night but that's to be expected, since I slept in suuuuuper late yesterday. Tomorrow is my thyroid biopsy, which I'm looking forward to. Want to know for sure that this isn't cancer (all of my symptoms line up with Hashimoto's, not cancer). I have an appointment with my PCP at the end of the month so I'm trying to remain positive.

I just want a fucking diagnosis, man.

5/9/2025 9:54am

My yearning for creativity has been so strong lately, but it's like my compass isn't tuned. I'm craving the creative process but I feel stuck in the initiation phase. There are so many projects and crafts that I could do....Need a crafting session with some friends STAT.

I think we’re all so brave for making it through every day

from the inhabit manifesto