"Ren Eryn Gill (born Ren Erin Gill, 29 March 1990), known professionally as Ren, is a multi-award-winning Welsh singer-songwriter, musician, rapper, producer, and director. Formerly a member of Trick the Fox and the Big Push, Ren has independently released two albums, Freckled Angels (2016) and Sick Boi (2023). His second major album Sick Boi reached the number one spot on the UK charts on October 20, 2023, beating out Rick Astley's new release in a battle for number one and surpassing both Drake and Troye Sivan. In the US, the album debuted at No. 137 on the top 200 Billboard. Ren also debuted at No. 4 on Billboard's Emerging Artists chart and No. 54 on the Billboard 100 Artists chart.
Ren’s breakthrough came when he released "Hi Ren" in 2022. It went viral, receiving 6.8 million views on YouTube in two months and charted worldwide in YouTube's trending music video chart. The song received an honourable mention for best European music video at the Prague Music Video Awards and was nominated for best music video at Camerimage 2023. As of April 2025, it has 50 million views.
As part of Ren's second studio album, Sick Boi, the single "Money Game part 3" won numerous awards, including Best Music Video, Best Director, Best Concept, and received an Honourable Mention for Best Cinematography. The single was also chosen for the British Arrows Y24 Shortlist in the categories of Music Video Director and Music Video Producer.
Ren has been dealing with Lyme disease and its side effects since 2009. He was misdiagnosed with depression, chronic fatigue syndrome, and bipolar disorder for years. At the end of 2015 he was properly diagnosed. The following year he received an experimental treatment that included stem cell transplants. He did not completely recover. He has autoimmune issues, brain damage, PTSD, and fatigues easily. He continues to try experimental treatments to improve his health. Many of his songs reflect what he has been through and he is an advocate for discussing mental health issues more openly."
i highly encourage people, esp disabled folks, to check out ren's music and his story. i truly believe that his music can help.
plus, ren is just a really great guy. he inspires me to keep going through the dark.
Today's the last day of April, and to belatedly celebrate my birthday I'd like to share a comic with you: it's about getting revenge against the people who wronged you, and it's called Werewolf's Lament.
Werewolf's Lament is printed with florescent orange and mint risograph inks on light brown paper; cut and folded in the shape of a wolf. Physical copies are for sale in my online shop.
Ahhhhhhhhh I miss flying ;^; its such a nice day and it'd be so wonderful if I could use my wings right now 😩
Watching the sun rise when youre having a chronic pain flare up is like being the final girl in a horror movie
Did I mention I love ren
“slut era” i whisper to myself as i rot in my bed, sick like a frail victorian child
Demon Of Pain - Day 1
Going thru withdrawal again. Day 1 without seroquel (a sedative). Wish my sanity luck cause my insomnia came back with a vengeance.
Drew this when I got off of effexor almost a year ago.
My fibromyalgia is a bitch to deal with when it comes to withdrawal. Last time I was often bed bound for a month and then after gradually got my strength back while dealing with less withdrawal symptoms, and at the time I felt like I had lost my sanity. That my mind had fractured from the pain.
It's taken months and therapy to get where I am now. I'm stronger for it. I know I can make it through this, and I know what to do when I get overwhelmed now.
Still. Not looking forward to the upcoming breakdowns.
I'll most likely be posting a lot to the void on this account during this time btw, cause thats what I did last time (on a different site that my family follows so fuck that this time around). It helps for some reason.
Welcome to the Demon of Pain series where you'll be following this demon in its natural habitat... pain 😌
LIFE LIKE THIS IS SUCH A MIRACLE. HOW DO SUCH TINY TINY TINY THINGS ON SUCH A MINIATURE SPECK OF DUST GROW TO HAVE SUCH COMPLEX MINDS? DO YOU KNOW HOW LARGE EARTH IS COMPARED TO THE SUN? SO ENDEARINGLY TINY. EASILY MISSED. AND YET THE SHAPE MATTER TAKES ON IT IS SO COMPLEX. ORGANS. A BRAIN THAT FEARS, LOVES AND JEERS. A HEART THAT BEATS. LUNGS THAT BREATHE. SO VERY SWEET.
to be free.
~As Above, So Below~
anyone else ever wish they could lie down harder? Like, I'm already horizontal, but I need more horizontal. I need to be absorbed by the floor. I think that would fix me
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